Huanzhu's love life

Qing'er sent the queen away from the Palace of Compassion and Ning, and then turned back to the Nuan Pavilion, Fukang'an had already left.

Qing'er didn't mind either, so she went to put away the small-leaf red sandalwood box, she wanted to keep it as a dowry.She touched the ox hair pattern on the box with her fingertips, and secretly laughed in her heart, "buying a box and returning the pearls" can be done today.The sum of all the things in this box is not worth as much as the box itself.

The queen mother is playing dominoes with a few old concubines, so Qing'er can take a break.She wants to go for a walk outside, and she doesn't want the girl to follow her.

Qing'er walked to the trail near the Hall of Mental Cultivation, and saw the little Yanzi she had just met from a distance.There is also a woman who is not tall and has a thin waist, and is being pulled to one side violently by the little swallow.

Qing'er thought about it in her mind, that woman she had seen before, named the niece adopted from Prince He's mansion, but actually Princess He'an, Qianlong's own daughter.

Qing'er saw that their posture was wrong, she absolutely didn't want to get involved in other people's private affairs, so she hurriedly dodged and hid behind the palace gate beside her.

At this time, I heard a man's voice again, calling "Ziwei" repeatedly.

Qing'er didn't know whose boudoir name "Ziwei" was, but she understood after thinking about it.There are two girls in total, Huanzhugege is called Xiaoyanzi, and Princess An is naturally the "crape myrtle".

The "crape myrtle" didn't make a sound, only the little swallow uttered a vicious curse "Go to hell", and then heard the clear and clanging sound of the bottom of the flowerpot hitting the bluestone board, getting farther and farther away.

Qing'er didn't want to be nosy, but couldn't help but guess what happened between the three of them.In the blink of an eye, an interesting plot was woven in his mind, and he couldn't help but smile.

At this moment, she suddenly saw a long and narrow black figure walking towards her. She was afraid that that person would find her, so she tried her best to shrink her body into the door opening.But that person seemed to be in a daze, and he didn't realize that there was someone inside the door.

Qing'er saw the man's face clearly.

It was Er Kang.

Qing'er waited for Erkang to turn a corner before coming out from behind the door.

She stopped walking aimlessly, and immediately walked back to the Compassion Palace.

The Queen Mother is still wiping the dominoes.Qing'er glanced at the clock in the corner of the room and sneered silently.Counting from the time she left the Compassionate Ning Palace to the time she returned, it was less than half an hour, she thought it was already a day.

Qing'er went back to her room and asked the maids serving her to set up the embroidery stands, and then put the frame of the Eight Immortals birthday celebration picture she had half embroidered for Lafayette in place.Then she ordered everyone to go out, not to come in and disturb her, so as not to distract her.

The court ladies all knew that Qing'er had the habit of doing needlework alone, so they all withdrew.

Qing'er sat down behind the shelf, picked up the needle by herself, looked at the embroidery pattern that had been made, found the unfinished place last time, and pierced it one by one.

As time passed, her hands gradually began to move mechanically, and as her emotions stabilized, her mind began to clear.

Before Qing'er could remember, Prince Yu and Di Fujin, her Ama and Erniang, passed away one after another.

It was the worst kind of misfortune that she became an orphan.But in the eyes of others, this incident was a blessing in disguise: she was carried away by the Queen Mother and raised in the Palace of Compassion and Peace.

When she went to the Compassion Palace, there was already a boy there.On that day when Empress Xiaoxian was still alive, the boy was said to be Fu Kang'an, the second son of the younger brother of the empress of the dynasty—Fu Heng, who was already known as Fu Xiang.

Although Qing'er and Fukang'an both had the same name of following the queen mother, in fact, Fukang'an spent much more time with Qianlong than staying in the Palace of Compassion.Even so, Qing'er and Fukang'an grew up together since childhood.

When did Qing'er know why she was raised in the Compassionate Peace Palace?This matter has never had a clear answer.But it was probably during the funeral for Empress Xiaoxian that Qing'er had the initial awareness of this matter.

As for the memory of Empress Xiaoxian, because she was too young that day, Qinger didn't leave much behind.She couldn't even remember what Empress Xiaoxian looked like.But she remembered that when Empress Xiaoxian was here, the harem was clean, and no concubine could have the same status and power as Lingfei today.

The Palace of Compassion and Ning where the Empress Dowager lived was also peaceful all day long, not to mention that the threshold has never been broken by concubines and wives in the harem like now.

When Empress Xiaoxian was around, the Empress Dowager kept quiet about everything.There is no need to intervene, because Empress Xiaoxian has already arranged everything in an orderly manner.

In the harem, the concubines are all exposed to the rain and dew; in the outer court, not only Fu Heng from Fucha's family came, but even Han officials such as Liu Tongxun admired the middle palace of their mother.

It is calm inside and out, without even the slightest ripple.

At that time, the words that the queen mother often talked about were "enjoy the happiness".

Empress Xiaoxian passed away, and Qianlong was in great pain.For the Queen's national funeral, a group of officials were punished.

The Empress Dowager only cared about mourning the death of her daughter-in-law, and let Qianlong make troubles without dissuading her.

Only once, when Qing'er woke up at night, she suddenly saw the Queen Mother's bedroom next to her, with candles still on.

She was still young back then, she only cared about joking, so she sneaked over, only to hear Nanny Gui say to the Queen Mother: "Empress Daxing has worked hard enough these years."

The Queen Mother said: "Yes."

Nanny Gui also smiled and said, "The Empress Dowager's patience is the most admired by servants."

The queen mother said: "The queen's natal family is not just as simple as being honorable. The grandparents and fathers are all people who have made great military exploits. In this generation, there is a character like Fu Heng. It's a pity that Fu Heng is not like Gao Heng." Otherwise, the Ai family would not swallow their anger and let that woman manipulate them for so many years. Moreover, she was considerate to the emperor, concubines, and foreign ministers, and could not find a single fault in ten thousand things, forcing her to mourn. Every time, everyone would show a smiling face to her, and no one could tell her a word 'no'. How could she die so early, because she worked too hard and exhausted herself to death."

Speaking of this, the queen mother paused for a moment, and after a while, Fang continued: "It's useless for the Ai family, even my mother's nephew can't be kept."

Nanny Gui said: "The Lafayette is merciful, but why do you need to be sad about the past. It's better to look at the future. Everything will be decided by the Lafayette in the future. Not only the emperor and the harem, but even us slaves have a heart." lean on."

The Empress Dowager said: "I'm afraid that the matter of the previous dynasty will not work. The emperor's fist is very tight."

Speaking of this, the Empress Dowager laughed and said: "Fortunately, during Empress Xiaoxian's time, Prince Yu left a daughter for the Ai family. Otherwise, how would the Ai family spend the long days in the Palace of Compassion and Peace?"

He continued: "However, Qingfu is not something to enjoy. The Ai family never wants to try that kind of taste again."

Qing'er was hiding outside at that time, and she could not understand what she heard, but she remembered every word clearly, and she couldn't forget it even if she wanted to.

As Qing'er grew older, she followed the Queen Mother and was used to seeing concubines inside the palace and noble ladies outside the palace.

She watched with cold eyes a series of marriages popping up between the Queen Mother's lips.

She gradually understood the outline of the fate of the women in the palace.

During this time, when Fu Heng returned from dispatching troops, he became ill.

Fukang'an no longer lives in the palace.

He moved back to Fu's residence and stayed by his Ama's side day and night, reluctant to leave.

Later, for some reason, Fu Kang'an went to Qingzang without saying a word, and Mrs. Fu also left Fu's mansion and went to the outer suburbs to rest.

Since then, Qing'er began to wander alone in the Compassionate Palace, a place full of former concubines.

The experience of Qing'er growing up is something the Empress Dowager is often proud of.Knowing etiquette and self-sufficiency, he is good at needlework, and he is quite familiar with poetry and books.Eloquent and never lie.He treats people neither humble nor overbearing, but knows how to look at colors very well.

The most important thing is that Qinger has never been "naughty" and "crazy" that girls at a certain age will appear.

In today's terms, it would probably be that Qing'er did not have a rebellious period.

It seems that Qing'er has directly transformed from an ignorant child into a mature adult.There seems to be no pain in the middle.

how can that be.

Every life has its unique way of saying goodbye to childishness.

It may be a sudden change caused by a tragic accident, or it may be a gradual change without sound.

Qing'er saw Fu Kang'an returned to Beijing again, with sunburn scars on his face, and a string of exaggeratedly large beads on his wrist.She knew in her heart that Fukang'an was using her own way to deal with the sudden change that he couldn't bear, and then bid farewell to her past self.The growth of a person begins on the day when his heart begins to fight.He fought until only ashes were left, with only a few grains of fire missing here and there.

Qing'er knows that Fukang An loves her youngest very much, and she can't wait to lift him up to the sky.Because Fu Chang'an has something that he will never have again.

As for Qing'er herself, she is like a piece of dead wood, which has been soaked in water before it can burn.

She doesn't care about turning to ashes right away.

She doesn't care who is in the heart of the person who is married to her.That had nothing to do with her married life at all.

She just hoped that they would not disturb her wedding.

Fate is involuntary, and life cannot be detached.She can't escape either.

Fortunately, she never liked anyone.

It's the same with whoever you marry.

As long as she is safe and secure, she can raise her children peacefully in her warm home every day.

Live a sweet life and grow old forever.

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