Backlight [Rebirth]

Gu Xinran had that dream again.

The girl in the dream, with a face as white as paper, was sitting on the edge of the bed in the bedroom, holding a piece of white porcelain with a cold light in her hand, and slowly cutting towards her left wrist.

The sharp blade sank into the skin, and scarlet blood gushed out instantly, trickling down the wrist.

She lay peacefully on the bed, holding a brand new dress that had just been made in her right hand, with a smile on her lips, calmly welcoming the arrival of death.

Gu Xinran struggled countless times to save her, but there seemed to be an invisible barrier between her and her. She could only watch helplessly, watching her face turn paler, and the white sheets covered with hot blood. Stained red, watching the pool of blood gradually accumulating on the floor, watching her arms hang down beside the bed, watching her breathing and heartbeat gradually stop.

She can't do anything.

This year, she was 28 years old and Yi Lan was 30 years old.

……

When she just lost Yi Lan, she threw herself into the river, but was rescued.After staying alone in the deep mountains for seven or eight days, he was dying, and he could also be discovered by passing donkey friends.Later, she thought about it, maybe Yi Lan didn't want her to see her, and wanted to keep herself alive, so she was miraculously rescued twice.

So, she lived in seclusion in Kema Mountain, away from the hustle and bustle and disputes, and guarded Yilan's tomb. On the top of the mountain, she opened up a sea of ​​flowers, which was her favorite cold orchid.

Cold orchids only grow in cold places. In the twelfth lunar month of winter, other people’s houses are brightly lit and the family reunite to celebrate the arrival of the New Year. She is alone in the flower garden, trimming the branches and leaves, clearing the snow. Swollen and cracked, covered with layer after layer of calluses.

In summer, others were blowing the air conditioner at home to avoid the scorching sun. She carried a basket on her back and dug soil from the bottom of the mountain. She carried basket after basket to the top of the mountain. The skin on the neck was sunburned, and the shoulders were also collapsed, leaving two deep marks.

The wooden house where she lived was caught in a fire, and everyone was thankful for her. Fortunately, she was not inside, but she rushed into the sea of ​​fire like crazy. When she was rescued, her body was burned in many places and her hands were still tight clutching a rag.

Palm-sized burns burned on her beautiful cheeks, and her ethereal voice became hoarse and unpleasant, she accepted all of these silently.

But when she saw that the clothes that Yilan left her were burnt to nothing but a rag, she knelt in front of the tomb and wailed loudly, and stuck the rag on her body, but it couldn't stick it.The clothes Yilan left for her are gone, she has never worn them once, and she will never wear them again, just like her Yilan, who will never come back.

She had to, and finally accepted this reality.

Her Yi Lan completely left her.

This year, she was 33 years old and Yi Lan was 30 years old.

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"Doctor, is there really no other way?"

"It's a miracle that her body can persist until now. The family members should be prepared."

A slight sob sounded beside her ears, Gu Xinran raised her eyelids with difficulty, and looked at those blurred figures.

Fang Yi, Su Yu, Lu Qing...Lin Yuqing was struggling to identify each one.These own best friends all came to see him off.

And Xiao Ye, her daughter, her and Yi Lan's daughter.

She looks so much like Yi Lan, she doesn't dare to take a second look at her.

From the corner of the eye, I saw a figure beside Xiao Ye, wearing a white dress, looking at himself, smiling peacefully, holding a brand new dress in his hand.

Gu Xinran slowly opened her eyes wide.

"Ilan..."

"What is she talking about?" someone asked.

"Ilan." Someone answered.

"Mom...Mom..." Bai also knelt beside the bed, holding her hand and sticking it to his face.

She grinned, and then her smile froze.

On this day, she was 68 years old and Yi Lan was 30 years old.

She walked to the end of her life alone, guarding Yilan's tomb, for 40 years, [-] days, and she suffered a lot every day, but she never gave up the love in her heart for a moment.

……

The shouts of the crowd gradually drifted away, and Yi Lan's figure became clearer and clearer.

Gu Xinran got up and walked over, and was surprised to find that her body became extremely light, the burns on her arms disappeared, and so did the burns on her face!Her hair became black, her vision became clearer, her hearing improved a lot, her body was no longer rickety, and she was no longer tortured by illness!She was also wearing a white dress, her skin was as white and tender as snow, as if she had returned to the most beautiful time, the day when she first met Yi Lan.

She stepped forward slowly, holding Yi Lan's hand with trembling hands, holding her wrist with both hands, like holding some precious treasure.

On the wrist, the cut mark was clearly visible, extremely ferocious.

Gu Xinran suppressed sobs in her throat, and hot tears fell down suddenly.

After Yilan's death, she realized that when she was not at home, those mobs threw bricks at her home, smashed windows, splashed ink, and knocked on the door every night, which made her feel uneasy for a moment.Sometimes at night, as soon as she fell asleep, someone would knock on the door. She was so scared that she hid under the bed, shivering, and hugged the child, telling her not to be afraid, mother was here.

She went out wearing a clean white skirt, but when she came back, she fell covered in mud and was extremely embarrassed.So much so that she didn't dare to go out, didn't dare to meet people, and finally didn't even dare to go out of the room.

She had never hurt anyone, but everyone responded maliciously and hurt her deeply!

When she thought of the treasure she held in the palm of her hand and on the tip of her heart being bullied and trampled by others wantonly, Xin Ran's heart felt like being cut inch by inch by a blunt knife, and she trembled with pain.

She could hardly cry, but Yi Lan in front of her just smiled at her, peaceful and beautiful.

Gu Xinran wanted to hug her, but just as she took two steps forward, a huge suction came from behind her!Looking at Yi Lan who was close at hand, she struggled desperately, but she still couldn't resist the force. She could only watch helplessly as the scenery around her receded rapidly, and she became farther and farther away from everyone.

Is this death?

……

When she became slightly conscious, she smelled a familiar smell of disinfectant, curled her fingers slightly, and was surprised to find that she could still move!

Slowly opened his eyes, the goal of entering was a ward, which was exactly the same as the one where he died just now, even the fruit basket on the table remained the same, the only difference was that the close friends who gathered around him just now were not there, and the ward The inside is empty and deserted.

Gu Xinran's heart sank, her eyebrows frowned slightly, didn't... not die?However, something always feels wrong.

After being in a daze for half a minute, she suddenly woke up, stroking her chest with her left hand, and obviously felt a strong heartbeat!

She clearly felt that her heartbeat was about to stop, and even the doctors had given up on resuscitating her, but now she was alive again?

Just as she was thinking, the door was opened, she turned her head to look over, and was taken aback again.

The one who came in was a woman who looked about 30 years old, wearing a neat black slim-fitting lady's suit, her long hair was coiled up, and she was very capable.

She looked at the face carefully, convinced that she had never seen this person before, but a name appeared in her mind inexplicably.

"Cookie?"

"Are you awake? Hurry up and apologize to Luo Bing when you wake up."

Do...apologize?

???

Qu Qi opened the chair and sat down, looking at her with an unhappy expression, "Gu Xinran, you are also 24, can you let your mind go through things?"

Two... 24?

"Do you think you are still the popular idol back then, with the top traffic? Wake up, take a good look at yourself, you can't act, your singing is out of tune, even in the last variety show, you can fight with people, do you still want to Are you in the circle? Don't talk about being in the circle, you can't even hang out in the company, you know?"

Seeing Gu Xinran's bewildered face, Qu Qi was even more annoyed.

"Come on, let me find you a mirror and look at yourself. The words 'loser' are written all over your face!" Qu Qi took out a small square mirror from her bag, held it in front of her, and shook it twice. , and hit her.

Gu Xinran blinked, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and faintly realized that she seemed to be...

Picking up the mirror and looking at it, it confirmed her guess!

A delicate face was reflected in the mirror, with a rosy complexion, clear and firm skin, no wrinkles, let alone sagging!The long hair was as black as ink, and the scar on the left cheek burned by the fire was gone!The burn on the arm is gone too!

She carefully looked at herself in the mirror again, it was clearly her own face, but why...

"Look, look, what else do you have besides a face!" Qu Qi snatched the mirror away, and glanced at her angrily.

"I..." She tried to speak, her voice was no longer hoarse and unpleasant.

Trying to sit up, the body became very light, unlike before, it was always powerless.

She took another deep breath, silently swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and slowly lay back, still a little uncomfortable with this energetic young body.

"Didn't you hear me asking you to wake up?" Qu Qi got up and lifted her quilt, annoyed.

"..." Gu Xinran looked at her eagerly, thinking that she might need to sleep a little longer.

"Heh, if you get into trouble, you're like a tortoise. You have no responsibility and no ability. No wonder your wife divorced you. You even went to trouble with Luo Bing. Why, why don't you see her chasing your ex-wife? Then you compete with her openly. Ah, is beating people counted as a skill?" After cursing Qu Qi, she didn't feel relieved, she turned and walked out the door with a look of hatred on her face.

?

Wife?

divorce? ?

Ex... ex-wife? ? ?

These are all tiger words.

Gu Xinran was stunned for a while, then closed her eyes resolutely, and secretly touched her chest under the quilt, it was a woman.

Shouldn't it be the taboo of taboos for a woman to marry a wife when she is 24 years old?Shouldn't he be nailed to the pillar of shame forever?How can she speak so directly, it sounds as common as asking what you ate today.

She felt that what she needed now was not to sleep for a while, but to die again.

The author has something to say: Gu Xinran: Thank you for letting me die.

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Tweet Bowen, the column "The Movie Queen Super Protects Food [Entertainment Circle]" is the story mentioned in this article about Xiao Ye (that is, the heroine's daughter in the previous life) and her old aunt

"What to do if my girlfriend is too naughty" is a story about Xiaoye and her old aunt's daughter~~

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