[Hokage] Qingqing Diary

Sunday, November [-], [-], sunny to cloudy, cloudy to sunny

The weather is changeable, just like my heart, good and bad, cloudy and sunny.

The sports meeting ended yesterday, and the basketball game stopped in the quarter-finals. The team scored second in the school. Taekwondo, women's fencing, men's [-], and women's shot put were the champions.Other projects also won the runner-up and third place.I didn't deliberately pay attention to who won the award. ． ． ． ． ．The results of this sports meeting are the best results of the department over the years.

Although Kakashi didn't get what he wanted, he was very happy.Not only did we avoid "heavy penalties", but we also got rewards.The reward is: that night, Kakashi paid out of his own pocket to invite those of us who have worked hard to have a barbecue together.

Barbecue location Barbecue shop near Konoha Academy.The restaurants around the university are cheap and delicious, so there are a lot of people.Kakashi deliberately chose eight o'clock in the evening to avoid the peak flow of people.

There are about [-] students participating in the barbecue.I know that the number of people Kakashi invited is definitely more than this, and the others probably didn't go for various reasons.Otherwise, who would let go of this opportunity to squeeze the counselor?

The only teachers who participated in the barbecue were Kakashi and Kai.I feel baffled.It was only later that I found out that Kakashi had made a bet with Kai before he gave the death order to the student council and class committee members.He would call Mr. Kai here, purely to show off his achievements.

I usually like to eat barbecue, but last night I had no appetite at all, especially when I saw Sasuke's face.I always thought I wasn't prosopagnosic, but not anymore.No matter how Sasuke's face looked like Itachi, I never noticed it.

Sakura said: "Guliang, even though Naruto didn't come, you don't have to keep a straight face."

I smiled half-heartedly, continued to keep silent, and kept directing the movement of the chopsticks with my hands—it was just helping someone to barbecue.

When boys and girls get together, those who should gossip will still gossip, and those who shouldn't gossip will also be gossiped, not to mention that yesterday was Halloween.They and they all regarded this "dinner" as a Halloween party held by Kakashi.As a result, all kinds of gossip news poured into my ears continuously.What boy does he like which girl, and which boy does what embarrassing things in the dormitory. ． ． ． ． ．All in all, a mess.

Nobody forgets the game of "Truth or Dare" when they are having fun.Moreover, with such a rare opportunity, wouldn't those girls grab Sasuke and ask questions?

It is not a student's hobby to draw punches to determine the outcome. "Drumming and Passing Flowers" is a simple and suitable game that will never be tired of playing.At first, I played rationally, but then I couldn't control it.

A girl was holding a bottle of beer, blushing and said that she wanted to blow the bottle with Sasuke.Sasuke didn't refuse either.The girl said: "When you play games, you just want to have fun. Sasuke-kun is always quick-eyed and quick-handed, so he misses a hit. I'll brag with you, and the one who loses will play the truth."

In the end, the girl won against Sasuke.Sakura yelled that it was impossible, and insisted on competing with that girl over wine.

The girl boldly agreed to compete with Sakura.However, before she competed with Sakura, she asked Sasuke a question that all girls who admire Sasuke want to know - what kind of girl Sasuke likes.

Even though Sasuke frowned, he answered with three words - "with long hair".

I thought to myself, I have too much long hair.However, Sakura and Ino will be happy, and a lot of girls will be happy.

At that time, I remember a boy from a certain class said: "It turns out that it is like this. It seems that Sasuke-kun has nothing against Xia Qingqing."

As soon as I heard his words, I was shocked, and my eyes were full of tears.I said, "Dude, you still have a good eye. Come on, do it." I don't know what kind of wind I was, but I drank a bottle of beer in one go.

Sakura was surprised and said, "You've been sitting there watching us drink, I thought you didn't know how to drink, but it turns out you're hiding something!"

The buddy looked at me motionless, as if frightened by me.Seeing that I finished drinking, the girl next to me booed and said, "The girl toasts you, and you don't give me face?"

The buddy gulped it down depressingly.

Ino jokingly said: "This is 'deep feelings, boring mouth'. Qingqing continues, let them see that we don't give in to women."

As soon as the boy finished drinking, he immediately put on his face, and he didn't seem to be a frequent drinker.He said to Ino: "Beauty, although I have seen her before, I don't know her. Where did the feeling come from? Let alone 'deep'."

Xiao Ying shook her head calmly, then said to the boy solemnly: "She, isn't she the Xia Qingqing you mentioned."

The boy looked in disbelief.

I said: "Sakura, isn't there a drinking competition? Come on, count me in." After saying this, I was so dizzy that I couldn't stand still, but my consciousness was still very clear.

Dad said that girls who are staggering drunk on the street are the ugliest.He said that such a girl is the most unattractive, so he never let me drink.But yesterday, I threw all of these out of the 33rd day.

I took advantage of the opportunity to sit on the stool and reached for the freshly opened beer.The girl accepted the offer and also picked up a bottle, as did Sakura.Both of them can drink quite well, but I can't drink any more after drinking half of it.

By the rules, truth or dare.Sakura asked a gossip and normal question - who do you like.

I said: "There used to be, but now there is no one I like." I drank, and I was paying homage to my love that I strangled in the bud.

That girl didn't know me well, and she played a big adventure with me.She asked me to kiss Kakashi on the face.I did so and it didn't work out.I was dizzy as soon as I got up from the chair, and I retched several times with nausea.Maybe it's really drunk and strong.If I were to do this now, I guess I would use all the escapism techniques I can to quickly escape.

My first Halloween in college ended with me being carried back to my dorm by someone, and my decision to snuff out the flame of love in my heart.Too TMD commemorative value.

Maybe people in love are so worried about gains and losses, so neurotic.

There is a saying like this: When your emotions are in an extreme or changeable state, it is best not to make any decisions, otherwise you will regret it.I don't know if I will regret my decision, but I still have to decide: I won't write in my diary after today.Regardless of whether my future life is beautiful or cruel to me, I don't want it to survive in the form of words.

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Time: September [-]

Raise your head, put the dead leaves that fell on your palm into the diary, close it gently, and feel the coolness brought by the autumn wind.I couldn't help laughing.This is me at the age of 19, foolishly drunk for love; this is me at the age of 19, thinking that I will never love again, inexplicably decided not to keep a diary, so that now I forget many important things ; This is the 19-year-old me, cowardly in some places, but surprisingly stubborn in others.

I was thinking, if I hadn't adhered to "Naruto's words and deeds", would there be more traces left in my diary?Maybe—God only knows!

"Hey, isn't this Xia Jiang?"

I stood up suddenly and looked at the person in front of me in surprise. "Sai, why are you here?"

Sai still had that smiling face that had never changed for thousands of years.The three years have not left any evidence on his face, only left a feeling called "mature" on his temperament.He still has short black hair, impossibly fair skin, and always sexy clothes.

Sai shook the drawing board in his hand, and said calmly: "I am now a lecturer in the art department."

This guy Sai doesn't know much about the world, and he doesn't know how to lie.I don't know if this has changed in three years.I looked at his face, hoping to see some sign of lying, but I couldn't.I said: "It's really enviable to stay in school to work after graduation. Besides, your paintings, Saii, are better than those of the students in the art department. That's really good."

Sai said: "Xia Jiang, how about you? I haven't seen you for three years, and everyone misses you very much."

I looked at the withered sycamore tree in front of me, and said with a smile, "Thank you for missing me, I'm fine. And, I miss you too."

Sai laughed.I asked him what he was laughing at.He said, "That's not how you feel to me." I gave him a questioning look.Sai explained: "Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else. I just think that although the former Xia Jiang was cold on the outside, she was a very warm-hearted and lively—well, female man. Now Xia Jiang is a literary and gentle girl. .”

"Oh, I'll go, return to the literary and gentle 'girl'..."

"Of course, the former Xia Jiang can break three ribs of a classmate with one kick, and can blow ten bottles of beer with boys at once..."

"Stop!" I really shouldn't be shy just now.I thought that after three years, this guy would know something about the world, but I didn't expect that he still didn't understand at all.What he said kept embarrassing things in my mind.It is an exaggeration to break three ribs of a classmate, but I did break one rib of others.As for blowing ten bottles of beer, it's really f*cking that after the embarrassing Halloween, the [-] students made fun of me.

I said, "Sai, you're still looking for it like this, aren't you?"

Sai narrowed his eyes, smiled happily and said, "It is said in the book that when you mention embarrassing things about old friends, your friends will also make fun of your past. It seems to be true."

I'm dizzy, this shit really hasn't changed at all, I'm still gnawing on books like interpersonal relationships.I said, "Let's talk when you have time, I have to go now."

Sai said: "The book says that when a person dares not look you in the eyes and speak, he must have done something wrong or is lying. Just now you said to the plane tree instead of me, 'Thank you for missing me, I am very happy. Okay. And, I miss you too', are you lying?"

I clenched the diary in my hand and stopped in my tracks.

Sai continued: "There is nothing wrong with what the book says. Xia Jiang, why did you disappear without making a sound three years ago, and where have you been these three years?"

The author has something to say: Every article is so cold~~~Take a deep breath~~