[Hunter] Tourists' time on the street

Try to avoid the crowd, want to hide yourself, want to protect yourself.I lie, I act, I act ridiculous like a clown, like "Maverick".Others' misunderstandings of me have gradually turned into rhetoric with a certain truth, and I am powerless to refute it.

Looking back on that time was really a very special time, and it took me a long time to erase the impact of that time.

I have changed from a "transparent person" in my life to a dreaded little bastard.Although I never take the initiative to attack people and I don't want to hurt people if I don't have to, many people are afraid of me.They say I'm crazy, but how can I live if I'm not crazy?Half crazy, only half crazy, I'm still me.

Fortunately I never cared, fortunately I never had good friends, I was never supported.If you have never owned it, you will naturally not be disappointed and sad.At that time, I was always entangled in the drastic changes in the family atmosphere. I couldn't accept it and was unable to change it. I wanted to escape but had nowhere to go. I could see that they didn't enjoy it, but no one gave in.

My father began to drink heavily, my mother became more free, and I chose to live my life. Everyone resisted in their own way, adding fuel to the burning.Life seems to have fallen into an unsolvable vicious circle.

When will the sun shine here?

Remember three:

When life is born, the world will start laughing again, and light will fill every corner.

In the stiff atmosphere, the younger brother was born.His presence brought some relief to the family, and with his smiling face, the ice and snow began to melt.

My father let go of his anger a little bit, and my mother began to return home frequently. Everything is going in a good direction, even better than before. I really love him, my brother.Thanks for the turnaround.If I hadn't done those things later, maybe I wouldn't have the later troubles, I always did wrong.

He is too fragile, just like a small ball, it takes only one finger of my hand to hold it together, and I broke free with a little effort.How would he live if no one took care of him?If there is another fight in the future, how will he protect himself?Will he repeat my path in the future?I'm his older sister... I should take care of the future for him.

If poverty makes people unhappy, then don't be poor. If money can solve 99% of life's troubles, as it is said to do, then I will take the responsibility of making money.It's too messy here, so we'll move to a peaceful place.No swords, guns, sticks, no intrigues, let's leave together, I will work harder.

The only thing I want is your smiling faces, please keep smiling at me, I will do everything right.I am tall enough, I can take responsibility, I will take care of you, I will take care of all my family, you can all count on me.Whether it is economic or spiritual, I will do my best.Please keep laughing and don't change anymore.

At that time, I probably mistakenly attributed the contradictions to external factors and judged myself wrongly.With childish and ridiculous ideas, I began to plan carefully.In fact, I was just a child who didn't know the world at that time. How could the world be so simple?After all, it was I who destroyed everything, in the empire I built.

Remember four:

The way I think of changing the status quo is to gamble, betting on everything, betting to the point of insanity.

One is because I am a member of the club, and I have contact with wine, sex and money, so it is easier to get started.Two, because I do have a strange talent for it.I seem to be born for gambling, or to be more precise, for thousands of skills.

The so-called VS gambling is to fight for capital, courage and technology, and the most powerful gambler is the most powerful thousand king.No matter what kind of tricks the opponent uses, I can quickly see through and master it, which helps me win a small sum of money.I started to be noticed, I started to be admired, and I finally got reused.

In gambling, the most feared thing is turning defeat into victory.

I began to secretly study all kinds of gambling skills in ancient and modern China and foreign countries, and followed those "similar" older than me, frequently going to and from various underground places.I have seen a lot of darkness and gained a lot of experience and lessons. I thought about shrinking back, but I persisted, it was not enough!

Only this, how can a happy life be enough?I have only just seen a bright future.I need a bigger game, more money.Get rid of the past, the present, and regain your life!

I studied harder, and studied desperately. During that time, I forgot everything and was addicted to it, unable to extricate myself.Or, I didn't think of it at all.My gambling skills are getting better and better, and I seem to be called a master at last.Be proud of me no matter where, I will earn more, no matter money or honor.

When I save up a bunch of money, I climb the tallest, tallest mountain.

Brother should be very happy, right?Please call me sister.When he grows up, I will also show him various interesting games like my father did when I was young, and he will definitely clap his hands happily and ask me to play with him.I can also ride my motorcycle, take him out for a drive, or go on a family trip.

At that time, we will be the closest family in the world.

All my desires will come true.

I can't wait for that day.For that day to come, I have to learn more things, accumulate more money and status, and become the most dazzling existence.

I finished my private "work" and returned home.

My brother immediately left the TV and ran over to ask me to hug him, calling me sister affectionately.I will always protect you, no matter when.

Out of chapter:

Times have changed, societies have taken a hit, and many have entered.The imprint that I tried so hard to get rid of, but couldn't get rid of, almost disappeared for a while.I'm involved too, but I'm rich enough that I don't have to participate in their activities long ago.I have big things to do.

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What went wrong?Why did it become like this?I do not understand……

I was wrong, no one needs me.All I bring is trouble, I am of no use to them, it is better without me.Why didn't I understand it sooner?before anything happens.

The younger brother died.You ask me homicide or suicide?I have no idea.If I have to say it, I agree with the statement that I killed it. Everything is my fault. I should execute the death penalty immediately. It would be fine if I never existed.I finally came to an agreement with my parents.

The morals of the world are really too much. I did something wrong, but I was not the one who paid the price, but I also bear the burden of life.Why does it have to be someone like me?

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It doesn't matter what has passed, my dream was shattered into pieces, leaving a chicken feather all over the place.I'm going to re-examine my lifestyle, and this time I just have to fool myself.Let go of worries and put a smile on your face.A lie told a thousand times becomes the truth.

The final chapter:

No matter how it used to be, I love this world now and in the future.I was born here and grew up here, and my existence is proof that the world has light.

If I do it all over again thousands of times, can I become someone worthy of a smile?

Sad is such a handsome thing, I don't quite understand what it means.

kill me sir

"Forget it, I don't ask you anymore." The tourist puffed up his face angrily.

Hisoka raised his eyebrows, gave a chuckle of unknown meaning, and reached out to poke the tourist's face, "What do you want to do~"

The tourist dodged to the right, avoiding his hand, and exhaled: "I want to turn me into a cyborg."

"Cyborg?" Hisoka blinked with great interest, and turned his naked eyes around the tourist twice, "Aren't you already one?"

The tourist was stunned for a moment, with a sad face, "Are you praising me or mocking me? I'm so sad because you failed to learn."

Hisoka snorted softly, crossed his hips and said, "Being with you, I've got some bad habits~"

"Can this also be my fault?" The tourist snorted in disgust, "Forget it doesn't matter, human penis is too weak, I want to transform my limbs into that kind of detachable and replaceable metal objects, preferably torso It can also be transformed, just keep the weakness of the head."

"If that's the case~ you won't be able to experience a lot of happiness~"

"What happiness is more important than life? It's a tool. As long as the craftsmanship is exquisite enough, the machine can do better. Wait." Looking at Hisoka with an evil smile, he wondered, "What do you mean? Happiness wouldn't be that kind of fun, would it?"

The tourist curled his lips, noncommittal, "I never imagined that you would still care about it. I care more about the level of technology in this world than such trivial matters, or do you think that such a thing can be done?"

Hisoka lowered his head and thought for a while, then refused: "No~ I won't allow~" It's very boring to think about a duel with a cyborg, no matter how you attack the opponent, there is no response.

"Don't you agree that it's useful! What kind of little thing are you?" The tourist raised his arm to him and raised his imaginary middle finger, "Don't make decisions for others!"

Hisoka squinted and smiled, "You are different~ I won't let you do it~"

Where am I different?Do I have eight legs or eight eyes?Did I sign a contract of sale with you?

The tourist was about to refute, when Hisoka conjured a card out of thin air, and his high-pitched tone became even more enchanting, "You know the consequences~"

She understands too well.The tourist was very proud, and actively brainwashed himself, "I think about the reasoning behind it." After a while, the tourist made considerable progress, changed his previous rhetoric, raised a submissive smiling face, and said dog-leggedly: "I completely agree with what you said. It is so reasonable, it is the truth. I will definitely keep it in my heart."

Hisoka smiled, not believing a word.Anyway, this woman will soon forget about it and continue to provoke him next time.

"Be good and ask~" The tourist lay down on the ground, old-fashioned