At 08:30 in the morning, the lobby manager of the Cantonese restaurant delivered the breakfast.

Gu Jinglin didn't allow anyone to enter the door, and took the lunch box from the other party's hand at the door, and then carried it directly to the coffee table.

Lu Yan sat cross-legged on the corner of the armrest of the sofa, his legs were covered with cushions, and he was holding a cup of steaming black Americano, sipping the coffee in it.

The rain that fell outside was much heavier than when we first woke up. The gloomy sky had a flash of lightning from time to time, and the sound of thunder "rumbling", but so many noises were mixed together, which set off the apartment It was very quiet.

Lu Yan was bored looking at the rain scene outside the window at first, but when Gu Jinglin came over, he began to watch him put the lunch boxes in the food bag on the coffee table one by one.

Generally speaking, only Gu Jinglin can eat the food delivered to this apartment, but the hotel prepares a very rich variety of dishes for each meal.Cantonese cuisine emphasizes less but better quality. The pasta or meat in each lunch box is only three to five yuan, but the workmanship and arrangement are very beautiful, just looking at it makes people very appetizing.

From the moment the lunch box was opened, Lu Yan's eyes never left the fresh shrimp and crab noodles. The boiled egg he ate last night had already been digested, and he couldn't help it when he smelled the sweetness Swallowing his saliva, his stomach let out a cooing sound.

Lu Yan: "..."

Lu Yan was a little embarrassed, quickly cleared his throat and coughed, and buried himself in pretending to drink coffee.

Gu Jinglin heard it, and knew that someone was thin-skinned, and the spanking had almost pissed him off just now, and now it's inconvenient to show anything, so she couldn't help but bend the corners of her mouth when she was carrying the porridge - it's really true I owe it to him, let alone leave him alone, these three young men don’t want to touch the floor tiles with their toes on without shoes, Gu Jinglin has always been served by others when he grew up, and now he has to serve coffee and porridge for others instead.

What is this?

Mr. Yingdi couldn't help feeling funny in his heart, took a spoon and put it in the porridge bowl, turned around and handed it to Lu Yan.

Lu Yan thanked in a low voice, his fingers hesitated for a few seconds before touching the spoon.Gu Jinglin noticed this pause and knew what he was concerned about, so he said: "The tableware in the kitchen is basically unused, and it is usually placed in the disinfection cabinet. You can see it too. I don't like to clean up, so I use the one-time tableware provided by the hotel. sex utensils."

Lu Yan nodded slowly, scooped up half a spoonful of the porridge and let it cool down before sipping it into his mouth.He lowered his head, the soft black hair on his forehead slightly covered his eyebrows and eyes, and his slender eyelashes were slightly drooping, giving him a warm and quiet temperament. He looked like a well-educated person.

Seeing him eating, Gu Jinglin couldn't help thinking of how the Teddy dog ​​licked the egg yolk yesterday, and felt that the two of them ate in a gentle manner, like a clean cat.Although the words are gone, taking care of this guy is also an illusion of raising a small animal, but this "pet" is only limited to looking good, and it is really overwhelming to play hooligans.

Thinking about it this way, Mr. Actor was in a good mood immediately, and picked a few pasta orders from the lunch box, put them on the plate, and put them where Lu Yan could reach.

Lu Yan lowered his head to drink porridge, but he was also paying attention to Gu Jinglin's behavior. Seeing this, he felt that this person's behavior was a bit strange. After all, he is such an adult, and he has hands and feet. Not to people——Lu Yan frowned, wondering if this guy is keeping him as a pet, right?

"Aren't you going to eat?" Lu Yan looked uncomfortable, so he simply uttered a voice to break the delicate atmosphere between the two.

"Not hungry." Gu Jinglin said, "I want to talk to you after you finish eating."

Lu Yan also wanted to talk to him. After all, some follow-up plans need to be approved by this person. It is not a bad thing to ease the relationship in advance, so he said: "What do you want to ask?"

Gu Jinglin picked up the coffee cup on the coffee table, but didn't drink it. He stirred it gently with a teaspoon as if to pass the time, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Actually, it's nothing, just a little curious about you."

People who say "nothing" in this world are often the ones who really "have something" and can say the word "curiosity", and the subtext actually expresses "I want to know".

Lu Yan is not stupid, he obediently drank the porridge while waiting for Mr. "owner" to ask questions.He was vaguely concerned about the questions this man would ask. He had seen Gu Jinglin's reaction speed in the conversation yesterday morning. This man is very shrewd and not easy to be fooled. passive.

Seeing that Lu Yan didn't speak, Gu Jinglin guessed that the little guy was probably thinking about how to deal with his problems.He knew that even if he asked now, most of them would not be able to find out why, so he simply put the part he wanted to know most first, and started with the ordinary chat.

"you--"

Gu Jinglin intentionally paused, and he stopped Lu Yan drinking the porridge, and waited quietly for the next article.Gu Jinglin thought it was very interesting for this guy to act obediently, looked sideways for a few minutes, and then slowly continued: "How did you get that cleanliness?"

Lu Yan: "..."

Lu Yanxin said that this person did it on purpose, so he still has to breathe heavily for such a question? !But in the end he breathed a sigh of relief, after a moment of silence, he said lightly: "The causes of cleanliness are generally affected by psychological and social factors—"

"Wait." Gu Jinglin interrupted him, "You should know, what I'm asking is not a medical definition."

Lu Yan fell silent.

Gu Jinglin lowered his eyes and stared into his eyes. After a long silence, he didn't speak in a hurry. Instead, he leaned over and took out a tissue from the box on the coffee table, folded it, and helped Lu Yan wipe the porridge left at the corner of his mouth. .

Lu Yan subconsciously wanted to hide back, but he couldn't hold back the man's tough action. He tilted his head awkwardly, but the next moment he touched his skin was an unexpected gentle wipe.Lu Yan hated this kind of overly intimate behavior in his heart, but his reason repeatedly warned him not to reject the other party.

There is a circle of nothingness around the patients with severe cleanliness disorder. Any overstepping behavior, whether the other party is out of good intentions or malicious intentions, is a violation to them.

The fingers and lips that belong to each other are only separated by a thin tissue. Gu Jinglin's eyes stay on Lu Yan's face for a moment. He can feel him trembling, and he can also see the bottom of his heart through this trembling. The fear that keeps people thousands of miles away.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it, don't be afraid, I'm not afraid."

After saying this, Gu Jinglin withdrew his hand and gave the frightened little guy a relatively long time to relax.Lu Yan had completely retreated into the corner of the sofa while evading. His two long legs were crossed, half covered by the hem of his shirt, and he looked so indescribably erotic.

Lu Yan couldn't concentrate, he didn't notice that Gu Jinglin was looking at him, he just stared blankly at the half bowl of porridge in his hand, the knuckles of his index finger and thumb holding the spoon turned white, and his whole hand was trembling very inconspicuously.

Gu Jinglin noticed this detail and couldn't help being surprised.His understanding of cleanliness is still limited to the individual living habits mentioned by some people, and he doesn't know the kind of real mental illness. He didn't expect Lu Yan's cleanliness to be so serious.

This person usually looks calm and self-sufficient, with a gentle temperament like a piece of jade, but once he touches the bottom line in that area, he looks like a different person in an instant.

Gu Jinglin saw that his eyes were faintly steamed, and he was a little at a loss. He couldn't coax him even if he cried, let alone the other party was a living person...

For a while, the two of them were relatively speechless, and the living room became quiet, except for the sound of the torrential rain outside the window.

Just when Gu Jinglin thought this silence would last forever, he heard the spoon hit the bottom of the bowl with a "click".Lu Yan adjusted from the burst of negative emotions, scooped up the porridge in the bowl, and lowered his head to sip another spoonful.

"I read the news the day the car accident was first reported. The guess about me being Lu Chengrui's illegitimate child is actually correct. Just like what you think, I was born in the United States by him behind Li Shujun's back and other women. I don't know if it's too specific. Clearly, I was too young at that time, and I don't even remember what she looked like."

"Anyway, I lived in a children's welfare home as long as I can remember. The mother who took me was not used to it. When I was drunk, my personality would become very irritable. After I was beaten by her a few times, I learned to be good. I knew that I would hide at night without being caught. She'll be all right when she finds out. But once—"

Speaking of this, the voice stopped abruptly, Lu Yan raised his eyes to look at Gu Jinglin, and the tails of his long and narrow eyes slowly curved into a smile that was not a smile.

"There is an abandoned basement in the backyard of the orphanage. The flap at the entrance is rusty and can be opened, but unfortunately it will be stuck by the deformed outer frame after closing. I don't know, to avoid that crazy woman Into the basement."

“It was the typhoon season in Miami during that time. It rained heavily for several days. The water in the basement could reach a child’s waist. The air was very humid and there was a strange smell. I didn’t know it was at that time. No matter what the smell, it doesn't smell good." Lu Yan took another mouthful of porridge, but the swallowing movement became obviously unnatural.

"Actually, I regretted it after I went in. It was too dark. I was afraid of the dark, but I couldn't open it even if I overturned the board. I could only go down temporarily to avoid the leaky entrance, and then—" He breathed a sigh of relief, his voice trembling slightly, "Then I touched something in the stagnant water."

Speaking of which, Gu Jinglin had a guess in his heart, he did not interrupt Lu Yan, but carefully observed his reaction, so as to stop him in time before his emotions collapsed.

"The thing was swollen a lot with water, and the skin was so thin that you could see the muscles and tissues underneath. I recognized him as the Chinese child who poured hot soup on me a few days ago. I couldn't hold it back and vomited directly. But it's not enough. After the calculation, when I couldn't even spit out the bile, the 'child' moved by itself. I was so frightened that I ran back to the stairs, and then watched a mouse the size of a kitten come out of his chest. It came out with a piece of internal organs in its mouth."

"I was so scared at the time, I smashed the flap in the basement like crazy, but no one heard it. The children in the orphanage often ran around, and the staff didn't bother to care. When they noticed that I had disappeared for too long, something might have happened. That's when the entire orphanage was searched."

"I don't know how many days later, anyway, I thought I was going to starve to death, but I was lucky to be dragged out of the basement by them."

After finishing speaking, Lu Yan lost his appetite, leaned forward and put the porridge bowl on the coffee table, and said lightly: "This is probably the one thing that has a relatively large impact, and there will be more later, but none of this impressed me deeply."

"Have you seen a doctor?" Gu Jinglin asked.

Lu Yan gave a "hmm" and replied: "The reason why I was able to tell the story just now without overreacting is because I have told it to at least seven or eight psychiatrists. Then, Mr. Gu— —" Lu Yan smiled politely, "What's your second question?"

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