[Hokage] Qingqing Diary

The match with the chemistry department ended smoothly - [-]:[-].I slipped to the hospital immediately and told Naruto the news.

Naruto jumped up from the bed happily.But he regretted it as soon as he jumped.

I said, "Naruto, you're all broken, can't you calm down a bit?"

Naruto endured the pain and forced a smile, and said "it's okay".I rolled my eyes at him, and jokingly said, "Call out when it hurts. Why pretend to be between A and C. Laughing is uglier than crying."

Naruto smiled "hehe".If I hadn't seen him covering his arms from time to time, I'm afraid I would have thought he didn't hurt at all.

I said weakly: "Forget it, do what you like. Eat the food first."

The meals I bought in the canteen of the hospital are relatively light.Naruto seems to have no appetite.I said, "You can make do with it first, don't even think about ramen, tomorrow I'll go home and cook some bone soup for you."

Naruto snotted and cried, and said exaggeratedly: "I know you are a good friend. And Hinata."

I gossiped and asked, "What happened to Hinata?"

Naruto said while eating: "She also said that she would make bone soup for me. However, she is not from here like you. I told you not to bother. I don't know if she listened. Oh, yes, Qingqing, Girls love to cry, right? Look, you cry too, and Hinata also cries. But, why have I never seen Sakura cry..."

I really don't forget about Sakura.Naruto got further and further away, I hurriedly stopped him and said, "That's all right, don't talk while eating."

Naruto didn't talk to me while eating.In fact, I have a lot of things I want to say to him, but every time the words come to my mouth, I swallow them back.I think that I may be a person who often fights between enthusiasm and indifference.

After Naruto finished his meal, I simply tidied him up and asked him if he would take care of him at night.Naruto shook his head.When I saw the silence in his eyes, I suddenly felt distressed.Think about Naruto being an orphan, even if he is injured, he has no relatives to notify, no relatives to take care of him.

I took advantage of the time when I was throwing disposable lunch boxes in the corridor, called Kakashi and Tiantian, and asked for leave.

I didn't watch the game in the evening, I was watching TV and chatting with Naruto in the ward.Around nine o'clock in the evening, Shikamaru and a group of boys came to visit.I automatically ignored all the ridicule and backed out very consciously.

I'm standing at the end of the corridor where there's a shutter.Opening the window, I saw a sky dotted with stars.The sky seemed still and deep.It seems that under the starry sky, when a person is alone, there will always be many emotions rushing from the subconscious level to the conscious level at the same time, which makes people caught off guard.

The moment I saw the starry sky, the image of Itachi appeared in my mind.I hope that one day, I can stand shoulder to shoulder with him and look up at the star-studded night sky together.

"It's really troublesome to disturb your enjoyment of the scenery!"

I was startled, and when I turned around, I saw Shikamaru's unmotivated face at a glance.

Shikamaru looked away, yawned and said, "I'm really—— sorry about that."

I was a little dazed and didn't know why he was apologizing.In fact, now that I think about it, it’s the motherwort granules.

Shikamaru didn't wait for me to say anything, and continued: "At first I thought you were a troublesome existence just like other girls. Now it seems that you are not so troublesome."

I said angrily: "The squad leader must be serious."

Shikamaru sighed, and said: "I knew you would be like this. From this point of view, you are as narrow-minded as other girls. However, you are very loyal." My "anger" did not come out.Shikamaru continued: "To this day, I finally understand why Naruto supported you so vigorously in the boys' dormitory."

"Why?" Seriously, when I heard Shikamaru's words, I was about to jump out.

Shikamaru said: "Why? I thought you would be smarter. Well, the dormitory is about to close, so I have to go. Naruto, please. Goodbye."

"Hey, please speak clearly."

This was the first time I had a private conversation with Nara Shikamaru. It was a bit inexplicable and a bit messy—I wondered if my IQ was lowered, and I didn't quite understand what he said.

When he returned to the ward, Naruto said happily that our department won the basketball game again.Although there are still several games before the final, Naruto has decided that we can enter the final.

After ten o'clock, Hinata called me and asked about Naruto's situation.I could tell that Hinata wanted to take care of Naruto.I kinda hate how fast I move.The chance for Hinata and Naruto to be alone was wiped out by me.

The hospital asked the patient to rest at 10:30, and the nurse turned off the public lights and TV on time.I turned on the bedside lamp, took the letterhead for writing newsletters, and lay down on the bedside table to write a diary.

Naruto was able to fall asleep in a daze at first, but then he couldn't.I think it should be that when a person is sleeping, the brain's inhibition of the nervous system is reduced, so the pain is stronger than during the day.

I quietly went to the nurse's station and asked the nurse if he could give him some painkillers, some painkillers and so on.The nurse said that Naruto had eaten during the day and could not eat any more at night.I had no choice but to return without success.

When he returned to the ward again, Naruto had already woken up.I could see that there was a look of pain on his face, but also a look of reassurance.

Seeing me coming back, he pointed to the letterhead on the cabinet and said with a smile, "So you have the habit of writing a diary."

I nodded, and when I thought something was wrong, I lowered my voice and said, "Did you read it?"

Naruto's smile froze all of a sudden, and he said falteringly, "Don't be angry, I only saw the page on the surface, and you didn't cover it..."

I covered my face with my hands, picked up the letterhead and ran outside.I always feel ashamed.

I don't know how long I sat on the stairs when I heard footsteps behind me.I knew it was Naruto's, so I buried my head completely in my arms.I still don't know how to face a boy who saw my diary.

The footsteps stopped behind me.I heard Naruto's somewhat disordered breathing.He said, "I'm really—very—sorry, I didn't mean to."

I just feel my face heat up.Originally, Naruto knew that I had someone I liked, but he saw my heart like that, and I was really not prepared.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Naruto went on to say, "I'm sorry, actually I think you write like a girl in a novel... Well, although I haven't read many novels... "

I said in a low voice: "Naruto, stop talking."

Naruto said sorry again.I said, "Can you go back to sleep? I don't know how to face you yet."

Naruto asked me idiotically, "Why don't you know how to face me?"

I stood up, lowered my head, walked up to him, and squeezed his injured right hand.Tears flowed from his eyes, but he didn't make a sound.

I said, "It's nothing to do with you, go back and rest."

He seemed to understand what I meant, and went back to the ward silently.

Tonight, I have an urge to stop writing in my diary.But after many years of habit, it really continued to be cheap for a while.

Friday, October [-], [-], sunny

I sat and wrote all night on the stairs.When I saw Naruto in the morning, he had heavy dark circles under his eyes.He probably didn't sleep well all night.

Auntie, the nurse, started cleaning the ward at [-]:[-] in the morning.Taking advantage of the cleaning time, I hurried to the hospital cafeteria to buy breakfast for Naruto.When Hinata came over, I was still very energetic.However, I already feel that my brain can't turn.

In order to spend more time alone with Hinata and Naruto, I quickly slipped away.The same mistake must never be made a second time.

When I returned to the dormitory, there was no one in the dormitory.

I fell asleep right away, but as soon as I fell asleep, I unfortunately ran into the rare Situ Weiwei back to the dormitory.The first thing she said when she saw me was: "Yo, Sao Nian, seven times in one night?"

Without opening my eyes, I said, "I want to sleep, please do not disturb, senior."

Situ Weiwei gossiped and said, "Sister, did you hide in a crack in the wall and steal a cow last night?"

I said in a daze, "Sister, I will take care of the patient for one night, can you let me go?"

Situ Weiwei said: "Take care of the patients? Your little lover? Hey, don't sleep, let's talk about the handsome guy in Qisehua last time. That handsome guy looks like a domineering guy. Is he your little lover?" ? Have the opportunity to introduce my sisters to get to know each other..."

What Situ Weiwei said later, I didn't remember.

I slept very restlessly and had many dreams.But I can't remember exactly what I dreamed about.

I would like to thank Hinata for the call.Because if it weren't for her phone call, I would still be trapped in a dream and couldn't wake up.

As soon as the call was connected, Hinata said very anxiously: "Qingqing, are you awake? Come and help when you wake up, Naruto is going to participate in the 5000 meters."

I said in a daze: "Naruto was going to participate in the 5000 meters." After a second, I was completely awake.This is death!I hurriedly said: "You wait for me, I will come right away."

After I finished speaking, I rolled over from the bed, rinsed my mouth quickly, wiped my face with clean water, put on my shoes and ran outside.Fortunately, I was so sleepy that I didn't even change my clothes before going to bed, so I didn't need to wear clothes now.

Even though I ran with all my might, I was too late.Naruto is already running.His left hand was in a plaster cast and hung in a bandage.A sense of instant vision of a mummy participating in a sports meeting comes to the face.

Hinata said with red eyes, "I can't stop him."

I wanted to go in and stop Naruto from competing, but those referee teachers stopped me.After the game starts, no one can stop it.

I said, "Hinata, why did this happen, didn't he stay well in the hospital?"

Hinata said: "It was fine at first. Sasuke came to see him in the afternoon, and he talked about the 5000-meter race by the way..."

I yelled out without going through my brain at all: "Damn it, it's Sasuke again."

Sakura said in a very black line: "Qingqing, don't scold Sasuke like that? It's Naruto's own business to make decisions. The only thing we can do now is to cheer them up, and when the game is over, Naruto Take it back."

Idiot, pure idiot!I scolded countless times in my heart.But what can be done?

What Sakura said made sense, I could only watch helplessly as Naruto ran away with injuries.

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