Daily Notes of a Taoist Couple

However, he was not happy.

Obviously the big revenge has been avenged, so I can feel at ease, but why is my heart unhappy?

Xuanyuan Ling didn't know that she died in a much more dignified way than he did. At least he left a whole body, but he didn't even have any bones.

Xuanyuanling smiled wryly, he will never forget that night, when the Qian family set fire to Xuanyuanling's courtyard, Xuanyuan Qinghe who came later clearly saw that he had been burned, but when he saw his mother, Xuanyuan Qinghe was just far away. Looking around, watching himself being burned to death, the last words he said to Xuanyuan Qinghe before he died were, brother, save me.

But he didn't, he watched him die in front of him, in order to protect his mother, he chose to be a shelter.

The past is unbearable, if Xuanyuanling had to choose, he would still choose the current path.

When he was eight years old, he witnessed his mother being beaten with sticks by Qian. He would only tear at his mother's skirt and cry, but no one could hear his sorrow. live.

But then one day, in the messy firewood room, mother handed a bowl of rare rice porridge to Xuanyuan Ling, holding Xuanyuan Ling with a pale face and crying.

Xuanyuan Ling still remembers that loving face was full of tears, touching his face over and over again, mumbling something that Xuanyuan Ling didn't hear clearly.

That was the last time he felt his mother's warm embrace.

At that time, Xuanyuan Ling only felt that as long as he was with his mother, he was satisfied, and as long as his mother was by his side, he felt very safe. But that night, when he hugged his mother until midnight, the wet blood stained their mother and child. Xuanyuan Ling didn't know what it meant, but kept crying for his mother, but his mother lay there motionless, until his body lost temperature, without a trace of warmth, he began to cry heartbreakingly, he He had never been so scared before, his mother was lying in a pool of blood, no matter how he shouted, Xuanyuan Ling cried and called for help, but no one came to save his poor mother.

In the middle of the night, Qian ordered people to drag his mother's body out of the mansion and threw it to the mass grave. Xuanyuanling couldn't keep up with their footsteps and ran for a long time to reach the mass grave, but the servants carried him back directly. .

The burly servant said to him: Hey, boy, your mother is dead, what's the use of you following?Can't you die with her?

At that time Xuanyuan Ling didn't know much about the concept of death. Although he didn't know what death meant, he knew it was a terrible thing.

Crying and shouting to find her mother, the servant continued to tell her: This is what happens to women who are not favored. The fault is that you should not have given birth to you. If your mother did not give birth to you, maybe he would live a good life of.

At that time, Xuanyuan Ling knew that if she didn't have herself, her mother might live well.

It was only after his mother passed away that he heard gossip in the mansion that he was not Xuanyuanmu's biological son. It was precisely because of this that Xuanyuanmu left their mother and child in the cold, and let them fend for themselves. Threat, after all, my mother is very beautiful, a standard beauty.

After that, Xuanyuanling also searched for her biological father, but the opera troupe where her mother sang Quer had been disbanded long ago. He searched for a long time but found nothing, so he could only stay at Xuanyuan's house. Before the age of 14, Xuanyuanling had a good life. Life is better than death, if Xuanyuan Qinghe didn't exist, Xuanyuan Ling felt that she would not live to be ten years old.

The cruelty and selfishness of the human heart is beyond his comprehension as a child.

He does all the dirty work by himself, and the servants in the family are all higher than him, and any servant can beat and kick him.

Until one day, Xuanyuan Mu suddenly thought that he said that he wanted to see him. He never thought that it was a turning point to change his fate, so he went to find Xuanyuan Mu.

Maybe it was because he looked exactly like his mother. Regardless of his resistance and refusal, Xuanyuan Mu forcibly took him. At that time, he didn't understand what it was, but felt very humiliated. In the house, the phoenix is ​​turned upside down.

He didn't dare to tell Xuanyuan Qinghe about these things, and he didn't know what he and Xuanyuan Mu's behavior was until later when he fell in love with someone and became sexually impulsive.

It was also at that time that he felt that he was no longer worthy to stand with Xuanyuan Qinghe.

But since the improper relationship with Xuanyuan Mu, Xuanyuan Mu has gradually paid more attention to him, and his status in Xuanyuan's family has also gradually improved, at least no servants dare to beat and scold him anymore.

He has worked in the logistics servants, so he knows that the maids and servants who serve the high-ranking masters in the mansion can beat and kick those people, and even beat them with whips. Xuanyuan Ling hates this kind of behavior, so he often goes there to find those people. Finally, no one dared to openly bully those logistics servants anymore.

And his turning point happened again when he was 24 years old. Ever since Xuanyuan Ling got the crown, Xuanyuan Mu looked at Xuanyuan Ling who was getting more and more unbearably itchy, and wanted to make out with him, but was rejected by Xuanyuan Ling. He was unable to refuse before. Now that you have the ability to say no, why repeat the same mistakes?

That year, just after mid-spring, the spring breeze blew up a pear tree with white flowers, reflecting the spring crabapple in the courtyard, which looked very beautiful. The spring crabapple reflected the white petals, like red plums blooming in snowflakes, fierce and beautiful, It's beautiful.

Xuanyuan Qinghe was dressed in blue clothes, a black cloak, and a jade crown with his hair tied up. He stood in the courtyard and traced his picturesque eyebrows and eyes.

That scene is like a picture scroll that has been lingering for a lifetime, made of ink splashes, red ink brush dots, seamless.

However, Xuanyuan Mu saw all of this.

Xuanyuan Mu was jealous, and called Xuanyuan Ling away on the grounds that he had something to do, and insisted on having sex with him, but Xuanyuan Ling resolutely refused, and Xuanyuan Mu felt that if he couldn't do it softly, he would come hard.

People who have practiced martial arts all year round have an advantage, not to mention that when Xuanyuan Mu was young, he fought for Gongshu Tianjun in the world. The reputation of being brave and good at fighting is not for nothing.

Xuanyuan Ling is a scholar, without the power to restrain a chicken, he can only be slaughtered by others.

Just when Xuanyuanling was forced again, Qian came without invitation, broke in directly, and saw this devastating scene.

It was only later that Xuanyuan Ling found out that Qian Shi came to prove his relationship with Xuanyuan Mu.

This led to the direct cause of Xuanyuan Ling's death?

No, of course Xuanyuan Ling knew that things were not that simple, it was just a fuse.

In the world, karma and retribution always complement each other. People who have done bad things and have a fluke mentality probably don't know how miserable they will be in the future.

Just like Qian Shi, she probably never thought that she would die like this in the future, and she would still end up in a situation where no one cares about her after death.

Glancing at the person hanging on the beam, Xuanyuan Ling turned and left.

I hope that in the next life, you will be enlightened and be a kind person.