[Hokage] Qingqing Diary

Tuesday, October [-], [-], sunny

Weep silently.Today's hopes of pretending to be an ostrich are doomed to fail.

Although last night after escaping from the classroom, I went all the way to the dormitory one minute before closing, and pretended to be asleep after returning to the dormitory, but today is different.

Morning exercises, fortunately I was always the lowest point in the queue, more or less passed.

The class in the morning was also passed so-so.

There was no class in the afternoon, so I hid in the library until the library closed.

I also wanted to go to the class meeting at night, but it was Hinata sister's words that cheered me up.

During dinner, Hinata called me and said, "Qingqing, where have you been? Sakura has been looking for you all day." I thought that Sakura was looking for me, and it must be about the "waist-length hair" It's nothing, but Hinata said, Sakura just saw that I was out of my mind all the time, and wanted to ask if there was any problem with the evening class meeting.Hey, I'm careful to measure the belly of a gentleman.

Later, Hinata did ask me about yesterday, and asked if I was dating Sasuke.I simply said no.She said: "Why hide without you?" I suddenly realized.It's nothing, it's just a joke, why should I hide?

When I stepped into the big classroom at night, I didn't feel nervous at all (probably).Unfortunately, I'm still an ostrich - especially when Sasuke is looking at me.Nima, my brain must be broken.As long as I saw him during the class meeting, I would think of the hotel.Terrible!

Shikamaru hosted the evening class meeting.He said that he presided over it, but in fact he only talked about the theme of the class meeting, and then there were various discussions and suggestions.

Because of my ostrich, embarrassment, shyness and nervousness and other psychology, I really feel soy sauce for the first-grade class meeting of the whole department.Occasionally, I heard some students say that COS participated in the opening ceremony in the image of terracotta warriors, and some students said that they would use Hanfu or something. ． ． ． ． ．Anyway, I thought it was very interesting to listen to, but unfortunately I was absent-minded and didn't remember it.

The final result seems to be to adopt the COS method, and the COS becomes a ninja.Clothes, props and other messy things require all the class committees to work hard. ． ． ． ． ．Anyway, I only assist in this matter.

After the class meeting, I walked and scattered. Naruto said it was still early and asked me to go for a walk.

It was the first time for me to walk the campus with boys under the moon.The wind at night was cool, and the sycamore trees beside the road rustled.Withered yellow sycamore leaves swirl and fall under the street lamps.I felt a lot more relaxed after a stressful day.

I gave a thumbs up and said, "Naruto, I've been away for three days, I'm so impressed. Yesterday's class meeting, you presided over it beautifully."

Naruto said happily, "Thank you." Then, he took a deep breath and said, "Sure enough! I still care about you and Sasuke."

When I think about that incident, I suddenly feel uncomfortable.I have been trying to suppress my negative emotions for the past few days, but when Naruto mentioned it today, I felt that the suppressed emotions exploded all of a sudden.It's embarrassing to think about it now - I cried in front of Naruto.

First, tears flowed out uncontrollably, I didn't make a sound, just kept wiping.Naruto didn't notice either.After a while of silence, Naruto probably sensed something, and turned his head to look at me.

The moment my eyes met, I burst into tears with a "wow".

I said to Naruto, "I really don't remember anything."

He apologized frantically and said he shouldn't have mentioned it.

I cried and said, "I don't know what to do. I don't know at all. I dare not tell my parents, my sisters in the dormitory, or anyone. Naruto, what do you think I should do? I thought I didn't care, I thought I could pretend nothing happened. It's been ten days, I thought I wouldn't cry like a little girl... I don't know what to do in the future. You know, I met the person I like again, and I still left his contact information, but, but... I dare not take another step..."

Naruto stood still, not saying a word.I don't know why, I really wanted to cry at that time, and I couldn't suppress it no matter how I suppressed it.I hate myself who can only cry, I hate myself who is weak and incompetent and afraid of shame.But what's the use of hating?

I cried, but Naruto didn't move.We have been standing under the plane tree for ten minutes.Then I held back and said sorry to Naruto.

Naruto said, "There's no need to say I'm sorry. I'm happy instead."

I asked: "Why?"

He replied: "For me, you are willing to cry in front of me, which means you believe in me and can rely on me as a friend."

I was definitely speechless.

After being silent again for a while, Naruto said seriously, "I think there is something, I'd better tell you."

My gut tells me that must be something bad.He said: "I am very concerned about what Sasuke said yesterday."

I asked him if he heard my conversation with Sasuke.Naruto shook his head and said, "No, I heard it from my teeth. But that's enough. I know you can't talk to Sasuke normally."

I didn't interrupt and listened to him continue.

He said: "Sasuke is a stinky and pretentious person. Even if he likes someone, he won't say so frankly that he will marry her. Although he doesn't want to admit it, he is also a person who will do what he says and will not shirk responsibility. Since Sasuke told you that it has nothing to do with him, then it must be nothing to do with you. Well, do you understand me?"

I don't understand.At the time, I really didn't understand why Naruto would say this.I have only one feeling: Naruto is very reliable.

Naruto said a little discouraged: "I mean, you don't have to care about him."

"and then?"

"Then let's organize the sports meeting together!"

I said, "Naruto, your mind is jumping too fast."

He chuckled and said, "Because I'm not very good at comforting people. Recently, I always feel that you are a little unhappy—well, although you are still expressionless... Ha ha!"

I said, "Naruto, are you talking about my facial paralysis?"

Naruto was surprised: "Hey, that's not what I meant. I mean that although you usually don't change your expression—"

"Naruto, you are enough. Whether it was that incident or crying like a dog today, you have seen the most embarrassing and embarrassing moments. You are mocking me."

He was a little surprised, and said in a panic: "Eh? I didn't mean it."

I don't know why, looking at Naruto's various expressions, I always feel warm, and feel that there is nothing that cannot be solved.The sad mood suddenly improved a lot.I said, "Naruto, you have to make up for my loss."

He said: "What loss, why? I really didn't mean it."

"Please eat."

"why--"

"Well, let's add Hinata!"

"Who is Hinata?"

I stared at him for a few seconds, shook my head and said, "Did you forget the girl who helped you register yesterday?"

He grabbed the golden retriever, and said with a look of sudden realization: "So her name is Hinata!"

I really wanted to knock him on the head like Sakura did, but I didn't.I said: "Really, when people greeted you on the day of the cross-country race, you ignored them and only thought about Sakura. I saw you fell asleep on the grass at night and gave you a quilt. You were fined to run away and they returned the money." You brought water. Didn't you have a good chat with her at that time? How could you not know her?"

Naruto looked like he was thinking hard, and asked me: "Are there so many things?"

On the way Naruto sent me back to the dormitory, I finally figured out the situation.During the match, he was all focused on Sakura, and he didn't think about the quilt at all.As for the penalty run on the day the military training ended, he was just drowsy, and his memory was rather vague. What he remembered was that he was tired from running, lay down and fell asleep, and dreamed of the refreshing sister of the water god.

Back in the dormitory, without further ado, I asked Hinata about feeding Naruto water.Hinata faltered for a long time, blushing and said that she went to see Naruto with water that day, saw him lying under a tree, still chanting "water", so she gave him a cup.Who knew that Naruto was already asleep. She was afraid that Naruto would suffer from heatstroke due to lack of water, so she acted as a nanny—feeding him.

I slapped my head and understood.Daring Naruto drank the water Hinata fed him in his sleep, and talked in his sleep with a happy face.I thought they were chatting happily. ． ． ． ． ．It seems that the road to revolution is still long.

I saw Sakura and Ino's eyes rolling over me from time to time, so I confessed on my own initiative.I said, "Don't you think Sasuke has a talent for making jokes?"

Sakura said: "Although I don't know what you and Sasuke said, but no matter how you look at it, he doesn't seem to be joking with you. Qingqing, you should be honest. You two must have something?"

Ino was on the same side with Sakura for the first time since the Cold War. She said, "I heard Shikamaru say that. It was you who first asked Sasuke if he would marry you. Speaking of which, I asked him too, but it's a pity that everyone All the classmates saw it, and he ignored me. It's really different fate!"

I said, "Honey, you don't know how much I have? I don't know what I want. I've become a 'pre-small attack' to compete with him. Do you think there is still a chance?"

When I said this, Hinata blushed, and the others all laughed.Sister Tiantian smiled and said, "That's right, our Qingqing is a man with a man's body and a daughter's heart, and most boys don't like this type."

"Then how do you and him..."

"Miss Haruno Sakura, it's muddy. I've been hit hard enough. Besides, it's not like you don't know who Sasuke is. Although the story of the prince and Cinderella is very touching, reality is reality after all. I won't go Do something stupid." It seems that this reason is very reliable, Sakura and the others are no longer entangled.

At this time, Hinata said something that made me blush instantly.She said: "If you look carefully, Qingqing's figure is still pretty good."

One sentence sparked a new topic. Everyone put my matter behind them and began to discuss who is the most beautiful girl in our class, who has the best figure, and who is deformed. ． ． ． ． ．As we talked, we talked about which boy is the most handsome, which boy is the most attractive, and the top ten handsome boys in the whole department. ． ． ． ． ．

I was thinking, what are the general conversations in the boys' dormitory?It's not like they are all AVs, right?

But what is he, Itachi, doing now?Are you chatting with friends too?

Come on Qingqing, make up your mind and send an email!

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