golden age

"Well, classmate Tianhai, tell me, you like me?" This was really shocking. It was the first time in my life that I was confessed, and I still couldn't believe it. I wanted to make sure that I was not hallucinating.

"Yes." Tianhai suddenly became very firm and serious.

Please, don't be like this, it makes me very stressed.

"But, but, I don't like you." I swallowed and decided to tell the truth.

"Why, why?"

How can there be any reason!I have only known you for a few days, and only know your name.How can I like you?Moreover, you are so much younger than me! ! !When my younger brother is too young.

"Tianhai-jun, I never thought that you would like me. Although I am very grateful for your kindness, I can't accept it because I don't like you. There is no reason. Moreover, I have no plans to fall in love at the moment." Please , I am only a junior high school student now, falling in love at this age is a puppy love.God, I was wrong, I know what I said before, the junior high school students here are too innocent, it is absolutely wrong! ! !I take it back.

Probably because the expression on my face was a bit serious and frightening, after Tianhai heard what I said, he immediately entered the state of petrification.By the way, am I being too straightforward?The other party is a young boy. I guess this may be his first confession. Does it hurt me to do so?

However, this is also the first time I have been confessed!How do I know what to do without hurting someone? !

"Well, Tianhai-jun, I'm not saying that there's nothing wrong with you, Tianhai-jun, it's just me, I really, really..." At this time, I really don't know what to do, God, are you idle? I live a very stable life, so I made such a move, right?Please, let me go.

"I see, I have troubled you. I'm sorry. Actually, I have liked you, Xiyuanji classmate, since before. You are different from other girls, so beautiful and noble, no, not only beautiful, but you There is also a temperament that no other girl has. Later, when I learned about your family, I wondered if it was because of this that you looked so indifferent and out of reach. But now I think you are much more cheerful, I wonder if it is because of you I figured it out, and I stopped worrying about family matters. So I thought, maybe I can...but it still doesn't seem to work. I'm really sorry."

"Well, Mr. Tianhai, you don't have to be sorry. I really can't accept your wishes, and I can't accept the wishes of any boy. Because in fact, I already have a marriage contract."

"engagement?!"

"Are you surprised? In fact, for people like me, sometimes, a marriage contract may be established at birth, and it cannot be changed for life. Even if our family is in trouble, as long as the other party does not withdraw the engagement, we must fulfill it." And, Even if Atobe doesn't want to complete the marriage contract with me, my marriage is not up to me.Jin Zheng understood this a long time ago, that's why she never interacted with any boys.She is afraid that one day she will really meet someone she likes, but that person is very ordinary and ordinary.Xiyuansi Jinzheng, no matter how poor his family is, it is impossible to marry an ordinary and ordinary person.

"Tianhai-jun, my future marriage may be the only chance to save the Xiyuan Temple family. Therefore, my life has probably been decided. I think I should not fall in love casually. Tianhai-jun, it is I who want to Say I'm sorry." Jin Zheng's life has actually been set up from the very beginning.No matter how the family situation changes in the future, as long as she is still the daughter of the Xiyuansi family, she has no choice.Whether in love or in marriage.A person from a famous family like her is destined to sacrifice for the family.

At this moment, I suddenly and truly felt Jin Zheng's sorrow.It was doomed not to be able to love from the very beginning, even if you meet someone you like in the future, you will not be able to be together.It's really not as good as never to love, not knowing how to love.

This incident may have some oolongs.But my current mood is not at all oolong.It was the first time in my life that I was confessed. Although the other party was a little boy, I was a little happy at first, but now there is no trace.Jinzheng's life is actually my life.How do I get rid of it?If I am not Xiyuansi Jinzheng, then who am I?What do I rely on to exist in this world?

Could it be that from the moment I came into this world, I was no longer me, but Xiyuansi Jinzheng?

Jin Zheng, why did you choose to leave?And why didn't you take your body with you?Do you still have any nostalgia for this world?

After leaving the school, instead of waiting for the bus at the school gate, I walked aimlessly on the street.I don't know where I'm going, as if every road in front of me leads to not my tomorrow.

"Ah!" It hurts so much!

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why why? !It's fine if someone else hits a utility pole while walking, but why did I bump into...a trash can.This is too bad, right?What day is it today?

"Student, are you okay?"

Such a familiar voice.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter." I turned my head to take a look, my God, I'm really weak today.

Fujisuke looked at me with a smile on his face.And I stayed there with a petrified expression on my face.

God, why did I meet Fuji! ! !And it's in such a bad situation! ! !He actually saw me hit the trash can! ! !Shame to death! ! !I am dead! ! !

However, it is the best! ! !No two weeks to help! ! !The real person is indeed more handsome and gentle than the animation.I used to think that if I had the opportunity to meet Hiroki Aiba in my life, I would die in peace. I never thought that I could see the real one now! ! !So happy! ! !am i in heaven

Bu Er, do you know that my sister was about your age when I met you.Then, day by day, year by year, I gradually became your older sister.Seeing you now, seeing you still young, sister, I am really emotional.I am really old, old.

"Are you... are you really okay? Did you not hit anything?"

"No no, I definitely didn't hit my head."

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"I think...with the height of the trash can, generally speaking, you can't hit your head..."

"That's right, that's right," I walked over and stood by the trash can, patted it and said, "Really, it's not as tall as me at all."

…………

Really, why did the topic become so weird?After finally meeting Buer, shouldn’t I pretend that I don’t know him, and then introduce myself enthusiastically, and then the two of us drink tea and chat, and then I ask, “How tall are you? When is your birthday? Ah? What are your hobbies? Do you like traveling..." Such a beautiful and harmonious topic?

How... how did it become so weird?It's all the dumpster's fault! ! !

"That, no two. I really have no problem. Just now... just now, it was purely accidental, accidental." Really, it would be bad to be misunderstood by him as an idiot.Thinking about it, being mistaken for a mental disorder by such a handsome boy, I feel that my life is dark.I don't want to be hated by beautiful men! ! !

"You know my name?"

"..." Of course I know!Because in the world before I traveled, there happened to be an animation called "The Prince of Tennis"!If I answered that way, I guess it wouldn't be considered insanity.

"Because, because you are famous, you are famous. That's right, that's right. You are the main candidate for the tennis club. Everyone in Qingxue knows it."

"If you're okay, then go home quickly. It's getting dark, and it's dangerous for you to wander here alone." Fuji still maintained his iconic smile.

Oh, no, he is concerned about me! ! !How lucky to be cared for by a beautiful man! ! !It was not in vain that I hit the dumpster.Now I think the trash can is such a cute thing.

"Enn, I see, I'll go back now. Don't worry, I will never hit the trash can again..." What am I talking about!Really, I just saw a beautiful man, why am I so unfocused!No matter how you say it, Fuji is just a junior high school student!I have lived for nothing for so many years, really.

"Well, anyway, thank you very much for today, Fuji...Senior." Come to think of it, he is still a senior a year above me, I shouldn't call him by his name directly, it's too impolite.Alas, another embarrassment.

After speaking, I immediately turned around and left.I was very unlucky today, and I was back home.I can't stay with Fuji anymore, otherwise I don't know what will happen.Ah, today I am really, how can I be so bad? !

I'm really exhausted today.When I got home, I really wanted to just fall asleep like this.But his mind was extremely clear, and all the things that happened had been lingering in his mind.Life seemed to change somewhere, but I didn't know it.

I have always believed that in this world, if there is no encounter, there will be no story.No matter what the ending is, I will never regret every encounter.

Outside the window, it was another silent, starless night.

Regional qualifiers.

I have to make a generalization, after all, it is the world of Wang Wang, but there is a big conference, but it is as lively as going to a garden during a festival.Moreover, this venue is big enough, where is Qingxue?Make a call and ask Morita, she must have arrived long ago.

When I watched animations before, I didn’t really feel this kind of atmosphere. Now that I experienced it myself, I realized that the people here really love tennis.There are teenagers walking around with tennis bags on their backs, and the topics that come to their ears from time to time are all about tennis. Everyone is so excited and excited, as if this is not a game, but a feast.

Even I was a little involuntarily excited.

The world of anime is different after all.Lively and fragrant, tasteful.It's really worthwhile for me to come and walk like this.

Arriving at Qingxue's venue, Yaoyao greeted Morita.I don't know why, but I don't want to go near them.Sometimes I also think, how can life be so persistent and so simple like them.Dreams or something seem to be dispensable to me. In my 21 years of life, I still haven't figured out what I want.As for Jin Zheng, dreaming of her seems to be a luxury.People who can't even choose their own life, how can they talk about dreams.

So, I don't want to approach them.Whether it's me or Jinzheng, we can't understand their lives, but we are extremely envious and longing for them.The dazzling light on them made me inexplicably and crazily jealous.

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