Records of the King of Xin'an County

Wang Zixian hadn't closed his eyes for almost two full days and nights, and he was indeed extremely exhausted.After hearing Li Hui's response, he felt a little relieved, and then he felt drowsiness surge up.Not long after, his eyes seemed to be open but not open, closed and not closed, and he was about to fall asleep, but he struggled to wake up immediately.Moreover, he still held Li Hui's wrist tightly, as if he was still panicking that he would leave him.

"Go to sleep." Li Hui sat beside him, until he closed his eyes and his breathing gradually became steady, then carefully took out his hand.But Wang Zixian seemed to notice something in his sleep, he frowned, his expression gradually changed.So, he had no choice but to take the initiative to hold his palm, and only then did he see his expression relax.

After a long time, Li Huifang sighed softly: "I really don't want to leave you...but, Zi Xian, the relationship between a man and a man is so taboo. In an instant, it is with family members, with other people, and with all the etiquette principles in the world. We are enemies. You are the youngest first-ranked head of the country, and I am the dignified clan and county king. Once I am ruined, I will never recover, and maybe I will lose everything. At that time, what will happen to you and me ? Even if we are willing to protect ourselves from hardships, do we still have the ability to protect ourselves?"

He believes that there must be a love between life and death in the world, and at the same time, he also feels that he should cherish this hard-won life.Fighting for power is to protect his family, and the road ahead is already full of dangers; if he loses his family because of personal affairs, and cannot protect himself or even protect his beloved, he will have nothing.How is this kind of life different from being trapped in Junzhou in the previous life, suffering alone and having nothing to rely on?

"Perhaps, only by taking a step back and maintaining brotherhood and friendship can we—"

He whispered, as if trying to convince himself.However, his gaze fell on Wang Zixian's face irresistibly.At this moment, he realized very clearly that he had already had a deep-rooted love for this person.Perhaps there is no "brotherhood" or "friendship" between them.Perhaps, they are also doomed not to go back.

While the lights were flickering, the face of Prince Xin'an flickered, as if gradually casting a shadow, but in the next moment it was shining brightly again.The reluctance, pain, and suffering made him feel a little more depressed.It doesn't seem to be Li Hui and Li Xuanqi, the king of Xin'an County who has gradually escaped from the shackles in this life, but more like the person who died of serious illness due to depression and frustration in his previous life.

After one night, Li Hui hardly even moved.It wasn't until Zhang Fu's mother came in with the maid that he took his hand out of the prince's hand without a trace.Perhaps it was because he had maintained the same posture for too long, when he got up, he was a little shaky and almost fell to the ground.

Zhang Fu's mother turned pale in shock, and hurried over to help him: "What's wrong with Sanlang?"

"It's nothing, mother Fu don't worry." Li Hui smiled wryly.It's just that I sat all night and my whole body was numb, so there was nothing serious about it.However, when asked carefully, he couldn't clearly explain why he stayed up all night, why he had trouble sleeping and eating: "Today should not be the dynasty of Shuo Wang, but Chang Chao."

He looked back at Wang Zixian, hesitated a little, frowned and said: "I don't feel comfortable with Xian, just send someone to take a little leave." There were still many things that were not explained last night, maybe there was still some misunderstanding in the mutual understanding.The two of them really need to be more frank - break it when it is broken, so as not to be connected in the future, and both feel even more painful.

Zhang Fu's mother was slightly taken aback, and sighed: "Today is the Shangsi Festival on the third day of March, and it is a day for rest and bathing. Why is Sanlang still thinking about official duties?" I am afraid that it is not just official affairs that can make his small county king feel confused. , but Wang Langjun who is resting peacefully on the couch?Wang Langjun always wakes up earlier than Saburo on weekdays, but now he is still asleep, it really makes people have to think a little more...

The well-informed Mrs. Zhang glanced at Li Hui who looked very surprised, and couldn't help but said: "If Mr. Wang Langjun is unwell, you don't have to go out today, and you can only defecate by the lake in the back garden." That's enough. The old slave will tell the servants to decorate our own garden well."

"That's fine." Li Hui didn't know what she was thinking of, and heaved a sigh of relief, "Unexpectedly, it will be the Shangsi Festival in a blink of an eye, and lunch will be served by the lake."

"Is Wang Langjun all right? Do you need to call a doctor to take a look?" Mrs. Zhang couldn't help asking again.

Li Hui looked at Wang Zixian's sleeping face and shook his head: "We can talk about it when Zi Xian wakes up." Of course he is not an ordinary young man who is ignorant and ignorant, but no matter how smart he is, he may not think of his mother-in-law She has long seen through the mutual affection between him and Wang Zixian.Now, she even misunderstood the progress of the two of them. She felt relieved, but couldn't help feeling nervous.

So, when Wang Zixian woke up from a good night's sleep, he noticed that Zhang Fu's mother's eyes seemed a little strange.However, when he took a closer look, she returned to her usual appearance, she naturally asked the maidservants to bring water to wash them up, and asked the cook to carefully prepare easy-to-digest morning meals.

After eating the morning food, the two went to discuss matters in the study.

Since he didn't say anything clearly last night, Li Hui asked Wang Zixian how he learned the truth.After Wang Zixian finished speaking without any concealment, he couldn't help sighing softly: "If this Mrs. Zeng hadn't revealed this matter, perhaps Old Fu's mother, Chengsou, and Qingsou would continue to wait for the right time. Why don't they want to do it for you? A Niang takes revenge, but she just doesn't want you to suffer because of it."

"This is the destiny." At this moment, Wang Zixian has completely calmed down, calm as usual, "I have already set up a situation for Xiao Yang, and I will definitely not let her live out the rest of her life. Now that I know the truth, It doesn't matter if she uses some tricks. It is impossible for her to hold on to everything she obtained by exhausting tricks. After her husband, children, and dreams of wealth and glory are shattered one by one, she will have nothing left. As for Wang Chang, Naturally, he will get what he deserves.”

"Where's Zimu?" Li Hui asked again, "It would be a pity if there was a quarrel between you and his brother because of Xiao Yang." From what he saw, as a son of man, Wang Zixian was determined to take revenge and do his best. Without any fault, if Wang Zimu wants to protect Xiao Yang, it can be regarded as human nature.It's a pity that the brotherhood between them is very likely to cease to exist because of this.

"Cause and effect, I don't want to hide it from him." Wang Zixian lowered his head, "However, I don't need to tell him what I did in it. As for how much brotherhood can be left in the future, I don't force it. " He hooked the corners of his lips, then raised his eyes again, "Xuan Qi, as long as you stay by my side, I will be satisfied."

"..." The two looked at each other, their eyes blending.Not long after, Li Hui slowly turned his gaze away.

Wang Zixian squinted his eyes: "Xuan Qi, do you still remember what you promised me last night?" Last night he broke the boat and told everything that should be said and should not be said - but Xuan Qi's reaction, why is it so strange? So capricious?Could it be that what he said was not clear enough?Xuan Qi still intends to continue to lie to his ears?

"I remember." Li Hui replied in a low voice, his eyes still wandering, obviously he couldn't convince himself, "Because I remembered to promise you that we would never be separated in this life, I think that we must never break the rules. Otherwise... if you deviate from the scriptures, you will not be tolerated by the world, let alone accepted by your family."

"So what?" Wang Zixian smiled softly, with a strong obsession in the corners of his eyes and brows that no one could shake, "So what if you are not tolerated by the world? What if you are not accepted by your family? Don't we still have each other? Xuan Qi , you are always like this, looking forward and backward, indecisive; you are always thinking too much, and you are not willing to take risks; you are always only thinking about others, family, and never thinking about yourself."

He stared at him with clear eyes, as if he could radiate brilliance, calm and confident, and even a little aggressive: "You might as well ask your own heart, are you happy with me? Are you Would you like to stay with me forever? Are you willing to grow old with me? If you are willing in your heart, we should be together. As for any difficulties and obstacles, don’t worry about it. We will have a solution in the future! If you are not willing, then we will be together from now on Just friends, just brothers!!"

Li Hui was silent for a moment, his face getting darker.

It is precisely because he has questioned his own heart that he is now so entangled in contradictions.This road was too difficult, and he was worried that the two of them would not be able to persevere until the end, and they would end up with scars but nothing.Perhaps, as Zixian said, he has been too forbearing all the time, and he has become accustomed to living in a well-behaved manner, and has gradually lost the courage to try.

He is like a prison bird with its wings cut off. Even if it yearns for freedom, it is difficult for him to spread his wings and fly out of the cage, soaring into the sky...

At this moment, Wang Zixian who was sitting only across the desk from him suddenly approached him.Before he had time to react, he clasped his chin and kissed his lips—since the boat was broken last night, he didn't mind breaking it a few more times! !

The lips were tightly pressed together, not only soft and warm, but also seemed to have an inexplicable power that made people tremble from the bottom of the heart to the body.Li Hui felt as if he drank the sweetest and strongest wine in the world, his mind went blank, and he couldn't think about anything, but the hot feeling burned from his lips and mouth to the depths of his heart.Then, there was a burst of dizziness, just drunk and unwilling to wake up.

They touched each other with lips and tongues, tasting the body fluid in each other's mouth, keeping it tender and tender.Sometimes it is very gentle, as if carefully testing the little beasts licking each other; sometimes it is extremely fierce, as if they want to tear each other thoroughly before giving up.

From the beginning to the end, the two are watching each other, and all kinds of emotions fall into each other's eyes, empathizing with each other.

When the long kiss finally ended, Li Hui sat there in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.

Wang Zixian calmed down the clamoring desire in his chest, and said with a low and magnetic panting voice: "It's time to kiss you like this long ago, lest you continue to think wildly. Xuan Qi, you should understand, we are destined to be together .” No matter how you suppress your reason, your body’s reaction can’t be fooled——they both obviously want each other, so why can’t they be together?

"...I need to think about it more carefully." Li Hui replied in a low voice.

Hearing this, Wang Zixian raised the corners of his lips, nodded and said: "Alright, you just have to think about it." If the pressure is too tight, it is very likely that he will be forced to escape.He really knows him too well, and once he doesn't have to worry about it, he will naturally know when to advance and when to retreat.

"I'll go out first and let you make the decision alone." After saying that, Wang Zixian got up and left very simply.