Daily Notes of a Taoist Couple

He Lianjue shook his head, took Bei Le's hand, and continued to write: I have never admitted that I am the son of Ximen Cangmo, and I have never admitted that I have loved Lin Yuxi, Ximen Qing, promise me one thing.

Belle relieved the depression in his heart and said, "Speak, you speak, I'll listen."

He Lianjue wrote: I never hated my mother, she loves me very much, I know, when I die, let my mother take my ashes away.

Belle shook his head and said, "Don't talk nonsense...you won't die."

He Lianjue continued to write: I can't live. I have never been afraid of birth, old age, sickness and death. What I am afraid of is that no one will believe me.

Bei Le felt that his eyes were sore and unbearable. He Lianjue had been living in other people's calculations all his life. Although he knew the truth, he never said a word.

He Lianjue wrote: Only you trust me, so I like you.

Bei Le held He Lianjue's hand, not knowing how to express his sadness.

"He Lianjue, don't say it, don't say it."

He Lianjue stopped talking and let Bei Le bury his face in his palm.

Finally, He Lianjue wrote to Bei Le: I am Gu Xicheng.

Bei Le pursed her lips, and now she realized that He Lianjue was Gu Xicheng.

He should have thought about it before, when Gu Fengyu gave him a dream, the only person who was in danger was He Lianjue, because he was unresponsive.

He Lianjue is a few years older than he should be now, that is to say, he is older than Ximen Qing.

When Gu Fengyu married another man, he already had Gu Xicheng. The reason why Gu Fengyu didn't want to be with Ximen Cangmo was because of reality. He was born to marry that man, but Ximen Cangmo But at this time, he came out and broke his virginity, and the husband and wife were dewed overnight. Unexpectedly, he was pregnant with Gu Xicheng in just one night.

In order not to expose the matter, Gu Fengyu married the designated fiancé not long after, but he never thought that just after giving birth to Gu Xicheng Ximen Cangmo, that man would be wiped out. The baby, who was still in his infancy, became a monk.

From then on, the father and son lived in the bamboo hut of Leiyin Temple. Later, on March [-]rd, Leiyin Temple was opened to the public until the tenth day of March. The emperor brought the queen to Leiyin Temple to pray for blessings. They also came with their family members, including He Liancheng. He Liancheng was still the secretary of the household department at that time, and he was not demoted home. Xu Ying, as He Liancheng's main wife, went with He Liancheng to pray for blessings, and passed by the bamboo forest in boredom. When the hut saw He Lianjue who was still a baby, Xu Ying didn't know what she was thinking at the time, she only knew that when she saw Gu Xicheng, she was moved by those big black eyes, and Xu Ying was also pregnant at the time , who is about five months old, with a slightly bulging belly, but it has not yet reached the point where he has limited mobility.

Taking advantage of Gu Fengyu's going to attend the Fa Conference, Xu Ying stole Gu Xicheng away. When Gu Fengyu went back, there was only the longevity lock with "Gu Xicheng" engraved on it, and nothing else.

Xu Ying took He Lianjue away and raised her at her mother's house. She thought about waiting for her child to be born before going back to He Liancheng's side and said that she had given birth to a pair of twins, but what she didn't expect was that her first child was a girl, or a girl. A paralyzed child, in a dynasty where men were superior to women, women's status was so deplorable, and mothers were more expensive than their children, Xu Ying immediately decided to abandon her daughter and throw it to her natal family, and brought He Lianjue back to He Liancheng, and waited until she returned to her. When He Liancheng was around, He Liancheng had already married a concubine, and they all thought that Xu Ying was dead and would never come back.

After Qiqi, I will prepare to straighten Li Guihua, the side room.

Who knows, half a year later, Xu Ying appeared with the child in her arms. From then on, Xu Ying was no longer favored, so that she was kicked out of Helian Villa with He Lianjue. He Liancheng's heart and soul.

But Xu Yingsheng's girl also died of illness not long after, and was never rescued.

Thinking about it now, all the things in the past were caused by herself, but Xu Ying never regretted her actions. She really liked the child Jue'er very much. The child Jue'er was very obedient and sensible.

Jue'er brought her a lot of joy and the joy of being a mother. She treated Jue'er as her own child, but later Gu Fengyu asked someone to find the whereabouts of Jue'er. For a while, she was afraid that Jue'er would be taken away. Hired someone to kill Gu Fengyu, creating the illusion that Gu Fengyu committed suicide.

She thought that if she killed Gu Feng Yujue'er, she wouldn't leave him. Didn't she know that He Lianjue also had an evil relationship, Lin Yuxi.

Fate was too cruel to him, Xu Ying wanted to give He Lianjue all the love, but she couldn't protect him after all.

Close your eyes, and spend your whole life as if you were just looking at flowers on a horse, living a muddled, extremely ridiculous life, calculating and calculating, and you end up like this in the end.

He Lianjue was wounded by a heartless sword, Hua Wuzui said that he would not survive five days at most, during these five days, Bei Le stayed by He Lianjue's side.

Lin Yuxi has been kneeling outside He Lianjue's house for a long time, Bei Le went out as if he hadn't seen this person, and did what he should do.

He Lianguan finally woke up after being in a coma for a day. When he saw Bei Le, He Lianguan yelled wetly from the corner of his eyes: "Taotao..."

Belle smiled and said, "Are you awake?"

He Lianguan nodded and asked, "Where's Brother Jue?"

Belle said: "It's being raised, don't worry, just take care of yourself."

He Lianguan nodded, as if suddenly thinking of something, his eyes blurred with tears, he asked: "Where's my mother?"

Belle was silent for a while, and said, "We have buried her well."

He Lianguan closed his eyes, tears rolled down, and only said: "Thank you."

Bei Le didn't answer, and told Hua Wuzui: "No matter what, heal Helian Guan's leg."

Hua Wuzui said: "I will try my best."

Lin Yuxi had been kneeling outside He Lianjue's house for a day, and Xu Ying went to arrange He Lianjue's daily life without even looking at Lin Yuxi.

Seeing Xu Ying coming in, He Lianjue just wrote: It's so late, mother, don't be too busy, go to rest.

Xu Ying knelt at the head of He Lianjue's bed, tears rolled down one by one, she said, "I'm sorry, Jue'er..."

He Lianjue shook his head and reached out his hand to help Xu Ying, but he had more energy than he wanted, and suddenly coughed violently, even the cough was an unpleasant sound.

He Lianjue closed his eyes, and Bei Le rushed over when he heard the sound. He Lianjue suppressed the pain and wrote to Bei Le: Help my mother out, let her go to rest.

Bei Le helped Xu Ying up and said, "I'm here, Auntie, go and rest."

Xu Ying's eyes were red and swollen from crying, it could be seen that she was very reluctant to part with He Lianjue.

Xu Ying cried heart-rendingly as soon as she went out, Lin Yuxi looked at her, Xu Ying's heart ached.

When Xu Ying went out, He Lianjue spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground.

Bei Le hugged He Lianjue in his arms and patted He Lianjue on the back. After He Lianjue vomited, there were tears in the corners of his eyes. He knew that his time was numbered, even though Hua Wuzui tried his best to save him , After all, there is no improvement.

He wrote to Belle: Helian Villa is my greatest wish. My dream starts here and ends here. Ximenqing, promise me that after I die, help me revive Helian Villa, and put my banner on it. Those who followed me in the past are back.

Belle pursed her lips and said, "Okay."

He Lianjue's expression was very calm, and he wrote: "Let Lin Yuxi go."

Belle said, "Okay."

Bei Le went out, Lin Yuxi looked at him, his eyes were red, Bei Le said: "You go, he doesn't want to see anyone now."

Lin Yuxi's tears rolled down, he knelt stubbornly and said, "I don't ask Jue'er to forgive me, I just ask...to be with him."

Bei Le smiled wryly: "Did you ever think about it when you pulled out his tongue and broke his leg bones? How can you do it, let alone someone you love, even if you have nothing to do with him, you don't need to treat him like that? If you torture him so much, he might as well be dead. "

Lin Yuxi pursed her lips and said nothing.

"Things happened. I never wanted to find the truth. I just blindly believed that what I saw was the truth. Now I regret it? It's too late... You go, I don't want to see you, don't say that He Lianjue is my Ximen Even if Qing's elder brother is just an ordinary friend, I hate being tortured like this."