After I retired, I became a Butei clerk

Shiratori Eri left the courtyard that made her feel so uncomfortable, and stepped into the boundless darkness again. She couldn't see all around with her fingers stretched out. She could only walk slowly and cautiously by instinct. Sometimes she also You will bump into many existences similar to railings, so you can be sure that you are still walking in the city lord's mansion, but your senses are blocked so you have an illusion.

It's just that Shiratori Eri was thinking about that weird illusion while walking, and if the thoughts in his heart were expressed in another language, it would probably be like this?that's all?Waiting for extremely complicated emotions.

She also thought that the illusion there would do some more confusing things, such as those swords and swords to treat her more eagerly, or find that she didn't believe it at all and then turned it over again, and after she stepped out of there, it really turned her heart. The memory is now manifested, so maybe there will be more flaws in her heart.

Or, after realizing that this place is an illusion, he directly tore his face, exposed his fangs and revealed his true body as a monster, and fought with himself.

Otherwise, what is the meaning of this illusion?

It's just that I can't say enough, just felt that the illusion was not strong enough, Shiratori Eri then encountered the situation she had imagined before, that is, some bad memories she encountered when she first became a divine examiner.

Silently watching the memories that flowed as fast as a movie screening, Shiratori Eri watched the originally quiet blue-haired girl become quiet after entering the Honmaru, the faint light in her eyes dimmed with time, and finally It disappeared completely, although it was still calm, but the knife in his hand was clenched even tighter.

These are all things in the past, the sadness is real, but the emotions can gradually be restrained with those swords and swords, but if the memories buried deep in the heart are spied on and used wantonly, no one will be able to let go of it , not to mention that the monster has just used this method, and now it is just repeating the old one. No matter how you look at it, it looks like it is acting recklessly because it can't find it.

It's really hard to watch.

It seems that if you don't try that trick, it won't work.

As soon as she made up her mind, Shiratori Eri sank down and mobilized the spiritual power in her whole body. The spiritual power in her whole body circulated rapidly, flowing towards the knife in her hand like a river flowing into the sea.This is the method taught by Mr. Tiaoye of Shizheng, entrusting the spiritual power to the sword itself, so that the sword itself can carry Fusangshen's spiritual power to increase, so as to exert a stronger power, especially suitable for cutting Everything in front of me exists.

It's just that Eri Shiratori's spiritual power has only recently increased. Using this trick may not be able to control the power, and it is easy to hurt innocent people, so she has never tried it before.

But now it is suitable to force the monster in the dark to come out. Thinking of this, Shiratori Eri's spiritual power has been gathered, she gave up the defensive swordsmanship, and instead actively attacked the surrounding environment, she drew the sword Slashing straight ahead, the dazzling spiritual power is like a rising sun, bursting out an incomparably bright light, illuminating this area brightly and brightly.

The rich darkness is torn apart like a cloth, revealing its true form.Eri Shiratori immediately saw the surrounding environment clearly, Osamu Dazai had disappeared, but what he didn't expect was that Kagome Higurashi was standing at the foot of the steps not far from her, confronting Inuyasha, and even using the spell she had cast on Inuyasha The technique controlled him so that he could not defeat the enemy lying quietly in his arms. Through the terrain, Shiratori Eri saw a white-haired baby in Higurashi Kagome's arms, but the baby's sullen look on his face was not like It's something a child can show.

Could this be the monster that can make illusions?If so, is he using the environment to stimulate the most longing or darkest places in people's hearts to achieve the purpose of controlling people for his use?

Thinking this way, seeing that the young monster's face was already tired, Shiratori Eri guessed that he had almost exhausted his monster power, so he planned to kill the monster while Higurashi Kagome was trapped, but she As soon as she set off, she saw the monster looked at her impartially as if she had been reminded of something, and then curled her lips into a wicked smile, and Shiratori Eri found herself falling into the darkness again. middle.

"..."

It seems that I miscalculated the power of the monster.

Although she was trapped again, Shiratori Eri didn't find it difficult at all. Anyway, she felt that her power was pouring out like a spring, and she could use the trick just now again at any time.The only thing I need to worry about is that I use too much spiritual power, and the power leaked after breaking the illusion may hurt Kagome Higurashi, but now look at the critical moment when Inuyasha was suppressed just now, and his faintly exposed black hair.

Shiratori Eri felt that if she didn't help in time, it would be really troublesome.As for whether it will be trapped again after breaking through, even if the monster is underestimated by myself, I am afraid it will not last there. Now the comparison is time and strength. Once he traps her, she will break it again , It would be best to exhaust the power of that monster.

Because of her young age, Shiratori Eri, who only knows some martial arts and a powerful way to subdue the enemy, feels the spiritual power in her body, and chooses to use force to break the trick very simply and rudely.She is not worried about whether her sudden increase or even continuous increase in spiritual power is the enemy's method, because the senses can be deceived, but the spiritual power closely related to her cannot be changed, only by the owner herself Use clean air or be sealed by the enemy, but I have never heard of it being strengthened by the enemy in reverse.

So Shiratori Eri thought about the source of her increased spiritual power, and felt that it might be her third burst of spiritual power in this time and space.

The first time was when she lost her parents and gained spiritual power, and the second time was when she saw the fusangshen who were so indifferent to her in Honmaru and even forced her to be depressed and silent that they were almost autistic in order to protect her in the space-time battlefield. , she was led to study by current affairs masters at that time, and this third time, although she still doesn't know why it broke out, it won't be too late to investigate after the current crisis is resolved and she returns to current affairs.

With this in mind, Shiratori Eri once again split the darkness that was trying to wrap her up, and then was drenched in blood all over her head and body.

This is?

After seeing the new scene, Shiratori Eri's pupils shrank, her mood fluctuated much more than when she saw Fu Sangshen just now, and even the hand holding the knife trembled slightly.

Why?Will it be here?

The place where she appeared was the inside of Honmaru, the castle tower where the god-inspector lived. This is the most protected and highest-level protection area.But now the place is in a mess, the beautifully decorated sliding doors have been chopped down, and there are traces of swords on them, the bookshelves containing a large number of books and official documents have collapsed, paper products are scattered on the ground, and bloody footprints have been trampled on. Drenched in blood, a string of sword bells in front of the gate of the castle tower also shattered to the ground.

There are also many traces of human beings being dragged along the road, as well as spurted blood, which are reflected darkly on the ground, on doors and windows, between tables and chairs. The trunk is still stretching upwards unyieldingly, and the rest of the plants planted in the courtyard are even dead, with few dead branches and leaves.

There is no fat and strong horse in the stables that should be fed by the swordsmen, the swordsmith in the forge room is missing, and there are no perennial flames and placed full of jade, charcoal, and cooling materials, only knives There are some materials for forging knives scattered in the solution room.

The scene of ruins everywhere makes people judge without hesitation that this is the abandoned Honmaru, the Honmaru who lost the spiritual power provided by the God-inspector and had to die.

And it happened that Shiratori Eri knew each other here, because she personally ruined the fate of this Honmaru. The reason was that all members of this Honmaru fell secretly in order to maintain the life of their master, the current God Judge.

Faced with his master's serious illness and being helpless, the Token Fusangshen of this Honmaru did not choose to report the truth to Shizheng. Instead, he teamed up with all Token Fusangshen, imprisoned Guanhu, and then used his weak divine power to maintain his master's life. , but the man with the sword who has lost the spiritual power of the god judge, when the divine power is excessively spent without pure and clean spiritual power to supplement it, the final result is to gradually fall into the dark.

At the same time, they were unable to go out because of the dark fall, and they could not get the government's supply resources. Whether it was materials for repairing themselves or food that could barely replenish their spiritual power, they gradually became scarce, making their spiritual power more turbid and darker. Under the vicious circle, Gradually loses his mind and turns into a fallen person between Token Fusangshin and the retrograde army. He chooses to attack his companions and sneak attack other Token Fusangshin teams to obtain resources. Therefore, when other Honmaru abnormalities occur, Shizheng sent himself and other companions here to understand the situation.

However, although they are said to be inspectors to understand the situation, they are actually responsible for observation. Once Touken Fusangshin falls, all members will be killed to maintain the internal stability of Touken Fusangshin.

And the last order she accepted was to destroy this Honmaru, so she did it.

To deal with this Honmaru, killing is inevitable. She doesn't like to kill people, but she still wants to kill the fallen but still extremely weak sword men one by one. This broken Honmaru is also there The Overseer team and the Swordsman became tattered during the battle.

At that time, although she hated blood, she had no purpose in life and could only go with the flow, so she put her faith in her companions.

And every companion of Fusangshen who was responsible for beheading the dark fall felt that they were right. They also lost their precious lives during the battle, so Eri Shiratori walked into the castle tower with murderous intent and anger, preparing to Ask the god judge why he let his fusangshen fall in the dark, which made them fall into this situation today.

But in the end, she only had time to see the god-judgment who was seriously ill and barely survived by relying on divine power. After seeing her sword Fusangshen beheaded many times, she cried and laughed and seemed to be relieved. She swallowed her last breath in front of her, and the remaining few dark sword men also voluntarily jumped into the sword solution pool after the master left.

Only then did Shiratori Eri realize that, except for a few companions who were barely standing, in the end there was nothing left here except the stumps and blood.

Why are we fighting, why are we killing people?

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"Human life is very precious, so no matter which life should be cherished, if people in this world are allowed to die in order to maintain history, is it a kind of putting the cart before the horse? Those fusang gods can be saved, why do they have to beheaded and even cause death? I have lost so many companions, and my hands are stained with blood. Did you think so at the time?"

Standing here at the castle tower, Shiratori Eri heard an elegant and gentle female voice suddenly coming from this dilapidated room, she turned her head suddenly, and saw that the room where the god judge was originally resting was opened, and a person came out from inside. A woman in an orthodox priestess costume. She looks beautiful and dignified in white and red. It's just that her long-term serious illness made her white and beautiful face become sallow, haggard, and her hair is withered. She lost a lot of beauty.

She stood quietly by the door, only a few steps away from Shiratori Eri, her eyes were lonely and haggard, only a pair of black eyeballs that looked terrifyingly big in the sunken eye sockets due to the loss of skin and flesh, straight Staring at Shiratori Eri.

"The Fusangshen in my Honmaru just wanted me to survive, so they unfortunately fell, but even if they lost their minds, they didn't kill the Fusangshen of other Honmaru, they just robbed some In the final analysis, I have dragged them down with regard to life-sustaining materials. I have nothing to say when I die, but why do you kill them without hesitation?"

As the judge spoke, a few glistening tears shed on his skinny face, and his tone was sad and painful, "They obviously only wanted to keep their master, and they didn't deserve to die."

"Feel sorry."

Facing the woman's accusation, Shiratori Eri couldn't say anything in the end, and really didn't know what to say, so she could only apologize to her.But the woman did not accept her apology. She became so excited that she didn't even care about her crippled body. She walked quickly to Shiratori Eri and looked at her condescendingly, "If an apology is useful, my Fu Sangshen will I won’t die. What’s the use of saying this now, don’t forget, back then you were not strong enough to protect yourself, if your companions hadn’t tried their best to protect you when killing Fusangshen, you would have died long ago. "

"It's the weak you who killed my Fu Sangshen and your companion. You, a person who lives on mediocrity, have no right to say sorry."

"..."

"You're right, I really don't have the right to say sorry to my companion."

Eri Shiratori was silent for a moment, affirming the woman's statement in a low voice. After all, she herself could also realize that since she awakened her spiritual power on the space-time battlefield where all the members of Honmaru smashed knives and escaped from the space storm, The bigwigs of current politics have changed their attitude towards themselves.

In the past, I was just an ordinary judge of God. When I said that I had received the coldness of Honmaru, there was only a Guanhu who accompanied her and tried to help her change a new Honmaru. However, the war was tight at that time, and I am a novice with medium spiritual power, with neither experience nor strength, but Token Fusangshen in Honmaru can use his spiritual power to successfully complete each task, so in the end, because it does not meet the standards and is nothing serious, my proposal is just like that was put on hold.

And after he successfully demonstrated his outstanding spiritual talent and was able to provide great help to Shizheng's plan to annihilate all retrograde troops, all the bosses of Shizheng changed their attitudes towards him, and even strongly invited themselves to be their disciples. best teaching.It's just that at the time she was ashamed and just wanted to leave and go home, but in the end she was stopped by the contract she signed when she joined the job, and finally, under the manipulation of those people, she somehow got to the most dangerous monitoring team, Shiratori Eri thought I have been abandoned.

But it wasn't until the last battle of the inspection team that she, who was desperately protected by others, realized that she had been under the protection of others, even if it was achieved by the lives of others.

So what she said was right, the most unbearable memory of her here is that her life was actually left under the blessing, not her own strength.Her powerful spiritual power didn't really play a role in this battle. For this reason, her companion even passed away just like that. The final outcome of this extermination battle was that no one could get a good result, and both sides suffered losses.

Only she survived, and she can naively think about the issues of life and death, and these things were all figured out bit by bit after she was taught by other masters and finally transferred to Mr. Jono.

Looking back now, her life trajectory seems to be ups and downs, but in fact it has been arranged since the burst of spiritual power.

So she was right when she said that about herself.

"So you admit that it's your fault? Why can you, a born executioner, live, but others have to die for you?"

Hearing the woman's words, Shiratori Eri's eyes sharpened sharply, looked at the priestess in front of her, glanced at the void behind her, and then quietly turned back to the woman's face, as if she didn't care how much she said. Surprisingly.

But that person sensed Shiratori Eri's shaken mind, and let out a huff, the expression on her face became mocking, which made her gentle and elegant face extra ironic, "You think I can't see that you are actually a born killer , Born to slaughter. This is why they sent you to the surveillance team, they wanted to stimulate your potential through killing, but they didn't expect you to be such a waste, ruining the life of your companion."

"You are just a murderer. No matter where you go, you will only bring disaster to those around you. Because you have the potential to kill, you are born to be a disaster, a ghost born from the darkness."

"A person like you, what qualifications do you have to live in this world!"

The woman's voice became extremely contemptuous, and deep disgust was revealed in her eyes, "No one would like to have a person who is born to kill by his side. I really don't know why you still have the courage to live in this world."

"..."

"If you have the talent to kill, can't you live as an ordinary person?"

Seemingly confused by what was said, Shiratori Eri stared at the owner of the Honmaru in front of her eyes, this originally elegant and charming woman made no secret of her contempt, "That's right, so a person like you should to die."

"Should I die?"

Eri Shiratori seemed to be asking herself, or the woman, but the woman immediately replied eagerly, "Yes, you should die."

She took out a shakiwasa from her waist, which was the knife hanging on her waist from the beginning, and handed it to Shiratori Eri, with resentment in her eyes, "In order to appease my anger, please murderer, murderer!" go to hell."

"Oh."

Shiratori Eri responded quietly, her eyes dimmed, she stretched out her hand to take the knife, and pulled out a section of it stiffly. The bright green blade shone faintly, revealing an ominous atmosphere, while Shiratori Eri was watching After a while, under the almost impatient gaze of the woman, she pulled it out completely, and slowly swiped it horizontally, as if it was about to wipe it off her neck.

Despite the ecstasy in her heart, the woman still maintains the expression of deep resentment towards Shiratori Eri because all the Fusangshin in Honmaru died. Only her heart is excited, it's almost there, it's almost there, don't worry, she is going to die.

"hello"

In such a highly tense situation, when a hand was suddenly placed behind her and even the man's deliberately elongated voice sounded weird, the woman who was extremely frightened because she didn't notice the enemy's attack walked back without thinking. Throwing out the spiritual power, I found that my powerful spiritual power was directly torn and absorbed as if it had encountered a black hole.

How is this going?She immediately wanted to break free and turn around to kill the enemy who could silently enter her illusion, but she only felt a chill in her abdomen. After the coolness in the abdomen spread throughout her body, it was a heart-wrenching pain, which made her face It was completely distorted, and the haggard face also changed, becoming gorgeous and slightly hostile, and even the whole person's appearance changed, and finally turned into a tall, beautiful woman in purple clothes. His attitude was terrible.

It was originally a mixture of anger, disbelief, and horror on the proud face, which made the face of the most beautiful woman so hideous that she couldn't recognize the beauty at all. I am afraid that even people who know her well would have to recognize her. Work hard.

After she was stabbed, she broke free from the man's hand behind her, and quickly distanced herself from Shiratori Eri and the man, only to be able to see the man who suddenly appeared behind her. The man with brown hair and iris eyes was smiling. Looking at her with an innocent expression, as if he wasn't the one who frightened her just now and even caused her power to continue to drain.

"who are you?"

The changed priestess yelled hoarsely, but the man didn't respond.

Only Shiratori Eri, who had stabbed her so hard just now, was able to answer the words calmly, "He asked me to call him Aji, and you can call him the enemy. Zidie."

"Pfft," Dazai Osamu, who appeared here, laughed, overjoyed, "I didn't expect Eri-chan to have a talent for telling jokes. Wow, I really look forward to what Eri-chan will do."

"You know each other, yes, it's you."

Zidie, who recovered from being stabbed, covered the wound, the corners of her eyes were about to burst, and she looked at Dazai Osamu as if she wanted to eat him, "I know you, you appeared in Shiratori-e when you returned to the present world. But I didn't I saw you in this time and space, how did you appear!"

You can even break into the fantasy world she carefully designed for Shiratori Eri. You must know that this place not only restores the deepest memories in Shiratori Eri's heart, but even every plant and tree is a monster that can hypnotize people. He teamed up with Naraku to borrow Bai Tongzi who can confuse people's hearts, and she came out only after she was convinced that Shiratori Eri fell into the illusion step by step.

And how could this person come to this time and space out of thin air and break this illusion!

"Oh, this question is a secret."

Osamu Dazai raised a finger to his mouth, and then said these words in a serious manner. On the contrary, Zidie felt pain in her heart, and she looked at Shiratori Eri unwillingly, "How did you break free from the illusion? Yes, obviously you are all in."

The illusions she prepared were false and real, but they were all to arouse Shiratori Eri's inner emotions, and it was the first time I saw those Fu Sangshen in Shiratori Eri, and Fu Sangshen thought they met their masters with the help of illusions, aloof When she despised her deeply, she had already let Shiratorie's emotions be aroused by them, so that Shiratori continued to grasp the dark side of her heart, until she was convinced that Shiratorie's eyes were slack and her movements were stiff, and she had long lost her sanity. She just ran out to complete the last step that made Shiratori Eri's death certain.

She just wanted to watch Shiratori Eri die with her own eyes, why did she still give herself a knife in the end?

"Probably because, although I have always been obsessed with the past and even grieved for it, the hatred for you in my heart can resist everything. You think I don't know that many things that happened to me back then are all related to what you found out in the current affairs. Is it related to chess? Including the strangulation of Honmaru that almost cost me my life and even my courage.”

"No matter what I do, I can't forgive you, the chief culprit who betrayed history and killed countless companions. Before you die, I will definitely not die."

"The politics you lied to was almost wiped out, how do you feel being lied to now?"

After Shiratori Eri finished speaking calmly, Osamu Dazai looked at her a few times and frowned imperceptibly.

"Do you think you can kill me by absorbing my spiritual power? Don't you want to know why you are here?"

Facing the crisis of life and death, Zidie calmed down instead, showing a bit of arrogance when she spoke with a smile, she showed a spiritual power very similar to that of Shiratori Eri, "Or, don't you want to know who you are? "

She opened her mouth to spit out the taboo name, but was stopped by Shiratori Eri calmly drawing a knife and attacking her, "All I know is that I am Shiratori Eri."

"Zhijun, please hide aside."

It was the first time I heard Shiratori Eri call out his name so clearly, Dazai Osamu narrowed his eyes, stepped back, and disappeared into this space, leaving only Shiratori Eri fighting Zicho.

"This is our war, no matter what, it must be a life-and-death war."

"Ha ha."

The smiling Zidie drew out the knife, "It's up to you?"

"By me."

Eri Shiratori said coldly, looking at Zidie with her blue eyes, "I've been using other people's spiritual power to pretend to be strong, and use other people's life to be happy? Zidie."

Hearing what Shiratori Eri said, Zidie, who was originally calm and calm, suddenly changed her expression, "You are not that Shiratori Eri, you are her!"

What returned to her was Shiratori Eri's confident and flamboyant smile.

.........

After Osamu Dazai walked out of the illusion with the book, he waited quietly aside, not paying any attention to Higurashi Kagome who was interacting sweetly with Inuyasha who drove away Shiroji because he overcame the darkness in his heart.

Not long after, he found that the book he was keeping was flipping at an unparalleled speed, devouring the extremely dazzling golden spiritual power like a greedy wolf devouring its prey, which was the divine power of Shiratori Eri before reincarnation, and then in After absorbing it, he burped in satisfaction.

It seems that after the purple butterfly was continuously deprived of her strength by her own books and injured by Eri-chan with the poison she prepared, she still didn't survive despite her strong support, and it was probably ended by Shiratori Eri Live it.

But Eri-chan did not come out of the illusion. Thinking of this, Dazai Osamu's eyes suddenly darkened, and when he saw Shiratori Eri struggling to get out of a certain land, his smile bloomed in spring, and he stepped forward. Spreading his legs, he ran to Shiratori Eri, and stretched out his hand proudly, "Eri-chan, do you want Aji to help?"

It turned out to come out from the ground, puff.

"Ah, thanks."

Although the clothes were a little damaged, and her body and face were dusty, Shiratori Eri still calmly took Dazai Osamu's hand and prepared to come out, but the moment their hands met, Shiratorori was surprised They found themselves and Osamu Dazai's hands became illusory, and then they seemed to flash their eyes, and they returned to modern times like that.

Because it was inconvenient, he was wearing the clothes of the Warring States Period over the shirt Osamu Dazai Kaze and Eri Kaze Shiratori in a shrine maiden costume, and suddenly received a few embarrassing looks.

Osamu Dazai smiled and ignored the strange gazes of other people, with a troubled expression on his face, "Oh, I didn't expect it to be like this, and I returned to the present world. Erika hasn't thought of Aji yet, so what should I do."

"Do you still want to act after you're back? Dazai-senpai."

What responded to him was the calm Shiratori Eri, who immediately received Osamu Dazai's fake performance, "Oh my God, Eri-chan called me this name, have you forgotten that you and I slept together in the Sengoku period... ...mmmmmm"

Osamu Dazai was pulled down by Shiratori's strength, allowing her to cover her mouth, and looked at the somewhat helpless Shiratori with a dumbfounded smile, her kite-colored eyes and blue pupils met like that. After watching, the petite girl retreated first, "My memory is not lost at all, I remembered it."

Seeing that Osamu Dazai was slightly nervous because of this title, Shiratori Eri tilted her head and smiled, "Do you want to hear about my last story with Zidie in Mirage? Let me know in advance that I lied to her."

"Aji."

Although he had already speculated about what will happen next based on Shiratori Eri's words, Dazai still smiled happily, with the look in his eyes shining brightly, "I will not refuse the invitation of the beautiful lady. Then, Miss, after listening to the story, do you want me to die together? For example..."

"Hey, Eri-chan, don't drag me away, it's very hard to bend over."