I heard you don't know Mary Sue? [Transmigration Book]

Before Fengmo suffered a heart attack in his previous life and was sent to the hospital, he saw his mother for the last time.

It was the end of the month, and he had just received his salary and was about to go to night school to pay the fee. His mother suddenly called him and asked him to meet in a place, saying that he had something to give him and something he wanted to talk to him.

Feng Mo was ecstatic.It was the first time that his mother told him that he was willing to see him and talk to him since he was a child. It was like a boy who had been forgotten by God in a corner for more than ten years, and suddenly received God's favor.

Fengmo has never been so happy at any moment in his life. He was as happy as a child who got candy. He bought a necklace with all his monthly salary, completely ignoring that the salary included his tuition and living expenses for that month.

That opportunity was too hard for him, it seemed that as long as his mother liked him, no matter how much he paid.Because his mother said that he had something to give him, Fengmo thought, in the past, the other party never accepted the gift he gave, so this time, if he gave it in the name of returning a gift, his mother would always accept it.

He firmly memorized the address the woman said, and slowly looked for it according to the phone map.The place my mother mentioned was exactly the address of a street. After getting off the bus, Feng Mo walked a long way before arriving nearby.

The street was so remote that he had never been there before.

It was almost dark, and the evening in late autumn was always extraordinarily cold.Feng Mo's windbreaker was not very warm, and he couldn't help shivering when he was blown by the wind. He used his mobile phone to light up the street and searched for it, and finally arrived at the destination when it was almost at the end.

To be precise, this street is a deserted alley, Feng Mo stood at the entrance of the alley and looked around, but did not see anyone.Turning his head and looking into the depths of the dark alley, he was suddenly a little uncertain.

Did you hear it wrong when you were on the phone?Or was he in the wrong place after all?

They agreed on a time of 05:30, but it was already [-]:[-].

Feng Mo picked up the phone and dialed the familiar number, but was rejected. He waited for a while and dialed again, but was still pressed directly. The result was the same several times in succession. He suddenly felt a little worried about the other party. safety comes.

Before he had time to think about it, Feng Mo turned around and quickly walked along the way he came from. With the thought that he might meet the other party on the road, he almost followed the whole road to look for it bit by bit, his eyes searched carefully in the crowd, For fear of missing the figure of the mother.

Anxious, but helpless.

After his mother remarried, he didn't know her husband at all, and he didn't have any contact information. The woman didn't even tell him where he lived.At this moment, he has no other choice but to use this stupid method to find someone.

However, until it was completely dark and the time became [-]:[-], there was nothing to be gained.

Feng Mo stood at the corner of the street and looked at the phone that was hung up again for a while, and finally decided to go back to that street to have a look.

With the last glimmer of hope, Feng Mo walked into the dark alley step by step.

When the strange voice sounded, he didn't know what happened.At that moment, I just stood stiffly with my eyes wide open, listening to the faint but familiar moaning of a woman from the depths of the alley, and then a burst of disorganized footsteps and men's cursing suddenly sounded, interacting with each other. Mixed with quickly go away.

Feng Mo took a deep breath, pinched his palms hard, and finally walked into the alley, and after a few steps, he started to run.

As he approached, a strong smell of blood penetrated into the tip of his nose, Feng Mo felt cold all over, he turned on his phone with trembling hands, raised his hand to light up, and then saw a woman curled up in a pool of blood and moaning.

Endless fear gripped his heart, his mind was buzzing, Feng Mo couldn't remember how he got there, his eyes were all blood red, he just staggered and ran to the woman and knelt down.

He held the mobile phone with trembling hands to call an ambulance, and after barely stating the address clearly, he couldn't hold it anymore, and the mobile phone fell to the ground with a snap.

The woman's voice was already very weak, she covered her abdomen with both hands, it was full of blood, almost dyed the whole white dress red, and there was a blood-stained dagger on the ground beside her.Feng Mo had no idea how long the other party had been in this state, blood was everywhere.

The mouth opened and closed countless times, but when I wanted to speak, I found that my throat couldn't make a sound at all, and I couldn't even comfort the other party and encourage the other party to persevere.The opponent had been stabbed several times in the abdomen, Feng Mo didn't have any experience and didn't dare to touch it, so he could only touch the woman's face with trembling hands, trying to give her some strength.

It's just that the other party obviously didn't need his comfort, the woman struggled to open her eyes, her canthus cracked when she saw him, she coughed up two more mouthfuls of blood, and the hand that was pressing her stomach raised her hand desperately to grab his, Shake it off.A weak voice sounded, but the hatred and despair in it were too strong to hide.

"Get out! You loser! If you hadn't gone to class, Ah Han wouldn't have known you! If he didn't recognize you, he wouldn't have divorced me at all! You ruined my life's happiness! "

"Why did you come back?! Did you come here to laugh at me on purpose? Laughing at me for looking for someone to kill you, but the other party got the wrong person? Why do I have to be so pestered by you all my life?!! It's all gone, and you actually have to pay for your life instead, what are you still doing alive? Why don't you die, why don't you die!"

The woman vomited a mouthful of blood, convulsing all over.

Feng Mo covered his head in pain, closed his eyes, and tears flowed down continuously.

He had never hated his own life so much as at this moment. The relative he valued the most actually found someone to end his life, but he was self-defeating and injured himself. However, he didn't feel lucky at all, he only felt the extreme pain.

The obsession and pursuit of more than ten years turned out to be all troubles, misfortunes, and resentment to the other party.So why does he persist?Why are you still alive?

The woman's breathing became weaker and weaker, but she still refused to stop cursing the boy's words. Even if her injury was sent to the hospital, she would not be able to recover, so why should she conserve her energy?The misfortune and pain in this life were all caused by the boy in front of her. Why can't she vent?Why not resent?

"If you didn't run halfway... go back, you are the one lying here now! What the hell did I do to be dragged down by you again and again, and to bear the consequences for you?! It's fine if your father doesn't love me , anyway, I am not in a world anymore. I will never...need to see him. He is destined to...bear forever... the pain of bereavement! But what about you? Do you have...how can you be worthy of me? I endured...you This freak...for so many years, he can't live in peace until he dies!"

"No one... expects you to live...why do you... stay in this world so shamelessly... torture me? I... owe you... you... never... never ...Think...happiness...I can't...you can't...don't think...get it..."

Feng Mo's face was full of tears, and he looked at the other party with empty eyes, listening to the woman's vent word by word, and his voice gradually became weaker, until the other party closed his eyes unwillingly, the sound of the ambulance did not ring out.

Why bother to be obsessed?It's just torturing each other.

Sure enough, he didn't need to live.

In the dark alley, there was a strong smell of blood, and the woman who spoke gradually fell silent. When the ambulance personnel arrived, she had already stopped breathing.And beside her, there was a boy who was unconscious and in shock.

After being sent back to the hospital, the doctor in charge of the boy found that the heart disease, which was well controlled, had worsened. The medicine bottles found on him were intact after opening, except for two of them, which were stained with blood. He took it out, but put it back again.

He gave up the chance to save himself.

The woman's death directly destroyed all the remaining hope of Feng Mo.

In the next few days, the boy stopped breathing several times in a coma. If the elderly doctor in charge refused to give up on him out of humanitarianism and repeatedly resisted the pressure to pull him back from the gate of hell, Feng Mo would have passed away long ago.

After that, he survived for more than a year, all because he didn't want to live up to the doctor's expectations, although the doctor officially retired after he woke up and left the hospital.

----

Everything is proceeding according to the established track, exactly, as if it was predestined.

Feng Mo forgot that he had grown up, forgot Feng Wulin, and forgot the reason why he came to the memories.

He was deeply trapped in the despair of the past, unable to break free, powerless, as if he had no choice but to walk down to death according to his memory.

He wanted to leave, to get out of the dream, but found that no matter how hard he tried, it was useless.After all, I was trapped in the last level and couldn't find a way out.

----

Four days later, ICU.

Fu Yu pulled a chair weakly and sat down, staring at Feng Wulin who was sitting on the edge of the bed and hugging Feng Mo with ecstasy, suddenly had the urge to cry.

This is the fourth rescue.The fourth heartbeat stopped.

If it goes on like this, he doesn't know if there will be a next time, and he really won't be able to save Feng Mo.

Feng Wulin was almost insane, the men nowadays do not allow anyone except doctors and nurses to approach Feng Mo, Yan Yu and the others have been here several times in the past four days, but they were stopped by bodyguards every time.From the window, I could only see the man sitting on the edge of the bed with his back facing him, sometimes he would bend over to hold Feng Mo in his arms, and would not speak or move for hours.

Like a cornered beast, hovering on the verge of complete collapse, he persisted despite being so desperate that he couldn't see a glimmer of hope, just because he was afraid that his loss of control would hurt Feng Mo.

Live like a year.

Others have nothing to do, no matter what they say, the man can't listen to him, there is nothing left in his world except Feng Mo.Everyone had to admit a fact: if Feng Mo really couldn't hold on, they would lose Feng Wulin as well.

Fu Yu looked at Feng Wulin's back and wanted to comfort him, but found that he didn't know what to say. As a doctor, he knew Feng Mo's current physical condition best, and he couldn't even prescribe the right medicine. Yan Liang's medical skills were better than him. , just as helpless.

In the end, he walked behind the man and patted him on the shoulder, "If he can be rescued, it means there is still hope. Let's... persevere, and Shao Mo will get better."

At the beginning, he also thought that if Feng Mo really failed to rescue and declared his death, Feng Wulin and they would be sad, but after a long time, maybe the man can come out, but the reality is no longer like what he thought.

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Seeing the old man again, Feng Mo was not surprised.This time he finally remembered to ask the other person's name, but the old man just stroked his beard and looked at him with a smile, and said, "I don't remember what my name is either, you can give me any nickname, kid."

Feng Mo stopped asking, and sat down to listen to the other party's story as usual.

He clasped his hands on his knees and looked up at the sky. People who didn't know thought he was in a daze, but he was actually listening very carefully.

Only this time the old man stopped halfway through his speech, looked at him and asked, "Is there anything to worry about? This is the first time your mind has wandered."

Feng Mo blinked, looked back, and said hesitantly after a moment: "I think... I seem to have forgotten something."

"Is it very important?" The old man looked curious, "You can try to recall related things, maybe you can remember."

"It's very important." Feng Mo nodded affirmatively, "I've been sleeping for the past few days, and dreamed of a person who was calling me."

"What kind of person? Can you see his face clearly?" the old man asked.

"I can't see clearly, it's very blurry." Feng Mo rubbed his forehead, his eyes were a little painful, "He is very important, I should remember him, I should remember...very clearly. But I can't remember."

"In this case, that is to say, after that person, have you found the motivation to start a good life again? If you find that person, will you be able to receive treatment?" The old man smiled.

Feng Mo was a little dazed, he looked at the other party in surprise, "What do you know?"

"I know very little, but Dr. Cheng told me about you before he left the hospital." The old man looked into Feng Mo's eyes, "Actually, when I first saw you, I thought it was very strange. You are only 17 years old, why did you There is no hope of living at all? You know, I am already ninety, if I don’t want to live, it’s justifiable, but you are different.”

"Yeah." Feng Mo pursed his lips, "I want to live."

"But your eyes tell me that you don't want to live. Maybe you have lost something very important, but people are alive. Who is not constantly losing." The old man clasped his hands, "The key lies in the ratio of loss and gain."

Feng Mo lowered his head, staring at the cyanosis on his fingers.

Did he get it?As far as this life is concerned, apart from life, nothing seems to be gained.If there is, probably those who cared about him are all lost.If he hadn't been sick and hadn't put his obsession on his mother, he would have been much better off, maybe he could still study hard and live a good life like everyone else.But life has no ifs.

But...Fengmo looked up at the sky, he always felt that he had actually obtained the most important things and met the most important people, but suddenly lost them one day.

"Is it possible for a person...to live a second time?" Feng Mo asked suddenly.

The old man froze for a moment and blinked with interest, "I think it's very possible. Although I don't have any religious beliefs, you know that people always have some unrealistic ideas when they are old. This makes life more interesting, doesn't it? What, do you remember that person?"

"I had a dream yesterday. I dreamed that there was a bracelet on my ankle and a bell on my hand, but I woke up today and it was gone." Feng Mo frowned, "He must... be very important to me. I think... he likes it very much. I."

"Isn't this a good thing?" The old man narrowed his eyes and smiled, "He likes you, and you think he is very important, which means that you must have been together for a long time. He treats you very well, and you feel very happy when you are together."

"Yeah," Feng defaulted and nodded in unison, "very happy."

"However, I have to remind you," the old man said suddenly, with a very mysterious expression, "I just discovered a very miraculous thing, if you don't believe me..." The old man drew his voice and blinked mischievously, "Look at you ankle."

Feng Mo lowered his head blankly, then completely froze.

On his bare ankle, he clearly wore a bracelet with a lock.