I heard you don't know Mary Sue? [Transmigration Book]

When Ouyang Yuning was pushing the wheelchair to leave, Ouyang Han came back to his senses, gave Feng Wulin a serious look, but turned and followed without saying anything.He reached out to pull the girl's hands away from both sides of the wheelchair, and pushed her by himself, but was thrown away by Ouyang Yuning.

Seeing the girl trembling with tears streaming down her face for the first time, Ouyang Han didn't argue with her after all, but followed quietly, watching the girl push the wheelchair out of the ward with difficulty.

All the way back to Ouyang Yuning's ward, no matter what Ouyang Han said, the girl insisted on pushing the wheelchair by herself. Once the man approached her, she cried even harder, but she bit her lip and did not make a sound.

This was the first time Ouyang Han saw Ouyang Yuning lose his composure for one thing, completely disregarding the most important appearance.She seemed to be desperately trying to stay away from the intensive care unit that was like a nightmare to her, as if a second of delay might cause her to completely collapse and never get up again.

From childhood to adulthood, Ouyang Yuning has always been proud and indifferent. She has outstanding abilities, she can do things more easily than others, and she will always be among the best among her peers.

Strong perfectionism makes her not only have very high requirements on all aspects of life, but also has extremely strict requirements on herself.So no matter what she studies, she strives to be the best. She is very competitive. She will never be easily defeated by difficulties, let alone give up easily. Unless she really puts all her efforts into one thing and still cannot complete it, she will compromise. Change goals.

Feng Wulin is almost her only obsession in the past few years.She put all the fantasies, longings and loves that a girl should have on this man. In order to get Feng Wulin's attention and love, she racked her brains and chased after him.

Even if someone behind her laughs at her, the majestic young lady of the Ouyang family pursues her and still doesn't buy it, even if someone says whether Feng Wulin's slow refusal to accept her is because she dislikes her, she doesn't care, she still insists on her pursuit.

In fact, Feng Wulin has politely rejected her many times before, because of Ouyang Han's request, he has never told Ouyang Yuning that although the method used is very cold, it is not extreme, and it is still within the acceptable range of girls. Inside.So Ouyang Yuning became more frustrated and courageous. She subconsciously admitted that Feng Mo was irreplaceable, but she still hypnotized that she still had a chance. In terms of feelings, she would rather let go with a bloody head than to let go without saying a word. Quietly give up.

What she wants to do will not stop until she reaches a dead end, but today, Feng Wulin put an end to her love.

Whose fault is it that she suffers so much?

Is it Ouyang Han?As the elder brother, he just doesn't want her to be hurt, so he hopes to end her hopeless love in a gentler way. There is nothing wrong with it. Ouyang Han even negotiated with Feng Wulin many times for this matter, and every time he did it for his own sister. bow your head.

Caring makes chaos. In the eyes of close relatives, Ouyang Yuning will always be the little girl who is like a self-made and excellent little adult. They will not think that Ouyang Yuning's personality has already changed with her growth.

So is it Feng Wulin's fault?He also wanted to cut through the mess quickly, but Gu Nian Ouyang Han only had one younger sister, and he could help as much as he could within the scope of brotherhood.And after being in a stalemate for so long, he finally didn't want to compromise anymore, so direct rejection became the inevitable result. After all, he also has the most important person to protect.

Is it Ouyang Yuning's own fault?It's just her nature. Many things, especially when it comes to relationship issues, people are always not willing to give up on Huang He, and they will not be reconciled if they give up easily, not to mention Ouyang Yuning's stubborn character.After all, it is human nature.

Resentment meets hatred, love separates, and nothing can be asked for.

Ouyang Han stood by the hospital bed, looking down at the girl lying on the bed crying and trembling, but she never made a sound from the beginning to the end. Even at such a fragile moment, she still had her own persistence and pride.

"Yuning, you can cry if you want to cry. You don't need to be so strong in front of me. Since I was a child, my brother just wanted you to grow up happily and safely. It doesn't matter whether you are good or not. Work hard, brother will be very satisfied."

Ouyang Han raised his head and rubbed the girl's head, "You always think I'm asking you to be like me, but it's not, so don't force yourself like that. I've been telling you this question almost every day for the past ten years. Okay, it’s just that steel is easy to break, understand? In this matter, it was my brother who did something wrong, sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have asked Feng Wulin to do that in the first place.”

If he hadn't gone to find Feng Wulin, the other party would have definitely rejected Ouyang Yuning from the very beginning according to his personality, and completely cut off the girl's thoughts, even if doing so would stimulate Ouyang Yuning to do something excessive, he would not It is completely possible to go to clean up the aftermath, or directly leave Chongming with someone, and go abroad to live for a while and wait for the xinxing to stabilize before returning. Feng Mo will not necessarily be harmed by Feng Wulin's protection.

It's just that he became hesitant for the first time when it came to Ouyang Yuning's problem, always thinking of using the safest way to help his sister through this difficulty, but he didn't know that for a girl with Ouyang Yuning's character, the longer the delay, the more difficult it would be. It will make her more unable to let go.

"...Brother." Ouyang Yuning suddenly called out in a low voice, her voice choked with sobs, "I'm fine, I just... can't accept it for a while, just let me calm down. I know my brother is just doing it for my own good , I also know that my character is flawed, everything... just can't be seen through."

She doesn't resent anyone, not Feng Wulin, her elder brother, or even Fengmo.

"We... probably have nothing to do with each other." Ouyang Yuning said softly, "Even if I knew Feng Wulin earlier than him, even if I paid more than him, even if I stayed by Feng's side longer If Feng doesn't like me, he just doesn't like me, there is no need for a reason. Isn't that what feelings are like? I don't mind anymore. I should have... a better life, not... sticking to the love that will never belong to me .”

Ouyang Yu straightened her waist, revealing her red eyes, turned the wheelchair, and opened her arms to Ouyang Han.The man leaned down to hug her distressedly, tears bursting again.

"Murong Qiuying is right. I deserve better. I am Ouyang Yuning... so proud. Without love, I still have music, and I still have family. I won't... just for mere jealousy... To do that kind of shitty thing."

It is only when they are truly helpless that people will know who will always be by their side.Perhaps she should thank Feng Wulin for letting her escape from the bottomless vortex of jealousy in advance, so that she would not do something that she would regret.No matter how much Feng Mo gets Feng Wulin's love, it's not the reason for her to try to hurt him. Besides, she has to admit that Feng Mo is different from anyone else.

What right does she have to hurt others because of jealousy?Love should make people grow better, instead of slowly becoming ugly and depraved. That is the scariest thing, more terrible than no love...

Some people think that they will do anything for love, as long as the other person also falls in love with them, everything is worth it.Little do you know that in the process of blackening your heart over and over again, you are no longer the beautiful appearance at the beginning. When you consume all the good things that the other person likes, the relationship will not last long.

The saying that if you love someone, you will love all her appearances is just a fairy tale after all. If you lose even the last trace of the trait worthy of the other person's liking, except calculation and no sincerity, love will cease to exist.

That's fine, at least she's sober, she hasn't fallen.

Ouyang Yuning hugged her elder brother and cried unscrupulously for the first time.

Her lovelorn is a glorious defeat.

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Feng Wulin's direct showdown shocked the other people in the ward more or less, after all, they had always defaulted not to tell Ouyang Yuning directly before.It's just that they can understand Feng Wulin's actions, Feng Mo is like this, Feng Wulin's temperament has changed drastically, how could he still compromise like before?

Yan Yu walked to the bedside and bent down to look at Feng Mo, his eyes were full of worry, he actually didn't know about Feng Mo's condition, he only knew that it was a very serious disease, and Xiao Caihong would be in great pain.The mere realization was enough to make him feel bad.

"Little Rainbow, you need to get better soon, summer is here, I'll take you to the countryside to play, and we'll catch dragonflies." Yan Yu said in a low voice, "Those dragonflies are really fun, after you tie a string, it's like flying a kite. Wait until The summer is over and the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming, I will personally make snow skin mooncakes for you, you have to hold on, you know?"

Murong Lingye hugged Yan Yu from behind, and patted his head comfortingly.

Murong Qiuying also came over and said softly: "Feng Mo, this princess is still waiting for you to go to college with me. If you dare to give up on me, I will take brother Rin away! Feng Wulin is not the most important thing about you!" If you don’t want to lose him, get well soon, the fat Princess Renben will blacklist you.”

After the girl finished speaking, she took a deep look at the young man on the bed, her eyes were a little red, she paused for a while, but she didn't speak anymore, she turned and left the ward.Seeing this, Yan Yu and Murong Lingye also left quietly.

Fu Yu came over to change a bottle of water for Feng Mo, and took his temperature again. He still had a fever, but the temperature was not as high as before. Fortunately, Feng Mo's physique has changed a lot since he became an adult, and he can bear it, otherwise If it were an ordinary person, it would be foolish to burn at such a high temperature.

Poured a glass of water for Feng Wulin and put it on the bedside table, Fu Yu observed the man's condition, and walked out of the ward directly, intending to ask Yang Jin to send someone to bring dinner.

Silence returned to the ward.

Feng Wulin leaned down to touch Feng Mo's forehead, rubbing gently.

"Amo, have you heard? Xiao Yu and the others all hope that you will get well soon. You have so many promises...have not been fulfilled, so you can't be lazy. When you are well, I will take you back to see my parents, okay?" ? They're sure to like you."

Thin lips kissed the young man's forehead.

"Amo has never let me down, this time is the same, okay? I don't want anything, just you."

Kiss the eyes.

"If Ah Mo can't get better, how about we let this world be buried with him? Isn't it most afraid of my death? If Ah Mo disagrees, stay and stop me, okay? If this continues, I will go crazy, Ah Mo can I have to take the blame."

Kiss the tip of the nose.

"You see, I usually don't like to talk, but what A Mo wants to hear, I will tell you, okay? I can read poems, talk about love, and sing lullabies."

Kiss the lips.

"Sometimes I think, if we didn't meet in this world, Ah Mo might not have to suffer so much. But I still don't want to let Ah Mo go, because I can't leave this world for the rest of my life, I want to keep you in This. You used to believe in Christ, did you say that Jesus sent you here because he felt that my life was too unfree?"

Kiss the chin.

"Amo, do you remember that when we first met, I suddenly asked your name? Yang Jin asked me if I fell in love with you at first sight, and I said yes. You don't believe it. But I recognized you from the very beginning. You are different from everyone in this world. The way Amo looks at this world is like watching a movie, just watching, never participating. So I can’t wait to pull you in, let Amo’s eyes, Just seeing me, and I made it."

Feng Wulin has been speaking at a leisurely pace, his voice is calm and gentle, the deep and melodious is extremely moving, it is completely opposite to the blood red in his eyes full of hostility.

He hasn't said so many things for a long time. He was originally a very taciturn person, and he usually doesn't say anything. His cold nature determines that he doesn't care about most things. No amount is enough.

Just because Feng Mo likes it.Every time the young man heard him speak, his dark eyes were focused and bright, even if he was angry, he would soon be happy.

In front of others, he can be rebellious, violent, and unkind, but how can Amo be like others?He deserves the best and all the tenderness.

Feng Wulin bent down and carefully hugged the young man into his arms, his movements were cautious and slow.

He even said the words of believing in Jesus, what else could he not say?

Feng Mo has traveled so long alone to come to him, he has not enjoyed any happiness, and there are so many things he has not done, he cannot let the young man end his life in such a sloppy way.

"Amo, it's time to wake up."

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In the cold and narrow confinement room, Feng Mo sat cross-legged on the wet floor, looking up at the iron railings, the moonlight shone in from outside the railings, dispelling the darkness in the room.

He didn't know why he came here suddenly, but he knew where it was.

The confinement room of the orphanage.The place where his mother personally sent him.

This should be the time when he lost his way. He was lost in the grove alone, and was not found until the next day and brought back to the orphanage. However, everyone participated in the activities, but he didn't, so he just came out of the dark grove In a blink of an eye, he was locked up in a confinement room for "reflection".

Before coming here, the neighbors told him that the people in the orphanage are all kind-hearted people, and Feng Mo believed him, but the aunt he met was a complete alcoholic.

Maybe other orphanages are peaceful and warm, but Fengmo is unlucky, the orphanage his mother chose for him has the worst reputation.

This is the third time he has been in confinement. The first two times were because he accidentally broke the plate and was knocked over.Feng Mo never told Feng Wulin about the memory of confinement, he knew that the man would be unhappy, so he skipped it.

It's just that he is already an adult, why would he come back here?

Just as he was thinking, a small stone flew in between the railings and hit him accurately on the shoulder.

Feng Mo looked up with a dull face, and saw a smiling face.

"Facial paralyzed ghost, why are you in a daze here?" It was a very cute boy who was squatting outside the door and looking at him. "I'm sorry, I originally wanted Auntie Dean to reward you, but I didn't expect you to be imprisoned instead."

Feng defaulted that this child was the one who lost the scarf, so he lowered his eyes and said nothing.This child was his "best friend" when he was a child.

The boy didn't care when he didn't answer, but said again: "Tomorrow, you can help me tell the dean that I want to eat cake. If she agrees, I will cut a small piece for you. Don't say I said it, you know? We are best friends~"

Feng Mo raised his eyes and looked at him quietly, and said after a while: "I won't go."

Maybe more than ten years ago, he would be moved by the boy's words "we are best friends", but now he won't.It turns out that you really have to grow up to understand many things.

"Why don't you go? You think a small piece is too little? How about I give you more, but you have to help me wash my clothes tomorrow." The boy touched his soft face in distress, and changed generously idea.

"If Auntie Dean hits me, will you help me?" Feng Mo asked softly.

The boy's expression changed instantly, and he forced a smile and said: "I am so weak, if the dean aunt hits me, what if I get sick? Feng Mo, you don't want me to get hurt, right? Just go and say it, you go Bar."