After the divorce, the ex-husband joined the Shura field

After putting all Luo Qing's paintings in the trunk of the car, Song Xingli took Min An to the dance troupe.

Min An sat in the co-pilot and looked at Song Xingli who was driving from the corner of his eye.

"What are you looking at me like that for?" Song Xingli asked with a half-smile when he felt Min An's sizing up while driving the car.

"Just curious about you." Min An withdrew his gaze and sat on the back of the chair, then stopped at the pendant on the rearview mirror.

This pendant is very exquisite. The classical pattern and texture on the small copper pendant are complicated in workmanship, and there are two English letters on it.

——J&L

The light brown eyes sank slightly.

"Ask whatever you want." Song Xingli turned on the turn signal and drove in the direction of the dance troupe.

"Why did you choose me to help you organize these paintings?"

Song Xingli's hand turning the steering wheel paused for a moment, but the gap was only a second. He concealed his clues without any trace, and smiled.

"I just like your style of painting."

"Then what do you think of my painting style?"

"Romantic freedom." The curvature of Song Xingli's lips gradually disappeared, and he caught a glimpse of the hanging pendant inadvertently, and his pupils shrank slightly: "...It's what I want."

but never owned.

He wanted to have romance countless times, but it seemed that the more he pursued it, the less he could get it. The more he wanted Shi Jin to be what he wanted, the less he was not.

There is also freedom. Since he chose to dance, he has given up his freedom. This profession is destined to make it impossible for him to work from nine to five without restraint. The dance presented on the stage must make him pay thousands of times and thousands of times off the stage. s hard work.

These all require sacrifices.

So he sacrificed, sacrificed the time to cultivate romance, sacrificed the time to be free, and now there is nothing in his heart.

He didn't feel anything in Qi Wenzhan, but in Chu Xingqi he could only see his past self, the pure and pure self who went on a rampage for his liking.

And Luo Qing, Luo Qing crushed all his bravery of trying to take a step forward, even though he told himself countless times that the best way to forget the past relationship was to start a new relationship, but he couldn't do it.

He chose to escape.

And in Min An, he found a way to escape, because he wanted the unfettered romantic feeling of Min An.

If he can't find a way to change himself, he feels that he is really going to be finished.

He Song Xingli will completely become the person he hates the most.

"Aren't you free now?"

Song Xingli heard Min An's question, and then saw Min An reaching out to touch the hanging pendant, his eyes suddenly sank and he reached out to grab Min An's hand.

"Don't touch!!"

The strong reaction, the sudden release of the hand caused the car body to sway, and almost hit the green belt on the side of the road.

"Look at the road!!" Min An shouted anxiously.

Song Xingli suddenly realized his overreaction, and immediately stabilized the steering wheel and stepped on the brakes.

The car just missed hitting the green belt.

The screeching sound of the emergency brake left Song Xingli in shock. He gripped the steering wheel and stared at the green belt that was close at hand, his pupils shrank as if in shock, his chest heaved up and down and his breath was short of breath, cold sweat dripped from his forehead and slid down his cheeks.

Min An was taken aback by Song Xingli, and was relieved to see that he hadn't bumped into him, but found that Song Xingli's face was extremely pale:

"Are you okay? Let me drive."

Song Xingli was stunned and didn't move, just kept holding the steering wheel tightly and looked at the shaking pendant, staring intently as if in a daze, letting the sweat on his forehead cover his eyes.

The pendant hanging on the rearview mirror of the car shook, and the bell under the pendant collided with a crisp sound. He saw the words on the pendant as he rotated, and the English of J&L was clearly reflected in his eyes, so he kept staring at it. , pursing his lips tightly.

The sound of the bell pierced into the eardrums crisply, entangled with the undecided shock just now.

And this pendant still exists, as if telling him why he is so abnormal.

"Did I make you angry?" Min An breathed a sigh of relief. He was really scared just now. He noticed Song Xingli's nervous reaction when he touched the pendant just now, so he tentatively asked: "... Can you not touch this thing?" ?”

"No." Song Xingli replied coldly.

After finishing speaking, Song Xingli suddenly realized that his reaction was too exaggerated. Why did he have a cold face towards Min An, why did he get angry because of a pendant that was already in the past tense, and even almost had an accident. This is why the attitude.

Just like he desperately wanted something from Min An.

It was the first time for Min An to see Song Xingli's indifferent and resistant appearance. After knowing this man for half a month, he thought that Song Xingli was a flamboyant person who would do whatever he wanted, as if nothing would make Song Xingli stay too emotionally.

He also thought that Song Xingli was really interested in him, but now he seems to have discovered Ni Duan, and he discovered Ni Duan from this pendant.

It turned out that Song Xingli had someone in his heart.

J&L on the pendant, L is Song Xingli, who is J?Is it the person in Song Xingli's heart?

Suddenly realizing that he cared a little too much about a person, this surprised him a bit, he never thought that he would be so interested in a person.

"Sorry, I was the one to be abrupt, then let me drive, and you have a rest."

Song Xingli heard Min An's gentle and worried voice ringing in his ears, and turned his face to look at Min An. Min An tied up his long hair today, and casually tied a small ball behind his head, just like the one who was painting when he was painting. That feeling is the same, gentle and quiet, and there is a feeling that people can't help but immerse themselves.

And this face always makes him feel so familiar for a moment in a trance.

Images of the past flashed through my mind.

It is the picture of Shi Jin bowing his head and doing his homework.

When Shi Jin is serious, there will be a kind of gentleness and quietness that makes people fascinated. When he was studying, he stared at Shi Jin's side face in a daze for countless times, and he could watch the whole class.

even--

No, who is he thinking about?

Does the profile staring at Min An actually compare with Shi Jin?

Suddenly realized what he was thinking, and immediately retracted his trance as if he was facing a big enemy, dispelling the figure in his mind, who was he thinking about!

"Then please help me drive it. Maybe I didn't sleep well last night. I didn't mean to lose my temper with you." Song Xingli smiled at Min An apologetically, opened the car door and got out.

Min An didn't miss the forced smile on Song Xingli's lips, so who could make a man like Song Xingli show mercy.

The driver's seat was changed, and the car followed the navigation and drove steadily towards the dance troupe.

Song Xingli sat on the co-pilot and closed his eyes to calm himself down. After thinking for a while, he opened his eyes again. He stared at the pendant on the rearview mirror shaking and shaking, it was really dazzling.

He hasn't driven this car for a long time, Shi Jin didn't let him drive since the last accident, and he hasn't driven a car until now, Shi Jin drove him.

But at that time, he didn't feel anything, it seemed that after giving Shi Jin the best chance to get close to him, he found that Shi Jin's sense of existence was getting stronger and stronger.

Obviously Shi Jin didn't do anything, but Shi Jin did everything meticulously and began to shake his behavior.

Now he suddenly understands why he wants to be close to Min An so much. It's not out of nowhere, it's not inexplicable, but he found the feeling he wanted in Min An's paintings. On the one hand, he likes Min An's painting style On the one hand, he feels familiar with Min An and the side face...

Much like the times.

He reached out and tore off the charm on the rearview mirror.The bell under the pendant collided with a crisp sound, making people upset.

Song Xingli threw the charm into the drawer under the car, intending to keep it out of sight so that he would not be upset.

Why would he make himself feel that being close to other men is a way of escaping? He wants to tell himself that he is not escaping, but that he wants to get rid of the timidity that he dare not reveal anymore. He really wants to start a new relationship. To forget Shi Jin, to forget what Shi Jin and Luo Qing did.

Forget everything and start over.

So why does he have that kind of evasive emotion, why does he have a guilty conscience when he can be upright.

"Why are you so angry?"

After a moment of silence in the car, Min An first broke the silence.

"I'm not angry." Song Xingli replied: "I'm not angry at all, not at all."

Min An was amused by Song Xingli and laughed out loud: "Are you still not angry? The words 'I'm very angry' are written on your face." Out of the corner of her eye, she fell into the drawer where Song Xingli had just thrown the charm into. : "So that thing can't be touched?"

This thing made him a little concerned.

Could it be the owner of the painting who asked him to help restore the painting?

"...It's something I want to throw away."

There were traffic lights ahead, Min An stopped slowly, he looked sideways at Song Xingli, and could sense Song Xingli's emotional ups and downs: "Is that the owner of the painting?"

Song Xingli shook his head: "No."

Min An frowned: "Other men?"

Suddenly, the involuntary sour smell made him sigh. Sure enough, he had guessed that Song Xingli had many "good brothers", but he didn't expect that there was another "good brother" who made Song Xingli show mercy.

It's that J.

Song Xingli rubbed his hair irritably: "Don't mention it, so as not to affect my mood for dancing practice later, let's talk about something else, why don't we go to 857 tonight?"

Min An was taken aback by his sudden change of topic, almost forgot to drive when the green light came on, and only stepped on the gas pedal later.

"What is 857?"

Song Xingli: "...Don't you know?"

"Should I know?" Min An asked blankly.

Song Xingli was slightly startled looking at Min An's appearance, and it reminded him that Shi Jin would sometimes be taken aback by his sudden confession or some new things, the contrast between calmness and cuteness , Min An also has it.

The sense of overlapping with Shi Jin in a flash made him more anxious, no, is he crazy?

The more this is the case, the stronger the feeling of wanting to break through.

Shi Jin is a well-behaved man, he doesn't smoke or drink, and he only drinks tea and never touches wine when socializing, his restraint is so crazy that even he feels that Shi Jin is a man who is indifferent to anything.Not to mention going to a nightclub to dance, the only time Shi Jin knew about drinking was when he called himself late at night, so he flew back the next day.

He didn't want to cry with Shi Jin, and felt sorry for Shi Jin who was so powerful and so restrained that there would be a day when he would cry.

Shi Jin's restraint seems to have been maintained since he was studying, as if there was a line that he couldn't cross, and he didn't dare to touch it lightly, and Shi Jin's style was also present in his subsequent emotional expressions.

Extremely reserved yet infinitely gentle.

is the cause of his downfall.

"Then I'll take you to play." Song Xingli turned his face to look at Min An with a smile and said, "Go after dancing practice."

Min An didn't know what 857 was, but seeing Song Xingli's funny expression, he didn't refuse.

Song Xingli raised a smile on his lips, leaning on the back of the chair and thinking.

If Shi Jin wears women's clothing to go to nightclubs again, will he be angry?You must be very angry, can you still hold back like this?What if he didn't go back tonight?

I could feel Shi Jin's anger about to explode.

He bowed his head and laughed out loud.

Min An heard Song Xingli's chuckle, and his peripheral vision fell on Song Xingli's side face.

The light fell on the co-pilot from the window, outlining Song Xingli's overly delicate outline, his pretty lips were slightly sunken, and the sunken curvature and chuckle seemed to touch the heartstrings, making people sink involuntarily.

Silently looked back.

After driving for about 10 minutes, Song Xingli saw that the gate of the dance troupe was close at hand, and he pointed to the location: "It's here."

Min An drove into the parking lot outside the dance troupe and parked the car.

Song Xingli unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car.

"Song Xingli."

"Huh?" Song Xingli turned his head to look at Min An, and met Min An's brown eyes.

"You love the man who gave you the pendant, don't you?"

These words were like a stone falling into a calm lake, and the ripples opened, Song Xingli's expression froze.

Min An lowered his eyelids and said softly, "You laughed very happily just now. It was the kind of smile that came from the heart, not the kind that teased me every time. It was a very nice smile."

"Where do I have—"

"That man is J from J&L? The man who makes you feel unfree."

Song Xingli looked at Min An's eyes that seemed to be penetrating into people's hearts. For a moment, it seemed that Min An had spied on him a secret that he had never discovered. It was an emotion that he wanted to cover up but could not completely bury.

The author has something to say: the stars are not bad, he is escaping