After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

One afternoon, the ward maintained a silent but inexplicably harmonious atmosphere.

Song Xingli was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone. He glanced at Shi Jin who was processing his work on a tablet.

Going back and forth, anyway, I looked at it several times.

"The doctor said that your hair can't touch the water for a week, so try to soak in the bath when you take a shower, and don't get wet in the rain."

Just when he was peeking at Shijin, Shijin just raised his eyes to look at him, and he captured his sneak peeking movements with a smile, and this kind of smile made him a little guilty.

"... Oh." He replied indifferently, frowning and looking away, with a little annoyance in his eyes.

It seems that he really needs to find someone to divert his attention.

"Xing Xing, do you want to see Luo Qing?" Shi Jin put away the tablet and put it aside, leaning on the sofa and asked softly, as if he wanted to talk to Song Xingli in detail.

Song Xingli's eyes flickered slightly when he heard the word Luo Qing, and he pursed his lips in an unhappy arc: "I don't want to."

What made him saddest was Luo Qing.

Compared with Shi Jin, what Luo Qing did was the most unacceptable to him.

"You asked me to take care of Luo Qing before you went abroad. In fact, I didn't want to. Luo Qing and I have been competitors since we were studying. You may not feel it, but I feel it. He likes you, likes you very much, He's always trying to find a way to get your attention."

"Before I really realized that my feelings for you were liking, and before I suspected that Luo Qing liked you, I asked him what kind of person you like. Later, I found out that I really liked you when I was 15 years old , I think your liking for me was too straightforward at that time, so that I felt that your liking for me was just like your friend, just like you are as good as Luo Qing, which made me dare not express my feelings for you."

"I think it's well hidden, but Luo Qing found out. He told me many times not to get close to you, saying that I'm not the type you like, so I will try my best to become the one you like, and control myself emotions, make myself calm, become like an adult, silently waiting for us to grow up."

"But I didn't know that Luo Qing was a lunatic, a lunatic who couldn't control himself completely. Because of our quarrel in the second year of high school, he came to me several times to try to do something to me, and asked me why I quarreled with you To make you unhappy, I replied to him that this is between me and you. Maybe this irritated him. After this incident, because of your car accident and the death of his father, it was his most emotional moment. .”

"I can understand that he lost his father and I was angry with you, and I can understand that he lost his temper. But at that time, you were given four critical illness notices by the doctor. I watched your father sign again and again with trembling hands. The name, I think I also collapsed, and I really don’t have time to pay attention to Luo Qing. After you rescued me, I swore that I would never be separated from you, and I will be with you after you wake up, but Just a few minutes after I walked away, Luo Qing walked into the ward and wanted to unplug your oxygen mask. I will never forgive him for this matter. He can be angry, but he can't do that. "

Shi Jin's steady voice echoed in the ward, talking about the past in a telling tone.

Including some details that Song Xingli never knew, which made him unbelievable.

"I was thinking that if I took one step slower and entered, I would really lose you forever and kill Luo Qing."

Song Xingli's eyes fell on Shi Jin with crossed legs on the sofa, he observed Shi Jin's expression, this man is always habitually stable and mature, even the sitting posture is like this, even if he could hear Shi Jin's sullen voice This is always the case.

Suddenly, he realized how long it took Shi Jin to pretend to be such a habit, and put away all his emotions.

Thinking about it again, he is not the same.

"I beat Luo Qing up and vomited him up. In the end, he told me to take him to the hotel."

When Song Xingli heard Shi Jin say this sentence, he obviously paused, as if this sentence would be something he didn't want to hear next.

Frowning: "So what happened between you and Luo Qing in the hotel?"

"At first I didn't know what he was doing. After sending him to the hotel, I watched him throw up in the bathroom for a while. I thought it was because I beat him too hard and wanted to buy him medicine. When I came back, he was in the bathroom. Suicide in the bathtub." There was a subtle change in Shi Jin's expression, and he remembered that memory that he didn't want to recall at all, but it happened that this memory became Luo Qing's trick to blackmail him.

"The tank was full of blood, he was lying in the bathtub, and I still think he is a lunatic when I think about it now."

"Holding a knife in his hand, he begged me to give you back to him while crying. He said over and over again that you made him lose his only relative, and he wanted to kill you. Then he said to me that if I get closer You, he won't let you go, and if he doesn't get you, he will destroy you."

Song Xingli noticed that Shi Jin's hand on his lap was slightly tightened, as if he was very uncomfortable. He couldn't imagine what Shi Jin would have seen when he heard it like this.

"Since then, have you noticed that I seem to have become more timid, I am not timid, but I am afraid that he will really deal with you madly." Shi Jin continued to say in a deep voice: "Later you lost your mind when you woke up. I lost all my memories, I am very lucky, and also very selfish, I don’t want you to remember that it was because of our quarrel that you accidentally got into a car accident, and I treated you very well, and you also returned to the state that you treated me at the beginning, warm and friendly Directly, I still only see me. This angered Luo Qing, he kept trying to restore your memory, remind you of the past, and separate you from me. "

"But after all, he is not willing to really touch you, because he really likes you."

"After you left the country, you even asked me to watch Luo Qing, because he is your good brother, and you feel sorry for him, and you don't want Luo Qing to be bullied. In fact, I wanted to tell you that Luo Qing didn't even As you can see, he doesn't need to be pitiful at all, he just pretends to be pitiful in front of you, and wants you to see him more. But I really don't want to make you sad, and I don't want you to worry, either. I don't want you to think that my relationship with Luo Qing is not good."

"Later after you went abroad, his bipolar disorder was very unstable. He came to provoke me over and over again. When we got married, he was in a bad situation. For a long time after that, he came to me every day and wanted me You can control your emotions only after taking medicine after venting." When Shi Jin talked about Luo Qing's previous situation, his expression was a little unbearable: "I don't want you to worry about these things, and I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable when you hear them, so why? Later, Luo Qing always came to my office frequently, which is also the reason."

"Because you're back, he's scared."

After saying this, Song Xingli probably understood what VV saw later, it was not ambiguous, but aboveboard.

But no matter what he said, he couldn't accept it. One was that Shi Jin always felt that he couldn't bear it, and the other was that Luo Qing trampled on him sincerely.

That's enough, it's annoying to hear too much.

Why can Shi Jin remember Luo Qing's affairs in such detail, what about him, he even said that he hates Luo Qing, the more he hates, the more he likes it, or else he remembers it so firmly.

He turned over and sat up looking at Shi Jin, and said his conclusion: "Shi Jin, you and Luo Qing should be together, I think you are a perfect match for him."

Shi Jin: "..." Dazed for a few seconds: "What?"

"You know him so well and remember his affairs in such detail, don't you like it? You can forget my first show, and you still don't answer my phone call. Were you with Luo Qing at that time? You were with Luo Qing at that time One piece, so you have long been attached to Luo Qing, and I am just an existence you have become accustomed to after you got it."

Shi Jin: "..." A bit suddenly, what to do: "Xing Xing, how could I like him."

Song Xing was expressionless inside.

The two stalemate for a few minutes, and the atmosphere was once awkward.

"I don't want to see Luo Qing."

In the end, it was Song Xingli who broke the deadlock first. He looked at Shi Jin and said with a cold expression: "He disappointed me so much. I don't want to see him at all. Even if he is sick, it is the result of his own fault. There are so many solutions in these years. He chose the most extreme path, which was his choice, and even ruined my marriage, so what right does he have for me to see him."

"Not at all."

Shi Jin faced Song Xingli who was sitting next to the bed, his thin shoulders were outlined by the loose hospital gown, and he just watched him firmly dislike Luo Qing, even resisted.

He understood, but at least he said it was better than hiding it.

Because he was afraid that Song Xingli would leave regrets in his heart.

Stand up, go to Song Xingli and squat down, take out the clean little white shoes under the bed, then hold Song Xingli's ankle, and help him put the shoes on.

The overly slender ankle grasped tightly, as if it could be cut off with a little more force.

"The doctor advised Luo Qing to undergo electroconvulsive treatment, which requires the signature of his family members. Xing Xing, only you can sign for his family members, because your name was written in the family column when he was admitted to the hospital a few years ago. In other words, you sign The doctor said that the effect of this treatment is better, and it will be much better than his self-torture for a long time, and only early intervention can prevent future troubles."

Song Xingli looked down at Shi Jin putting on his shoes, and when he lifted his feet, he was about to retract his own.

"Xing Xing, I don't want you to leave regrets." Shi Jin didn't continue to hold Song Xingli's feet, and just looked up at him with deep and calm eyes: "I know you can't let go of this person you regard as your brother , You are so kind to him, he has broken your heart by treating you like this. But I don't want you to feel sad in the future, and I don't want him to disturb your life. "

"It doesn't matter if I don't sign it. He is already an adult. If he wants to live, he will sign it." Song Xingli shook his head, showing resistance.

Shi Jin continued: "He has a very serious suicide behavior, and he can no longer control himself. He is tied to the hospital bed every day. If he can't control himself, he will easily get hurt, so only you can sign. His His mental state is no longer able to allow him to make any judgments."

The 'suicide behavior' made Song Xingli stunned, is it that serious?

"He doesn't want to live anymore, but he wants to see you." Shi Jin felt the temperature of the ankle he held in his palm was a little cold, and couldn't bear to see Song Xingli's unbelievable expression: "Xing Xing, if you don't want him to go crazy like this anymore , just sign and let him live a good life."

Song Xingli sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a long time without recovering.

When did he become someone who could control Luo Qing's life and death?

Why let him be like this?

The last time I saw Luo Qing appeared in my mind, he seemed to be...

Can't remember.

At that time, there were times and Qi Wenzhan, Luo Qing's sense of existence seemed to be very weak, as if she didn't exist, and she didn't pay much attention to Luo Qing's state at that time.

Frowning tightly, does Luo Qing, who is so afraid of pain, really want to leave this world?

There is a looming shadow outside the door of the ward, sometimes approaching and sometimes retreating, as if waiting for something.

"I don't want to see him."

The shadow outside the door froze.

"Whether he lives or dies should not be imposed on me." Song Xingli looked at Shi Jin and said decisively: "You help me tell him that it has nothing to do with me whether he wants to live or not."

The author has something to say: Oh, it’s Teacher’s Day tomorrow, and if you have students, you must attend class well (with Teacher Rabbit’s serious speech)