golden age

I think, if Jinzheng has always been Jinzheng, and the Xiyuansi family has always been the Xiyuansi family, and nothing has changed, then she will not refuse this engagement.But now, Jin Zheng has recognized the status quo and is ready to bow his head, but he understands that his pride and dignity have become a wonderful irony and helpless sadness.

Even if you understand, there is no way to do it, and there is no way to let go.How can there be such obsession in the world without regret?

"I heard that Ms. Xiyuanji has been in Tokyo. I don't know where she is studying?" The four of them had been silent for a while.I couldn't find anything to talk to them about, and I didn't bother to look for it.Atobe, on the other hand, has been thinking about something.Renzu kept looking at me without any hesitation, as if I didn't know what was going on.Yuxi probably couldn't stand the atmosphere and took the lead to break the deadlock.

"At Qingxue."

"Aigaku? Why are you in Aigaku? Ah, that, I mean, our opponent in the tennis club will be Aigaku next time." Yuxi seemed to have sensed something, and immediately changed his tone.

"Yeah, I know."

"Miss Xiyuanji also watches tennis matches?"

"You see. The seniors are all very powerful. Of course, Ice Empress is also very powerful." The latter half of the sentence is a sincere compliment.As far as tennis is concerned, I still like the ice emperor team very much.Probably Qingxue's opponent.

"So, will you come to the next game?"

"Yes, how can I miss the match between Ice Emperor and Qingxue." I think that match can be called a classic, and it cannot be missed no matter what.

"Oh, then I don't know which side Miss Xiyuansi hopes to win." Renzu obviously had some malicious intentions.

Which side do you want to win?It doesn't matter which side wins, the result has already been decided.

"Ninzu-kun's question, do you still need to ask? I am a student of Qinggaku, no one would want their school to lose, right?"

"Of course, it's just that Atobe will be disappointed." Shinobu glanced at Atobe who said nothing, and successfully met the latter's eyes.

"Will it?" I looked at Atobe with a smile on my face.

"Yes. My uncle's fiancée actually wants my opponent to win. This uncle will feel very shameless."

"What a surprise, Mr. Atobe is so serious." I pretended to be very flattered.

"Is this a joke in your eyes?"

"How could it be? How can anyone treat their life events as a joke? It's just that I have never had the right to choose, let alone the right to make decisions. Does it really make a difference?" I said in the most casual tone, looking at Atobe His eyes dimmed a little bit, "However, I really hate that. How can you tie two irrelevant people together like this, without asking if you want to, Mr. Atobe must be very troubled Right. I am the same. This kind of inexplicable engagement should be terminated as soon as possible, what do you think, Mr. Atobe?" I fixed my eyes on him, and after hearing these words, his purple gray eyes There was a flash of waves.

"Miss Jinzheng actually feels very troubled?" Atobe looked a little unbelievable.Not only him, but even Renzu and his sister are staring at us intently at the moment.

"Yeah, very troublesome. For such a marriage contract, such a life is very troublesome." It seems that in their eyes, I may be crazy.Given the current situation of the Xiyuanji family, I actually proposed to dissolve the engagement.

"What, Mr. Atobe? Isn't there a witness right now? There is no need to worry about other aspects. If others ask, just say that I insisted on doing this. There is no loss to you, and there is nothing better than this. Right?" I looked at Atobe proudly, what a pity, what a pity, such a rich and beautiful man, just let go from my hand.It seems that I am really an unlucky person.

"Miss Jin Zheng doesn't regret it?"

"What is there to regret?"

"What you say today can't be taken back. Do you really care about your family?"

"You don't have to confirm. I have cared about family and so on for 14 years. I think that's enough. I really want to know what it's like to live a life that doesn't care about anything. It shouldn't be any worse than it is now, right? "I think I must be very chic and proud now.It seems that the young lady of Xiyuan Temple should look like this, right?Atobe, it's a pity that we met under such circumstances.

"Okay. Xiyuan Temple Jinzheng, I never force people, let alone force people." Atobe's eyes seemed to want to see the depths of my soul all the time, firmly grasping my sight.I smiled gracefully, without evasion.

Atobe Keigo is of course proud, in this respect he is on par with Jin Zheng.If he had met the real Jin Zheng, he might have admired her, maybe he would have admired her.Of course, the premise is that Xiyuansi Jinzheng is still the Xiyuansi Jinzheng he used to be, the perfect Xiyuansi Jinzheng who looks like a royal princess he saw 8 years ago.

"Then, that's it. I'm leaving, everyone. Oh, by the way, please do your best in the next game. Qingxue is not easy to deal with."

"I'll ask someone to take you back." Atobe's eyes still didn't move away. The me in front of him probably made him feel very strange.

"Oh, no need. I can do it myself. Xiyuan Temple Jinzheng started today, no, it should be said that he started a long time ago, and wants to be an ordinary person." I am confident that I leave the most beautiful smile to them as farewell .

"Yushi, maybe I was wrong just now. She is still that Xiyuansi Jinzheng." Jinzheng's smile just now really made him lose his mind for a moment, just like meeting him for the first time.Although he had known for a long time that the young lady of the Xiyuan Temple family was extraordinary, it was still beyond his imagination.How can there be such a woman in the world, who can stop the flow of time with a slight smile.

"Why, do you regret it?" Renzu also looked interested.This eldest lady of the Xiyuan Temple family looks very interesting.

"Hmph, regret? The word regret has never been associated with me." Atobe snorted, "However, she has changed a lot."

"How long ago did you see her?"

"It's been 8 years. To be honest, she surprised me at that time. However, she still surprises me today." Atobe seemed to recall the distant past.Thinking of it, he also felt strange that he could still remember such a long time ago so clearly, as if it was yesterday, vividly in his mind.

However, the girl in his memory was no longer the one he saw today.

One thing I was right about, if nothing changed, Atobe and Jinzheng would really be a very suitable couple.

The Atobe house is really far away from my house.

However, I am not in the mood to go home now.

I didn't know what was going on just now, but I seemed to be angry.I don't hate Atobe, but I resent him for no reason.I guess those grievances are not mine, but Jin Zheng's.

Can I really not care about anything?It is true that the Xiyuanji family is no longer my family, so of course I don't have to care.But that's theoretical.But what is theoretical is not always the case in practice.I was also a little angry just now, how will the Xiyuan Temple family react when they find out about this?

Forget it, what's the use of worrying, it's already like this.Originally, I didn't want to fulfill my marriage contract with Atobe, so wouldn't it be better to cut the mess quickly?In the province, I was alone there hesitating and conflicting.

I have never been a decisive person.Reason can't help me decide this matter, so I have to follow my emotions.Yes, I am not willing, whether it is Jin Zheng or myself, we are both unwilling.

Before going to Atobe's house, I warned myself to completely follow Jin Zheng's style of conduct, and I didn't want to dissolve the engagement so simply.I tried my best to act like Jin Zheng, but in the end everything seemed even more ridiculous.Xiyuansi Jinzheng was so ordinary and pitiful that he was useless except for his appearance.In the end, only family background is what people care about. Is this the game rule of the upper class?

Really, I just want to know what Atobe thinks, that's all.

It's God's will that things have developed to this point.

Really, I always seem to easily believe in God's will, in fate, in fate.

As it turns out, they were never worth believing.

It was getting late and the lights were on.

I didn't expect there to be such a quiet and quaint little book bar in such a bustling and noisy center of Tokyo.There are all kinds of books piled up on the shelves, from world classics to gossip magazines to graphic novels.What's even more amazing is that some bookshelves are filled with CDs instead of books, and there are various types, such as classical music and pop music. I really don't know how the owner of this store manages them.

The mottled wallpaper shows the age of the store, and the rose patterns on the wallpaper can be vaguely recognized.The tables and chairs by the floor-to-ceiling windows are fairly neatly arranged, all made of rattan, and some chairs have printed pillows.The glass was accidentally wiped clean. At this time, my face was reflected brightly, intertwined with the brilliant lights outside the window, it was so unreal.

Whose face is this beautiful face?No, not mine.How could my face be so beautiful and delicate, as if it was painted.

I've never thought about what beauty means to a woman.Because I never knew what it was like to be a beautiful woman, nor did I know how to be a beautiful woman.

Jin Zheng's appearance can only be described as overwhelming.This is obvious from the 90.00% return rate I walk on the street.However, the Jin Zheng I know, the Jin Zheng I see from the eyes of others, probably really only has this face left.

God will never love you for no reason, if it were me, maybe I would really use my appearance to win something.I was not the one who went through those 14 years, and sometimes I couldn't understand Jin Zheng's persistence.However, I understood her suffering and struggle.

I just want to live the life I want.If I choose between freedom and material, I can only choose the former.It's just that I am an ordinary person, and I dream back at midnight, I think I will still regret it.

Prosperity is like a dream, passing without trace.If this is the case, how can there be so many people in the world to pursue it?

Jinzheng can't jump out of the cage, I'll help her jump out.It's just that I don't know if I have the ability.But, before I've weighed it all, I'm already doing it.How can there be so many thoughts in life.

The lights outside the window have become more and more brilliant, and the charming night in Tokyo has just begun.I haven't seen such a gorgeous night in a long, long time.My hometown used to be a big city, but it was still not as good as here.Later, the place where I went to university was a quiet and simple small city, which could never stand up to such a toss.

After all, I am still a person who longs for prosperity.

The author has something to say: I have been really bad luck recently... Should I go to the temple to pay my respects?