Advent

Allen has never quite understood why Rafael's face was so ugly when he left him that day, but as long as Raymond is by his side, it is difficult for him to spare extra energy to think about other people's matter, so after all he didn't think too much about it.

After Raymond followed Allen back to the living cabin, he still looked depressed.

Of course, this tall, pale man has been trying his best to conceal this, but his abnormality is so obvious that Alan can feel it no matter how dull he is.You know, for Raymond who has forgotten all the past, being able to live in the same room with his favorite Allen and spend the rest of the time together is like heaven, and he should show it It should be boundless joy and happiness - just like he showed in the hallway before.

But after returning to the room, Raymond pressed his lips tightly from beginning to end, and couldn't even squeeze out a smile.

And he has been bending his body, trying to reduce his sense of existence in the living cabin.

Well, he failed at that too.Before that, Allen didn't think there was any problem with Raymond's taller and slender figure than normal people, but now the problem has become a little obvious.After all, as soon as he entered the living cabin, the small room seemed extremely narrow, so narrow that Alan seemed to be able to touch Raymond face-to-face with just one turn around.

In other words, it is because Raymond has always been like a clingy puppy, trying to walk around behind Allen, that makes Allen feel his presence is so strong.

Raymond just failed to put a sticker on his body and wrote "Please, come and comfort me, I'm about to cry".

It didn't take long before Raymond seemed to notice Alan's vague indifference (Alan had to admit this, he hadn't figured out how to deal with such a Raymond), and Raymond suddenly became It became even more pitiful, he shrunk his shoulders more carefully, arched his back, and finally shrank cautiously in the corner of the entire living cabin, even the air that surrounded him seemed to be full of desolate coldness and gloom .

In Allen's view, the best way to deal with Raymond like this is to ignore him. After a few incidents with his pure brain, he will forget everything that happened in the corridor before. net.

But Allen still couldn't help it. He always looked in Raymond's direction from time to time during the action, and then he would collide with Raymond's gaze.

Another inadvertent, Raymond's eyes met Allen.

Allen could only see that Raymond's face suddenly turned pale.It seemed that Allen's gaze also had weight, which could make him breathless.

I don't know how long it took before Allen heard Raymond speak cautiously.

"Alan, I... I live with you again."

Immediately afterwards, he bit his lip again and raised his voice.

"I will protect you in the future, and I will never do anything else to you."

Obviously, Raymond really cared about the instruction that Rafael said casually before. Alan pressed his lips together to comfort him, but after he really spoke, he didn't know what he was doing. What to say, after all, the relationship between him and Raymond is really complicated, and this complexity is related to his own connivance and strange pity for Raymond.

Allen sighed.

"Have you moved everything over yet?"

Allen was like an ostrich, deciding not to think about his feelings for the current Raymond.

He asked, awkwardly changing the subject.

Not surprisingly, Raymond was distracted by him.

"Yes, it is……"

Raymond froze for a while before nodding, then he pointed cautiously to a small box beside the bed.

"That's my thing."

He said so.

Allen turned his head and looked at the small plastic box.His eyes widened in surprise when he realized that was Raymond's entire home.

Maybe it's because every time I go to Raymond's ward, I can see that Raymond is surrounded by countless expensive instruments and a large number of people who take care of him, so Alan didn't realize...

In fact, in the human military base of the Virgo, what Raymond owns is actually very little.

After all, for many people, Raymond Morecambe had died three years earlier.

His account has been cancelled, his dormitory has already been assigned to other people, and his military status has been put on the black list. In fact, when he was dragged off the ghost ship Black Stork that appeared inexplicably, He has nothing left.

He has no right to own anything, and even he himself has become a research object of the Earth Federation Government...

The female human military base was in trouble because of the Naga attack that day, and after Raymond became less important, those people couldn't wait to drive Raymond out of the ward.

He was really quick to get to Allen, because he didn't even have anything to pack—Raymond had surprisingly little belongings at all.

Allen reached out and picked up the light plastic box (this is the most common carry-on box uniformly distributed by military bases).

He opened the box, and what appeared in front of him was even less than he thought: two pieces of the most common standard underwear, two sets of uniform hospital gowns, and an antique paper book.

"Tianna human military base, owned by the Advanced Library. Please return this book in three days." The electronic note flashed red words on the back of the book.

Other than that, the box was empty.

Allen looked at Raymond's things in a daze, and seeing this scene, Raymond immediately came over.He followed Allen to look at his extremely simple little box.Allen turned his head and glanced at Raymond.

Raymond doesn't seem to care about his life being used and studied at all.At this moment, all he really cared about was Allen, and just standing with Allen was enough to make him feel elated and happy.

His cheeks were slightly red, and his attention seemed to be on his own psychology. In fact, his eyes flickered, and his eyes always drifted to Allen involuntarily.

This kind of Raymond made Allen feel an emotion that made him feel scared.

Distressed or... pity...

"Ellen..."

Raymond paid attention to Alan.

Sensing Alan's low breath, he seemed even more frightened.He stretched out a hand and gently grabbed the corner of Allen's clothes.

"Any questions?"

Allen looked back at Raymond, forcibly suppressing the surging emotions in his chest.

"I'm a little surprised at how little you have."

Allen pursed his lips, then explained to Raymond with a sigh

After a pause, he still didn't hold back, and asked Raymond.

"You...you should enjoy the treatment of a high-ranking officer. After all, you are the only survivor of the Dark Blade War. The military base should have given you a very high contribution. Why don't you make a contribution and buy something for yourself..."

damn it--

The moment Alan uttered these words, he felt like the kind of person he despised most before—a virtuous, gentle and family-friendly Omega.

But now that the words have been spoken, it is too late to regret.

Raymond looked at Allen in astonishment, his eyes showing a little bewilderment.

He shook his head, then said, "I don't want anything."

Immediately afterwards, he smiled sweetly again.

"As long as I can be with Allen, I don't need anything."

But then, he looked at Alan solemnly again, and said, "Is there anything Alan wants? I can give you all my contribution points!"

Although he seemed to be asking Alan, at the moment of speaking, Raymond had already opened his bracelet and called out his account. As he himself said, he tried to use all his credit points Transfer to Allen.

"Stop Raymond, I don't need it! I don't need your contribution points and I don't need your money, I just—"

It's just that my mind suddenly went crazy, and I couldn't help but care about your daily life.

Allen had a splitting headache, he gritted his teeth and said to Raymond, trying to stop the other party's actions.

As a result, before he had time to say any serious words, Raymond had already lowered his eyelashes and slowly shed a tear.

"But... I don't know what I'm going to do..."

he whispered.

"What do you do?"

"I don't know how to make up for what I did to you...to you."

At this moment, Raymond seemed unexpectedly mature.

It was as if he suddenly regained all sanity and became normal all at once.This startled Allen, and he looked at Raymond in shock.

As a result, the crying in Lei Meng's voice became thicker in the next second.

"That man said that I hit you before, did I... did I really do such a thing?"

Raymond raised his hand and looked at his palm with disgust.Allen caught a glimpse of his gaze and was startled.He even had an illusion, as if as long as he nodded himself and agreed with Raymond, Raymond would be able to raise the laser gun in the next second and blow off his hand directly.

Only then did Allen realize that Raymond was still thinking about what Rafael said in the corridor...

Oh, Raphael, you've really caused me a lot of trouble.

Allen sighed in his heart.

He thought about it for a while, and he could have found a topic at will, and then prevaricated Raymond, but after thinking for a long time, Allen suddenly felt that maybe... he didn't have to continue to escape.

Raymond could never remain as innocent and childish as he is now.In fact, after not seeing him for a week, Allen has already noticed that Raymond has become more mature than before, and even a lot more rational.

Maybe after a while Raymond will completely return to normal.

And what awaits him and Raymond at that time?

Allen's heart suddenly became heavy.

"You used to be a damned bastard."

Allen stared into Raymond's eyes, and then said word by word. .

"..."

Raymond's face turned pale for a moment, showing a look of despair.This once again made Allen feel soft-hearted, so he continued

"You married me to get revenge on me, and I think you must have used some improper means to make me your partner. You are an arrogant, stupid, and very violent Alpha... ...Maybe you loved me, in a very low and nasty way..."

Allen originally thought that talking about the past would make him feel extra painful, but this time, facing the man who brought him pain three years ago, Allen found that his mood had calmed down instead.

Had Raymond Morecambe really had no feelings for him?

Allen knew that wasn't the case.

As early as before Mr. Mason died, whenever he went to Mr. Mason's mansion to seek rare peace, Raymond Morecambe would bark at him like an annoying teddy dog Yelling, quarrelling, seemed to really dislike him.

However, while always making some ridiculous threats and insults, Raymond, who was still very young at the time, stayed by his side all the time.

Raymond is always secretly watching everything about Allen.

He collected Alan's information, whether it was good or bad, to some extent, even those insults were actually because... He longed for Alan's attention that belonged to Omega.

But Allen is a crippled Omega.

The defect of the information gland made him completely unable to perceive Raymond's pheromone, and completely unable to understand his childish feelings like a kindergarten child.

This has kept the relationship between Allen and Raymond in an oddly tense state, and while Mason has tried hard to reconcile their relationship, things will only get worse once Mason shows up. .

"My son is a fool, but he does love you."

Perhaps Mason had said this to Allen after getting drunk.

At that time, Alan never cared about Raymond's feelings.At that time, Allen was still a "sea monster", and there were too many people around him, some with ulterior motives, some sincere, some coveted his appearance, and some wanted more benefits...just dealing with those people Allen has been exhausted, and he really doesn't have the extra energy to deal with a teenager who always confronts him with insults and arrogance.

Even if that boy is Mason's son.

It was after Alan was forced to marry Raymond that he really realized that Raymond was a sad person.

My own indifference to him and the uncertainty of pheromones made Raymond behave more and more like a raging wild dog.Raymond is different from Mason, he is not smart, except for a beautiful skin and an alpha gender, he has almost no outstanding features.

But at the same time, he is that genius, the son of Senator Mason whom everyone admires and loves.

So many years after Mason's death, certain forces have been trying to put him in a high position so as to restore the huge political legacy left by Mason. Childish and irritable, and he simply can't learn how to look at his life correctly.

Extreme depression and years of abnormal feelings made Raymond finally choose the worst way to get along with Alan.

The first time he attacked Allen, Raymond seemed extremely remorseful and painful. He knelt in front of Allen and almost pierced his palm with a knife.

That was the first time in so many years that Raymond showed such a weak appearance in front of Allen.

Until now, Allen still remembers his shock and bewilderment at that time.

"You said...you said you were sorry. You promised that you would never do this kind of thing again..."

Alan stared into Raymond's silver-gray eyes and murmured.

Strange, he thought.

Obviously Raymond is right in front of him, but he always has the feeling of speaking to the ghost of the past—as if the Raymond in front of him is completely unrelated to the person in his memory.

Raymond's face became paler and paler, but Allen still didn't stop, and he continued.

"But soon you broke your oath..."

When Raymond couldn't control his emotions, he vented all his failures and annoyances on Allen.

It was a hell of a day.

That's true for Allen.The same goes for Raymond Morecambe.

He seemed to be completely caught in the endless cycle of impulsive action and then self-repentance.

"Actually, I have always known that you were in great pain at that time. If I was really good for you... I mean, for the lives of both you and me. I should leave your side instead of staying in your By my side, let you become that disgusting look... But I was not normal at the time, I thought I might have gone crazy, I always felt that those hands you moved to me were my atonement."

Atonement for the death of Mr. Mason.

"Ellen..."

At some point, Raymond approached Allen.

He stretched out his hand and carefully wiped a little moisture from the corners of Allen's eyes. It wasn't until this moment that Allen realized that he had shed tears unconsciously.

"Alan, this kind of thing won't happen again in the future. The old Raymond Morecambe is dead long ago. Now, the me in front of you is no longer the man I used to be."

Raymond was pale and trembling, but his expression was extremely serious.

He said this to Allen.

When he spoke seriously, the innocence of his damaged mind no longer appeared in him.

He seemed to have matured...become normal.But even so, he still didn't show any aura that made Allen feel threatened.

"...don't go back to being the old bastard again, okay?"

Allen said to Raymond.

Raymond's eyes trembled slightly, and then he nodded seriously.

"I can swear to you, no."

Raymond said softly.

But where Allen couldn't see, what flashed in his eyes was the darkness like a devil...

really weird.

A place in his heart became extremely sour and tingling, as if an invisible hand was tearing at his heart. This feeling had never been felt before.

As the emperor of the Naga people, Emperor Bai was even a little confused as to why he had such painful emotions.

"Raymond...you look terrible."

Allen can be regarded as having untied the knot in his heart to some extent. After telling everything about the past, he quickly noticed the strangeness of Raymond at this time.

He couldn't help frowning.

Raymond suddenly showed a faint smile, and he blinked at Allen.

"It's nothing...I just...I just found out that I was a damn scum before, and I was in a bad mood."

Emperor Bai still acted pitifully in front of Allen according to the plan.

But only he himself knows how much pain is in his core.

At this moment, somewhere in the Tianmao human military base, the workers who have been working hard to repair the damaged part of the base suddenly let out a scream.

"Why is the acidity of the decompression fluid so high? Is there something wrong with the ingredients? Damn it, this thing is about to corrode my metal arm!"

A green liquid that smelled like sulfuric acid sprayed out of the soft pipe without warning. After the soldier operated, a robot quickly turned to the side and avoided the acid attack. .However, there were still obvious signs of rust on the metal parts that were splashed with acid.

The bodies of Naga people can always quickly reflect their inner state.

But Emperor Bai's mood at this time was as if he had been soaked in acid. .

In fact, everything was planned by Emperor Bai: to demonstrate in front of Rafael, to pretend to be pitiful in front of Alan, so as to break Alan's heart knot for so many years...

Everything went well too.The White Emperor could already feel that Alan's attitude towards him had softened a lot, and that man seemed ready to accept "Raymond".

Oh, take "Raymond".

Allen actually decided to forgive the man.

Emperor Bai could feel an unbearable hatred burning his soul.

This strange feeling was going to drive Emperor Bai crazy, even calling the name "Raymond" at this time would make him feel painful.

[My name is not Raymond, I am not that low-level male animal——]

Emperor Bai was perplexed by the sudden surge of emotion in his heart.

As a Naga, the reason why the White Emperor can live until now is purely because all the Naga are absolute realists.

To be able to reach the final destination, as long as it can be achieved smoothly, it doesn't matter what method is used.And the White Emperor is now completely following the Naga code of conduct.He got close to Alan, he gained Alan's trust, and he even got Alan's love... Everything is so perfect, if Emperor Bai's plan does not go wrong, soon, He will be "Raymond" De" identity and Allen have a perfect and happy life again.

The two of them will be back together and never be separated again.

Isn't this... the perfect plan?

But why did He still feel such pain?

The White Emperor even had a strange delusion. He hoped that Alan could call his real name. He hoped that Alan could see his real self...not the strange, ugly, inferior male alpha body he now possesses. .

This emotion is so strong that every time Alan shows a little more affection, the pain in the Emperor Bai's heart will become deeper and deeper.

He is so happy yet so painful, he is glad that he is one step closer to Allen, and hates his current skin so much.

He even hates himself...

Why Raymond.

Why...not Himself.