Appropriate

Because of what Yu Meng said in the morning, Nuan Nuan was not in a good mood all morning.

The vast majority of people in the world are accustomed to judging others by themselves.She is a philistine, so she assumes that others are also philistines; she is vulgar, so she judges others with a vulgar heart.Wen Nuan never thought that the love she treasured with all her heart and regarded as the most precious would be so unbearable in the eyes of others.

Wen Nuan is not so naive as to think that Yu Meng is a good friend.They have known each other for many years, and she also knows a little about Meng's character.This person is a bit gossip, a bit vulgar, but he has always been enthusiastic about himself.Nuan never imagined that her feelings were like this in her eyes.

Wen Nuan would rather Yu Meng despise the woman he likes than being classified as low in the eyes of the other party, even if Yu Meng thinks that "being next to a rich man" is a thing. Get "good deal".

As a colleague, living in the same working environment, with a warm personality, she couldn't immediately throw a face at Meng to make her unable to get off the stage.When Yu Meng was still happily planning the future for her, Wen Nuan slipped away on the pretext of being late.

Nuan Nuan actually looked down on such a cowardly self in his heart.If she had been able to say to Meng righteously at that time, "Don't worry about it! I like her, I love her, and it doesn't make any difference because she is a woman, or whether she is rich or not", Wen Nuan might have appreciated and admired her. Such a self will give a thumbs up for his courage.

It's just a pity that each of us is an ordinary person, and we have to lower our heads under the general environment.

Putting on a white coat, my warm heart still couldn't calm down.She looked down at the white gown that symbolized her profession, and couldn't help but ask herself: Is this your favorite profession?Is this the environment you like?If you had to choose again, would you still choose this profession for a living?

Busy all morning, Nuan Nuan couldn't remember how many films she had watched, or how many patients she had talked to.She felt parched.

The lunch break came without warning.Warm and exhausted straightened his sore back, and suddenly felt lost for a moment. He had always been as tenacious and clear-minded as her, but now he was a little confused.

The food in the cafeteria is still the same, as every day, the salty ones can still kill people, and the bland ones seem to have no such substance as salt on the earth.People who come and go around me are colleagues I know and colleagues I don't know.Nuan swallows food alone——

She is 27 years old, and she has worked in this hospital for three years, more than 1000 days, and she sees this very familiar scene every day.Wen Nuan even suspects that even if he works here for another 30 years, everything here will remain the same without any change.

How did she come here back then?

Warm's life ideal was originally to be a teacher. When she was young, she felt that standing on the podium like her mother was very majestic. She hoped that one day she would be able to stand on the podium of the university.Teaching college students is cooler than teaching high school students, isn't it?

However, that sudden car accident changed her life, and her parents were ruthlessly killed.In the application form for the college entrance examination, Wen Nuan resolutely chose medicine. She determined to study for a doctorate in surgery and become the best surgeon in China. In that way, many people would not die in accidents like her parents. .

However, ideals can never be reflected in reality.She is not material for studying surgery at all, perhaps the shadow of the car accident that year was too heavy, as long as she sees a lot of blood, as long as she goes to the dissection room, she will feel sick, convulse, and feel weak all over.

In the end, Wen Nuan had to give up her dream of becoming a surgeon.For her, this is undoubtedly a painful and helpless choice.

So, is becoming a doctor in neurology just an unattainable substitute for dreams?Nuan asked herself.

So, do you want to stay like this day after day, year after year until the day you retire, and then quietly wait for the end of your life?Wen Nuan asked herself.

This life, just spent like this?

At the age of 27, Wen Nuan asked herself a question that countless philosophers both at home and abroad have pondered over but could not find a definite answer: How should one spend one's life?

She is not Paul Korchagin, and it is impossible to recite that famous but meaningless words to comfort herself. What she needs is the most realistic answer that is closest to her life.

Her love is on the right track.So, what about her career?Where should we go?

Nuan stared at the dark brown object that looked like a lion's head in the lunch box, and lost his appetite.

Her mind is too messy, and the lion's head is too salty.

Holding the spoon, Nuan Nuan aimlessly pawed at the lion's head, which was missing a corner and was no longer round, worrying about what to do with it: throwing it away is a waste of food, eating it...it's too unpalatable.

Out of the corner of my eye, a black figure flickered past and sat on the chair opposite her.Nuannuan looked up, feeling even more worried, Gao Xiang.

"Nuan Nuan..." Gao Xiang's nose was still covered with a Band-Aid, it must be that the broken part was still not ready.

As soon as Nuan Nuan saw his awkward and dead look, she knew that he was coming to pester her again.She was so annoyed by the phrase "I don't see you up, I see you when you look down"!

Nuan picked up her lunch box and was about to get up and leave.

"You...if you dare...to leave now, I'll...I'll just...call out your affairs here!" Gao Xiang threatened, poking his neck.

Wen Nuan froze, looked at him coldly, and suddenly felt that the people and the environment here were so boring.What is she yearning for in such a boring place?

"Up to you!" She dropped two words in disdain, and walked away quickly without looking back.

Gao Xiang opened his mouth wide in shock, unable to react for a long time.

When he got off work, He Shengnan's car was waiting outside the side door of the hospital as scheduled.

Although the two talked on the phone during the day, Wen Nuan still couldn't stop the complicated feelings in her heart when she saw this person she was attached to again.She opened the door on the passenger side, got in the car, and before He Shengnan could speak, she stretched out her arms and hugged her actively.

"What's wrong?" He Shengnan hugged her back, and gently stroked the soft hair on the back of her head.

Nuan Nuan gently shook her head in her arms, "No... just miss you."

He Shengnan smiled and kissed the warm forehead.She has been in the mall for a long time, and observing words and expressions is the best thing she is good at. How can she not see that little sister Wen has something on her mind?

However, if Wen Nuan didn't want to talk about it, she would considerately not expose her.

Wen Nuan was slightly startled, and said angrily, "Don't kiss...there are bacteria..."

He Shengnan hehe: "You took the initiative to hug me! Blame me?"

Nuan broke free from her arms and sat up straight.

"You're really on time," she said.

"of course!"

"Aren't you busy in the company? Don't delay the business just to pick me up." Nuan Nuan worried.

"Hey! How can the company's affairs be more important than yours?" He Shengnan laughed.

Wen Nuan felt sweet in his heart, "I'm serious, I can find a place to wait for you, or I can take a taxi back by myself, if something happens to your company because I'm delayed, I will feel bad."

"I know you are the most considerate!" He Shengnan returned her a relieved smile, "Don't worry, I have a sense of proportion."

"Are you busy today?" He Shengnan asked, pushing the sliced ​​pizza on the plate in front of Nuan Nuan.

"It's okay." Nuan Nuan looked at the plate in front of him and agreed softly.

For a young girl who has taken care of herself and endured countless lonely times, it cannot be said that it is not good to be cared for so considerately by the person she likes.This feeling is simply wonderful.Nuan feels flattered and deserves to treat the food on the plate with the utmost reverence.

So she sullenly, pick them up with a fork meticulously, chew, swallow...

He Shengnan leaned on his chin, admiring the fork in her hand whirling and flying between the plate and red lips, and couldn't help feeling amused, "Looking at you like this, I have no doubt that even if you replace the fork with a scalpel, you can play with it unambiguous."

Nuan Nuan was suddenly caught in her mind, and she suddenly lost the mood to enjoy the food, and she put down the fork.

He Shengnan looked at her suspiciously: "Isn't it delicious? How about another flavor?"

Warm shook his head, "I want to ask you something..."

"You said."

"Sister Lan you mentioned before, she majored in psychology?" Wen Nuan asked.

"Yes what's the matter?"

"Can you ask me if she can contact the professor who wants to recruit doctoral students?"

"You want to take a doctoral degree?" He Shengnan was surprised.

"Ah."

"A psychology major?"

"Ah."

"Do you have any plans?" He Shengnan knew that Nuannuan was definitely not a person who does things on a whim.

"I want to focus on the psychology of the elderly," Wen Nuan said.

"This research direction is quite unique."

"In fact, the psychological research on the aging population is quite in-depth abroad, but it is still a brand new topic in China."

"Then what is your plan? Is it just as a hobby of research, or is it going to be related to the future employment direction?" He Shengnan asked.

She has already made up her mind that whether Xiaomei Wen is purely a hobby or wants to find another job in this direction, she will unconditionally support her.At worst, she can support her, but it's not that she can't afford it!

What's more, psychological research is an extremely important part of corporate management consulting. As long as Wen Xiaomei likes it, she can establish a research institution for her in the future.

Nuannuan looked at He Shengnan steadily for a while, and then said: "I chose to study medicine because of my parents' accidental car accident. I wanted to be the best surgeon and save the most people. But I can't do any surgery, so I can't do any surgery." I chose neurology. Now think about it, is this line really suitable for me? Am I not wasting my life every day?"

He Shengnan felt the ups and downs in her heart, crossed the table, and lightly shook her hand: "You will have my participation in your future life, so I can guarantee that you are definitely not wasting your life!"

Hearing the words, the eye sockets were warm.

He Shengnan grinned, "However, in terms of career, I support any of your ideals and decisions!"

Wen Nuan felt extremely secure in her heart, held her hand instead, and said earnestly: "I have thought a lot today about what kind of life I should live...my parents, I am destined to be unable to be filial to them, but in the world There are so many old people like them, such as your mother. Even if they are old, they should live with dignity, and should be known and understood, and they should live the life they want as much as possible..."

He Shengnan was moved and said, "You are the cutest girl I have ever seen!"

Warm and slightly embarrassed, "As for what job to do in the future, I don't have any specific ideas right now. But, I want to understand this field first and learn this field. Only by knowing more can I be more clear about what I should do!"

"Okay! I support you! No matter what your specific thoughts are in the future, I will support you!" He Shengnan said.