Appropriate

Like most children, He Shengnan also had times of rebellion.It's just that she was rebellious at the wrong time.

When she was in high school, He Yu started to run a small grocery store. During those days, the mother and daughter had a very difficult life.Since it was a grocery store, it had to stock up. He Yu was afraid of affecting He Shengnan's study, so she was not allowed to follow him to stock up.Until one time He Shengnan saw her mother struggling to pedal the kind of tricycle that old men struggled to pedal. The car was full of cardboard boxes, big and small. Yu goes to buy goods, and threatens her to drop out of school if her mother doesn't agree.

After a year like this, when He Shengnan entered the second year of high school and began to really work hard for the college entrance examination, she was actually discouraged.

Her academic performance is of the kind that is not as good as the top but more than the bottom. Apart from being proficient in oral calculations, she really has no advantage as a liberal arts student.It is the skill of oral calculation that she has practiced with her mother all the year round.

He Shengnan specifically inquired that the tuition fees for the four years of last university cost tens of thousands, which was enough for the two of them to earn for several years. It hurts to think about it.

After thinking about it for a long time, she felt that going to college was not suitable for her.Who says you have to go to college to be successful?Didn't Edison drop out of school and become a great inventor in the end?At that time, He Shengnan didn't know that Edison was not only an inventor, but also became a rich man because of selling patents and starting a business.Otherwise, her idea of ​​not going to college will be even firmer.

After all, Edison is too far away from her life. According to the nearest neighbor, Aunt Chen’s son in the next-door unit didn’t even go to junior high school, and he relies on wholesale clothing. Isn’t he doing well now?Um, of course, the colorful tattoos and the big gold chain around the neck can be ignored.He Shengnan felt that even if he was rich, he would not make himself so low.

She is a very thoughtful person, and she made up her mind, so she went to the head teacher to find out the specific procedure for dropping out.There are procedures for admission, and of course there are withdrawals!This, He Shengnan understands.

However, she didn't dare to tell her mother, because she knew that her mother would definitely not agree.

He Shengnan actually doesn't quite understand the thoughts of her mother's generation. To this day, she still can't agree with many views of that generation.For example, going to college, is it really worth spending tens of thousands of dollars just to stay in such a utopian place for four years, and then lose your job when you come out?If you don't want to go to university, use the tens of thousands of dollars to learn some skills that can make you live, even if you use that money to trade in stocks!Catch up with a big bull market, and at least double it!

However, in the eyes of her mother's generation, this kind of thinking is "rebellious".He Shengnan even secretly thought that those parents must be forcing their children to enter a university that may not be suitable for him to satisfy their own vanity.

Well, university is not good at all, and it has the same benefit after all, that is, it can provide you with a platform and vision.He Shengnan couldn't imagine that if she dropped out of school at that time, would her career be as big as it is today? Maybe she would just be content with being a wholesale clothing or other small business owner?

And the reason why she became what she is today, apart from her mother's hard work, is mostly due to her class teacher in high school, her English teacher Liu Yaru.

When He Shengnan had the courage to ask her class teacher "how to drop out of school", Liu Yaru was stunned.She stared fixedly at the tall, thin and childish girl in school uniform in front of her, and a certain guess crossed her mind.

Considering the child's self-esteem, Liu Yaru didn't ask her in public, but led her to a small restaurant near the school, invited her to lunch, and wanted to chat with her.

"Why did you drop out?" Liu Yaru tried not to sound so unacceptable.

17-year-old He Shengnan looked at the dishes on the table and the bowl of steaming rice in front of him, and he was completely surprised. "Going to a restaurant" is far away and unfamiliar to her, and when she was young, she didn't even know where the door of the "restaurant" opened.

Seeing her frightened look, Liu Yaru picked up two pieces of meat and a chicken leg for her, and said softly, "What's on your mind, tell the teacher?"

He Shengnan will never forget Teacher Liu's appearance at that moment.In this world, apart from her mother, no other woman has treated her so well.He Shengnan was still too young back then, psychologically sensitive and fragile, tears streaming down his face, crying until his nose burst into tears.

Of course He Shengnan did not drop out of school.That day, Teacher Liu talked to her a lot.In the years that followed, although He Shengnan could not agree with some views, she firmly remembered that passage——

Teacher Liu said: "You said you wanted to share the burden for your mother, but have you seriously thought about it, why is your mother paying so much?"

Seeing He Shengnan's confused face, Teacher Liu went on to say: "We live in this world not only for ourselves, but also for the people we care about. This care is not just about making them eat and clothe themselves without being wronged. Also, we must do our best to achieve what they desire. Because we care about them from the bottom of our hearts!"

17-year-old He Shengnan half understood.However, in the following years, she savored this sentence countless times, and when she looked back, she found that such a sentence had led her so far.

In the days that followed, He Shengnan never thought about dropping out of school, let alone talking to her mother.This small matter of growing up is like a secret between her and Teacher Liu.

Teacher Liu gave He Shengnan more attention. She helped He Shengnan with English tutoring countless times, and even lent He Shengnan the books at home without reservation. He Shengnan's English scores have improved rapidly since then.High school English spelling is grammar. With solid English grammar, He Shengnan's English college entrance examination score reached 132 points, and he was the top scorer in English in the college entrance examination in city a that year.Without such a score improvement in English, she would have no chance of entering S University.

It can be said that Teacher Liu Yaru is the benefactor and noble person in He Shengnan's life. Because of her appearance, He Shengnan's life has taken a new turn.

After receiving the admission letter from S University, He Shengnan went to see Teacher Liu, and vowed that no matter where he was in the future, no matter how successful he was, he would always remember Teacher and would remember to come back to see her.

But what about the reality?

Her university was full of Aki and all kinds of business experience, and her whole life after that was covered by endless hard work and fighting, and she never went back to see the teacher.

He Shengnan still remembers Mr. Liu's gratified eyes when he saw his admission notice, but that moment has become eternal. Now, that person, that ray of affection, are all covered by loess, frozen into a photo on the marble tombstone.

Holding his warm body, He Shengnan wept silently.She felt that she was something special!

A few days ago, she was mocking Fang Han for being tasteless, but what about herself? Thirteen years ago, she was taken care of by her teacher and was admitted to the university of her choice. With today's achievements, she didn't even see her teacher for the last time. She didn't even know that the teacher's only daughter had suffered so much all these years!Fortunately, she was shy back then and said that she would repay the teacher's kindness in the future!

He Shengnan remembered the warmth. She remembered that when she went to the teacher's house to return books, she met the teacher's only daughter, a little girl who was still in the second year of junior high school.

No wonder!

No wonder the first time she saw Nuan Nuan, she felt unusually familiar. Except for the encounter that was almost covered in the depths of her memory, He Shengnan saw the outline of Teacher Liu Yaru more on Nuan Nuan's face.But, at that time, she didn't realize it at all.

Wouldn't it be tricky to memorize this thing?

Why doesn't fate play tricks on people?

Respectfully offering incense to Teacher Liu and his wife, He Shengnan knelt in front of the tombstone, holding a clean tissue, and meticulously wiped the photos on it.When she wiped Teacher Liu's face, He Shengnan suddenly lost control of her emotions and burst into tears. She caressed the tombstone, trembling uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry! Teacher, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

He Shengnan kept murmuring those three words. Apart from these three words, she didn't know what else to say in order to get the teacher's forgiveness.

Wen Nuan has not yet fully recovered from He Shengnan's sudden appearance, He Shengnan felt so uncomfortable, her heart was also churning violently, and the tears that had just stopped streaming down again.

"Sister Shengnan...Sister Shengnan, don't feel bad." She took He Shengnan's arm and shook it gently, she was afraid that He Shengnan would cry and break his body.

He Shengnan was sobbing, his heart full of guilt.Even if she was as rational as she was, she couldn't help but lose control of her emotions when she was shocked by the drastic change.

After a long time, she gradually recovered.Warmth is the one that should be comforted the most, why is it the other way around?He Shengnan felt even more guilty.

Standing up, He Shengnan held warm hands, "I have suffered so much for you all these years! It is my sister who is sorry for you!"

Like a long-lost relative, He Shengnan is really as gentle as a sister.

Wen Nuan was startled, looking at her face concentrating on her, always felt that something was wrong.

He Shengnan looked at Teacher Liu's photo, turned his eyes back to Wen Nuan, and said earnestly, "From now on, you will be my own sister... I will treat you like my own sister! Even... Even if the teacher and uncle... ...gone, you still have my relatives! I swear to them, I will treat you like my own sister!"

The warmth is infatuated——

For more than a year, she held back her boredom and didn't tell He Shengnan whose daughter she was, and why?Even when He Shengnan silently rejected him that day, she resisted not to speak out.

She doesn't want to be her sister!

What she wants is her love, a love of equality, a love that does not depend on whose daughter she is, a love that does not involve sympathy or pity.

He Shengnan returned all of Nuannuan's efforts to their original form with just one sentence of "my sister".All the hard work is in vain.