[Comprehensive] Goat Song

Aiya Zhongyuan was sullen in her heart, but the one who caused the trouble didn't have the slightest intention of introspection.The slender young man crawled onto the grass, lying on the ground with his upper body frustrated, his buttocks raised high, looking like a big beige dog that had been hiding in its front paws.

But if he said that directly to Osamu Dazai, who hates dogs, he would probably laugh, and then draw out a casual "Eh—"Then at this time, his ex-partner would be offended by his tone of beating, and choose between scolding him or scolding while fighting, and then choose the latter.

But now there is no Zhongyuan Chuya here, only a small Zhongyuan Aiya.She didn't think there was anything wrong with the other party's posture, and even thought it was a little funny.

"I thought it was a beautiful woman who saved me, and then a happy love story would unfold, but it turned out to be a cute little lady..." As he said, Osamu Dazai turned over and lay on his back on the grass.The wet clothes clung to him tightly, and even the bandages that had been wrapped around his body fell apart.If there are a few more rolls, Nakahara Aiya can confidently say that the bandage around his neck will wrap around his neck.

"What are you doing?" Ignoring the young man's words as if he was entertaining himself, Aiya hugged her knees, squatted down and looked at him.The bright pink piggy mask with a goofy face doesn't look too cute, it's even a little funny.I don't know how the other party boasted.

"Hmm... I'm working?" Osamu Dazai didn't seem to believe it when he said this, "Although it's not very good for children's education. But I'm in the water."

"Entering the water is not a job, it's an escape from work." Correcting the other party's words solemnly, Aiya Zhongyuan suddenly felt that she had developed a strong interest in this person. "I'll be scolded by my boss."

"Yeah...it's so annoying, and it will call people and arrange people to go to work in a far away place."

"Will wages be deducted?"

"The working hours will be extended, and there is no money."

"Shouldn't you resign from this kind of job?"

Two iris-haired people, one big and one small, squatted by the river and started talking about resignation.In the end, the boy was quite happy and exchanged names with him.

"My name is Shuji Tsushima, do you know how to write it?" After speaking, he wrote the name in the air with his fingers.

"I said, what's the name of the young lady?"

In silence, Osamu Dazai lowered his head, looked at the only pair of eyes of the girl looking up at him and said so.

His voice was so soft that even Aiya Nakahara, who was sitting half a meter away from him, couldn't quite hear what he was saying.But she could see his expression clearly.

When the boy said this, there was no light in those clear iris eyes.Just being watched by him, she felt a chill spread from behind.But the girl was not afraid of this feeling, and even raised the corners of her lips subconsciously under the dark eyes.

The little sheep raised by Nana Sawada tenderly bent her eyes as if she had regained the trembling feeling in her bones. Those blue eyes faithfully expressed her happiness to the boy.

The negative aura pervading from the young man seemed to have poked some kind of switch on her body, making her unable to restrain herself from joy.

How much do girls love negative emotions? ——I liked it so much that I smiled excitedly when the man in the amusement park committed suicide.This kind of happiness is different from the feeling of being wrapped in tenderness, it is the joy that makes her heart beat faster, which makes her feel the reality of being alive.

This 'Central Plains Aya' cannot be taken away by others.After watching the surveillance video, Mori Ogai said the same to Nakahara Naka that day.She must be in your hands.

Even if she didn't realize that deep down in Aiya Nakahara's heart, she had a somewhat twisted obsession with being a "human being".But Mori Ogai knew that if she didn't teach her well, one day she would go to a darker and more vicious place, playing with the mud with her immature hooves like a naive lamb.Open your arms with a smiling face that can contain all the darkness, embrace all the evils of greedy people into your arms and melt into your soul, and then become a bomb that will endanger Yokohama.

As for killing her now?No kidding, until this bomb goes off, she's a very useful item to use.A steady profit without loss is not even a gambling. As long as the sheep's collar is still tied in the hands of Zhongyuan Zhongye, she is just a sheep.

At this time, the sheep was sitting obediently in front of Osamu Dazai.It looked up like a small animal waiting to be fed, and its neck was so fragile that a palm could be crushed.

"Are you going to kill me too?" Nakahara Aiya asked. "Do you want me too?"

"...Kill you?" Dazai Osamu repeated this sentence, then stood up with a sneer and patted his wrinkled and sour clothes from soaking in the river for a long time. "If I kill the child, I guess I'll have to work without pay for a long time—still in Vengley's territory."

"Oh? Don't you want to kill? Don't want to? It doesn't matter, come and tell me."

"Miss, you are committing suicide with your wonderful life."

"People who commit suicide have no way to say that other people's suicide is not good, and I will not die." In Dazai Osamu's eyes, the girl who was talking to him seriously opened her smiling eyes, and corrected his words very seriously. She even reached out to touch him. "Black Mist won't die until I'm full, and I won't die until I'm satisfied."

Before becoming a perfect "human being" and getting more love and recognition, the belly of [Song of the Goat] will always be empty, and no matter how many people fill it in, the screams of people will not be satisfied.

However, just before her hand touched Dazai Osamu, Sawada Tsunayoshi's voice brought her back to reality.She stopped suddenly as if she had just discovered her movements, and then buried her arms in her knees with a pale face.

No, no, it can't be like this.

Dad said, be obedient, be a good boy.The leader also said that only good children will be praised and only good children will be loved.

This kind of [happiness] is wrong, if I don't correct it, my father will be angry, and then he won't love me, and he won't love 'Central Plains Aiya'.

If I'm not "Aiya Nakahara Loved by Dad", then who am I?

with fear.The girl turned her back and ran towards the brown-haired boy above the grass, then obediently hugged his waist and hid in his immature but big enough embrace.

"Eh?? Aiya, what's the matter with you? Did that person bully you??" Tsunayoshi Sawada, who didn't see who the other party was, probably couldn't recognize him for a while, simply thought he was bullying a child.So he was in a hurry to comfort Aiya. "You tell me, I will help you."

"Didn't bully me..."

Osamu Dazai has no interest in standing here and watching the performance of other people's happiness.He hummed a song and put his hands in his pockets. Fortunately, there were still a few wet banknotes left in his pockets today, enough for him to change clothes and eat a meal.

Although starving to death is also death, the pain before that was too uncomfortable, so he didn't want to experience it again.And when he tried this method for the first time, he spent two extra days in the hospital bed because the black hat stand poured porridge directly into his mouth.Osamu Dazai himself didn't respond, but Nakahara Chu, who made his partner absent from work and worked two jobs by himself, was also furious.

By the way, the period when Osamu Dazai was working in the port mafia was the peak of suicide frequency.He tried so many methods that it made the entire port mafia hierarchy - except Mori O - feel bald.

Osamu Dazai, who was walking away slowly, was still thinking about whether he would have enough money to buy a can of crabmeat, but the violent voice of the young man behind him stopped his footsteps in place.He turned his head and looked at Lan Shou, who was tearing the little girl out of the arms of Peng Gele [-]th generation.

"Interesting" he said in a voice that only he could hear.

First of all, I have to get the information from a certain guy who took advantage of it, no... he deserves it.

Get the information of the individual "Central Plains Aiya".

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Osamu Dazai kept moving forward on his own death road, throwing black mud happily with Aiya and his daughter.In the future, Aiya will report on his inner vigilance, fearing that his trembling mouth will reveal the truth about her fondness for playing with mud. (However, Mori Ogai has already turned her upside down)

In fact, Aiya has a very low self-esteem in her heart, with a trace of lack of self-confidence.She felt that she would be loved for many reasons, but none of those reasons were for herself.

She couldn't think about it, so she closed herself x

But on the surface, it didn't seem like a big deal, so I just held back.Just learn from Dazai and Jiuye, hold it back, hold it back, and carry it by yourself.