My world seems to be wrong

Family members are by my side, and their breath surrounds me all the time.

This kind of thing that seemed to represent a sense of security made him relax. After a while, he found that there was a strange atmosphere around him, but Nasu never took his hand away.

Instead, he lay there quietly without saying a word.

Dazai sat beside Nasu, tilted his head and asked a question, "Does Little Orange know what death is?"

After giving Dazai a beating, Nasu's mood has become much calmer. Even if his favorability for Dazai has shown an astonishing negative number, he will not show disgust. He just said in a cold voice , "What is the relationship between knowing and not knowing?"

"If you know, then I can learn from you. And if you don't know, would you like to witness that world with me?" Osamu Dazai grabbed a handful of sand, clenched his hands, and looked at the There are grains of sand leaking from the inside, and there is nothingness in the iris eyes.

"Go by yourself, I will prepare a coffin for you, made of golden nanmu, which is known as the top coffin wood in the ancient country opposite." Nasu's indifferent voice said something that surprised Osamu Dazai.

"So you like me so much? Such a coffin should be very expensive, you are willing to spend money, it must be because you love me and are reluctant to part, and you want to treasure my body." Osamu Dazai's tone Let Nasu's fingers move.

My hands are itching again.

"The topic just now was about death."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, his soft hair was blown up by the sea breeze, and the wound on the corner of his mouth was obviously punched. When he smiled, he pulled a bit, and he gasped in pain.

"It just goes to show that we have so much to talk about."

Nasu was silent for a while, and the man next to him picked up the sand repeatedly for his own amusement, and saw it slip through his fingers. After repeating it mechanically for a few minutes, he heard the voice of the orange-haired boy inexplicably. ,

"Death is never seeing all the things I want to see, never seeing my family again, dying in emptiness and loneliness, and never having a future."

"That would be great."

"Okay?" Nasu took away the arm that was holding down the glasses, looked at the top of the umbrella, and murmured, "No matter how you die, it is painful. If you can live, no matter how painful you are, As long as I can live, I will try my best to live. Life is boring, and life is the whole meaning."

"If you die, it really doesn't mean anything."

That must be the meaning party.

He can clearly and clearly define all the meaning of what he does.

For example, when he covers his eyes with his arm, it not only makes him feel comfortable, but also makes his world fall into darkness. The darkness makes his head clearer and he thinks things more clearly.

People will not do meaningless things, even if people think that thing is meaningless, the meaninglessness of that thing represents the meaning itself.

Tongue-twister-like statement.

"Are you afraid of death?" Osamu Dazai suddenly asked this question.

"Fear, maybe it's fear, I can't imagine how terrible it would be if I died and could never see my family again."

"I don't know what answer you want from me, I just express my heart."

Nasu suddenly wanted to tell Osamu Dazai a word, he tilted his head and looked at the bandaged boy sitting beside him, those orange eyes were not dimmer than the light of the slanting sun, but far surpassed it.

"Those who fear death are not necessarily weak, but those who face death must be strong."

When Osamu Dazai heard these words, his eyes widened suddenly.

Nasu ignored him, but thought of a sentence in Disqualification in the World that he had read familiarly, a coward would be afraid of happiness, and would be hurt if he touched cotton.

Isn't this kind of thing a matter of course?

That's how most people think.

When a person who seems to be omniscient and omnipotent appears by his side, he will be kind to that person unconditionally.

Can that person really accept all this calmly?

Instead, you will feel fear.

Such a one-sided explanation cannot represent everything, but it is enough to clarify Dazai's heart.

"There is a huge difference between what people desire and what they can really accept."

Osamu Dazai, who was able to write the work of Disqualification in the World, probably has a more thorough understanding of himself than others.

After hearing what he said, Osamu Dazai smiled, and the heavy breath around him disappeared, and instead became light, with the background like small flowers blooming.

His eyes were covered by narrowed eye slits, so he couldn't see clearly, but his tone showed his happiness, maybe it was pure thought?

"Little Orange~ You are the kind of person who rarely speaks, are you trying to enlighten me by talking so much today? Sure enough, you love me deeply~"

Nasu suddenly felt that what he said just now was better than telling the dog, and kicked him down on the sand without expression and then stood up.

Osamu Dazai felt that the force of kicking him was unbelievably light, and his heart moved slightly, but he fell to the ground instead, screaming, "Little Orange, you broke my heart, I'm so sad, I don't care at all. Happy!"

"Not only can I break your heart, but I can also break your kidney." When Nasu said this with a blank face, Ranto Shiro beside him handed over his Rantou dagger.

There was deep curiosity in the chaotic blue eyes, as if he really wanted to know what kind of expression this desperate young man should have when his kidney was stabbed.

Dazai got up immediately, holding his black coat with a pitiful expression of not recognizing anyone when he put on his trousers, with an aggrieved expression on his face.

Nasu ignored him.

She just turned around silently and moved away from him.

After fighting for a long time, the sun has completely set.

The tortoise named Anzui was playing with Kamekichi from Urashima.

As for the other knife-fighting youth groups, they had already returned to the villa with a large area over there, lifted out the barbecue grill from it, and prepared to hold a barbecue banquet directly on the beach.

Aizen Kunitoshi, who especially likes the lively scenes of banquets and various festivals, dragged his lazy guardian around to help.

Since all the big knives and short knives sent by Lai Pai have been polarized, the guardian is just a brick, and he can move it wherever he needs it. How dare he be disobedient?

If you dare to be disobedient, it's over!

Akashi also wants to depolarize for the n+1th time, but unfortunately the efficiency of garbage current affairs is not good.

huh...

"My selling point is laziness, Yingying, how about you two, Ai Ran?"

Hotaru, who had no sense of disobedience in the dagger, showed a bright smile, "What did you say? I didn't hear it."

"Akashi, if you are too lazy, you will lose the unique things that can only be obtained by hard work."

"I'd gladly never get them in my life!"

"I didn't hear that either." Ai Ran dragged his collar away indifferently.

The traces of being forcibly dragged out on the beach, as well as Akashi's desperate expression, made Sawada Tsunayoshi shudder.

Why do you feel that among so many people present, the most vicious ones are those children who are about the same size as him?

"Judaime! I grilled fish for you, come and taste it, this is the final product after precise mathematical calculations! Putting seasonings here can make the meat of the fish the most delicious. Use The formula is..." Tsunayoshi Sawada:...

What kind of devil is this.

Nasu over there was holding all kinds of food delivered by the lively and jumping knives, and eating silently with a plate.

Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at the group of people beside him again, and covered his eyes unbearably.

"Hahaha, are you going to start a barbecue competition?"

"Even if you eat barbecue, you have to work hard!"

"Ah Gang, this squid tastes very good—ah——"

Mr. Dino fell too badly!

"I don't want to have a good relationship with you!"

"Little Jialuo, don't be like this, cats eat fish and dogs eat meat, it's a natural law!"

Hmm, how did you mess up one?

Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at the young man with dragon tattoos on his shoulders and a small black cat in his arms, and when a man who was very close to him and was all white and glowing said this sentence, he suddenly felt that something was wrong .

Why do you feel that the very dark gentleman is so slightly similar to the Chairman?

In terms of character, of course.

Sawada Tsunayoshi couldn't imagine what kind of monster the chairman would be if his skin color was similar to that person's.

Hibari, who was about to bite and kill someone close to him, saw the black cat in Okurigara's hand.

A harmonious flower floats by...

Sawada Tsunayoshi's frightened mood was temporarily suppressed, and he breathed a sigh of relief. After he ate a bunch of grilled shrimp with emotion, the frightened expression appeared on his face again.

The icy aura rising from Nasu's body made everyone tremble from the cold, while the bandaged man who was closest to him frantically snatched all the crabs on his plate Young man, still on the verge of death, the roc spreads its wings,

"Little orange, tell them to move faster, I don't even have enough to eat."

Is it bad to live?

Sawada Tsunayoshi covered his eyes.

"No one can take away the food my family gave me from my hands, no! Yes! Anyone! Anyone!"

The moment he found that the food on his plate had been touched by Dazai, Nasu's affection for Dazai dropped to infinite negative.

Sawada Tsunayoshi took advantage of the time when everyone was not paying attention, and placed a grilled and exploded starfish next to the beaten Dazai Osamu who was lying on the beach with his butt raised high.

I hope you can come back from heaven soon, Dazai-san.

Just treat this starfish as a chrysanthemum, don't pay too much attention to the details.

Dedicated to you...

Nasu no longer savored the barbecue in such a leisurely manner with a hint of joy, but went directly to the grill in a rage, and showed everyone what is called top-notch and Mitsutada's culinary skills.

After traveling through so many worlds, the teammates around Nasu will not know when they will cheat him, and the food is the most reassuring only if he cooks it himself.

Sawada Tsunayoshi almost threw up.

On the other hand, Dazai, who was drooling like a waterfall at the crab, was bound hands and feet by the red rope kindly provided by the Kikko Sadamune, and was kicking and kicking on the ground like a bug, but he was about to climb to the barbecue. When he was in front of the frame, Zhongyuan Zhong would also carry him back to the original place.

He even deliberately took off his hat and mocked him, "Dazai, you have a day too!"

From this moment on, Nakahara Chuya's affection for Nasu has risen to infinite.

All those who persecuted Osamu Dazai with him are gods!