[Comprehensive] Goat Song

Aiya Nakahara wanted to capture the leader of the "mouse", so she captured Osamu Dazai before that.The girl tugged at the hem of the man's white windbreaker, causing Osamu Dazai to stagger in the ruins several times and almost fell down, then rubbed his face against the rough stones.

"What you get from Zhongye is love, but what you get here is torture...Ah, I just found out today that Aiya has such a big resentment towards my face."

Osamu Dazai was changing his clothes behind the collapsed stone wall of Kaisai. He took off his suit and threw it on the ground casually. Because the ground was full of dust, you don’t need to look to know how dirty the place where the white cloth touches the ground will be. .Different from this piece of clothing that was placed indiscriminately, the clothes that Osamu Dazai wore at the beginning were properly kept, not even a few grains of dust fell on them.

Aiya Nakahara ignored Dazai Osamu's jokes across the wall. She leaned against the wall with her hands behind her back and looked at the shards of stained glass scattered on the ground.Most of the stained glass windows that were originally used to decorate the remains were shattered in the battle just now, and they looked worse than rubbish when they fell on the ground, but the girl liked them a lot.

I don't know if everyone likes to use stained glass to decorate the house like a church, as if everything I do is under the watchful eye of God, and it is a martyrdom to God.In the girl's heart, although the glass window of the scorpion is not as beautiful as the long corridor in the headquarters, it always reminds her of it.

As a result, Nakahara Nakaya carried her through the long corridor in her mind, and she also remembered that she ran there again and again and threw herself into her father's arms.

It couldn't be more beautiful.

It turns out that the four years are so long, so long that Aiya Zhongyuan can hardly remember the years when she was still with the "Mother God"; it turns out that the four years are so short, as short as the ignorant and fragile self who was just born It's all the same as yesterday.

Aiya Nakahara thought so, so she laughed so softly.

"So happy? Dad is so sad." Osamu Dazai said something insincere, and came out from behind the wall.After he peeled off the white shell, he put himself into the sand-colored packing bag. This suit was not as high-end as the suit, but it looked the most suitable for him.

The iris-colored man seemed to want to pull Aiya Nakahara's hair with his fingers, but the girl was not wearing a collar.He was worried that Chuya Nakahara would be sent to the ICU if he accidentally made the girl bald, so he didn't do that.

"That's what Chuya said, fire and theft and 'me', well done." Osamu Dazai raised his hands in a gesture of surrender in a gesture of surrender. "Let's go, let's catch mice."

"You can touch it as you like." Nakahara Aiya tilted her head and looked into the man's eyes. "Really, it's okay to touch it."

Without waiting for Osamu Dazai to react, the girl opened her arms first, and stuck herself on Osamu Dazai's body like a piece of sweet brown candy.It stands to reason that this level of contact should cause Nakahara Aiya's body to crack like bark, and then turn into a piece of red-hot charcoal and collapse completely.But at this moment, the girl was lying securely in Osamu Dazai's arms, gently arching his chest with her forehead.

The man who was stuffed with a whole Zhongyuan Aiya in his arms grabbed her by the collar and pulled it out twice, but the girl was unmoved at all, and even increased the strength of her arms with a strong sense of revenge.

Even though she is still young, years of gymnastics training is not useless. With her arms around her waist so fiercely, even Osamu Dazai, who has excellent resistance to beatings, feels a little nauseous.

"I fully understand your changes, and I'm going to spit on your head."

Hearing this, Aiya Nakahara immediately relaxed her arms and took two steps back, her face full of innocence, as if she wasn't the one who murdered Osamu Dazai just now.

"My state is very similar to that grown-up's, with a high energy density," the girl arched her arms, showing off the tiny muscles on her arms in a decent manner. "Although [Song of the Goat] is still restrained by [Disqualification in the World], Aiya Nakahara is stronger than you, father."

"[Puppet's Adventures] collapsed."

"Well, it collapsed, because the contents were too strong, so the shell was burst."

The father and daughter chatted softly, while climbing up the crumbling stairs of Kaisai, the sound of fighting came from the square outside the building.Aiya Nakahara thought that she had to find the devil first before the battle stopped.

"That's right, because you've become stronger, so you have to catch mice. Your goal is too strong."

"Target... This father can't say anything about me. Didn't you have a big goal when you ran to Kaisai? Mr. Uncertainty in the script." Aiya Zhongyuan turned around and looked at the one who was crawling slower than her. Osamu Dazai. "You also want to get rid of the devil as soon as possible, right?"

"Of course, I don't have a special hobby of fighting wits with 'myself'." Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders, "It's the most convenient to kill, but who knows what aftereffects he will have after he dies. It's fine to lock him up, but What's the use of being locked up, even the Ability Secret Service Division is a bunch of waste in this regard."

"Look, isn't the most convenient cage right here." Aiya Nakahara turned around pointingly, and shook her index finger twice. "Can't escape, can't communicate, can't die...my shadow is the best cage, right."

Before the words fell, the black mist that surrounded the ruins rose from the ground. They shrouded the ruins in a semicircular cover. Although it is not impossible to see everything, the vision is still more blurred some.

"Of course I know the convenience of black goat cubs."

"Then do you know that the Aiya standing here is no longer your daughter." The girl looked at Osamu Dazai, her eyes relaxed on the ground, as if a speck of dust was more interesting than the man's answer. "What is related to you is the exorcism shell brought to me by [Puppet's Adventures], but it has been broken like glass."

Osamu Dazai was not silent for long, in fact, he laughed twice instead.

"Is there a difference?" the man said, "Anyway, in the heart of that guy in Zhongya, you are his daughter as a fake, and it is enough for me to think so."

Aiya Nakahara blinked her eyes twice, then turned her head helplessly to Osamu Dazai with a relaxed face.This man's tone is more indifferent than open-minded, but it's not completely impersonal, so the intuitive feeling of it sounds really complicated.

"Anyway, it's enough for you to believe so firmly." The girl sighed and continued to walk up the stairs. "As long as you all believe in this, I will grow up according to your 'wish'. Although I am not your daughter now, after a year or two, my body will be filled with your blood and genes again."

"Even if it becomes a human soul, my 'black goat cub' is of this origin."

"It's hard work to be responsive."

"Fortunately, I only responded to the wishes of Dad and you, and the burden was relieved a lot. Although I am still worried, my head is almost bald."

Although she said such words, Nakahara Aiya's mood was actually very relaxed.

Where in the Central Plains is there any wish that will be entrusted to Central Plains Aiya?In his heart, this equally inhuman girl is just his daughter, but there are some elements of Osamu Dazai added to it.What he wants will always be achieved with his own hands, and Aiya Zhongyuan only needs to grow freely.

And what about Dazai?What about him? ...Don't be kidding, this man is very sober and very rational, even if he can clearly realize all the truth of Zhongyuan Aiya, so what?For him, it is already very interesting to let the flow take its course and watch Zhong Yuan Zhong also suffer from educating future generations.

The man who once wandered in the dark has a home, a home that he can subconsciously think of and say "I want to go home" in a moment of confusion.In this happiness that made his internal organs shrink and fear all the time, he already felt a kind of satisfaction.

This world is beautiful, those flowers, those rains, even death is beautiful, it is a process that human beings must go through.Osamu Dazai clearly knew that every leaf and wild grass were transparent and beautiful.

He once dreamed of going to hell with someone with all his enthusiasm before losing these good things.But now he has a little bit of courage, which makes the man want to live in embarrassment, until the moment when the world doesn't need him, and then fall asleep exhausted and satisfied and never wake up again.

Osamu Dazai stopped on the stairs, while the girl climbed up to the room at the top of the Kaisai. In her cobalt blue eyes, a pale demon could be seen.Fyodor D was sitting on a high chair, beating time with his hands and humming in a low voice without a particular tune.His white cloak lay on the dusty floor, but the man didn't care.

"Good evening, Mr. Dostoevsky." As she said, Aiya Nakahara pinched the non-existent skirt with both hands, and bowed gracefully and properly to the other party with her feet wrong.Her iris-colored, lingering long hair slipped from her shoulders and hung down on her chest, as docile as a few bunches of water plants in the sea.

"Wait a minute, the song is coming to an end," Fyodor D said with a smile on his face, his brightly colored eyes narrowed, and he waved his fingers like a conductor, as if directing the music outside the window. Like a fierce battle.These movements, combined with his height as a Russian, and his face, which can be said to be handsome and handsome, made him look cute in contrast.

Aiya Nakahara stood up straight and walked to his side.

"Do you regret it, Mr. Dostoevsky?"

"Regret? Why?" The expression on the man's face was blank. He seemed to really not understand why the girl would ask this question. "Ah, but there are still regrets."

"I thought that the black goat cub would bring about some drastic changes, but it's a pity that you haven't done anything since you were born."

"Yes, but I have seen a world, that world of eternal night is dark and hopeless, fragile human beings believe in evil gods in disguise, and sober people are constantly living in the empty window of self-questioning death and annihilation inside."

Aiya Nakahara told Fyodor about the world of [Shabu] in a storytelling tone.

"Do you like this world?"

"It sounds like I don't like it either. It's a pity. It seems that this option is useless from the beginning." Saying this, the man with the lop-eared rabbit hat turned around and looked at Aiya Zhongyuan. "Then your sudden strength is also because of this, because you got something from another you."

"Ah, although my father looks handsome when he sees through everything, it's annoying for other people to look like this... Just ignore my complaints, um, that's right."

"Then, let me introduce myself a little bit." The girl curled the hair hanging on her chest with her fingers, while the black mist that enveloped the ruins and turned the ruins into a cage shrank back.They poured into the crumbling building and turned into a large strand of black lines, connecting the shadows of Fyodor and Nakahara Aiya together.

"It's a rough eating, black goat. You eat me, and then what? What about the other enemies?"

"It's not a black goat, Mr. Fyodor Dostoyevs." Nakahara Aiya said the man's awkward name, and then embraced him with open arms.But at this moment, there was no honey, no love in her arms, only a bottomless abyss, and this embrace accelerated the speed at which Fyodor sank into it. "I am Aiya Nakahara, the daughter of Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how many enemies there are. Those who cannot be killed will be swallowed, those who cannot be locked up will be swallowed, those who will hinder the peace and stability of this city, and those who will hinder the birth of love... Swallow them all alright."

"Anyway, I'm an anomalous—monster."

The monster spoke human-like words and dragged the smiling, unafraid man into the shadows.She does inhuman things, she speaks inhuman words, she was born from an inhuman origin, she is a monster, but she is also an ordinary human being.

Life is still going on, and Aiya Nakahara's life as a human being is far from over.

But stop, this long and short journey from ignorance to sobriety... let it end here.

The author has something to say:

[Like a wild dog] will not end, because Aiya's life is still long.But [Song of the Goat] came to the end, and the main text also drew a terminator here.

Along the way, every comment from everyone is like encouragement, which gives me a lot of strength to go on.When I was writing this book, because of my physical and psychological reasons, I also had pigeons several times. I also had a period of crazy Calvin, crazy dislike and doubt about myself. After finishing a chapter, I was beaten back and rewritten by myself The usual hahaha.Behind Aiya's story, for me, also hides the story of my own adventure that I know myself alone. www

It was great to fall in love with them, it was great to write this story.Although I know that my ability is still very weak, and there are many problems in many aspects, but at this time, I can actually think of working harder in the future and doing better than now

I am really grateful to everyone along the way, I love you, mua~!

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!