golden age

Jin Zheng used to hate Tokyo very much.The city of Tokyo taught her only the coldness of the world and the indifference of people.

Once, when she was walking on the streets of Tokyo, looking at the high-rise buildings piled up with reinforced concrete, she felt as if they were about to be crushed down, making people breathless.

But now, at an altitude of more than 1000 meters, it is a completely different feeling to watch the lights below gather into the brilliant ocean in the center like dots of fireflies.Surrounded by lights, those unattainable and imposing high-rise buildings are like colorful glass boxes, which really feel like a fairy tale.

I have never seen such a Tokyo, so dreamy, so glamorous, like coming to another world.

Jin Zheng also had never seen such a Tokyo.

At this altitude of 1000 meters, my heart suddenly became a little far away. Whose memories belong to those disturbing past events?And all the things that happened today were all my own wishes?Is there no master in the dark?

At this moment, all those painful images in my mind turned into sharp arrows and shot into my heart.

"Senior Fuji, do you want to hear a story?" I glanced at Fuji who was sitting opposite, his face was extraordinarily hazy due to the dark night, and he felt more out of reach than ever.

"In the past, there was a little girl who once stood at the top of this bustling world. She always knew the world she was in, which was glamorous, but she never saw it clearly. She didn't know Qionglou Yuyu, no Very cold. She looked down at this Zimo Hongchen from the high clouds. She once thought that the sky was so close to her, so close that she could touch it. The fact is true. She never knew what it was like to stand on the ground and look at the sky No one has ever told her about the feeling. One day, she suddenly fell from the high clouds to the ground, and the sky was suddenly out of reach. She didn't know how to go back, and no one told her how to deal with it. on the ground."

"Xiyuan Temple..." Buer looked at me deeply, as if he hesitated to speak.

"She once wanted to be an ordinary person, but unfortunately she didn't understand it. No one taught her. In fact, standing on the ground and looking at the sky is just as beautiful."

It's not that Jinzheng of Xiyuan Temple has never thought about saying goodbye to that bustling world and just being an ordinary girl from now on.But she didn't know how to do it, and her family didn't allow her to do it.Therefore, all that remained of Xiyuansi Jinzheng was indifference and sadness.

"Now someone wants to give her a pair of wings, so that she can go back to the high clouds. But the price of those wings is very high, so I help her decide not to have those wings, and she can stand on the ground with peace of mind. , Look at the sky, maybe you will feel more vast and lofty."

I didn't look at Fuji's expression, but I believe he understood the story.It seems that many things are destined to happen today. From the moment of flying off the ground, various memories rush to my face, intertwined and intertwined, mine, Jinzheng's, those distant and immediate, lingering.

"With such a decision, you won't... regret it?" There was a light shining in Fuji's eyes, which was very warm.

"There is a little hesitation, but I won't regret it. I think she has also looked for how to be an ordinary and ordinary person. I hope I can help her find it."

"Xiyuan Temple," Buer's eyes seemed to reflect those brilliant lights, making people fall into it unconsciously, "It doesn't matter if you can't find it one day, maybe you can't find it alone, but many people together That's it. I think she must have been working alone before, but not now, right?"

"Yes, it would be great if she knew it before. It's just that she has always been a very proud person, and she doesn't know how to express her feelings, so others don't like her."

"Maybe, there will still be people who like her."

Bu Er looked at the woman in front of him, her pretty face reflected the dots of light, especially dreamy under the night sky.Is this the first time that this girl who has so many blessings from God but also so many sorrows tells her story to others like this?But why, her tone and expression were so irrelevant, as if she was telling someone else's story.

Is the princess who used to be high above the sky and the woman who fell into the clouds really the same person?

Those sorrows, from her mouth, gradually permeated the whole air.If it wasn't for her own sorrow, how could she be so sad?Bu Er felt that she seemed to be infected too, but she couldn't say anything to comfort her.

At this moment, they are together face to face, but the girl's former world is so far away from him, just like the distance between the sky and the earth.He has been standing on the ground looking up at the sky, but she on the clouds has never looked down.

He only knew that she was sad, but he couldn't understand her sadness.

Before getting to know Xiyuansi Jinzheng, Buer had heard a lot about her.It seems that everyone is very curious about girls like her, and there is a trace of jealousy that is not malicious.

She used to be the daughter of a noble family, but now she is reduced to an ordinary commoner.But still so mysterious and arrogant, so indifferent and reserved.Should I sympathize with her, or should I laugh at her?

However, no matter what kind of relationship, everyone is willing to talk about her.Find out everything about her, no matter what she has or not.

Buer has never been interested in this kind of thing, but he will listen to what others are talking about.He thought that a girl like Xiyuansi Jinzheng would never interact with him no matter what.However, there is a master in the dark, and they are so close now, so close that they can see themselves in each other's eyes.

But Bu Er couldn't see herself in Jin Zheng's eyes, her eyes were too cloudy, there were too many entanglements in them, blurry.Maybe it was too dark at the moment, or maybe she never figured it out herself.

What a pity for such beautiful eyes.

"Would it be? Would anyone like a person who is so proud and so indifferent?" Her voice seemed to come from another country, without any ups and downs or temperature.

"Does Xiyuan Temple care? Do you care about other people's eyes?"

"Why don't you care? Jin Zhengcai, I'm only 14 years old, aren't I?"

"Because Xiyuan Temple looks different from ordinary people in every aspect, even in terms of age, he is not fully mature like he is only 14 years old."

Xiyuansi Jinzheng, at a glance, knows that he has a mind that his peers don't have.It is because I have experienced a lot, I can hide myself very deeply, and make others completely at a loss.

She smiled, a little sadly, but beautifully.

"Does Fuji-senpai think that is maturity?"

"I used to think so. I felt that growing up in that kind of family and experiencing so many people, even if I was the same age as myself, I took it for granted that it was different."

Judging from the various rumors Buer heard intentionally or unintentionally, Xiyuansi Jinzheng is such a unique person.Others cannot understand her, and she never seems to seek understanding from others.

"It seems that Jin Zheng really failed."

Because I never know what to do, how to get along with others.I don't know how to integrate into the conversation of my classmates, how to be like an ordinary junior high school girl who only cares about celebrity gossip and horoscope divination.

In fact, Jin Zheng is not mature at all, on the contrary, he is very immature.

"However, now I feel that I take it for granted. Yes, you are only 14 years old. No matter what Xiyuan Temple Jinzheng is, she is only a 14-year-old girl. Because I have never stood on the ground and looked at the sky, of course I don't know What should be done. Everyone just likes to watch."

Naturally, Bu Er believed most of the rumors, because everyone thought so.Xiyuan Temple Jinzheng is like this. She doesn't want our understanding and concern, or any ordinary people's understanding and concern.

Because she and we are not in the same world.

"However, she did fail a little bit. Fortunately, she has realized it now, hasn't she?" Fuji looked at the girl in front of him, "So, she is not so unlovable now."

I smiled lightly.Yes, you are such a gentle and sharp person.

That's right, Jinzheng was also at fault for everything in the past.She didn't let others know that she really wanted everyone to like it, but it made people think how could she care about it.Because Jinzheng seemed to be liked unconditionally before, of course, all of this is an illusion, at least a large part of it is.

"I will remember my senior's words, and I will work harder." Jinzheng must want others to like him, not because of his family background and appearance, but just the ordinary and ordinary liking.The kind of simple liking that exists between ordinary people.

"Time is so fast, we are coming to the end." Bu Er was not very regretful.

"Yeah, I can't stop thinking about it." I saw that the lights below started to thin out a little bit, and I had already flown over the most prosperous and gorgeous place, and the light was fleeting and the lights were brilliant.Once in a while I can watch it this way, and I'm content.

"How about it, are you not disappointed?"

"How could it be? I was so surprised and moved. I didn't expect that Tokyo could be like this. From another perspective, there is a kind of cordial and dreamy feeling."

"Then I'm really happy. Because I have always liked Tokyo, and I hope Saiyuanji can like it too."

"Yes, Senior Fuji has made extraordinary achievements today." I smiled slyly.

Step off the helicopter and the wonderful moment ends here.We are back on the ground again.

The wind at night is really cold, I'm still wearing a skirt, and I'm shivering a little now.

"Are we going back now?" I seemed to be still in a state of excitement.

"Of course, it's already a bit late, we still have to take the bus, girls can't go home too late." Saying that, Fuji took the lead and walked quickly to the bus stop.

"Then Fuji-senpai, can you go home late? You are only a junior high school student." I quickly followed in his footsteps.

"It doesn't matter once or twice once in a while, after all, I'm a very obedient and good student." Fuji turned back and smiled at me, still walking fast.

"Oh, walk slowly." I knew clearly that I couldn't exercise, and I couldn't keep up.

"It's better to walk faster, so that you don't feel cold."

After waiting for the bus for a while, my hands and feet gradually became cold, and I still had the urge to sneeze from time to time.During this period, Mrs. Yamada called, and Fuji also received a call from home.

"It seems that this is not the case with you, a good student?" It seemed that Fuji had been interrogated for a long time on the phone.

"Ah, sister Yumiko is like that, she likes to ask questions."

"It's great to have an older sister. Even if I'm being asked a question, it's better for my own older sister to ask me." I stomped my feet, it was really cold.

"Is it cold, do you want...the bus is coming." I don't know how long it took before the bus came slowly.

However, the car was not much better.But at least I didn't shake anymore.

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