[Qin] Qin Shi

"I can't take the things that killed him." The woman repeated, "But where he is willing to go, where he stays, I will guard." Bai Shu watched the woman's bamboo slips filled with tears , "I want to guard the place he once guarded, I want to see the scenery he once saw, and experience the things he once experienced."

Looking at the woman in front of him, Bai Shu felt that she had gone crazy.

"When I married him back then, he was just a poor boy." The woman held Bai Shu's hand tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw. How nice he is when he goes to pick flowers he has never seen before in the deep mountains and wild forests.

The woman murmured: "Later I married him. He took care of the inside and outside. He was still the same as that brat back then. He would blush because of my words and make me happy because of my unhappiness. When he was happy, he The care for me has never shifted, and I even want a girl in my heart."

"What's so good about a girl, it's so hard to be a woman in this world." Tears gradually gathered in her eyes, and the young man with delicate brows in her eyes gradually blurred, only the black robe on his body was still conspicuous, and her face changed in a daze. To the man standing behind her.

"Now that the girl has grown up and the boy has grown up, Li Yuqishe is fortunate to have benefited from Lin Xiang and his brother Shu, why don't you be dissatisfied—why don't you come back and have a look?" The woman shook her body. , the other hand also held the arm of the person in front of him, "You almost died in Changping back then, since you promised me not to join the army, what kind of soldier are you going to be?"

Bai Shu looked at the woman, saw her teary eyes blurred, looked at her sorrow and longing, and knew that these words, which seemed to be addressed to him, belonged to another person who would never come back again: "Is this country less If you are alone, will the country be subjugated? Could it be that if you are missing here alone, will the pass be broken?"

Just looking at it like this, the heart hurts more than the arm.

"Why, why." The woman shook her body, but she still couldn't stabilize herself, and sat down on the ground all of a sudden, "Why do I have to take what you give me, why should I accept this?" It’s good to be self-righteous, obviously what I want is never the title of ‘Madame General’.”

Looking at this once young girl, looking at the whiteness of this lady's hair, in front of Bai Shu's eyes is a man who was in the woods many years ago, looking up at the sky, his eyes are full of love, and his ear is full of vows : "I want to give her all I have, the best things, and I want to be an existence that will never be erased in her life."

Now that the farmer has succeeded, he has indeed become an existence that will never fade in his wife's heart and will never be forgotten.

But is it really worth it?

Use a life to let a person remember, use a title to declare and flaunt existence.To express one's resentment by trampling down on the opponent's glory, to take revenge by erasing all traces of the opponent—is it really worth it?

Is this really worth it: "I have no right to judge your affairs, ma'am." Bai Shu squatted down, and with his left hand that was not grasped by the other party, opened the woman's rough and calloused fingers one by one , "Just like I don't need to listen to your request."

One of the main reasons why he chose a farmer from dozens of households was his wife's well-maintained hands, which seemed to know that she hadn't done much heavy work-a man who loved his wife and wouldn't let his wife do it. A man who works hard must be extremely compassionate and loving.

Now that the old man has been buried deep in the loess, and the good-looking woman who used to be dry is no longer happy. Is all this really worth it?

They were also a pair of loving mandarin ducks. The husband loved his wife, and the wife understood her husband.A man sacrificed his life to give his lover the best, but precisely because of his insistence on going his own way, a woman rebelliously did what a man cared about most in order to avenge his stubbornness.

"No, you can." The woman begged, grabbing Bai Shu's robe, "We raised you, do you remember how close you were to him before, you lived and ate together like father and son, didn't you? Shouldn't we guard the place he once guarded, and protect the country of Zhao that he wants to protect?"

Bai Shu paused when he snapped his fingers, and his gaze slid up to the woman's face, looking at the pleading and sadness on her face: "But he has a son," he paused word by word, "He has two sons, one For Xi, the first name is Le. Xi is his name, joy is his name, and joy is his deepest expectation for his children."

Therefore, I am not his son: "I have my own parents, and I also have my own brothers and sisters. If Madam really wants a son, it is better to pay more attention to Xi He Le. These years, have Madam ever cared about their bundles of silk?" Pass?"

Hanging down his eyes and slowly moving the woman's hand away from his wrist, Bai Shu looked at the redness and swelling on Yubai's wrist and said to himself: "I persuaded you back then, you have me in the border, you As long as you bring up the three children with all your heart, everything is up to me, but how did you do it?"

"You still chose to remarry, abandoned everything in the past, and became another man's wife." Bai Shu didn't resent her remarriage, he just thought the story was sad and ridiculous, "He also has a daughter, a daughter like Madam said. He said that the daughter he misses so much is just eight years old this year, and her nickname is Ping An."

Peace and joy.

"Then for safety?" The woman's eyes lit up, "For the safety he is looking forward to, you can't put the border in danger, right? You can't let her be in danger, right? Ping An likes big brother the most. , she keeps saying that she likes big brother more than Xihele, you can't let him down, right?"

[Is there something wrong with her?Even if you left the border, now Yi Di is scared by you. In the short term, there will only be small-scale harassment at the border, and the city wall can prevent attacks. Why make her so panic? ] The system can't figure it out, 【What is she afraid of? 】

'Have everything. Bai Shu replied calmly, let go of his left hand that was holding Madam's wrist, and stood up.He wanted to turn around and take a step, but found that his robe was tightly held by the other party, with no intention of letting go: "Auntie, if I don't go to Handan, who will bear Zhao Wang's anger for me?"

"Isn't it all the time?" The woman murmured, "Didn't you respond before, so it doesn't matter if you don't respond all the time. Handan is so far away, and the king has so many things to worry about every day. You As long as you explain it, you'll be fine."

Bai Shu looked at the woman who had already fallen into the demonic state, and it would be all right if she didn't continue, he just hummed, and slowly leaned over, at the same time, the dagger hidden in his sleeve slipped down his palm.

Accompanied by the ear-piercing sound of 'tearing', the black robe on Bai Shu's body and a corner of the woman's hand were cut into two parts, and the clothes that had lost their drag could finally fall freely, but the inside was missing edges and corners, and the corner of the calf Partially exposed, it looks a little ridiculous.

But the two people present couldn't laugh, one turned around and wanted to leave, and the other stared blankly at the cut-off robe in her hand: "Xiao Shu," she murmured, "I begged you, can't you do it?" She knew that Bai Shu could hear him, she had personally seen Bai Shu catch him a few meters away, secretly speaking ill of him.

"Then what about Uncle?" Bai Shu looked back sideways, "Auntie these years, have you ever thought about what Uncle has paid so much for?" After finishing speaking, he stepped forward and turned his back on the woman.

Did she think about it?

"But I... what I want is never those false names—"

Bai Shu heard it, but he didn't look back, nor did he soften his heart.He will go to Handan, meet Zhao Wangqian, and find a way to survive for the people and soldiers at the border, just because he wants to do so.Not because of promises, not because of benevolence and righteousness, but because he wanted to.

Behind him was the heart-piercing cry of a woman when she realized that everything was irreversible.But she didn't know whether she was crying for herself, or crying about the future.

Walking around the courtyard, Bai Shu's footsteps slowed down, and another sound of footsteps gradually sounded behind him, from far to near, from light to heavy: "Is there anything you want to say to me?" Looking sideways Bai Shu, the young man following behind him, sighed, and put his hands on his head, "You are fine, don't think too much about it."

"Xi and Niang didn't say those words." The young man with thick eyebrows and big eyes who followed Bai Shu, although not handsome, was handsome, "Whether brother chooses to leave or stay, Xi will respect his decision." He has never fallen behind in reading and literacy in these years, so he has his own judgment. .

"Of course it's not you." Bai Shu has a plan for this matter, and has confidence in the children he has single-handedly raised over the years, "Your mother was also used by others."

"Mother was used by someone?" After all, Xi has spent more than ten years in the book, and his mind is spinning quickly, "Who wants to be unfavorable to brother?"

"Except for those people in Handan, there is no other choice." Bai Shu was not afraid of this, and when he came to see those people in Handan, he could only make a fuss about these unspeakable matters. "I'm afraid that he found out about my life experience from somewhere. Lian Poyuan was not easy to act in Wei, so he started to attack people around me."

In this era when there is no accurate "household register", there is naturally no record of his wanderings in Handan, and when there are any traces, he will be taken back by Lin Xiangru from a village outside Handan.And the group of people in Handan can only find out that among the few families where he lived in the first place, there are now happy and safe families.

And as he went to the border, the ties with those families were gradually severed. Only the family who brought their children to the sad place where the husband died, and remarried and stayed at the border, walked closer and closer with him. close.

"No matter what they want, as long as they can sway me through Auntie, it will be convenient for them to attack." Bai Shu's tone seemed to be talking about the weather, "It's okay if it doesn't work, the left and right are just pawns to explore the way, what they want There are others."

Xi looked at Bai Shu's back, opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but he felt reconciled if he didn't say it: "Is brother really willing to part with Yanbei?"

"What's there to be reluctant about?" Bai Shu also felt strange, why everyone thought he should be reluctant to come here, "Didn't I also come to Yanbei from Handan before?"

This is different.

Xi wanted to refute, but he saw his brother's eyes full of doubts, and saw the sincerity on his face without a trace of falsehood, and there was a stanza in the middle of what he said: "We want to stay with our mother."

"Okay," Bai Shu didn't think there was anything wrong with it, "There is no need to report this kind of thing to me. After I leave, there will be no servants at the border, and you will have to rely on yourself. The General's Mansion will also The owner has changed, and you still have a long time to find a house to move out before the new general arrives."

Having said that, Bai Shu paused for a moment: "That stepfather of yours, stay away if you can." When a woman remarries, it's not good. The man also has his own man, but luckily the other party loves his daughter. Bai Shu didn't want to pursue the concern about Ping An Duo because of genuine love, or some other reason of flattery.

But thinking about it carefully, where did she, a woman, hear so much news and speculation?

"What about the cottage?" Xi didn't miss the general's mansion, he just subconsciously wanted to know what else he would take with him when his brother left, "There have been no people living there since then. Is it?"

"Speaking of which," Bai Shu laughed, his eyebrows and eyes curved like a crescent moon, his sleeves slipped down to cover the redness on his wrists, as if nothing had happened, he extended an invitation to Xi, "Call Shang Le How about we go to watch the bonfire outside the Great Wall tonight?"

The author has something to say: Different people have different reactions to Ah Shu's decision to give up the right to go to Handan.

Most of Ah Shu's lieutenants were "persuading", hoping that the general would change his mind, but they stopped talking because they would not disobey their general.My aunt also thought of persuading her, but she was more of a "threat" than the lieutenants who were loyal to Ah Shu, and tried to coerce Ah Shu to stay by means of threats and intimidation.