Daily Notes of a Taoist Couple

Bei Le stood up stubbornly and raised his head, not letting his disappointing tears fall. He never thought about crying, but his lacrimal glands were stimulated by this person.

Get up and go out, looking at the sky full of snow, since Ziyin left, he no longer has that heart-piercing feeling, at this moment his chest is so oppressive that he can't breathe.

Is Ziyin just a dream of his own?And now that he wakes up from the dream, Ziyin is gone?

Why did this person have the same appearance as Xu Qing but said something that made him uncomfortable?

Who is he?

Bei Le didn't think about it anymore, yes, there is no Xu Qing in this world, the Xu Qing who would go with him even if he knew he would die, the Xu Qing who wanted to protect him even if he was broken to pieces, is gone. ...

And the person beside him now was never Xu Qing.

Di Heng came out from behind and stood silently beside Bei Le, with snowflakes swirling around his body, covering the shoulders and hair of the two of them, Bei Le said calmly, "Let's go."

Di Heng replied very calmly: "You promise me, if you don't cry, I will leave."

The corners of Bei Le's lips curled up coldly, and he sneered: "You underestimate me too much. Since my Ziyin died, I no longer know what it is to cry, nor what tears are like."

Di Heng nodded knowingly, and said, "That's good."

Belle gave a "hmm" and said, "Let's go."

Diheng said, "Okay."

But after a while, Bei Le turned around, Di Heng was still there, Bei Le's eyes were a little red, and he asked Di Heng: "Why don't you go?"

Di Heng turned his head and looked at Bei Le's eyes. His eyes were still clear, but they were full of pain at the moment. He turned around and pressed Bei Le's shoulder, and said something that Bei Le couldn't understand: "I know that when you really wake up When you come here, you will definitely not listen to me carefully, so listen to me now, I will still say that, if you must die, I will die with you, because I didn’t understand your mind before You have suffered a lot..."

Having said that, Di Heng closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

I did one thing wrong, which caused Bai Wuji's soul to disperse and he has only been able to reunite until now.

Searching for his soul for more than 1000 years, he did not hesitate to lose half of his life span to recall the main soul through time and space, leading him to merge with the other three souls, and the remaining remnant souls returned to his body through the soul-eating banner, just to repay the innocence. Avoid love forever.

Knowing that Bai Wuji's main soul was no longer in this world, Di Heng was in despair. He visited all over Kyushu, and he did not hesitate to sign a contract with the God of Time and Space. complain.

The God of Time and Space is the existence that dominates time and space. He can control both the past and the future. He has many disciples, and they can use their consciousness to control the people under control.

The God of Time and Space is beyond the six realms and is not among the five elements. The condition he exchanged with Diheng was: When Bai Wuji is truly reborn and returns, you must sacrifice for the god. Ximen Qing dies, Bai Wuji returns, and Ziwei The emperor died.

At that time, Xu Qing was still a monk in the human world, so he didn't understand what the phrase Ziwei Great Die meant.

But he knows what it means to sacrifice. After offering sacrifices willingly, the sacrificed person, god, demon, etc. will get ten times the power of this person.

The God of Time and Space took a fancy to Diheng's considerable cultivation.

Xu Qing agreed without hesitation, even if he exchanged his own life for his, he shouldn't hesitate.

Later, after he returned to the throne, he didn't know what the God of Time and Space meant when he said that Emperor Ziwei died.

Di Heng would be satisfied if he could get his life in exchange.

Bai Wuji, Diheng really never thought about the possibility of being with you before, because Diheng's responsibilities are too great, and he is not allowed to do willful things. When he was a monk in the human world, although it was my responsibility to protect Kyushu Responsibility, but I would rather abandon Kyushu to protect you, enough to show that you have accidentally taken Diheng's heart away.

Now Di Heng understands it in his heart, but he can't explain it clearly. When you really recover your memory, Di Heng is just the son of your enemy who helped the emperor to abuse you.

I'll tell you everything I can't say in the future.

"In the past, I didn't understand the so-called love and hatred, and the so-called mentality of holding hands and growing old together. Before, I only knew to live alone, as if it was my responsibility to protect the six realms. Living for me is to benefit the common people, I have no hope in my heart, but now and in the future I..."

Di Heng paused, his eyes were clear, and he continued: "But now I have ridiculous hopes in my heart, and I also want to stay alone forever, and I also start to envy those couples who have been growing old forever, hand in hand for a lifetime. Drowning into the loess, seeing all kinds of life together, I feel that I have lived... The journey in the world is simply not enough for me..."

He still remembered that Gu Jue, the Greedy Wolf Star Monarch, asked him after his calamity period expired, did the Emperor think it was enough?

Di Heng's answer was that it was not enough.

It's not enough, after you really have a person in your heart, you will feel how boring and lonely it is to live alone in the days to come.

"I don't think it's enough. I don't care about the status of authority. What I want is that after the bustle is over, my beloved will hold a cup of hot tea and sit with me in Ziwei Yuan, sipping tea and playing chess. , talking freely, but even this little wish... I can't make it come true..."

When Di Heng said this, he didn't know if Bai Wuji, who was Ximen Qing, could understand him now, he just wanted to tell him all his thoughts.

He never thought of telling this person his thoughts before, because he felt that it would be useless to talk about it. He and Bai Wuji had such a bad relationship, and one of them must have a bad end.

Bai Wuji hated him, let him hate him.

But...he couldn't bear Bai Wuji to hate him, because he didn't have much time.

Thinking of this, Di Heng twitched the corners of his lips mockingly, with a bitter smile. He stared hard at Bei Le's eyes and asked Bei Le, "Why didn't you react at all?"

Bei Le looked at Di Heng's face and felt a tingle in his heart, he said: "I know you are not talking to me when you say these words, and I can't answer you, what you have been looking for is Bai Wuji, right? It's not me..."

Di Heng: "..." With a sigh, he let go of Bei Le and said, "Forget it, you will always remember."

Bei Le ignored Di Heng, went into the cave without knowing it, and fell asleep under the warmth of the fire in the cave without knowing it.

When he woke up, Di Heng was gone, leaving no residual warmth, Bei Le couldn't find Di Heng after groping for a long time, and sat up in a trance, the night was cold and there was no one around.

Bei Le got up quickly, ran out, and called "Ziyin" several times, but there was nothing in the extreme north except for the north wind blowing snowflakes.

Belle's eyes were moist unconsciously, and as he looked at the night, tears finally fell from the corners of his eyes.

"I let you go, but you really left... don't know how much I miss you, even if you love Bai Wuji and not me... I want to see you by my side, but you just leave... ..."

Belle desperately called Mr. System.

Mr. System went online on time, and Belle said, "I've made up my mind. I'm going to commit suicide. I don't want to be controlled by you anymore. Let's get together and let each other go."

The system gentleman said: "Not yet, if you can't complete my mission, you will have to travel with me through the worlds and suffer hardships. You can choose by yourself."

Belle said: "The person I love suddenly appears and disappears. I want to take a good look at him but he can't. What do you think you can do? What can I do with you? Why can others wear books so NB, Goldfinger They're all so rough, I'm so aggrieved, falling in love with someone is being given away as a shadow, did I fucking fuck someone's old sow?"

The system gentleman said: "There is no way, you are set up like this, and I am also very desperate. I really can only help you with this. You don't know how annoying my big boss is. Originally, Ximenqing can still do it." Live a few more days, but now he can't wait for great power, so die as soon as you can."

Belle: "...What do you mean? What power? Who is your big boss?"

The system gentleman said: "Oh, my big boss is a god who can reverse time and space. Basically, there is no world that he cannot reach, no power that he cannot obtain, and nothing that he cannot do! We all serve him, Believe in me, believe in the God of Time and Space, and you will have eternal life..."