Advent

Allen looked at Raymond stiffly.

He could even imagine that he must be very stupid the way he is now.

His brain was blank, and his whole body was in an unprecedented bewilderment.

Allen never imagined that one day he would have to face such a Raymond Mork.A sense of disgust and a subtle sense of intimacy linger in Alan's heart at the same time. It seems that no matter how he treats each other, it will seem a little weird...

A few drops of Raymond's tears rolled down his cheeks to his chin, and then dripped down with a "click".

A few tears even fell directly on Allen's fingertips-Allen only felt that Raymond's tears were amazingly hot.

"Ellen?"

Seeing that Allen just stared at him quietly for a long time without speaking, Raymond blinked, showing a little helplessness and anxiety.

"Don't hate me, Ellen..."

The weeping in his voice intensified a little.

"I hate other people, they are mean to me, and always make me hurt...I just want Ellen to be with me... Am I doing something wrong? I...I'm afraid..."

Raymond trembled slightly while speaking, and then leaned his body towards Allen very naturally.

"...the last time...as soon as I woke up...you weren't by my side..."

Immediately afterwards, Raymond mentioned again without thinking, if Raymond's current appearance can be ignored, he now looks like a child whose heart has been seriously injured.

But at this moment, Allen felt the oppression brought by Raymond's huge size very clearly.

Now Raymond has broken away from the scrawny and emaciated state when he first escaped from the rescue capsule. There are sufficient nutrition needles and repair potions in the base, plus his own mutated and amazing recovery ability, Raymond is pale Under the skin is now covered with muscle as tight as a stone.

In line with his deformed and weird figure, Raymond now looks much bigger than the high-spirited and defiant male Alpha three years ago.

As long as Raymond gets a little closer to him, he can easily and completely take him into his arms-Although Allen has become thinner these years, he is also the shape of a normal human male, but when facing Raymond, he It looked petite as hell.

"Ellen..."

Raymond gave a low cry with anxiety.

Allen took a breath, and then came back to his senses.

It is such a tall man who is terrifyingly destructive and looks like a giant, but now he can act like a wronged child, unscrupulously showing such a pitiful appearance in front of Allen.

【...He has developed a pathological and irreversible dependence on you.You are the only one who can approach him, and you are the only one who can comfort him. 】

Sakhir's words seemed to sound in Alan's ears again.

Pathologically dependent?

Allen looked at Raymond's tearful eyes with a complicated expression.

The huge contrast, the dislike of Raymond in the past and the subtle sympathy for him now... made Allen even more at a loss as to how to face Raymond.

Alan's forehead was aching.

In the field of vision, Raymond's face seemed to be constantly changing.

Sometimes what Allen sees is the "husband" who made him feel suffocated three years ago, but sometimes what Allen sees is a brand new innocent man who is full of attachment to him.

Finally, the face finally settled down.

"I will find a way to make those people not treat you like this."

Allen heard himself soften his voice, and said softly to the "big boy" in front of him.

"Alan... how kind of you..."

Sure enough, Raymond, who was still in tears one second, grinned foolishly the next second, and smiled at Allen.

When he looked at Allen, his eyes shone as if they had been washed by water, and that kind of wholehearted trust even made Allen feel subtle pressure.

However, Allen does have to admit that at least Raymond looks much cuter now.

Of course, it wasn't until a long time later that Allen suddenly realized that the reason why he felt unnecessary strange affection for Raymond at this moment was purely because he had never seen it before, and when he was not present, How Raymond treats other humans.

……

That day, Allen hardly knew how he managed to leave Raymond like that.

It must be said that Raymond, who has degenerated mind and strangely possessed a pure heart, is even more troublesome to deal with than the arrogant and violent guy three years ago.At least, if it was three years ago, when Allen wanted to leave Raymond, he would not feel embarrassed, let alone feel guilty and ashamed.

Even when Sakhir put pressure on him, Allen did not really agree that he would obey the base's arrangements. In the next few days, he would go to the ward to accompany Raymond every day to stabilize the other party's state.

Although I can think of it, it was only a few hours later that Allen had to promise Raymond repeatedly that he would come back here soon just to leave Raymond's ward.

"I will come here on time every day and spend the whole day with you."

"I'll keep an eye on those guys too, they won't...treat you as roughly as they did before."

After leaving countless promises, Allen finally escaped from Raymond's ward smoothly after the ward hatch was repaired.

And this time, like before, he had to keep his coat.

"It smells of Alan...it smells of Alan...I'm not afraid..."

Raymond's huge body shrank into a ball because of fear. Before Allen left, he held the coat in his arms very pitifully, and then muttered.

……

"What the hell is this—"

After leaving Raymond's ward for a long time, Allen bowed his body and sat in the corner of the soldier's bar at the Tianmao military base as far as possible, and sighed long.

It's been a long time since Allen had such violent mood swings because of anyone, but just thinking about the scene he saw before leaving the ward, he couldn't help sighing.

The tremendous pressure even made him try to seek help from alcohol for the first time. Of course, he soon realized that the extravagant liquid in his glass could not really help him...

"……It's him."

"Oh, God, it's really him... I heard that Mike and the others were going crazy with fright, after all, all the communication equipment suddenly failed, and the door was locked again... They thought they were waiting for the door. What kind of tragedy will you see after opening it, after all, the lunatic was in an unstable state at the time..."

"and then?"

"As a result, after they opened the door, they found that the guy was hugging his waist and trying to act coquettishly..."

"What? Acting like a baby? You mean..."

……

If possible, Alan really hoped that his strange hearing could be disabled once, after all, then he could at least escape the whispers from the other side of the bar.

He didn't want to know how the strange interaction between himself and Raymond had spread among those low-ranking soldiers.

The whispers that kept coming to my ears gradually began to become curious...and even turned to the direction of fantasy novels.

In the end, Allen could only helplessly put down the wine glass in his hand, then stood up and prepared to leave the bar.

But at this moment, a somewhat haggard figure stumbled into Allen's sight.

That's Rafael.

It's just that, unlike Rafael in Allen's memory, the officer who is sitting at the bar and keeps pouring alcohol down his throat now looks a little...decadent?

Allen didn't know what words to use to describe Raphael exactly.

The aura lingering around Rafael is very solemn, so solemn that even Alan, who is a passer-by, can easily see that Rafael is in a very depressed state.

Allen frowned, and according to his instinct, he planned to turn around and leave just like that.

But at this time, he heard Rafael's breathing.

It was quite heavy, as if even breathing became extremely difficult to breathe.

Allen's footsteps seemed to become heavy all of a sudden.Of course, he will never forget that since he came to the military base of the Virgo, the few kindness he has felt... came from Rafael.

"..."

A heavy sigh.

Allen turned around silently, then walked towards Rafael.

It must be Raymond's presence that has completely screwed his head - Alan thought to himself as he walked.

Otherwise, his behavior wouldn't be so out of order these days.

After all, before this, Allen didn't know that he would become so kind.

"Sir Raphael? Are you okay?"

While thinking this way, Allen had already stood behind Rafael.

He asked dryly, his tone almost sounding like he was provoking trouble.

"...Alan?"

Rafael trembled suddenly as if frightened, he turned his head and stared at Allen, a trance flashed across his face quickly.

"It's you?"

Then he spoke again.

The regrets in Alan's heart are beginning to accumulate... He always feels that he should not take the liberty to come forward to talk to Rafael, at least, judging from Rafael's reaction at this moment.

Allen's presence seemed to make his condition worse.

"Did something happen? You look a little...not well."

Allen continued to ask subconsciously, but after he spoke, he was sure that he seemed really bad at talking.

Even asking nicely can sound like a question.

Fortunately, after the initial reveal of his true feelings, Raphael seemed to have sorted out his emotions.

"No... I'm worrying you, thank you, I'm fine, it's just that there are some things at work that bother you."

Raphael said.

But Allen still instinctively noticed that Rafael's state was a bit bad.

It's just that since the other party has explained that it is pressure from work, Allen has no intention of asking.

There was a moment of silence between the two, and just as Allen was about to end the awkward conversation and turn to leave, Rafael suddenly grabbed Allen, and then, under Allen's surprised sight, he suddenly I opened my mouth.

"Ay, Alan . . . would you be any happier if Raymond Morecambe were dead one day?"

"what?"

Allen looked at Rafael in surprise.

But in the next second, Rafael seemed to be aware of his abnormality, he retracted his hand with a changed face, and then staggered back to his seat.

"Oh, sorry, Alan, I'm sorry, I must be drunk—"

He said.