[Hokage] Qingqing Diary

Friday, September [-], [-], sunny

It seems that Sasuke is not there, and there is always something missing in my heart.

There is no news of him from Sakura and the boys' dormitory.If it doesn't show up tomorrow, I'll go out and look for it too.

Sunday, September [-], [-], rain

The icy cold autumn rain lasted for a whole day.I don't know how I feel, happy?shame?confused?worried?

Should I write down what happened in the past two days and one night?

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Although it is quite normal to skip classes in college, it is not normal to skip a day and a half of classes in the first week of the first academic year.

Maybe I will use the rest of the day to find Sasuke, not all because I am a class committee member.Maybe, I still have a little selfish admiration for him. ． ． ． ． ．But that little bit of selfishness disappeared in an instant when I met him.

I think I'll always remember that the sun was the brightest I've seen in 18 years.I think I will always remember, under the most dazzling sunshine, that intoxicating encounter and the person who took away all the throbbing of my youth.

Maybe I can no longer experience the feeling of extreme fatigue, eyes blinded by sweat, and when I want to fall asleep on the spot, my eyes suddenly light up, and my whole body becomes full of energy.

At that time, the dazzling sunlight fell on him, but he became gentle in an instant.It was as if he had an innate power to make everything around him gentle in an instant.His hair is long, swaying with the autumn wind, drawing my attention.

How long does it take to fall in love with someone?I think a moment is enough.

Holding a photo of Sasuke in his hand, watching the man turn and leave, he rushed up without thinking.When he looked at me, I felt like my heart was going to stop beating.

"Excuse me, have you seen the person in the photo?" I can't remember how I asked this sentence, I just remember that I want to talk to him and see him, the longer the better.

He is a gentle man.He took the photo and looked at it carefully before answering me: Unfortunately, I didn't see it.

I'm disappointed, not because he hasn't met Sasuke, but because I have no reason to talk to him anymore and just watch him go.

When the brilliance of the moon sprinkled the earth, I saw the vast wilderness.In the night wind, the half-person tall weeds rustled, and the person I fell in love with at first sight was walking in the weeds, with long hair fluttering, extremely beautiful. ． ． ． ． ．

When I woke up, I was already on a pure white double bed.Above the head is a classical chandelier, beside the windows are wooden tables and chairs, and in front of it is a [-]-inch TV. ． ． ． ． ．There is still a slight breeze on the face.

My head hurts a bit.There is also a little faint pain in the lower body.This feeling has never been felt before, but it is very similar to the first night described in the book. ． ． ． ． ．

Before I could figure out what was going on, the door was knocked open.A golden shadow rushed in.

"Sasuke, you bastard!"

Naruto?I watched in a daze as Naruto walked up to me in a hurry, and then ruthlessly pulled a person out of the bed——Sasuke.

Why - Sasuke would sleep in my bed?

After finally regaining consciousness, he suddenly found that his clothes were lying scattered on the ground.I was only wrapped in a towel.Sasuke's face was red and swollen from being punched by Naruto.

"What, what, what's going on? Naruto and Sasuke, why are you here?" Where is this?The plot at eight o'clock?I haven't woken up yet?

The wind, brushing against my skin, the chill hit me, I shivered—

Then, how I got dressed and how I got back to the dormitory, I can't remember.

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Night came and the rain stopped.I called Naruto and asked him to meet.

Even though it's embarrassing, I want to know what's going on.

I said: Naruto, sad expressions are not for you.

I said: Naruto, in the end. ． ． ． ． ．

His fists were clearly clenched.I said: Naruto, I can't remember.Do you know what happened?

His expression was surprised.He told me everything he knew (which I knew he was hiding).

Unfortunately, he doesn't know what happened to me and Sasuke either.He just received a text message from an unknown number early in the morning.The text message told him that his friend, that is, I fell ill in XX Hotel and asked him to pick it up.Therefore, he will appear there.

He didn't want to say something embarrassing.If it was as simple as he said, he wouldn't knock on the door and beat Sasuke. ． ． ． ． ．

I said: Naruto, is Sasuke back?

He punched the tree and asked me: Do you like him very much? (I think he probably wanted to say whether I like Sasuke enough to have a room with him)

I said: Naruto, how long do you think it will take to fall in love with someone?

He scratched his head and said he didn't know.

I asked him again: What do you think makes you fall in love with someone?

He said: It's just a feeling. I can't tell how much I love her.

I said: Sure enough.Naruto, do you know that yesterday was my birthday?You sure don't know.I feel like I got the best birthday present yesterday.do you know?Yesterday afternoon, I met someone who I will love and pursue all my life.

He was surprised.

I said: Naruto, this is a secret between us, neither of us will tell it, how?

He froze for a moment, then happily said "yes".

After that, there was a few minutes of silence.Naruto suddenly smiled and asked me: What kind of person is that person you met?

Seeing his smile, I felt that the nerves that had been tense all day suddenly began to relax.The chatterbox was opened, and I didn't hold back the slightest, and I finished talking about what I saw that person in detail.But after I finished speaking, I fell into another wave of despair.Anyway, I'm still a relatively conservative person.

Naruto smiled and said: Qingqing, you are stupid.What if that guy is a bad guy?

I smiled and said: I am getting close to you, and I was infected by your idiot.Love is love. If he is a bad person, what can I do?Although I was laughing, I was really sad to the extreme.There is simply no energy left to consider these issues now.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the campus was boiling.Naruto said he was going back. When we parted, he said that he would help me at any time.

He is really worried about my friend.Naruto, maybe I just started thinking of you as a friend today.

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Back in the dormitory, Sakura happily said that Sasuke was back, and Sasuke promised her that she would never skip class and disappear again.

She was laughing happily, but I wanted to cry.

Monday, September [-], [-], sunny

Another new week.

After lights out last night, I quietly asked Sakura, if Sasuke was a playboy playing with girls, would you still like him?

Sakura said: Sasuke is not that kind of person.

I smile wryly.I also don't know why I asked her this question.Maybe something inside of me is crumbling.

The fellowship declaration for each dormitory has been finalized, and Ino handles the dormitory fellowship in an orderly manner.Hinata said that I was absent-minded and lacked energy, and specifically reminded me not to forget to log in to the intranet and choose elective courses.I think Naruto should be very happy to have such a gentle girl like Hinata in his love.

At the end of the day, Sasuke didn't say anything to me, and I didn't dare to face him for the time being.Maybe it's because I'm afraid of embarrassment, maybe there's an unknown fire in my chest, maybe I'm confused. ． ． ． ． ．

Before the afternoon class ended, I wrote a note and asked Shikamaru to give it to Sasuke.I wanted to ask Naruto for help, but thinking of Naruto's anger, I retreated.Shikamaru said "It's really troublesome", but he still helped.

After dinner, I got a text message from an unknown number.It belonged to Sasuke, who asked me to wait for him in front of the library on the South Campus.

At [-]:[-], Sasuke showed up on time.I didn't look at his face.He dragged me out of the library.He said that Shikamaru and Kiba were following him and needed to change places.

I let him pull, and couldn't help but think of the situation yesterday morning.My face started to heat up, and my heartbeat started to speed up. ． ． ． ． ．

Sasuke is really good.If I hadn't met him, I think I still have the same admiration for him as other girls.

Without waiting for me to say anything, he said: "You should not be responsible for this matter. Everything is my problem. I will give you a satisfactory explanation. Before that, please don't think about it."

In fact, Sasuke can directly deny or directly affirm.But his attitude is not clear, as if it is his responsibility, but he can't help himself.

I said, "Sasuke, did you misunderstand something? I don't remember at all what happened from the afternoon before yesterday to yesterday morning. I just want to know what happened. Even if I die, I have to die to understand, understand?" In fact, I'm just a dead duck with a stubborn mouth. I know that something must have happened, but I just can't say the kind of words that require someone to be responsible.I don't know what I'm pretending to be open-minded about.

Maybe Sasuke didn't expect me to say that, he was slightly taken aback.

He told me what he knew.It turned out that after skipping class that day, he had been wandering around the city.The night before yesterday, he went to the bar to drink. After drinking two drinks, he received a call saying that I was in danger at XX Hotel and asked him to come to rescue me.When he walked into the room, he was knocked unconscious from behind, and when he woke up, he had already been beaten by Naruto.

He knows no more than I do.

I said: Ha ha, what, speaking of it this way, it has nothing to do with you at all, so tell me what the hell.However, Sasuke-kun, since you received the call, you should remember that person's voice, right?

Hearing my question, Sasuke, like Naruto yesterday, punched the next plane tree.

I said: Are you angry?Do you—do you know the person who called you?

Seeing Sasuke's expression, I knew I was right.

Sasuke asked, "Why didn't you call the police?"

Why didn't I choose to call the police?I'm out of my mind?I also wonder why I didn't call the police. "Maybe it's because I'm afraid of losing face." I can only think of this reason.

Sasuke didn't ask any more questions, and left after saying a few words full of apology.He said: "Although this is unfair to you, I hope you will continue to keep this matter a secret. I will definitely find that person out."

My gut tells me that Sasuke is hiding something from me.Only after slowly digging.However, there is one thing that needs to be addressed now.I still said flatly: "Sasuke, you are an asshole. You obviously have a mobile phone, why didn't you tell us? Do you know that the whole class is looking for you?"

I don't know why, Sasuke, who has always been a bad fart, pleaded guilty with a good attitude, so I couldn't bear to say anything else.

Actually, I'm so confused.

The day before yesterday, after he left, until I saw the moon, what did I do during this time?Is what I see real or am I dreaming?Why is Sasuke by my side and not someone else?Why does Naruto receive text messages?

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