[Quick New] Choice

In mid-February, the annual Valentine's Day is here again.In Japan, girls will make chocolates for the boys they like on that day, and Xiaolan and Qingzi naturally will not stop doing it.

There is no doubt that the chocolate made by Xiaolan was given to Xinyi, but Qingzi...

Xiaolan looked at the chocolate in Qingzi's hand and asked, "Qingzi, have you decided?"

It is self-evident to give this gift on such a special day.

They are already adults, and they can't play like children. Besides, even if she said that this is not for confession, she is probably just deceiving herself and others, and can't deceive anyone.

She asked this question because she just wanted to know if Qingzi had already made up her mind to pierce the layer of paper between them.

In the past, seeing her finally dare to take this step, she would definitely be happy for her, and as a friend, she would also cheer for her, but now...

When she vaguely knew the truth, she really couldn't bear to see Qingzi get hurt.

Qingzi could hear the faint concern in her words, she bit her lower lip and asked, "Xiao Lan, do you know something?"

Xiaolan looked puzzled, "I..."

"It was Kudo who told you." She didn't notice that Xiaolan's expression became a little stiff when she said this, and she said to herself: "He has such a good relationship with Kaito, and I think he has a lot of feelings for Kaito." You should know a thing or two."

"If Kaito was interested in me, you wouldn't persuade me like this."

Xiaolan pursed her lips, a little speechless.

Qingzi chuckled, he didn't seem to care, but his eyes were slightly red, "Actually, I already knew."

Xiaolan suddenly looked up at her, did she know?What does she know?

Aoko was immersed in her emotions, she said: "I know I'm not good enough. There are so many girls around Kaito who like him, and all of them are prettier and better than me. Like Hongzi, Kuroda... But Even so, I want to try it once and see the result.”

Xiaolan understood, and when she knew that Qingzi didn't really know the truth, she felt relieved.But immediately, perhaps because she concealed the truth, she felt a little sorry for Qingzi.

She was silent for a moment, then asked softly, "Even if the result is not what you want?"

Qingzi paused, wringing her fingers helplessly, she replied softly: "Yes, even if the result is not what I want."

Xiaolan sighed softly, how could she persuade her after the words had come to an end.

Qingzi suddenly smiled, although Xiaolan felt that there was a hint of sadness in that smile, she asked: "Xiaolan, did I tell you how Kaito and I met?"

Xiao Lan shook her head.

Qingzi held the chocolate, his eyes became gentle, "I, I knew him when I was seven years old."

This is the beginning of memories, and after that, Qingzi really recalled the past.

"It was my father who said that he would take me out to play that day and asked me to wait for him under the clock tower. But I waited for a long time, and only got a call from him. He said that he had a case to deal with and could not go out with me."

"Dad is a policeman, and things like this happen often. Although I am very disappointed, to be honest, I am used to it."

"It's always been like this. Until, I met him..."

She murmured softly: "Hello, I am Kaito Kuroba, please give me your advice."

Her tone changed, as if subconsciously imitating Kaito's tone at the time.

No one knew, but one word became the shackles that bound her for half her life.

In her life, there was one more person, not a relative, but more important than a relative.

When her father can't accompany her, he will always be by her side.She doesn't have to be alone anymore, because there is someone who will always be with her.At that time, she really thought that such company would be a lifetime.

It's hard for her to tell what this person means to her, maybe it's companionship, maybe it's care, or maybe it's something else.

But at least she knows one thing, she likes him, always has.

From childhood to adulthood, they grew up together for 14 years.Elementary school, middle school, high school, university... This person always stays by her side.

She has seen his smile, his cry, his emotions.

It turns out that such a strong and optimistic boy will cry bitterly when he loses a loved one.

Yes, cry bitterly.

That was the first and only time she saw Kaito cry.

When the child heard the news of his father's death, he broke down and cried until he couldn't cry.

That was the first time she felt the emotion called "parting".

That time, she cried as long as Kuai Dou cried.

She didn't have deep feelings for that uncle whom she hadn't seen many times, and a child couldn't understand the distance between life and death.

But she could feel a little bit, Kaito, he was very sad.

She didn't know how to make him happy, like he always made her happy when she was sad.In front of him, she is always stupid.

Then they grew up and she never saw him cry for anyone or anything.

He always smiles, like the sun, warming everyone around him, including her.

He grew up little by little, and the older he got, the better he became.The girl's mind gradually became clear, but at that moment, she also clearly realized how many girls liked that boy like her.

He is so good, good enough to attract everyone's attention.

She often feels inferior to her own ordinaryness when facing him, and she always dare not expect Kaito to fancy herself.But in an unknown corner of her heart, a small voice always told her with a little hope that she was different to him.

He loves to tease her, and loves to see her angry, but he will also tell her the sweetest and most beautiful things in the world.

He will remember her preferences and take her to eat delicious food, he will step on her birthday and give her a huge gift at the end of her birthday, and he will send her a flower under the bell tower where they first met...

In her more than ten years of memory, almost all the good things are related to him.

A word when she was young started this love that she dared not utter for more than ten years; a word when she was young made her fall completely.

She has received many flowers, but her favorite is still the delicate rose.

It is best to be accompanied by the light, the boy she loves stands in front of her, he bows slightly, holding a bright red rose in his hand.Accompanied by the bell of time, he spoke softly, and the sound slipped past his ears——

"Hi, I'm Kaito Kuroba, please give me your advice in the future."

She came out of the memory and looked at Xiaolan with firm eyes, "Xiaolan, I always want to say something."

That person represents her entire youth, she wants to speak out, to get a result, no matter what the result is, she must write a sentence for her youth.

"Even if he is rejected, I still have to hear him say 'I don't like'." Her voice was very soft, as if she had anticipated that scene, "If he really said this, then I can really I'm desperate."

Xiaolan let out a long sigh.

She watched Qingzi call Kaito in front of her, and she asked Kaito to come out to meet her with anticipation in her eyes.

Kaito on the other end of the phone seemed to realize something, he paused, and asked, "Today?"

Aoko nodded, realizing that Kaito couldn't see his movements, and said again, "Yes, today."

Kuaidou was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little low, "Qingzi..."

"Quick fight!" Qingzi suddenly felt a panic, she interrupted him, biting her lower lip, "I just want today."

There was another silence on the phone.

After a long time, Kaito said helplessly, "Okay."

Some things really need to be clarified.

That's what he thought and decided, but when Qingzi really stood in front of him, he wanted to back down again.

He knew he couldn't, he could only stand there and listen to Qingzi's confession, and then...

"I'm sorry Qingzi, but my liking for you is not what you want." He refused bluntly.

In an instant, Qingzi's tears fell.Kaito also panicked when he saw it, Qingzi was always strong, he never thought that she would cry.He had never faced such a situation before, so he was a little at a loss.

"You, don't cry, what do you want me to do." Kuaido comforted me incoherently.

"Have you never, never liked me?" Qingzi choked up.

Kuai Dou is silent, this is the place where he feels sorry for Qing Zi the most - teases her unscrupulously when he can't distinguish his feelings clearly, if Qing Zi only had three parts love for him at the beginning, he has also teased her to eight parts.He's sorry for her, but he can't lie to her, "No, never."

Qingzi cried even more painfully, as if she wanted to cry for her love that had ended before it even started.

"Qingzi, don't cry, don't cry, okay?"

"But, I feel uncomfortable, I can't help it." Qingzi said with sobs.She felt that she was ashamed like this, but the pain in her heart could not be suppressed at all.

"Kaito, do you have someone you like?" Qingzi asked, remembering Xiaolan's words.

Kaito was shocked, and forced a smile, "Yes, I have someone I like."

"I knew that was the case, otherwise why would you tell me so definitely that you don't like me." Qingzi's mood gradually calmed down. Although it was uncomfortable, after all, they had never been together before, and she had already guessed This ending.That pain, after venting, can also be covered up.

"Then, is she better than me?" Qingzi asked unwillingly.

"Qingzi, I have never compared you with anyone, and you don't need to compare with anyone. You are you, and you are the most unique Qingzi in the whole world." Kaidou said softly.Even without love, Qingzi is still an extremely important person in his life.

"So I can't find a second Kaito, can I?" Qingzi said softly.

Kaito felt a pain in his heart, "No more, there is only one Kaito. But you will definitely find someone who is a thousand times better than me, and the key is, he loves you."

Qingzi looked up at him, and saw the tenderness and pampering in his eyes, but there was no love.

Feeling sore, Qingzi asked, "Is it Kuroda-san?"

Kaito shook his head, "No."

Qingzi asked again: "Then can you tell me who that person is?"

"Sorry Aoko, I can't tell you." Kaito refused with a wry smile.

Don't you even have the right to know?Sadness appeared in Qingzi's eyes.

Unable to bear to see her too sad, Kaito explained: "I didn't intend to keep you from knowing, but that person doesn't like me, and letting others know my thoughts will only add to... annoyance. Therefore, even Aoko can not say."

Qingzi looked up at him in shock, looking into his eyes.The intense pain and despair in Kaidou's eyes made Qingzi understand that Kaidou's heart is no better than hers, maybe even more sad.

They are sympathetic people with the same disease, and they can't get the same thing.Qing Zi likes him so much, how can he be willing to make things difficult for him.

Qingzi wiped away his tears and begged, "Kai Dou, can I give you a hug."

For Kaito, there will always be a place in his heart that belongs to this little Qingmei who has known him for more than ten years.Qingzi's humble posture made him feel distressed, and he opened his arms and opened his heart to her.

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I want to chat with you a few words,

This article has recently entered the final stage, and there will be a small climax later, which is basically the most cruel part of the full text.

Recently, I have read everyone's comments and opinions. After thinking about some things, I still want to share them with you.

Everyone seems to be talking about the new scum, how should I put it, I have reservations about this evaluation.

I actually don't quite understand the meaning of this word appearing here, and I don't know how to determine whether he is a scumbag or not.

If it is said that he is scum because he hurt Kaito and Xiao Ran, then I think this word is also inappropriate.

It's not his subjective intention to hurt Kaito, if Kaito didn't like him, he wouldn't be able to hurt Kaito at all.He likes Kaito, and rejecting Kaito is also uncomfortable for him, but he can only do this, and must do so.

Kuroda said that if she has someone else she likes, she will definitely break up with her boyfriend. Yes, this is straightforward enough, but isn't it scumbag?

For things like cheating, even if there is true love as a cloak, it can't cover up the truth of cheating.

In fact, when I write, I always think over and over again, wondering if this will not be correct, and will it be a bit scumbag.But to be honest, from the time I decided to write the original direction, some things were already doomed.

Xiaolan's existence is indelible, and Shinichi must face a choice.

One side is responsibility and the other side is true love, who will he choose?He chose Xiaolan.

He was sorry for Xiaolan, because he fell in love with someone else.He is also worthy of Xiaolan, because he chose loyalty.

Because of Xiaolan's cruelty to hurt the person he loves, he suppressed his liking, all because he didn't want to hurt Xiaolan.

Feelings are beyond his control, but at least he chose to let go of the relationship that shouldn't be there, to minimize the harm to Xiaolan.

It's just that there are some things that he didn't expect. He didn't expect that Xiaolan could hear what he said in his sleep, and he didn't expect that it would make Xiaolan suffer.

In the comments, there is a cute saying that Xiaolan has become a "same wife", which I disagree with.

First of all, Shinichi is not the same person in the true sense, and secondly, he chooses to be with Xiaolan because he can't face social pressure, and he wants to hide his sexuality.His choice is entirely out of love.

He loves Xiaolan, there is no doubt about it.Even if this love is not pure anymore, even if there is more guilt in this love, it is like a love for family members.

But even if there is no love between men and women, Xiaolan is one of the most important people in this world to him.

Not everyone can be with the one they love. There are too many helplessness in this world. You can't say that Xiaolan is a "same wife" just because he likes other men and chooses to marry Xiaolan.

That was a sympathetic word, but Xiao Lan was not.

He really wanted Xiaolan to be happy. If Xiaolan didn't find out, then maybe he would live happily with Xiaolan forever.Even if this happiness is bought with his own love, Xiaolan will not know that she will live a happy life in a kind lie.

Of course it would be too tragic if this happened, so I will not let this happen.

Up to now, the three of them were inevitably hurt, but to be honest, it was all because they were too considerate of others.

Kaito didn't want to make things difficult for Shinichi, and he didn't want to hurt Ran, so he backed down; Shinichi didn't want to hurt Ran, so he concealed his feelings and rejected Kaito; Feel sorry for him.

There has been a dead knot between them, and the person who tied the bell has to be untied. This knot can only be untied by Xiaolan.

They are all kind people, and I am probably the only one who is not kind.