[Whirlwind Girl] Wen Jun is like the past

You gave him hope, but why make yourself so desperate, so desperate that you don't want to face reality and the future.

——Arnold

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After that day, everything seemed to be on track.

Gu Ruobai actively took care of his body to prepare for the operation, Fang Tingyi received the admission notice from the Royal Academy of Music and Art, and everything happened in an orderly manner, but his face became more rosy, while she became more emaciated and thinner.

On the day of the operation, she did not come.

Gu Ruobai faced the window, and his cold voice faded away when the door opened, "What about her?"

"Who?" A Nuo who entered the door pretended not to know, a cold light flashed in his eyes, which was fleeting.

"Fang Tingyi." He spat out the name word by word, and the three ordinary words unexpectedly carried a touch of lingering meaning between the opening and closing of his lips.

"Tingyi." He repeated it suddenly, and A Nuo sat on the only chair with his long legs intertwined, "She can't come because of something, but she asked me to tell you that you owe her this time It's a big debt, and you will be charged interest when you recover."

"En." Gu Ruobai responded softly to the air, as if the woman was standing in front of him.

He knew that when she said this, her expression must be awkward and arrogant, but she couldn't hide the concern in her eyes.

"Gu Ruobai, you have to know that my teacher doesn't take it lightly. You'd better not ruin his reputation." A Nuo played with the faded red string bracelet on his wrist. In a threatening tone, "Otherwise, Tingyi will be mine."

He seems to be joking, but he is serious.The icy blue eyes are full of inevitable light, without any concealment.

"Impossible." Turning to glance at him, Gu Ruobai said firmly, "She won't like you."

With a sneer, he joked as if hearing a joke, "Don't like me, do you like you?"

His heart was stung by an inexplicable emotion, and Gu Ruobai was immediately speechless.A trace of shame and anger that had been broken rose in his heart, and the knuckles hanging by his side were stiff, but fortunately, the facial paralysis had covered up all his emotions.

Looking at his "calm" face, A Nuo suddenly felt bored, he stood up and flicked the unnecessary dust from the corner of his jersey, "Get ready, it's time to enter the operating room."

And it's time for him to prepare for "over there".

At nine o'clock in the morning London time, Gu Ruobai was pushed into the operating room.

At the corner where his eyes couldn't reach, Fang Tingyi watched him silently, with complicated and fixed eyes, until the door of the operating room was closed, and he was no longer seen.

"Let's go, he'll be fine." At some point, A Nuo appeared behind her, turned the direction of the wheelchair, and pushed her straight away.

"Arnold." There was a sudden frenzied longing and a strange relief in her eyes, "At this time next year, I want to stroll along the Seine River, play the violin, and watch the sunrise and sunset."

"Well, I believe." Believe that you can have music with your left hand and your right hand.

"There is also Big Ben, where my parents made love, and I have always wanted to see it."

"Okay, trust me." Trust me can get you back on your feet.

"When he gets better, let him go back to China. I don't want to see him again."

"Okay." It just so happens that I don't want to see him either.

"He likes Qi Baicao so much, he must be very happy?" A touch of bitterness.

"It's fine if you're happy." Others, what have I to do.

……

The anesthetic was injected into his body bit by bit, and all senses were numb bit by bit.As if being sucked into a vortex, he was dizzy, but that person's smile was stubborn and firmly rooted in his mind.

Gu Ruobai clenched the crystal hair tie tightly in her palm, an unprecedented desire to survive emerged in her heart.

Fang Tingyi, wait for me!

After twelve hours, the red light outside the operating room finally went out.

It was still the original medical staff, and the handsome young man on the cart was still the same, but this time he came out of it, like a broken cocoon, silently announcing his new life.

Late at night two days later.

"The operation was successful, and all the vital signs are normal now." Professor Steven, who had just returned home, took off his coat while talking to his lover, "By the way, how is your doctoral thesis preparation going?"

"Devil, the progress is not bad, but there are some small troubles." With a sigh, Arnold's tone was dignified, and his anxiety could be felt through the phone, "Teacher, if an operation is obviously successful, but the patient Wake up too late, what should I do?"

"Tobe, ornottobe: thatisthequestion." One word at a time, with a pure London accent, like a mature British gentleman lamenting life, "Thatis yourquestion."

This sentence comes from Shakespeare's play "Hamlet". It is a question struggling on the line of life and death, a question of silence or explosion.

"Teacher, I understand." As if hit head-on, the impetuous heart suddenly calmed down, "Everyone must face the choice of life."

But dear girl, if you think that you can escape the pain, then I have to dig out more pain to wake you up.

I have never accepted my fate, so naturally I will not let you accept my fate.

"At the moment, sleeping is my choice. So, little lamb—"

"Devil, good night."

Here, A Nuo, who decisively pinched the phone, never took his eyes off the woman on the hospital bed. His always smooth chin was covered with blue stubble, and his ice blue eyes were bloodshot, but it was hard to hide the almost crazy light.

"Tingyi, you really don't remember anything, it's okay, I will let you remember."

He took off the red string from his wrist and tied it around her hand.The pale and almost transparent skin reflected the light red rope chain, which had a cruel beauty.

And she closed her eyes tightly, and her slender eyelashes cast a shadow, pulling her down like a dark abyss.

That kick was fierce and sharp, at that moment all the figures drifted away, that "apology" was heartbreaking and ruthless, and the scenes from the past reappeared in her dreams like a fleeting image.

She was immersed in a boundless nightmare, her body seemed to be tied to a lead weight, getting heavier and heavier, and she couldn't break free and couldn't escape.

No one loves her, even the closest family members have abandoned her, standing on a ridiculous moral high platform and looking down on her.

If this is reality, why continue to live in pain?

It's so painful, it's almost like dying.

Why not just go to sleep, go to sleep...

"Little Ah Yi, don't you remember Brother A Nuo?"

A sentence that seemed to float from the sky pulled back her sanity that was about to collapse.

Brother Arnold...Brother Arnold...

Why so familiar?I should know it, no!I know for sure!But why, why do I not remember?

"You said you would use this red rope to tie me up, now I will use it to tie you up too, okay?"

The red rope... binds you...

A corner of the wall of memory has quietly collapsed——

"Brother Anuo, I will tie you up so that you will never leave me..."

In a corner of the orphanage, the little girl took the boy's hand and tied the red rope stubbornly to his wrist. Her face as rosy as an apple showed the joy and pride of her successful scheme.

"I don't want it." The boy turned his face away awkwardly, but he didn't pull off the red rope.

"Woooooo... Mom and Dad don't want Tingyi, even Brother A Nuo doesn't want me... Tingyi is the most pitiful child in the world..." The little girl squatted on the ground, covering her face and moaning crying.

"I didn't want you." The boy curled his lips and muttered in a low voice.However, his hands followed his heart very much, gently pulling her up and wiping away her tears.

The girl put away her tears in an instant, and smiled like a little cat, "I knew it, brother A Nuo is the best."

best... best...

Yes, Brother Arnold is the best, so nice——

"Don't...don't—" The unconscious woman on the hospital bed broke out in cold sweat and muttered to herself, looking extremely painful.

A Nuo held her hand in surprise, the love in his eyes was in stark contrast to the cruelty he said, "Xiao Tingyi, brother A Nuo likes you so much, why are you so cruel, how can you forget me?"

How can I forget him?

In her mind, a wall collapsed. It was built by her own hands. The memories that had to be imprisoned because of the pain were all flooded in at this moment.

"Let me go, I don't want to leave Brother Anuo." At the gate of the orphanage, the girl was kicking and punching in the man's arms, struggling with all her strength, "You bad guys, bad guys—"

"Tingyi, be good, go home with Dad." The man coaxed the girl in his arms with a headache, but he was helpless against her crying.

The boy bit his lip forbearance, and stood at the gate without saying a word, but never took his eyes off the girl.

At the moment when she was about to get into the car, the girl finally broke free while the man stretched out his hand to open the door. She ran back in a hurry, but didn't notice the oncoming car.

"careful!"

The next moment, the boy flew over to protect the girl, and fell heavily to the ground with a cruel parabola.

"Brother Anuo." A pair of small hands tightly held the slightly larger hand, and she leaned in his arms contentedly, showing a childish smile, "Tingyi will not leave you..."

A large amount of blood overflowed from under the boy, like a mountain of rhododendrons, and the right hand protecting the girl finally fell powerlessly...

The ambulance came roaring, separated the two, and also separated the fate of the two.

When she woke up again, she forgot everything, she had her own home, she regarded another boy as her dearest brother, and she abandoned her brother Anuo...

Do not! Do not!

impossible!The pool of blood is still vivid in her mind, how could she forget it!

"Brother Arnold—"

The person on the hospital bed screamed and sat up straight, his eyes wide open.

The next second, she was hugged into a hug, and someone comforted her in a low voice, "Okay, it's all over."

The haze in her eyes gradually dissipated, and she finally saw the person in front of her clearly, "Arnuo, you are brother Arnuo."

The affirmative tone seemed cautious.

"You little idiot, I only remembered now." He pinched her nose lightly, as if he teased her when he was a child, "If you don't think about it again, I won't recognize you."

"I'm sorry." The familiar intimacy made her nose sore, tears streaming down her face.

Sorry, I forgot you. After you protected me with your life, I actually forgot you.

"It's okay." The callused fingertips gently wiped away the tears on her face, "It's good to be back."

As long as you come back to me, I can ignore everything.

We agreed that we would always be together.

Just remember.