big master, big liar

Song Xuan realized something from Ji Ni.

Even though Fang Qiutang was out of the mentality of protecting Ji Ni, his deceit itself was a kind of harm to Ji Ni.

Song Xuan looked back at the reason why he had been unwilling to tell Ji Yunxi the truth. In the final analysis, it was actually because of his timidity and cowardice.

After realizing the importance of "Brother Xuan" to Ji Yunxi, he was even more afraid to speak out.

He was afraid that Ji Yunxi would blame him, and he was even more afraid of the guilt that existed in his heart.

And with the passage of time, there is another reason for refusing to reveal the truth: because of concealment and deception all the time, the truth is hidden in a deeper corner.

But he can't lie to Ji Yunxi for a lifetime.

He always has to say it.

Song Xuan walked out of the restaurant hesitantly, and saw Ji Yunxi on the street, staring intently at a craftsman making sugar.

"What kind of look do you want?" Song Xuan walked up and asked softly.

"Tiger's," Ji Yunxi replied. "A man promised me before that he would give me the tiger's sugar man."

Song Xuan was stunned for a moment, but he still paid the money and bought a tiger sugar figurine back.

Ji Yunxi's gaze has been watching him, lightly, as if without a trace of emotion.

"Song Xuan," he said. "Come with me somewhere."

At that moment, Song Xuan seemed to have clearly understood Ji Yunxi's destination.

That desolate, small courtyard with tall four walls.

The Song Mansion has long since been abandoned, because it was committed the crime of deceiving the emperor in the early years, so no one has been willing to accept the purchase of this ominous mansion.

Only weeds are growing wantonly here, just like Song Xuan's memory, the moment he stepped into this place, it spread wildly.

Everything about Ji Yunxi, about him, is like a dream, which gave him the initial warmth and also the loneliness after the song ended.

Ji Yunxi walked in the yard, stepping on the withered and yellow grass leaves, making rustling sounds with every step.

With every step he was asking a question.

"You are from Hengyang City."

"Correct."

"You come from an official family."

"Correct."

"You have been to this yard."

"Correct."

Song Xuan can only admit all the problems he ran out of.

Ji Yunxi was clearly keeping away from him, but he felt that every step Ji Yunxi took was on his heart, approaching the depths of his heart.

In the end, Ji Yunxi stood under the plum tree, looked back and asked him, "Song Xuan, who are you?"

Ji Yunxi's eyes seemed to be ice floes on a submarine volcano, maintaining the only remaining, fragmented calm.

"She told me that Song Xuan was dead." Ji Yunxi muttered to himself. "She asked everyone to testify that you have died on the road to abortion."

"She told me that no one in this world would care about me except her."

Ji Yunxi repeated what his mother had told him back then.

Of course he knew the reason why Concubine Shu said this. She committed a heinous crime by secretly changing the dragon son. Only by relying on Ji Yunxi could she turn over from the cold palace.

But in the face of this son who was abandoned by himself at birth, warmth is useless.

She can only remind him time and time again that no one in this world can help him anymore, only his biological mother can be his ally.

And Ji Yunxi knew very well that in order to control herself, Concubine Shu did not hesitate to indirectly get rid of Song Xuan's obstacle.

But even so, Ji Yunxi always had a little fantasy in his heart.

"I don't believe her, but you never came."

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, but you never came."

Ji Yunxi's gaze was like that of a child who has lost his way. He stared at Song Xuan obsessively. He wanted to step forward, but he didn't dare to approach him, for fear of breaking his dream.

He said, "Song Xuan, who are you?"

"Do not lie to me."

"I beg you."

All of Song Xuan's rationality collapsed in the last soft plea.

He has no way to deceive any more: "It's me."

He said softly, "Sorry, I'm late."

He stood there at a loss, and saw the ice floe in Ji Yunxi's eyes melt away inch by inch, revealing the flames in his eyes.

"Brother Xuan..." Ji Yunxi murmured.

Song Xuan walked forward step by step, as stiff as a marionette.

"It's me." Song Xuan bowed his head, not even knowing what to say to make up for this child who was alone and suffered a lot.

"Brother Xuan..." A vortex appeared in Ji Yunxi's eyes, which seemed to shatter and swallow all his rationality, leaving only obsession.

Song Xuan was worried about the moment when the truth came out.

He thought maybe Ji Yunxi would be angry, show a cold face, and even hate him for disappearing.

But he didn't expect that Ji Yunxi stretched out his hands and just hugged him, as if wrapping around a rag doll that was a circle bigger than him, and buried her whole body in his arms.

"Why don't you come," Ji Yunxi buried his face in the fabric of his clothes, and even his voice was muffled, as if he was crying like a child.

"At that time, I thought you were picked up by your parents," Song Xuan said in a low voice. "And I'm a sinner."

"Nonsense." Ji Yunxi complained. "You already know who I am, don't you?"

"I knew it in Changning City." Song Xuan whispered.

"Why won't you recognize me?" Ji Yunxi hugged her even tighter.

"I'm afraid you will be angry, and also afraid that you will blame me," Song Xuan smiled wryly. "I wanted to delay it for a while, but I didn't expect that the more it dragged on, the less I dared to tell you."

Ji Yunxi's whole body was buried in Song Xuan's arms, and he bit Song Xuan's shoulder bitterly, with such force that it seemed to pierce his flesh.

Song Xuan felt the wetness of the cloth on his shoulders.

Ji Yunxi cried.

"I should have killed you." Ji Yunxi said in a low voice, with inexplicable seriousness in his tone.

Song Xuan touched the top of his head and joked, "Shall I find you a knife?"

"Reluctance." Ji Yunxi turned her head back and forth in front of Song Xuan's chest. If Song Xuan hadn't heard the cry in his words, he would almost have regarded him as a coquettish child.

Ji Yunxi was naturally reluctant to kill Song Xuan, this was the treasure he had waited for for eight years.

Even if he wanted to take it as his own again, he couldn't bear to destroy him.

"Don't lie to me in the future," Ji Yunxi said, "otherwise..."

He didn't seem to have said anything to threaten Song Xuan.

What else?

Song Xuan saw Ji Yunxi relying on him, and his heart became more and more sore: "Okay."

In this overgrown grassy courtyard, Song Xuan rediscovered the sticky little dumpling that he held in the palm of his hand when he was a child.

His heart has long since melted into a handful of water, so how can he notice that Xiao Tuanzi is no longer the innocent one in childhood.

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Ever since Ji Yunxi learned that Song Xuan was his brother Xuan from his childhood, he felt a little softer.

Different from the tentative willfulness of following Song Xuan, he seemed to let go of his guard, and from time to time he would put on a cold face to act like a baby, or joke with Song Xuan with a smile, leading Song Xuan to smile.

Song Xuan didn't feel that something was wrong, but Fang Qiutang couldn't help despising them.

His mouth seemed to be poisoned, he pointed at Ergou and said to Song Xuan, "It's really a waste of talent for you not to be an animal trainer."

Song Xuan asked, "How?"

"There used to be two wolves in this room," Fang Qiutang pushed the crystals on his eyes. "As soon as you came in, you became two dogs."

Song Xuan knew that he was referring to Ji Yunxi and kicked him secretly.

Fang Qiutang hugged his knees and screamed for pain, and at the same time shouted that if he had a younger brother, he would not recognize his six relatives.

The two quarreled for a long time before Fang Qiutang talked to him about something serious: "Two days ago I met an old customer from Sifang City who said he was doing some fabric business and asked me if I would like to cooperate."

Song Xuan knew in his heart that this was probably Ji Ni's showing weakness, and he was afraid that Fang Qiutang would be pushed far away.

Fang Qiutang sneered: "At first glance, that boy Ji Ni was playing tricks. If there are people in Sifang City who dare to cooperate with me, why would they wait until now?"

He has done a lot in other places, but he is still very good at business, businessmen value profits, he has no capital, no connections, and there are people who want Baba to come to him to cooperate, which must be a bit tricky.

Song Xuan asked: "Then what are you going to do?"

"What should I do? There's no reason not to eat the fat that's brought to my mouth." Fang Qiutang laughed, full of sarcasm. "I'm now barefoot and not afraid to wear shoes. This gave me a chance to make a comeback. Ji Ni had better not regret it."

Song Xuan thought in his heart that Ji Ni probably wouldn't regret letting you turn the tables, he wished you would rush to Sifang City and fall into his arms.

He didn't have any resistance to falling in love with men as he imagined. It was probably because he had seen many of them traveling all over the world these years. Ji Ni was not an exception at this time, but what he said was more open and clear than anyone else.

only……

What will Ji Nitrate do? #####Oh My God!I suddenly discovered that there was a huge bug before!It was Zhu Yang who suddenly came out early!

Because there are a lot of school things recently, I am so busy that I am dizzy, and the plots in my mind are all messed up!

Advance the timeline of Zhu Yang's appearance!He should show up in the next few chapters!

I treat the plot in my head as the plot that has already been written QAQ

I deleted the plot of Zhu Yang in the last chapter!

If you mind, you can go back to Chapter 37 and read it again later! (◎_◎;)

If you find something wrong!Be sure to point it out!Because I really have intermittent brain tics!