[Qin] Qin Shi

"Bai Shu," Zhao Zheng was sitting on the top of a tree, looking sideways at his little friend, "Why are you younger than me, with no education or even family members, yet you know so many things?" He didn't say anything. There is no malice, at least Bai Shu can get the fact that the other party is still neutral yellow at the moment.

Bai Shu knew Zhao Zheng too well, and the more than a year of getting along let him know that the other party was never the one who fired for no reason: "What happened to make you ask?"

"The family's money and food have bottomed out, and my mother went to perform for someone else." Zhao Zheng looked at his little friend lying lazily on the tree trunk with his legs crossed, "I want to help my mother, but my mother said that I just need to go to school. Listening carefully to the teacher's class and learning the knowledge taught by the teacher is already doing her the greatest favor."

Looking at his little friend who is obviously a year younger than himself, but already able to support himself, and even live quite comfortably, and looking at himself, this makes the strong Zhao Zheng feel uncomfortable: "You are already independent, I But nothing can help the mother to share, and it is even her burden."

As long as he thought of this, Zhao Zheng felt anxious.

"Probably because I'm a genius." Bai Shu raised his hand to pick his ears, his tone was perfunctory and casual, "After all, I was born knowing it... Hey, you don't really believe that expression, do you?" Zhao Zheng was stunned. The look made him twitch the corner of his mouth, "Forget it, I knew you were not a joke."

Zhao Zheng blinked, and he was able to comprehend the general idea of ​​the strange words that occasionally came out of his little friend's mouth: "But even Mr., you don't know as much as you do."

"No, no, this hat is a bit too big." Bai Shu was terrified. Although he didn't know who Zhao Zheng's husband was, but considering that Zhao Zheng's classmates were all of some status, he knew it. Where would it go, "I mean..."

"I can understand," Zhao Zheng answered, "it's like the crown on the head of Mr. Wang Sun, right." Because they are still children, they are all disheveled at the moment.Bai Shu's hair was even tied into a high ponytail that is incompatible with this era: "It's like a crown for a coronation ceremony. Wearing it means independence, and you are about to start a family. The more expensive the crown, the more respectful your status is, right? ?”

"You are saying that you want me not to give you too heavy things in advance."

Bai Shu raised his eyebrows, lamenting that children learn quickly. He still remembers that when he met Zhao Zheng a year ago, he wanted to ask himself the question 'what are socks (shoes are called footwear in ancient times)': "from a certain It’s not wrong in terms of perspective, although I didn’t intend to express this.” I really miss those modern friends who can pick up his memes.

In this case, even the chatty system becomes cute.

"Let's put it this way, what I know is 'how to support myself', but what your husband teaches is 'how to support others', do you understand the gap?" He couldn't tell Zhao Zheng his background, even though he had already met with the other party. He knew each other for one season, but he didn't want to make that one-ten-thousandth bet, let alone take unnecessary risks.

"Looking at your envious expression, do you think knowing everything is a good thing?"

"Isn't it a good thing?" Zhao Zheng nodded, agreeing with Bai Shu's words, "If I can support myself like you. No, you are lazy and slack about supporting yourself, but you can still give me a part of it. Aid, if I were like you, I could even protect my mother."

Speaking of this, Zhao Zheng's eyes lit up: "Otherwise, next time, I'll skip school and come out to find you, let's go hunting with you."

"Stupid and ignorant." The envy on Zhao Zheng's face was so obvious that Bai Shu couldn't hold back, and still taunted, "You can only see me 'providing myself with food and clothing and even being rich' Is it the other side?" With a force on his waist, he turned his body 90 degrees from the hip to sit up.

Zhao Zheng looked as if it should be done.

"I eat wild fruits and vegetables in the mountains and forests, but there are so many people who eat wild fruits and vegetables, why am I the only one who has never been poisoned to death? The clothes I wear are exchanged for the fur of my prey. So many hunters , why am I the only one who doesn't have an identity plate, but is safe and even able to leave the city with so much money?"

"Touch your brain, little bastard, when did I give you something that wasn't 'delicious' or 'fun'?" Bai Shu glared at Zhao Zheng, "You thought those things were just stones everywhere, and you just raised your hand and If you can pick it up, you can get it intact with just a little devil’s head?”

Bai Shu sneered: "You can't even tell the difference between wild vegetables and weeds, and you still want to hunt?" He squinted at Zhao Zheng, "It's a big joke in the world."

Perhaps his irony was too blatant, Zhao Zheng raised his doubts, or in other words, his doubts were never concealed from Bai Shu: "Why you can do it, but I can't?"

"You have status, but I don't. Why do you have status but I don't?" Bai Shu asked rhetorically, "Why are some people born to be descendants of the royal family, while others are as humble as mud? Why do you have a mother who protects you for sacrifice?" Looking at you, but I want to survive alone in the wilderness in the wilderness?"

Zhao Zheng couldn't answer these questions, he looked at Bai Shu in confusion.

"You don't care why." Seeing that Zhao Zheng was not angry, Bai Shu rolled his eyes, "Are you a hundred thousand why? If you really want to pursue it, you still have to investigate' why the soles of your feet are yellow and green, and the top of your head is yellow. Blue. Why can you eat this one and not that one? Why do you call Zhao Zheng instead of Qian Zheng, Sun Zheng and Li Zheng.'”

Zhao Zheng looked at Bai Shu, he seemed to have caught something, but when he thought about it carefully, he seemed to have nothing.

"Let me tell you a story," Bai Shu rolled his eyes, "Once upon a time there was a girl from a brothel, she was a bit ugly if she had no character and ability, and she was blind in one eye. But one day, a handsome young man fell in love with He vowed to marry her. On the day of the wedding, someone asked him why he married a blind prostitute."

Bai Shu approached, narrowed his eyes and looked at Zhao Zheng: "What do you think the young man answered?"

"Zifeiyu, know the joy of fish?"

"Wrong, the young man answered, since falling in love with her, every girl in the world has an extra eye." Bai Shu squinted her eyes, and smiled triumphantly, "Why are there so many things here, can you ask? Young people think that their girls are the most beautiful, and other girls are different, can you manage it?"

"Then just ignore it?"

"You don't care if you don't ask, but there are people who will listen and ask. The life of this pair of mandarin ducks is their own. The young man knows what he wants, and the girl knows whether she is married or not. Isn't that enough? Well. I'm having a good time, and you might be like 'Why don't you do more when you're capable,' but I just want to live like this."

After a long circle, Bai Shu finally got back to the point: "From the very beginning, you wanted to ask me why I didn't get an identity, right." He snorted, "Although it's been so long, what is it?" It makes you suddenly have such an idea. But Zhao Zheng, I can tell you that I don't care."

Zhao Zheng looked at Bai Shu: "What?"

"I don't care about you." Bai Shu replied seriously, "Zhao Zheng, you care about me, so you would come out to play with me every day. Why do you think I am asking for advice, and you are even subconsciously trying to please me. Don't rush and deny it, Don't you find that the things you tell me every day, whether it's what you've heard or what you've experienced, are getting more and more?"

Zhao Zheng was taken aback. "As I told you before, to you, I am valuable and irreplaceable. But to me, you are valuable but not irreplaceable." Bai Shu showed pride, as cunning as a fox "Look, I don't care what you care about me. Since you are the passerby I forget when I turn around, why should I spend my years with you to the end of the world?" (Note [-])

"You want me to take an identity, whether it's your book boy, your family member or your doorman." Bai Shu's eyes were indifferent, as if their daily meeting in the past year was nothing but a grand occasion. Meng, "I don't care about your rareness, Zhao Zheng, and I won't change my will for you."

Zhao Zheng looked at Bai Shu, the sun cast glory on his face, even though his face was covered with mud, Zhao Zheng felt that he would never forget it for the rest of his life: "The one who can make me obey everything will not change until death. No, it can only be me. What I do is just because of 'I decide', not because of this thing."

It's hard to tell what he's feeling now, his heart is beating so fast, it's beating so clearly and powerfully for the first time since he can remember.Compared with when he made up his mind to go to Qin, to become the king of Qin, and to be No. 1 in heaven and earth, he was more urgent and strong.

He looked at Bai Shu, didn't realize what kind of light was in his eyes, but knew that if he missed it, there would never be such a person again, let him see clearly what his 'self' looks like - he is like the sun , guiding his direction, illuminating his way forward, and even exposing all the shadows and obstacles on the ground in front of him.

"What if you lose?" He suddenly wanted to know what he would do if the other party was in his position, if the other party was the proton who had been detained in a foreign country and hadn't seen his father for many years, "If you are deeply trapped Wolves' dens and tigers' lairs, trying to struggle but sinking deeper and deeper, can't see hope?"

After a year of dating, Zhao Zheng revealed his true doubts to his partner for the first time.

"Things can't get any worse, right." Bai Shu didn't care, "Since they are all dens of wolves and tigers, and if you want to feed wolves and tigers, there will be death on the left and right, why don't I just let it go. Maybe it's just Because I have nothing, I will leave something instead." Bai Shu jumped down from the tree trunk and landed firmly on the ground.

"If there were wolves in front and tigers in back, why didn't I feed the greedy wolf first, and then feed the hungry tiger?" Bai Shu's smile was a crazy smile, "Wolves don't want food, and tigers don't want to eat it." If they give up the delicious food, they will be seriously injured even if they don’t die.”

Zhao Zheng looked down at Bai Shu.

"They either give up, or win each other. The former is my struggle, and the latter is someone who will reap the benefits of the fisherman."

He looked at the little beggar like this, knowing that in his life, he might never meet someone like him again.

He is different from this era.