I heard you don't know Mary Sue? [Transmigration Book]

Feng Wulin has a strong desire to control, Feng Mo didn't know it, he found out from the first time they met, but he still didn't refuse, just like this time, when the other party asked for a locator, he also agreed.

An ordinary person would probably not be able to bear this kind of relationship. They are under the surveillance of another person all the time, and they can basically guess what the other person is thinking.

It sounds as if his life is controlled without any privacy and freedom, but this is exactly what Feng Mo needs, something he couldn't ask for in his previous life.

What his mother had always told him before was that he was not needed by anyone, not only because of the obviously different external manifestations brought about by those diseases, but also because of his abnormal obsession - no pursuit of obsession, He couldn’t live, as if he had planted a tree that he had imagined in his heart. This tree became more and more luxuriant as his obsession deepened, and his dependence on it became deeper and deeper, but he didn’t care about being regarded as that tree at all. Does the person with the tree find it unbearable? He doesn't even know if the person he regards as obsessed just needs him.

In fact, Feng Mo was just blindly pursuing an illusory goal he had established himself, and spent his whole life trying to prove the existence of that tree, and the other party also recognized his existence and significance.

But the mother couldn't agree with him. The two of them had been in a stalemate for so many years, but finally Feng Mo failed. She still couldn't face the fact that the child she gave birth to was not the son of the man she loved most. She refused to admit it until she died, and indirectly strangled her Feng Mo's only hope of recovery after death.

To put it bluntly, in Feng Mo's dependent personality disorder, what is different from ordinary people is just distorted beliefs. I hope that the illusory tree in my heart will recognize him. As long as he achieves this goal, he can be freed. This is originally a very simple matter. However, the unfortunate thing about Fengmo is that his mother, whom he regards as obsessed, just hates him extremely, which leads to the deterioration of his condition.

After his mother died, the doctor tried many ways to persuade him to change his pursuit, but unfortunately his tree didn't really wither until his own death.

It’s not that no one has expressed kindness to him. Some, his psychiatrist, the fat boss who took him in to work, and the teacher when he went to night school have all helped him more or less. Unfortunately, the tree in his heart He had already grown up, and he recognized his mother, so before that tree withered, it was impossible for him to change his obsession.

Rebirth after death was an accident and a turning point for him.When he passed away, he had already given up that obsession, the whole tree was uprooted and there was nothing left. It would be better to die than to live.

But Feng Wulin appeared, and his attitude towards Feng Mo was different from anyone else in the past.

He took the initiative to appear, without Feng Mo chasing him, he came to Feng Mo's side.

As long as Fengmo wants, he can and is willing to give.

Feng Mo needs a belief to support him to live, then Feng Wulin will become that obsession, and he will be the tree in his heart.

Fengmo wants to learn the thinking mode of normal people, he can teach him, as long as he thinks normal, he will teach him, take him to know the world, take him to make friends, let him live a normal life.

Feng Mo asked for so little, but Feng Wulin gave too much.

Even if Feng Mo doesn't want it, he will try every means to make him accept it, coaxing or deceiving, as long as the goal can be achieved, Feng Wulin has no scruples.

Perhaps the ending was doomed from the beginning.Yang Jin and the others always thought that it was Feng Wulin who needed Feng Mo, but Feng Mo couldn't do without Feng Mo even more, but he was too slow and always thought that his dependence was because of his illness. Relying on it is impossible to only identify Feng Wulin as one person.

Maybe the feeling is not on the level of love, but is there a difference?Feng Wulin never cared about this.

What he wants to give is all the feelings he can give, no matter what kind, whether Feng Mo has it or not, understands it or not.

After discussing the Longevity Lock, Feng Wulin carried Feng Mo into the bathroom, put down the boy and began to wash and change clothes.

Feng Mo stood aside and watched as usual. He actually wanted to brush his teeth and wash his face. After all, he is a transparent person now. It was probably weird to start teething, but after thinking about it, I gave up the idea.

It's true that he can't float anymore, but his body can still feel the power he possessed when he was a soul body. Although it has no real use, it is enough to support him to continue to maintain the habit of ghosts to survive.

Feng Wulin had already taken off his nightgown and began to change clothes. Seeing this, Feng Mo consciously turned around to study the patterns on the wall. Logically speaking, it doesn't matter if they are both boys, but during the month when Feng Mo became a ghost, it really didn't matter. He accidentally saw so many things that he actually felt an inexplicable guilty conscience for the first time. Should he be glad that Rin didn't ask about it?

In fact, it was very easy to not see Feng Wulin at all when taking a bath in that month. There was a wall behind the sink, and he could completely pass through the wall and stand on the other side, but every time he blushed so hard that he couldn't help but want to go through it. Sometimes, there is always an inexplicable nostalgia in his heart that prevents him from leaving, so Feng Mo can endure no matter how embarrassing the scene is.

In his subconscious mind, there is no self-awareness that two people should not be so close just as friends. He only knows to follow the most genuine desire in his heart to get close.

"Amo, do you want to eat?" Feng Wulin put on his clothes and turned around to embrace the boy who was standing behind him just now, but found nothing, his face suddenly sank, "Amo, good boy ,come over."

Hearing the words, Feng Mo came back to his senses, turned around and saw Feng Wulin's gloomy face, he was a little puzzled, he walked over and pulled one of La Feng Wulin's arms, indicating that he was on the right side, and was immediately grabbed by the other side. Into the arms tightly hugged.

"What's the matter? What happened... What happened?" Feng Mo twisted his body to look at Feng Wulin's expression from a little distance away, but the young man held the back of his head even tighter, and his waist was also tightly held, Can't make money at all.

Realizing that the other party couldn't hear him, Feng Mo relaxed his body and no longer struggled, raised his hand imitating the other party's movements and reached behind Feng Wulin's back to pat him on the head, but he couldn't reach him anyway, so he had to retreat and hug him He patted his back slowly.

After a long time, Feng Wulin spoke, "Amo, tell me where you're going in the future, okay?" His tone was very gentle, even a bit begging for consultation, and the strength of his arms around the boy was just right and well controlled, but his expression was very gentle. He is the opposite of a sinister man, with dark blue eyes that are so dark that he seems to be on the verge of madness. "I can't see you now, I'll be worried if you leave."

Feng Mo nodded when he heard the words, and lightly knocked his forehead against the other party's Adam's apple.It turned out that Rin was worried that he would get lost... This is actually unnecessary, after all, he can't walk within a range of seven meters, but since Feng Wulin said everything, he agreed to do it.

However, his nodding made Feng Wulin almost lose control, closed his eyes and suppressed the excitement and satisfaction rising in his heart, Feng Wulin lowered his head and kissed Feng Mo's hair gently, and said hoarsely: "Amo, I am very happy."

Every retreat and connivance by Feng Mo gave him the joy and urge to take the boy as his own at any time.

There seems to be another self in my heart that is ready to move, look, he will never reject you, you can completely monopolize everything from him, you can't go anywhere, only see you, and you can't live without you , no longer have to worry about him running away, no one can take his attention away.

Feng Mo put his hand on Feng Wulin's Adam's apple, felt the Adam's apple under his hand slide up and down slowly, thought it was interesting, touched it carefully, then retracted his hand to touch his own...it's not the same.His own didn't stand out so clearly.

The cool touch on the Adam's apple was extremely comfortable, Feng Wulin lowered his eyes and smiled silently.

Before, Feng Wulin found that Feng Mo's focus was always easy to go astray, even if no one was playing with him, he could find a happy point and play by himself, which was very worry-free, but the more he was worried, the more he felt that Feng Mo He is not needed.

It's just that now... he doesn't think so anymore.Feng Mo's character is really quiet, it seems that he always needs nothing, doesn't ask for anything, but every time he plays by himself, he pays attention to almost everything related to Feng Wulin.

After understanding this point, Feng Wulin couldn't bear to let the boy know his dark and obscure desires, for fear of scaring him accidentally.

Feng Mo always thinks that Feng Wulin is the proud son of heaven and should live proudly under the sun, so why doesn't Feng Wulin think so?

What he shows Feng Mo is always his gentle and stable appearance, even if his temper is not very good, he is mature and reliable when facing boys, negative emotions belong to the category of normal people.

The rest of Feng Wulin, who is violent and frighteningly controlling, is completely hidden in the darkness, and all unspeakable desires and emotions are covered under the gentle appearance, like a head with its fangs drawn. The giant dragon with claws, carefully gathered its body, circled the treasure and licked it lightly, gentle and harmless.

Even if Feng Mo might not be afraid of his different appearance, he is reluctant.

"Amo, remember to follow me like this when you go out in the future," Feng Wulin let go of Feng Mo, took the boy's hand and put it on his arm, just like cuddling his arm.

Feng Mo tried it according to his words, then let go of his hand and shook his head, this posture is not fun at all, it looks like a girl is acting like a baby, he is a little short, but that is all because he is not yet an adult, he must still be Will grow taller.It must be strange to grow taller after using this movement.

Feng Wulin led him out of the bathroom, and handed him the phone, "You use this first, and I will buy one for you when I ask Yang Jin to come back later."

"I'll just follow you, no need to hold hands." Feng Mo typed with his mobile phone, he had to protest in time, otherwise Feng Wulin would acquiesce in his agreement.

"Why? How would I know where you are if you don't pull me?" Feng Wulin was obviously unmoved.

"I'll pat you on the shoulder when something happens," Feng Mo thought for a while, trying to come up with a compromise.

"It's okay not to hold it, but you have to convince me first, and I need to know the reason."

Feng Mo looked at Feng Wulin's serious expression, raised his hand and touched his blue eyes, "Holding arms is a girl's gesture, and Shi Tiantian often does it, I'm not a girl." After thinking about it, he added, "I'll still grow taller."

"That's right," Feng Wulin responded in a low voice, with a smile on his face, "Amo is indeed not a girl, but it is also true that you are not of age."

He walked up to Feng Mo, wrapped the boy's hand around his neck, then bent down to hold the boy's buttocks and hugged him easily with one hand, and deliberately raised his arm to weigh it. He didn't react blankly, and said with a sincere face: "Look, it's like holding a child, so it will take a long time for Ah Mo to grow taller, and any movements are reasonable before he grows taller. Even if he grows up, I don't mind if you keep using it."

In fact, he hopes that Fengmo will never grow up in his life, so that he will always have a reason to hug his beloved boy like this.

[The author has something to say]:

②Before, a little angel mentioned that the specific manifestations of Feng Mo's personality disorder were not clear, so this chapter will explain this problem.Thanks for the suggestion little angel!

In fact, there are 12 types of personality disorders. Feng Mo’s symptoms are mainly [Dependent Personality Disorder], but his [lack of self-confidence is not serious], what is more important is his [excessive desire for intimacy and belonging, This is blind and irrational], because of the need for the setting of the article, so I [highlighted his blind desire] in the previous explanation, and weakened other symptoms, so [I will not write about him specifically clinical response].

Because I am not a professional, I can't describe it so authoritatively, so I would like to apologize to everyone here.

There are also [more internal monologues] when creating characters, because Fengmo has a [social barrier] besides personality disorder, he can’t express his emotions _(:з」∠)_, and he couldn’t say it when he traveled through time at the beginning , can only monologue.

Maybe the monologue seems a bit hypocritical, but he is really not a normal person!They are self-aware of the disease they suffer from, and they will feel pain but cannot extricate themselves, so repeatedly mentioning personality disorder is also [a manifestation of abnormal personality].

That is to say, although he has been emphasizing that he has a personality disorder, it seems that he doesn't care, but he can't let it go at all, because he only mentions it repeatedly if he can't let it go.

I hope the little angels can understand his specialness.Groups like them are actually similar to some autistic patients who can't help but scream and refuse to stop when they are frightened, and they can't help themselves.

③Small theater:

The reason why Feng Wulin is called a "panacea" in the essay...

Yang Jin: Feng Mo, I heard that you are actually a Hentai?

Feng Mo: Well, I am addicted to looking for medicine and cannot extricate myself.

Feng Wulin: I am the medicine, no need to look for it.