[Main FZ] The correct way to obtain the Holy Grail

That handsome boy, the one who sat in the window seat next to Kotomine Tsukimihoshi, who had a gentle smile on everyone and was admired by girls.

With a messy short brown hair, like a wild boy, a child who is too straightforward to even lie is not always worrying, from that person's smile, he regained his girl's self-consciousness.

"That person always seems to be looking at me gently!"

"He will guide me with my homework patiently!"

……

During the lively recess time, the ignorant girl pretended not to care, pouted and pointed at the beautiful boy who was staring at the cherry blossoms outside the window in a daze not far away, but she didn't know her blushing face.

But the person who was told received a letter from him under the cherry blossom tree that was gazed at by the boy with gentle eyes.

At that time, apart from a helpless wry smile, he couldn't make any other expressions.

"Hey, Uchida-san likes me, right..."

There was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, obviously he wanted to tell that young friend his heart, and he politely declined, but when he really said it, he did something called "betrayal" that even he couldn't understand.

"So can you do me a favor?"

……

Face your favorite, most important person.

Why do you do this?

Ah, why?

It was already a week after Yan Fengyue Jianxing's transfer to another school reached his ears.

The cold physiological saline flowed into this gradually necrotic body along the catheter little by little, accumulating little by little, the girl named Mizuhara Xiangxing stared blankly at the pale ceiling, and then flowed out of the same full of blood from her eye sockets. Bitter colorless liquid.

It must be very sad...

The child is crying too...

The person you want to protect is hurt by yourself.

At that time, I stretched out my hand to cover my cheek, and curled up into a ball in pain. I didn't want anyone to see this ugliness...

The lover who brought the news by the hospital bed gave comfort in silence.

"Xiang Xing has always been gentle..."

"The current injury is like the traces on the sand in the water. One day, it will be healed with the washing of time. Then Kotomine will recover and find happiness."

That's right, I don't want the child to see his ugly face.

That seemingly cheerful child has a heart that is more cowardly and inferior than anyone else.

If you are hurt by someone important, you will definitely abandon all the memories of the past. If you hate yourself, hate me, and bury it deeply, you will never communicate with each other until you die.

Then forget the dead me, find other people to accompany her, and find happiness...

Forget me, never see you again.

……

Yes, I have made such a decision...

But driven by the body facing collapse, he changed into his favorite skirt, dragged his almost unconscious feet, and escaped from the hospital.

At dusk, when I got on the last bus from Shinto to Miyamacho, where did I want to go?

who do you want to see

What else do you want to say...?

Sitting in the position near the car door at that time, the gradually draining vitality made me feel cold.

The flowing blood was as heavy as mercury, every breath seemed extremely difficult, and the lingering tiredness made me close my eyes and fall into sleep quietly with all the thoughts I wanted to give up.

But ah, but as the bus slowed down, the scenery constantly emerging outside the window was like a hand slowly unfolding the scroll of memory bit by bit.Gentle and peaceful warmth rippled faintly in the heart.

In that small park, I played on the swing with Ah Yue.

Ahhh, the red bean popsicles in that old grocery store are delicious, every time Ah Yue passes by, she buys them.

That glutton said that he should not eat more than two popsicles a day...

When elementary school was over, we walked together through the fence where rose flowers slumped down like a waterfall.

……

...want to see you again...

Hope the bus can be faster.

Let me see you again.

This is the most genuine wish buried in my heart.

With such a strong emotion, holding on to the signboard of the bus, I moved my gradually stiff body little by little, and looked towards the end of the road, stepping on the broken shadows of phoenix trees on both sides of the asphalt road.

Can't just fall asleep like this.

Don't want to die yet.

Ah Yue is waiting for me there.

……

However, all the young girls who were broken by the disease finally fell asleep under the sycamore tree on that twilight summer evening with an unfulfillable wish.

……

When he woke up, he had already turned into a ghost with no form. He was bound under this sycamore tree with his obsession, and could only appear at dusk, quietly looking into the distance.

Will always wait here...

Come and meet me...

The moon sees the stars.

Avoiding the inspections of magicians and church personnel, relying on the meager magic power inadvertently emitted by the spirit land to maintain the fragile spirit body.

A day or two.

One week two weeks.

One month and two months.

……

two years.

Just trying to transform into a 16-year-old appearance, smiling as usual, and gently touching the girl's hair, almost exhausted all my strength.

……

Ah, it became like this again, and fell powerlessly under the banyan tree.

But this time the last wish was fulfilled, the child must be very happy now that Orihara-san is with him.

I have seen the last...

Ask for nothing more...

Just go away.

[Leave after one more look before you die, is this really the most sincere wish you have buried in your heart? 】

Under the hazy moonlight, when I raised my head, what was reflected in the eyes that were gradually losing focus was a lovely girl with long brown hair...

"Yue... Moon sees the stars?" With a broken voice, he called out the child's name, and even his gradually transparent body made movements beyond the limit, struggling to walk towards her.

【Ah, is the projected form formed by the obsession in your heart really this child? 】

[Can just seeing her give you motivation? 】

【What a touching friendship. 】

With a flat voice, she said something similar to an exclamation, and the girl stepped forward slightly, and the illusory phantom gradually faded away, turning into a strange white creature.

"……cat?"

【No, I am the magician Chubby who fulfilled the girl's wish. I sensed your obsession, so I came to help you】

Looking at herself calmly with water-red eyes, the puppet-like creature named Chubby said something that made her incomprehensible

"I am content to see her again... I have no other wishes..."

He let out a helpless wry laugh, suppressed the inexplicable throbbing in his heart when he saw the phantom of the girl, said something that he couldn't believe, and lay quietly on the ground waiting for the coming of death again.

【Then why do you make such a struggle with death when you see her phantom again? 】

The secret in the bottom of my heart was directly revealed by Qiubi along with the feeling of reluctance.The white magician looked directly into her eyes, expressing such doubts that he could not refute.

Of course I am aware of my reluctance and obsession.

"But she doesn't need me anymore...Didn't Orihara-san protect him well in daily life?"

I'll go again, what's the point...

[Origara?As someone who watches over the world, what can he do...] In the calm tone of the white magician, even though it was only for a moment, there was still a rare hint of disdain, accompanied by a cold snort, it returned to calm.

【Hey, of course she needs you. You are more important than Orihara Rin from the beginning, and Orihara-san is just someone who stays by her side after you leave. 】

[The child is now in a dangerous war, you are very smart, and you also have strength and obsession that ordinary earthbound spirits cannot match. 】

The white creature walked towards him step by step with graceful steps.

[If you want, go back to that child again. 】

[Accept this 'Seed of Sadness' and abandon the human form, and you will gain power]

The magician's figure gradually faded away, and what appeared in front of him again was the most important brown-haired girl in his heart.

Under the pale moonlight, with a shy expectant smile, the child stretched out his hand to himself lying on the ground.

"Hey, once again, let's be together, A Xing."

How to refuse?