What does it feel like to be shot while lying down with a dazed face?
It is probably that one second you were walking on the street looking at the scenery, and the next second your head was smashed by a flower pot that fell from the sky, and the perpetrator said innocently that he did it because you grew too much. I can't help but want to hit you, everything is forced by you, he is the victim.
The victim Shi Tiantian left the sad place full of grievances and disappointment, and the room fell into a strange silence.
Yan Yu was dumbfounded as she watched the girl drop a bunch of words and ran out, but her ex-boyfriend, Xiao Caihong, obviously looked out of sorts, holding a glass of water in a daze, unable to recover, thinking that a girlfriend is such a creature. It's terrible. Fortunately, he is not old enough to fall in love. Fortunately, he is obsessed with playing football and refuses to fall in love early.But after Murong Lingye also chased the girl and ran out, Yan Yu's face darkened, and the promise he promised was just ordinary liking so he wouldn't be angry?Face slaps really fast.
Yan Yu turned his head to look at Ouyang Yuning, who was sitting on the sofa with a look of nothing to do with himself, and said depressedly: "Sister Yu Ning, why do you think Ye and my elder brother have suddenly lost their minds in the past two days? Is it? It's not like usual at all, it can't be bewitched... Fuck, I know! That girl must be a witch! Look at whoever she catches is unlucky, every time she stands there and chatters , and then the people she mentions will be unlucky, as if the whole world is sorry for her, terrible... My brother and Ye must have been cast by a spell! The same is true for Xiaohong, who was broken up just because of illness, it's so pitiful, but don't you Sad, I still support you." Yan Yu deeply felt that he had found the reason for his elder brother and Fa Xiao's sudden personality change, so he jumped off the sofa in fright, looked at Feng Mo sympathetically, and ran over to take pictures in three steps at a time. Patted Feng Mo on the head to show comfort.
He is young and inexperienced, and he always makes friends based on intuition, and his personality is extremely disgusting with people who are too complicated and too calculating, and his intuition has never been wrong.Yan Yu firmly believes that the strange thing that happened today was not accidental, it must have been caused by a witch. In his opinion, Shi Tiantian looked extremely innocent and kind, but it gave him a bad feeling, and Feng Mo was always expressionless. It looks very indifferent, but it makes him feel that the other party is transparent and safe, and this is the truth.
Ouyang Han, who was on the sidelines, heard Yan Yu's nonsensical guesses again, couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth, and stood up, "Xiao Yu, it's time to go back to sleep, your elder brother probably won't be back, so come to my house to stay for the night first. Yu Ning, go home."
Anyway, the three protagonists of tonight's incident have left, and it's pointless for them to keep them. It's better to take Yan Yu and Ouyang Yuning home.
As for Shi Tiantian's last words...it doesn't really matter to him.Girls are strangers to him. Although Shi Tiantian's strange ability to affect people's mind and self-control makes him a little curious, Ouyang Han, who has always regarded self-discipline as extremely important, really can't agree with Shi Tiantian. People, even if she pretended to be a victim the whole time and did nothing wrong, but that couldn't cover up the fact that she had a secret affair with Murong Lingye and even Yan Liang when she had a boyfriend.Both Yan Yu and Yu Ning's words had some truth to them. If the girl herself doesn't respect herself, how can she ask others to respect her?The words she left before she left were suspected of being a backlash.
As for Feng Mo, although he is no longer a stranger, Feng Wulin will definitely take care of the boy's affairs.What's more, what happened between Feng Mo and Shi Tiantian, they are not the parties and cannot decide who is right and who is wrong, and this kind of private matter is not something they should explore.Those two idiots, Yan Liang and Murong... have been in love for three years, and he can't do anything about it.
Thinking of this, Ouyang Han glanced at Feng Wulin's expression, which was obviously more gloomy than before, and said lightly: "Feng Wulin, I'll take Xiaoyu and Yu Ning back first. You should go back earlier, student Feng has just been discharged from the hospital. God, it's better to stay up late."
"Understood." Feng Wulin responded, and watched the three Faxiao leave.He didn't turn his head to look at Feng Mo until the door was completely closed and the room was quiet again.
Feng Mo didn't show any special emotions from the beginning to the end, just quietly holding the cup in a daze.Yan Yu felt that he was stunned for a reason, and there was a reason for that, his expressionless face was distracted...it looked no different from being petrified.
Normally speaking, as Shi Tiantian's boyfriend, he should respond to the girl's words.If you are sweet when you are deeply in love, you must get up and chase the girl back, and then show your heart to dispel the girl's worries.If he likes Fang Xiaoqiao, then when Shi Tiantian found out about his relationship with Fang Xiaoqiao, he should also show nervousness and anxiety, and apologize to the girl with great guilt.
But the fact is that Feng Mo doesn't take either side.Sweet when in love?That's the original owner's business.Like Fang Xiaoqiao? ?When did this happen and how had he never heard of it?
That's embarrassing.Feng Mo has always felt that he is ashamed of the original owner. Even if the original owner's death is due to the delay in effective treatment, he also feels that this should belong to the original owner Feng Mo's life. Even if the plot develops, the original owner still has four years to live. live.But Feng Mo came here and occupied his body.He has been trying his best to preserve the traces of the original owner's life and interpersonal relationships, lest one day Feng Mo suddenly come back and find that his life has changed beyond recognition, which is too sad.It's just that Feng Mo is powerless in terms of feelings, and he can't be responsible at all.
After all, he is not the original owner, and he cannot like Shi Tiantian like the original owner, and Fang Xiaoqiao is only a relatively familiar stranger to him. He is also a personality disorder patient, and it is not easy to barely live a normal life. The play is simply a fantasy.Worst of all, he couldn't tell anyone about it.He was struggling all the time and couldn't see a way out.
Feng Mo carefully thought about what kind of reaction he should make to appear a little more normal and reasonable. The cup in his hand was suddenly taken away, and then the cold water in the cup was replaced with hot water. It was stuffed back into his hand.He raised his head to look at Feng Wulin in front of him, the other person looked gloomy, obviously not happy, but the deep blue eyes looked at him very intently.
"Amo, do you still remember what happened before the car accident?" Feng Wulin's voice was very depressed and deep, but his right hand was habitually stretched out along Fengmo's back, again and again, with a slow and steady rhythm, just like in a hospital. When he was taking a nap, he had nightmares, and it was as if the other party patted his back and coaxed him to sleep.
Feng Mo looked at the other party's dark blue eyes, blinked, took a sip of water, put down the glass again, and turned on the phone.
"I don't remember." He typed four words slowly, but paused when he just typed the full stop, then quickly pressed the delete key to delete that sentence, feeling the warm hand on his back, Feng Mo suddenly calmed down.
"I have no memory before the car accident." He typed this sentence in the memo on his mobile phone.It has never been, not temporarily lost.
Feng Wulin was his first friend.He didn't want to lie to him.
It's a pity that another layer of meaning hidden in the words has not been discovered, as expected.The stroking hand on the back paused, and then continued, "So Amo doesn't remember the two girls, does he? About how you became boyfriend and girlfriend, and why another girl likes you."
Feng Mo shook his head, "I don't have memories of Shi Tiantian and Fang Xiaoqiao." He could only write like this.
"No memory...then if one day Amo remembers, will you pursue Shi Tiantian or be with Fang Xiaoqiao?" Feng Wulin tried his best to control his expression and tone, his voice sounded very depressed because of being too suppressed. hoarse.
Feng Mo was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank for a moment, as if the whole person was out of his control, then he closed his eyes and calmed down, involuntarily recalling the plot and the character and destiny of the original owner, and finally chose to tell the truth, "Time Tiantian and Fang Xiaoqiao were very important to Feng Mo in the past. If you suddenly remember it, you will."
Of course, he will also disappear.
The caressing hand on his back stopped the moment he finished typing, and the person who was sitting quietly beside him stood up abruptly. After a long time, Feng Wulin's calm voice came, "...Amo, if you recover your memory , am I still your only friend?"
"For me now, yes." Feng Mo looked at the blue veins on the back of Feng Wulin's clenched hands, and pursed his lips, "I'm sorry." He wasn't sure if it was right to promise to be friends with Rin at the beginning Well, at least now he feels terrible, it seems that no matter which life he is in, he can't see the future, the only difference is that the people he obsessed with in the previous life will never be hurt because of him, but Feng Wulin in this life will be sad.This is what Feng Mo is most afraid of.
"Go back, Amo." Feng Wulin finally just let go of his clenched hands weakly, patted Feng Mo's head, and pulled up the boy on the sofa to go home.
If all dependence and attention are just because of the loss of memory and feeling lonely, the only thing that exists only in this moment, then what is his compromise?Ridiculous fledgling plot.
He thought that Fengmo's meekness and obedience were just due to his personality, but what if he wasn't?Choose to be obedient because you don't want to let him down?
What really matters and cannot be let go is the memories and companionship of the past ten years or so?Feng Mo will compromise for his friendship, but it does not mean that he will change his position and abandon his responsibilities. Feng Wulin has always been clear that Feng Mo seems to be more talkative than anyone else, but he is more stubborn than anyone else. One day he chooses to leave, even if he has a thousand ways to keep him, if Feng Mo is not happy, what's the point?
After the two returned to Feng Mansion, Feng Wulin sent Feng Mo back to the room, told the boy to rest well, and went to the study by himself.Feng Mo looked at the back of Feng Wulin leaving, hugged the pillow and went to sit on the sofa in a daze.
He probably knew why Feng Wulin was unhappy, but there was nothing he could do.In fact, if he was willing to lie and say a few nice words, the two of them would not be in such a stalemate now, but the so-called white lies are actually the cruelest.If you can hide it for a while, you won't be able to hide it for the rest of your life. Now that you tell a lie, Rin will naturally be very happy, but what if you disappear without warning one day?What should Feng Wulin do?He didn't know anything, how unfair it was for him to disappear.
It's not that Feng Mo didn't think about confessing his origins to Feng Wulin, but in the end he chose to remain silent.
It's better for one person to worry than two people living with anxiety.He knows better than anyone what it feels like to lose the most important person.If Rin chooses to give up on him because of what he said before, it seems to be a good result, at least he won't be sad if he forgets himself after a while.Past experiences and personality disorders have determined Feng Mo's way of thinking. He has no awareness of letting others bear the pain and misfortune. For more than ten years, he has been searching hard. What his mother taught him is always to be alone, and to die. Abandonment without change.His first reaction was to do it all himself.Without exception.
Sometimes, it is also a kind of happiness to be completely unaware, which is much better than having it and losing it forever.お稥冂第
It is probably that one second you were walking on the street looking at the scenery, and the next second your head was smashed by a flower pot that fell from the sky, and the perpetrator said innocently that he did it because you grew too much. I can't help but want to hit you, everything is forced by you, he is the victim.
The victim Shi Tiantian left the sad place full of grievances and disappointment, and the room fell into a strange silence.
Yan Yu was dumbfounded as she watched the girl drop a bunch of words and ran out, but her ex-boyfriend, Xiao Caihong, obviously looked out of sorts, holding a glass of water in a daze, unable to recover, thinking that a girlfriend is such a creature. It's terrible. Fortunately, he is not old enough to fall in love. Fortunately, he is obsessed with playing football and refuses to fall in love early.But after Murong Lingye also chased the girl and ran out, Yan Yu's face darkened, and the promise he promised was just ordinary liking so he wouldn't be angry?Face slaps really fast.
Yan Yu turned his head to look at Ouyang Yuning, who was sitting on the sofa with a look of nothing to do with himself, and said depressedly: "Sister Yu Ning, why do you think Ye and my elder brother have suddenly lost their minds in the past two days? Is it? It's not like usual at all, it can't be bewitched... Fuck, I know! That girl must be a witch! Look at whoever she catches is unlucky, every time she stands there and chatters , and then the people she mentions will be unlucky, as if the whole world is sorry for her, terrible... My brother and Ye must have been cast by a spell! The same is true for Xiaohong, who was broken up just because of illness, it's so pitiful, but don't you Sad, I still support you." Yan Yu deeply felt that he had found the reason for his elder brother and Fa Xiao's sudden personality change, so he jumped off the sofa in fright, looked at Feng Mo sympathetically, and ran over to take pictures in three steps at a time. Patted Feng Mo on the head to show comfort.
He is young and inexperienced, and he always makes friends based on intuition, and his personality is extremely disgusting with people who are too complicated and too calculating, and his intuition has never been wrong.Yan Yu firmly believes that the strange thing that happened today was not accidental, it must have been caused by a witch. In his opinion, Shi Tiantian looked extremely innocent and kind, but it gave him a bad feeling, and Feng Mo was always expressionless. It looks very indifferent, but it makes him feel that the other party is transparent and safe, and this is the truth.
Ouyang Han, who was on the sidelines, heard Yan Yu's nonsensical guesses again, couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth, and stood up, "Xiao Yu, it's time to go back to sleep, your elder brother probably won't be back, so come to my house to stay for the night first. Yu Ning, go home."
Anyway, the three protagonists of tonight's incident have left, and it's pointless for them to keep them. It's better to take Yan Yu and Ouyang Yuning home.
As for Shi Tiantian's last words...it doesn't really matter to him.Girls are strangers to him. Although Shi Tiantian's strange ability to affect people's mind and self-control makes him a little curious, Ouyang Han, who has always regarded self-discipline as extremely important, really can't agree with Shi Tiantian. People, even if she pretended to be a victim the whole time and did nothing wrong, but that couldn't cover up the fact that she had a secret affair with Murong Lingye and even Yan Liang when she had a boyfriend.Both Yan Yu and Yu Ning's words had some truth to them. If the girl herself doesn't respect herself, how can she ask others to respect her?The words she left before she left were suspected of being a backlash.
As for Feng Mo, although he is no longer a stranger, Feng Wulin will definitely take care of the boy's affairs.What's more, what happened between Feng Mo and Shi Tiantian, they are not the parties and cannot decide who is right and who is wrong, and this kind of private matter is not something they should explore.Those two idiots, Yan Liang and Murong... have been in love for three years, and he can't do anything about it.
Thinking of this, Ouyang Han glanced at Feng Wulin's expression, which was obviously more gloomy than before, and said lightly: "Feng Wulin, I'll take Xiaoyu and Yu Ning back first. You should go back earlier, student Feng has just been discharged from the hospital. God, it's better to stay up late."
"Understood." Feng Wulin responded, and watched the three Faxiao leave.He didn't turn his head to look at Feng Mo until the door was completely closed and the room was quiet again.
Feng Mo didn't show any special emotions from the beginning to the end, just quietly holding the cup in a daze.Yan Yu felt that he was stunned for a reason, and there was a reason for that, his expressionless face was distracted...it looked no different from being petrified.
Normally speaking, as Shi Tiantian's boyfriend, he should respond to the girl's words.If you are sweet when you are deeply in love, you must get up and chase the girl back, and then show your heart to dispel the girl's worries.If he likes Fang Xiaoqiao, then when Shi Tiantian found out about his relationship with Fang Xiaoqiao, he should also show nervousness and anxiety, and apologize to the girl with great guilt.
But the fact is that Feng Mo doesn't take either side.Sweet when in love?That's the original owner's business.Like Fang Xiaoqiao? ?When did this happen and how had he never heard of it?
That's embarrassing.Feng Mo has always felt that he is ashamed of the original owner. Even if the original owner's death is due to the delay in effective treatment, he also feels that this should belong to the original owner Feng Mo's life. Even if the plot develops, the original owner still has four years to live. live.But Feng Mo came here and occupied his body.He has been trying his best to preserve the traces of the original owner's life and interpersonal relationships, lest one day Feng Mo suddenly come back and find that his life has changed beyond recognition, which is too sad.It's just that Feng Mo is powerless in terms of feelings, and he can't be responsible at all.
After all, he is not the original owner, and he cannot like Shi Tiantian like the original owner, and Fang Xiaoqiao is only a relatively familiar stranger to him. He is also a personality disorder patient, and it is not easy to barely live a normal life. The play is simply a fantasy.Worst of all, he couldn't tell anyone about it.He was struggling all the time and couldn't see a way out.
Feng Mo carefully thought about what kind of reaction he should make to appear a little more normal and reasonable. The cup in his hand was suddenly taken away, and then the cold water in the cup was replaced with hot water. It was stuffed back into his hand.He raised his head to look at Feng Wulin in front of him, the other person looked gloomy, obviously not happy, but the deep blue eyes looked at him very intently.
"Amo, do you still remember what happened before the car accident?" Feng Wulin's voice was very depressed and deep, but his right hand was habitually stretched out along Fengmo's back, again and again, with a slow and steady rhythm, just like in a hospital. When he was taking a nap, he had nightmares, and it was as if the other party patted his back and coaxed him to sleep.
Feng Mo looked at the other party's dark blue eyes, blinked, took a sip of water, put down the glass again, and turned on the phone.
"I don't remember." He typed four words slowly, but paused when he just typed the full stop, then quickly pressed the delete key to delete that sentence, feeling the warm hand on his back, Feng Mo suddenly calmed down.
"I have no memory before the car accident." He typed this sentence in the memo on his mobile phone.It has never been, not temporarily lost.
Feng Wulin was his first friend.He didn't want to lie to him.
It's a pity that another layer of meaning hidden in the words has not been discovered, as expected.The stroking hand on the back paused, and then continued, "So Amo doesn't remember the two girls, does he? About how you became boyfriend and girlfriend, and why another girl likes you."
Feng Mo shook his head, "I don't have memories of Shi Tiantian and Fang Xiaoqiao." He could only write like this.
"No memory...then if one day Amo remembers, will you pursue Shi Tiantian or be with Fang Xiaoqiao?" Feng Wulin tried his best to control his expression and tone, his voice sounded very depressed because of being too suppressed. hoarse.
Feng Mo was stunned for a moment, his mind went blank for a moment, as if the whole person was out of his control, then he closed his eyes and calmed down, involuntarily recalling the plot and the character and destiny of the original owner, and finally chose to tell the truth, "Time Tiantian and Fang Xiaoqiao were very important to Feng Mo in the past. If you suddenly remember it, you will."
Of course, he will also disappear.
The caressing hand on his back stopped the moment he finished typing, and the person who was sitting quietly beside him stood up abruptly. After a long time, Feng Wulin's calm voice came, "...Amo, if you recover your memory , am I still your only friend?"
"For me now, yes." Feng Mo looked at the blue veins on the back of Feng Wulin's clenched hands, and pursed his lips, "I'm sorry." He wasn't sure if it was right to promise to be friends with Rin at the beginning Well, at least now he feels terrible, it seems that no matter which life he is in, he can't see the future, the only difference is that the people he obsessed with in the previous life will never be hurt because of him, but Feng Wulin in this life will be sad.This is what Feng Mo is most afraid of.
"Go back, Amo." Feng Wulin finally just let go of his clenched hands weakly, patted Feng Mo's head, and pulled up the boy on the sofa to go home.
If all dependence and attention are just because of the loss of memory and feeling lonely, the only thing that exists only in this moment, then what is his compromise?Ridiculous fledgling plot.
He thought that Fengmo's meekness and obedience were just due to his personality, but what if he wasn't?Choose to be obedient because you don't want to let him down?
What really matters and cannot be let go is the memories and companionship of the past ten years or so?Feng Mo will compromise for his friendship, but it does not mean that he will change his position and abandon his responsibilities. Feng Wulin has always been clear that Feng Mo seems to be more talkative than anyone else, but he is more stubborn than anyone else. One day he chooses to leave, even if he has a thousand ways to keep him, if Feng Mo is not happy, what's the point?
After the two returned to Feng Mansion, Feng Wulin sent Feng Mo back to the room, told the boy to rest well, and went to the study by himself.Feng Mo looked at the back of Feng Wulin leaving, hugged the pillow and went to sit on the sofa in a daze.
He probably knew why Feng Wulin was unhappy, but there was nothing he could do.In fact, if he was willing to lie and say a few nice words, the two of them would not be in such a stalemate now, but the so-called white lies are actually the cruelest.If you can hide it for a while, you won't be able to hide it for the rest of your life. Now that you tell a lie, Rin will naturally be very happy, but what if you disappear without warning one day?What should Feng Wulin do?He didn't know anything, how unfair it was for him to disappear.
It's not that Feng Mo didn't think about confessing his origins to Feng Wulin, but in the end he chose to remain silent.
It's better for one person to worry than two people living with anxiety.He knows better than anyone what it feels like to lose the most important person.If Rin chooses to give up on him because of what he said before, it seems to be a good result, at least he won't be sad if he forgets himself after a while.Past experiences and personality disorders have determined Feng Mo's way of thinking. He has no awareness of letting others bear the pain and misfortune. For more than ten years, he has been searching hard. What his mother taught him is always to be alone, and to die. Abandonment without change.His first reaction was to do it all himself.Without exception.
Sometimes, it is also a kind of happiness to be completely unaware, which is much better than having it and losing it forever.お稥冂第
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