To my dear senior sister

After the breakup, life became even more difficult.

It was as if a big piece of my heart, which had been filled up before, had been gouged out by someone.

Even Gu Xianxi himself didn't know how he spent that time.

On the one hand, you have to bear the pain in your heart, and on the other hand, you have to pretend that nothing happened on the surface.I have to insist on going to classes and internships every day. I can’t listen to anything in a trance, and I often look at books or blackboards in a daze.

She didn't block Wen Lian's call.When Wen Lian called, she watched helplessly as the phone's screen turned from dark to dark again.I can clearly feel the pain of the wound in my heart being torn open again and again.

This is probably the punishment she proposed to Wen Lian for breaking up, and she is willing to bear it.

Of course, there were many times when she impulsively wanted to answer Wen Lian's calls.Even if it's just to listen to her voice again, but every time this time comes, there will be a blocking voice in her heart.Tell her that for the sake of Wen Lian's good, just cut it off like this, and if she picks it up again, her heart will soften, so she must never answer Wen Lian's call.

He also vaguely hopes that Wen Lian will come back from abroad to question himself, but at the same time he is afraid that he will not be able to answer her words, and his heart is conflicted and entangled.

However, after waiting for a few days, Wen Lian did not come back, and the number of calls gradually decreased until they disappeared.She guessed she must have given up.

When she extinguished Wen Lian's hope, she was also extinguishing her own hope.

From the dull pain in the beginning, the heart gradually became numb as time went by.

And during this time, when Gu Xianxi was sad, there was always a small figure guarding her side and never leaving her.

When Gu Xianxi and Wen Lian finished talking about breaking up and hung up the phone, they hugged their knees and cried bitterly.Penicillin, who was in the dormitory with her, heard her cry, and jumped onto her bedside nimbly.

It squatted in front of Gu Xianxi, looking at her worriedly.

Seeing that Gu Xianxi was ignoring him, it stretched out its claws and patted her head cautiously, then meowed lightly.

Gu Xianxi didn't answer, so it patted it again until its cry made Gu Xianxi lift his head from his arms.

Gu Xianxi blinked his eyes to make himself see clearly what was in front of him.Seeing penicillin squatting in front of her, she could feel the worry in its eyes, reluctantly held back tears, gently touched her head and said, "I'm fine, don't worry..."

Penicillin obviously didn't believe her words, so he leaned closer and rubbed his chin against Gu Xianxi's arm, hoping that she wouldn't be sad.

Thinking back to when Penicillin was brought back by Wen Lian, both of them looked wet, but now things are nothing but people.She couldn't help but shed tears again, hugged the penicillin into her arms, and said with a choked voice, "Fortunately, you are still here..."

Penicillin seemed to know that Wen Lian would not come back, and was hugged tightly by Gu Xianxi without any struggle.From time to time, he would gently touch her with his paw and make a meow, as if to comfort Gu Xianxi not to be sad.

Gu Xianxi, who was immersed in grief, suddenly thought of something, raised his head and his face was full of tears.Seeing Wen Lian giving the ring on the middle finger of her right hand, she wanted to take it off as soon as she was cruel.But when the ring was moved to the knot by her, she hesitated again.In the end, the ring was not taken off.

Without the company of penicillin, Gu Xianxi might not get out of the shadow of breaking up so quickly.

Even though she thought she was pretending well, Chang Luo and the others noticed her state. Even Zhang Siyi, who was the dullest in the dormitory, felt something.

Regarding Gu Xianxi's state, she asked Chang Luo, but Chang Luo refused to say anything, and it was not good to ask Gu Xianxi directly, and finally set her target on Xu Yajie.

It was a day when Gu Xianxi was lying on the bed and refused to eat, and Xu Yajie was trying to persuade her from below.Zhang Siyi pulled Xu Yajie out of the bedroom.

Xu Yajie was worried about Gu Xianxi, she frowned and asked her, "What are you pulling me out for?" Then she wanted to go back.

Zhang Siyi stopped her and said, "I just want to ask you something, so don't go in."

Xu Yajie asked impatiently: "What's the question? Quickly ask!"

"What happened to Xianxi these days?" Zhang Siyi looked nervously at the door behind her and asked, "Why do you always look lost?"

Xu Yajie thought she knew about Gu Xianxi and Wen Lian, so she curled her lips and said, "I'm broken in love."

Zhang Siyi also guessed the reason, but she thought that Gu Xianxi was not in a relationship, so she rejected this possibility.She didn't expect this to happen, but she didn't expect it. She put on a look of surprise: "Xianxi, when did you fall in love?! Why didn't I know?!"

Xu Yajie looked at her in disbelief: "Don't you know?!" She thought everyone in their dormitory knew.But on second thought.It seems that Xianxi has never said that she is in love in the dormitory. If she is not the middleman between her and Wen Lian, she may not know it, so she figured it out.

"I can't tell..." Zhang Siyi shook her head in confusion.

"Didn't you see the ring on her hand?"

"No……"

Xu Yajie rolled her eyes at her, and said in disgust, "You are hopelessly stupid!"

"Why don't you tell me! If you don't tell me, how would I know!" Zhang Siyi defended her dullness.

"There's nothing to talk about. Xianxi's own affairs, she can talk about it if she wants to, and she can't talk about it if she doesn't want to..." Xu Yajie spread her hands and said.

"Who is that person?" Zhang Siyi was very curious about the person who was with Gu Xianxi without saying a word, and then broke up with him.

Xu Yajie was about to say Wen Lian's name, but hesitated for a while, thinking that it's better not to say it, she shook her head and said, "I can't say it."

If she didn't say anything, Zhang Siyi became even more curious. Who couldn't say anything, and speculated, "Senior Xin?"

"No." Xu Yajie denied.

Zhang Siyi thought about the boys around Gu Xianxi, but she didn't think of a more likely one than senior Xin.If it wasn't Senior Xin, who would it be? She couldn't figure it out.

"Don't make wild guesses." Xu Yajie pushed her out of the world of her own thinking, and she continued to ask: "Then now?..."

Xu Yajie raised her eyebrows and asked, "How is it now?"

Seeing that she didn't understand what she meant, Zhang Siyi said anxiously: "Xianxi's state is not good! I went to the experimental base with her yesterday, and she injected needles into the model, and the needles were placed in the wrong place."

"I know." Xu Yajie nodded, "But what can you do?" A broken-hearted person cannot be persuaded, she can only come out by herself.At most, they can only comfort her and give her a little encouragement.

Unless the person who made her lovelorn come to coax her, but Gu Xianxi proposed to break up by himself, and it should be Wen Lian who should be coaxed.Even if you want to coax it, it won't work, because Wen Lian can't come back from abroad.

Many thoughts flashed through Zhang Siyi's mind, but the most useful one was a sentence she saw in chicken soup a while ago.

The best way to forget the last one is to find another one!

For the good of Gu Xianxi, in order to let her get out of the shadow of breaking up as soon as possible, she decided to give it a try.

She sketched out the prototype of a plan in her heart, and excitedly said to Xu Yajie: "I thought of a way to make Xianxi recover quickly!"

Xu Yajie looked at her incredulously, and asked, "What method?"

Zhang Siyi hissed: "This is a secret, we can't tell it now!" She was afraid that Xu Yajie would come out to make trouble, and she was also afraid that she would make fun of her if she told it first, so she refused to tell it even if she was beaten to death.

Having been a roommate for so many years, Xu Yajie knew that although she was warm-hearted, she was always unreliable, so she was worried in her heart, and warned, "Don't mess with me."

"Okay!" Zhang Siyi assured her confidently.

"And don't use the breakup to provoke Xianxi, it's good to know some things in your heart. If something happens to Xianxi, I'll settle the score with you!" Xu Yajie warned still worriedly.

Although Zhang Siyi was not convinced, why would she settle accounts with Xianxi when something happened to Xianxi, but under Xu Yajie's lewd coercion, she still agreed, "Okay."

Ever since Wen Lian left, Chang Luo treated Gu Xianxi as if she had returned to the past, treating her very well and caring.Even compared to the past and present in Xu Yajie's memory, the present is even better.

If you want to say that Chang Luo treated Gu Xianxi like a younger sister in the past, but now the favor has surpassed that of a younger sister, and it is more like she is deliberately seeking Gu Xianxi's favor.

It's just that I don't want to see the penicillin that Gu Xianxi brought back.

When she first saw penicillin, she was still very good to it, and would often feed Gu Xianxi cat food, and even pet and cuddle him.But ever since Gu Xianxi learned that the penicillin was picked up by Wen Lian, his attitude has changed subtly. He no longer touches the penicillin, and sometimes threatens it.Penicillin is a little afraid of her.

Xu Yajie felt something was wrong, but she didn't think much about it.In her heart, Chang Luo existed like a veteran cadre.Would she like girls like Gu Xianxi?How can it be!

But reality is often the opposite...

In the bar, the colorful lights are rapidly changing on the dark wall.Deafening music, noisy environment.The people on the dance floor were all twisting their waists and hips like crazy.The blurred color of the spotlight hit their faces, and everyone had almost the same expression, happy.

Wen Lian was sitting in front of the bar, the rose red wine in her hand was shining softly in the glass wine glass.A few square ice cubes settled at the bottom of the glass.She stared at the ice cubes with great interest, and with a slight flick of her wrist, the ice cubes began to spin.

It's the first time I've been to this kind of bar, it's such a noisy place...