After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

This sentence hit Shi Jin's heart fiercely, as if it completely negated his possessive desire and love buried deep in him.He looked at Song Xingli's eyes a little hot, more in disbelief.

"Xing Xing, are you questioning me?"

Song Xingli laughed out loud when he heard this sentence, and the broken laughter echoed in the entrance, extremely ironic.

"Shi Jin, shouldn't I question you?"

"I can--"

Song Xingli's expression was completely cold, he directly interrupted Shi Jin's words: "I don't need your explanation, it's already too late."

Shi Jin looked at Shang Song Xingli's cold and indifferent eyes, where there was no affection left, he was no longer in his eyes.Why, he has no idea which link went wrong and why it happened like this.

Impossible, no, how could Song Xingli question him.

"Xing Xing, there is indeed a feud between me and Luo Qing, but it's not what you think."

"It's not important." Song Xingli turned and walked into the room, it was over.

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt the phone vibrate, picked it up and saw that it was a message from Qi Wenzhan.

——The divorce agreement has been prepared.

Great, here comes the gift.

He quickly replied:

——Thank you Brother Wen Zhan, I will get it from you in a few days.

He will personally give this gift to Shi Jin.

As soon as he put the phone away, he felt Shi Jin hugging him from behind, and he didn't move.

"... Xing Xing, can you listen to my explanation?" Shi Jin rested his chin on Song Xingli's shoulder, his voice trembling slightly: "I didn't say it because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to bear it. I didn't say it, but I didn't dare to say it. .”

The chest against the back is as warm as ever, but it can no longer warm the heart.

"Shi Jin, do you think I will always stand there waiting for you?" Song Xingli heard the strangeness in Shi Jin's voice, and laughed in his heart, but he didn't feel any pleasure: "I'm not a fool, I'm so tired."

Shi Jin was stunned, he never knew Song Xingli felt like this, why was he tired?Is it tired to love him?

"Xing Xing, do you feel tired loving me?"

"Tired, very tired, I don't want to love anymore." Song Xingli said bluntly.

Shi Jin didn't dare to listen to the next words, he held Song Xingli's shoulder and turned him around, bowed his head and kissed him.

This kiss was no longer as gentle as usual, it seemed to be using rampage to make up for the control that he was no longer in charge of, everything was out of control, before he noticed, even Song Xingli lost control.

Song Xing was expressionless, until he tasted the salty taste on his lips, and couldn't tell whether it was his or Shi Jin's.

If I knew the pain earlier, I would explain why I didn't start it. Is it true that you have to lose it before you know how to cherish it.

That’s right, it’s only after you’ve lost this sentence that you realize what it means to cherish, but how can you know it earlier? If a person lives in this world, if he knows it will be painful, can he still choose not to come to this world?

No.

So everything is involuntary.

Until he tasted a faint fishy sweet smell, he pushed Shi Jin away, his eyes fell on the place where the corner of Shi Jin's lips were bitten, and he walked towards the cloakroom without saying anything.

"... Xing Xing, you obviously love me, don't you?"

He didn't answer, and he didn't want to answer, he didn't want to listen to such self-righteous words, Shi Jin didn't have him in his heart, didn't love him, he was just a substitute.

Little did he know that from an angle he couldn't see, when he couldn't get a response, Shi Jin's eyes were completely gloomy, as if a storm had ushered in the rippling sea, the waves were churning, and the hostility was wanton, engulfing that indifferent and gentle image.

The moment all pretense is broken, there is no pretense left.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and the moment he took it out, a message popped up, his expression completely darkened to the extreme.

L: I'm next door to you, let's talk.

There is a swimming pool behind the small villa, and a huge parasol covers the location of the swimming pool. When Song Xingli passed by, he was stunned for two seconds, subconsciously looking away from the slightly swaying water surface.

Like a physiological reaction, the left side of the abdomen began to ache.He raised his hand to caress the left waist, and he could vaguely feel the curvature of the scar under the shirt.

He also forgot what happened to the scar, anyway, after waking up in the hospital that day, he didn't remember anything, the first thing he saw was Shi Jin, Shi Jin's eyes were flushed like he had cried.

——Why are you crying, Ah Jin?

——Don't fight with people casually in the future, you know?

Then he thought he was injured in a fight with someone.

But now it seems that it is not.

But he really forgot, and now he feels that he has forgotten a very important memory, not how he was injured, but what he was going to do before the injury.

This memory is Shi Jin's most important.

It was also the reason why Luo Qing's temperament changed drastically.

Only then did Shi Jin discover that there was a swimming pool in the back garden, and his eyes sank suddenly. He saw Song Xingli stopped in his footsteps, held his breath for a moment, and suddenly felt his hands and feet were cold. He couldn't control it and he would think of that day.

So he quickly stepped forward and raised his hand to cover Song Xingli's eyes, hugged him into his arms, and patted Song Xingli's back with his hand:

"Don't be afraid, it's over, don't be afraid..."

Song Xingli's head was pressed on his shoulders and neck, his expression was indifferent, don't be afraid?He is not afraid.Instead, he felt that Shi Jin was trembling, and it was clearly that Shi Jin himself was afraid.

Shi Jin hugged Song Xingli tightly, fearing that he would lose again: "Xing Xing, can I change it, I'll say yes, don't treat me like this."

He couldn't stand Song Xingli's indifference.

"Change? You don't need to change, you are fine." Song Xingli pushed Shi Jin away, no longer taking pictures: "It is me who wants to change, I want to get rid of my bad habit of pampering you, and get rid of my bad habit of waiting for you to come home every day , Get rid of my bad habit of not losing my temper with you, and I will be me after I get rid of it."

Song Xingli, whose edges and corners were smoothed by Shi Jin, should have woken up a long time ago.

Obviously it hurts so much to smooth the edges and corners, why doesn't he cry out that it hurts?

"Luo Qing is a lunatic, don't get close to him, and don't listen to what he says." Shi Jin felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, something was already threatening him, and if he backed away, he would be completely lost.

Song Xingli felt a little funny when he heard this, he looked at Shi Jin: "Shi Jin, why do you call Luo Qing a lunatic."

Why do you always have to change the subject.

"Xing Xing, Luo Qing——"

"Enough!!" Song Xingli felt his tense strings begin to pull and his nerves hurt badly: "Whether he is crazy or not, you don't know better than me. I have known him longer."

"Song Xingli!!!" Shi Jin couldn't bear to yell when he heard this sentence, he walked up to Song Xingli, raised his hand to hold Song Xingli's shoulder, and lowered his head slightly: "As I said, I hate Luo Qing, why do you Don't believe me, don't listen to him, he is really a lunatic. Even if he has known you for a long time, but you who love me, you are mine now, aren't you? "

Song Xingli didn't analyze the deeper meaning of this sentence, he just found it ironic.

"So you think I'm your property, as long as I'm within your sight, be good, you don't have to care about me, I'll always be by your side, right?"

Shi Jin felt that the current Song Xingli was covered with untouchable reverse scales, his eyes flickered slightly, and felt a little contradictory, but now it seemed to be logical again.

Did he forget who Song Xingli was very early on?

Why is this young master of the Song family who comes from a wealthy family willing to approach him, pursue him, fall in love with him, and become so obedient.

Song Xingli raised his hand and waved Shi Jin's hand away, tapped his finger on Shi Jin's heart, and raised his eyes to look at the stunned Shi Jin:

"You, it's because I love you."

This sentence is a dangerous warning, as if the alarm will sound in the next second.

"What would you do if I didn't love you?"

After he finished speaking, he hooked his lips and smiled, walked back into the room, the smile disappeared at an angle that Shi Jin didn't see, and slowly closed his eyes.

Now all explanations are pale, he will find all the evidence and get out with dignity.

Be back to the original Song Xingli.

Shi Jin felt that the place Song Xingli touched just now remained in his heart, it was so light, but it felt like a knife had stabbed hard into his heart, so who was to blame for all this.

Clenching his palms tightly, the ring in his palm seemed to remind him to calm down, but he still couldn't calm down.

There was blood in his mind, and the scene of that day seemed to be still vivid in his memory. Luo Qing cut his hand with a knife, and the ground and the bathtub were full of blood.

——Shi Jin, if you don't let me get close to the stars, I don't know what I will do, I will go crazy, it's scary, do you want to see it?I will kill Xing Xing, he 'killed' my dad, then it's only fair that I kill him.

In his arms, he was still holding the poster of Song Xingli participating in the international competition. On the poster, Song Xingli's face was covered with blood, and he felt cold all over.

If it wasn't for him that year, Song Xingli wouldn't have chased him during the rainstorm, and wouldn't have let Luo Qing's father drive Song Xingli to the airport to look for him. Qing's father died on the spot, while Song Xingli was seriously injured, stabbed in the stomach with a knife, and lost that memory.

And Luo Qing blamed Song Xingli for this incident, and went crazy that day to settle accounts with Song Xingli, even crazy enough to want to take off Song Xingli's ventilator in the ward.

If he was one step late, if he hadn't used himself to restrain Luo Qing, he didn't know what Luo Qing, a lunatic, would do.

He thought that the retreat was a restraint, but he found that it was not.

It's a mess.

Walking into the room, he found that Song Xingli was not there. He frowned and yelled a few times, and found that he was really not there. He went to the entrance and opened the door to go out to look for it. When he opened the door, he found Luo Qing standing at the door.

Luo Qing raised her hand to take off her sunglasses, and looked at Shi Jin with a livid face with a smile: "I guess you are almost there, is Xing Xing going to divorce you?"

Undoubtedly, these words directly hit the mine that was buried in Shi Jin's heart.

Hearing a 'bang', Shi Jin grabbed Luo Qing by the collar and directly pressed him against the door, the calm and gentle man in front of Song Xing was instantly destroyed.

The deep and handsome outline was tainted with anger and became bitter, Luo Qing's smiling and provocative appearance reflected in Ru Mo's eyes, and the tone of his words to Song Xingli made him unbearable.

"Luo Qing, there's no point in provoking me. Xing Xing won't divorce me, and you don't want to snatch him away from me. He's mine." Shi Jin's tone was low and his eyes were cold: "If you want to go crazy, hide yourself. Don't get sick in front of the stars, you know?"

Luo Qing smiled brightly when he heard Shi Jin's threatening tone, but the smile disappeared in an instant in the next second. He raised his hand to hold Shi Jin's wrist, and gradually tightened it.

"Shi Jin, do you feel a sense of crisis? That's right, I'm an excellent actor, and I will have a way to win the sympathy and attention of the stars, but you won't, because you can't even say it."

Shi Jin shook off his hand vigorously, and pushed his glasses indifferently:

"You have said this sentence for more than ten years, so have you got the stars? You haven't. Now you are still hated by the stars. You have to blame yourself."

Looking at Shi Jin's appearance, Luo Qing sneered and curled his lips. He slowly approached Shi Jin, provoking him with words:

"But you are always so hypocritical, you enjoy the stars staring at you, chasing you, why do you get the stars when you don't respond to anything! Why do you let the stars be wronged, why do you let the stars wait for you, if I don't It will make Xing Xing wronged and tell him that I like him."

"You won't let Xing Xing be wronged?" When Shi Jin heard Luo Qing's words, he tugged his collar irritably, and the neckline of his black shirt was slightly open: "Then why do you say you like me? You like me? Luo Qing, you There is really no cure.”

Luo Qing smiled provocatively: "That's better than you, coward, why don't you tell Xing Xing what happened ten years ago, if you hadn't quarreled with Xing Xing, would he come to you on a rainy day? Would there be a car accident? !!" When he pushed it away, Jin made a gesture to enter the house: "I want to find Xing Xing, I love him, and I won't be happy with you."

Shi Jin reached out and grabbed Luo Qing's shoulder, his eyes became colder: "Don't mention this matter to him."

"I'm going to say it."

Shi Jin unceremoniously stuck Luo Qing's neck with his elbow, and pressed his elbow against his chin. The ice-cold eyes under the glasses couldn't help but make people tremble, as if his head would be unceremoniously wrung off if he said another word.

However, Luo Qing bumped into his wooden cang mouth time and time again, and it was okay to mess with him, but she couldn't touch Song Xingli.

"Luo Qing, we agreed not to touch the stars, why can't you hold back!"

Luo Qing raised his chin slightly, and felt that his breathing was not smooth when his Adam's apple was stuck by his elbow, but this slightly suffocating feeling made him feel a little buoyant, it was his greedy pleasure, which could paralyze his brain.

Seeing Shi Jin being irritated by himself, he laughed out loud: "Because I found out that I was wrong, you are a coward but I am not, I have to stand very high, do you know why I have to stand so high?"

"I do not want to know."

From the corner of the eye, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the figure approaching not far away, and the smile in his eyes deepened. He put his arms around Shi Jin's shoulders, leaned close to Shi Jin's ear, and said softly:

"Because Xing Xing can only see me if he is standing tall, Xing Xing is now looking at me behind us, and he sees me."

Shi Jin's back stiffened, he turned his head slowly, his pupils shrank, and his whole body was cold.

Song Xingli looked at the two people embracing each other at the door, his favorite husband, his best brother, why did he humiliate him like this, tear him up to the ground, and not leave him any powder, he understood lightly Laugh out loud.

"very good."

With broken laughter, he swallowed the hard glass shards, and swallowed until his throat was full of blood. No matter how embarrassing he was, he would not be seen by them.

He watched Shi Jin raise his left hand, and slowly took off the ring on his ring finger.

"ended."

Shi Jin seemed to feel the blood flowing backwards all over his body, it was extremely cold.