Fall in a second

Before leaving, Ji Youqing and Lu Ming sent the lawyer outside the courtyard, the lawyer couldn't help but turn around and say: "Your sister really loves you."

"Of course I know." A smile appeared on Ji Youqing's calm face, mixed with pride.

After seeing off the lawyer, Lu Ming followed Aunt Ji towards the house. From the back, it seemed that Aunt Ji's whole body was not as tense as in the morning, and she felt a little more relaxed.

"Lu Ming."

"Huh? I'm here." Lu Ming took a few steps to catch up.

"There is nothing for you here, you go back."

Lu Ming's heart tightened, and she couldn't let go, "But you are alone..."

"Are you afraid that I will do something stupid?" Ji Youqing asked with a smile.

"No." Lu Ming shook her head, and then added: "I want to be with you."

"I'm a little tired. I'll pack up my sister's things and go back to rest. You can go back to school by car." Ji Youqing said lightly.

Lu Ming pursed her lips, she didn't want to but she had to agree first, and she didn't want to be too clingy to make Aunt Ji feel bored and out of breath, she still needs to give the other party a proper space.

"Okay, then I'll go back first, Aunt Ji, take a good rest, if you need anything, you can call me." Lu Ming replied.

Ji Youqing didn't say a word, and walked into the house first. Lu Ming stood in the yard for a while, then turned and left silently. After leaving the community, he walked a few hundred meters to find the nearest bus stop. I don't know what happened. Today's bus It made her wait for a long time, and every bus that came was not what she wanted to take. Lu Ming, who was sitting on a chair waiting, would always pay attention to the passing vehicles, and she did not see Aunt Ji's car.

After waiting for about four or ten minutes, the bus finally arrived. Lu Ming quickly got on the bus and picked a single seat by the window under the ample seat. At this time, it was already past twelve o'clock at noon.

Suddenly, a message popped up on the phone in his hand.

Yan Chu: Ah Ming, what's going on with you, are you okay?

Lu Ming: The relevant procedures in the hospital have been completed. I accompanied Aunt Ji back to Aunt Jingning's house to pick up things. Now I am on the bus back to school.

Yan Chu: That's good. How is her condition?

Lu Ming: I can't judge, but it looks good. By the way, didn't you go back to sleep?

Yan Chu: I slept through it all. Now that I woke up, I got hungry and got something to eat. You should go back to school and get some sleep. You have been busy all day and night.

Lu Ming: Okay, I'm just a little worried.

Yan Chu: Ah Ming, don't worry too much. Aunt Ji is an adult. She has experienced much more things than us. You have to believe that she will handle everything well.

I hope so, Lu Ming holds the phone and looks out the window.

Sitting at the end of the bed in her sister's bedroom, Ji Youqing was in a daze. She couldn't help thinking of all kinds of memories in the past. She remembered how her sister was happily preparing to get married when she bought the house. She seemed to be walking around beside her. Ji Youqing couldn't help raising her hand, the sunlight from outside the window penetrated in and shone on her hand, the back of her white hand was glowing with pink luster, the surrounding was quiet, and there was dust floating in the air.

As soon as she thinks that her sister is no longer in this world, Ji Youqing chokes up and tears fall down. The reason why Lu Ming is allowed to go back is because she can be more relaxed when she is alone. She doesn't want to be there Always crying in front of the child, she also wanted to save some face for herself.

After crying for a while and waiting for her emotions to stabilize, Ji Youqing stood up and began to do simple cleaning of the house. At first she didn't want to touch the house, after all, her sister used to live in it, but she heard the lawyer say today If so, what my sister means is that she wants to sell this house, because before the divorce, that scumbag Yang Chiyuan also lived here, and Ji Jingning didn't want to keep it.

Ji Youqing respects her sister's wishes, and after a few days to finish her funeral, she will hand over the house to the real estate agency for disposal.

Some items related to my sister, including clothes, will be taken and burned. Ji Youqing only selects a few items to keep, as well as her sister’s photos, photo frames, sister’s mobile phone, camera, sister’s favorite books, etc., etc.These Ji Youqing will take them back, treating them as the last thoughts left by her sister.

When Lu Ming returned to school, she went to take a shower first, and only noticed something inside when she took off her clothes. She remembered a letter left by Aunt Jingning, and quickly found it and put it on the table.

It is a lie to say that you are not sleepy or tired. People are not machines. Normal people will be exhausted after spinning for more than 30 hours. Lu Ming is also like this, but he just doesn’t want to show it in front of Aunt Ji.

Lying on the bed after taking a shower, as if he would fall asleep in the next second, just when his eyelids drooped and were about to close, Lu Ming noticed the letter on the table from the corner of his eye, and quickly reached for it, opened it and opened it Look, I wrote a full page, neatly written stroke by stroke.

【Hi, Lu Ming, by the time you read this letter, I must be dead. I still remember the first time we met, it was at the exit of the high-speed rail station. Your small body was dragging a big luggage Box, I couldn’t help but worry about you, worrying about whether you could bear it. Later, I thought too much. I didn’t expect your small body to be full of great energy. When I saw you put so much energy on your own When the suitcase was lifted and put in the trunk, I was really dumbfounded. 】

After reading this, Lu Ming couldn't help laughing, she didn't pay so much attention at the time.

[For the marriage contract between you and Youqing, I didn't feel it at first. After all, I have never met you, and I don't know what you are. I kept my vigilance, and I also had reservations about you.But later, when I saw that you were desperate for her and protected her at all costs, I suddenly believed that this was love. My parents had a good vision, although they didn't see you at that time and hurriedly settled the marriage.

I just left this world in a hasty way, but I found you for Yuqing, and I can go to see my parents with peace of mind, don't feel sorry for me, because this is my own choice , Yang Chiyuan deserves to die, he has committed so many wrong things, let me punish him, maybe since I met him, we have started punishing each other.

In the end, it is my expectation for you. You are the only one left with Youqing now. You must quickly grow up, become stronger, and become a piece of heaven where she can cuddle up to. At the same time, she will also become your reliance. You support each other until you grow old. 】

After reading the letter, Lu Ming took a deep breath, as if Aunt Jing Ning had just whispered in her ear those words.

Aunt Jingning, please rest assured, I will do my best and live up to your expectations.

Put the letter back into the envelope, put it away in the drawer, Lu Ming lay down again, and slowly closed his eyes.

After falling asleep, she actually had a dream, dreaming of Aunt Jing Ning and Aunt Ji, the three of them were sitting in a manor full of oranges, the sky was clear, the sky was blue, the sun was shining brightly, The three of them were sitting in the pavilion drinking tea and chatting together, the corners of Lu Ming's mouth kept rising.

"What are you laughing at?"

Lu Ming kept smiling, and wanted to answer that person, why do you care what I am laughing at, but suddenly woke up, and when she opened her eyes, she found that there was a person standing by the bedside, and that enlarged face inevitably shocked her .

"You, why are you here?"

"What are you sleeping in broad daylight?" Ye Shengru looked at her with a puzzled expression.

Lu Ming rubbed her eyes, looked at the time and found that she had only slept for more than three hours, and her mind was still a little unclear, so she could only ask, "Why are you at school today Saturday?"

"I'm here to find you." Ye Shengru replied cheerfully.

"What do you want from me?" Lu Ming was puzzled.

"I applied to the counselor, and I'll move in and be your roommate."

Lu Ming was full of question marks, "Why did you move here? Isn't your original dormitory very good?"

"I quarreled with my roommate." Ye Shengru sat down with her mouth pouted, "I can't stay there any longer, Lu Ming, you can take me in."

Lu Ming's mind was confused: "What did the counselor say?"

"The counselor asked me to ask you, and he said that as long as you agree, you will agree, right?" Ye Shengru stared at Lu Ming's face and smiled.

"You can do whatever you want, I have no objection." After all, she didn't run the school, and she didn't manage the other bed in the dormitory.

Ye Shengru laughed and was about to rush towards Lu Ming, but Lu Ming quickly reached out to stop her: "You can live in, but I have one condition."

"What conditions?"

"You can't touch me." Lu Ming said nuzui.

"Hahahahahaha, you are too innocent, so cute." Ye Shengru pointed at her and laughed.

"I'm going to sleep." Lu Ming collapsed without saying a word, pulled the quilt to cover herself, closed her eyes and went to sleep, as if she didn't want to disturb me.

Ye Shengru pursed her mouth, feeling a little bored. After sitting for a while, she got up and walked away, and began to move things up and down by herself, without making too much noise, which was too difficult for her.

So it was night.

When Meng Xiaofei woke up, it was already dark. She admired herself for sleeping for so long. She actually slept from morning to night. When she woke up, she felt endless hunger. She just wanted to crawl down to find something to eat, get out of bed and unplug the battery After the mobile phone, I accidentally saw that there were text messages, WeChat messages and missed calls on it. What's the matter? It's just a day of sleep, why so many people are looking for her.

The first is the WeChat message from Yan Chu, which spans from noon to afternoon to night.

Yan Chu: Is Aunt Meng awake? Did you have lunch yet?

Yan Chu: Well, let me order you a takeaway, so that you can eat directly.

Yan Chu: Aunt Meng, go out and pick up the takeaway when it's time.

Yan Chu: The takeaway boy couldn't contact you, and said it was left at the door.

Yan Chu: Aunt Meng, wake up and reply me, I'm a little worried about you.

Meng Xiaofei laughed after reading the news, does this kid need to be so worried about her?

Meng Xiaofei: Wake up, I am such a big living person, I am worried about what I will do.

After logging out of WeChat, she checked the missed calls. It was a series of unfamiliar numbers. She called five times in a row. If she guessed right, it should be from the delivery man. There was also a text message from the phone number.

[Hi lady, your takeaway has arrived, but I can't reach you, and no one answered when I knocked on the door. How about this, I left the food for you on the floor at the door, and you can take it out when you see it. 】

Is that so? Didn't she wake up even after knocking on the door? It seems that she slept too hard.

Meng Xiaofei came to the door and opened the door, there was indeed a takeaway on the floor, it was already cold when he bent down to pick it up, but it didn't matter, the ones wouldn't be broken in winter, thinking of the time when Yuqing brought her a microwave oven, Meng Xiaofei Remove the takeaway packaging and heat it in the microwave.

At this time, Yan Chu also replied to the message.

Yan Chu: Well, what's for dinner, how about I go over and cook.

Meng Xiaofei: No, no need, I can eat lunch by heating it in the microwave.

Yan Chu: Can I still eat that?

Meng Xiaofei: Why can't you eat it? It's so cold, it won't spoil if you put it outside, right? It's a pity to lose it.

Yan Chu: That's good. [embarrassed.jpg]

Five minutes later, the microwave oven dinged, and Meng Xiaofei went to pick up the meal, which was still a little hot, brought it to the living room and sat down to eat, while picking up the phone to call Ji Youqing, asking about her situation.

"Hello?" Ji Youqing's weak voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Old Ji, are you okay, why does it sound like something's wrong?"

"I am fine."

"Let me tell you, if you have something to do, don't hide it. We are still here, do you hear me?"

"I'm really fine."

"Then tell me where you are now?" Meng Xiaofei asked.

"I'm still at my sister's house and I'll be right back."

"Have you not slept all day?"

"I am fine."

"You can't do this, you have to think about your body, or I'll go find you now."

"What are you doing looking for me? It's so late, don't worry, I'm really fine."

"Then I'll just trust you this time. Let me tell you, Lao Ji, if you can't think about doing something stupid, I'll die with you and bury the child in my belly with you."

"Why did you scare me to death? Who said I'm going to do something stupid." Ji Youqing was amused by Meng Xiaofei, "Then I'd be a sinner."

After packing up the last things, Ji Youqing put them into the trunk and closed the trunk door, then said to Meng Xiaofei, "I'm going to drive now."

"That's all right. Be careful yourself. When you go back, take a good shower and sleep. Life still has to go on. Sister Jingning doesn't want you to be unhappy all the time because of her, does she?"

"I know, I have a sense of proportion." Ji Youqing replied lightly.

After finishing the call, Meng Xiaofei breathed a sigh of relief, put the phone aside, and started to eat.

Ji Youqing got into the car, and after taking a last look at the house, he let out a sigh of relief and started the car to turn around and drive away.

After returning home, Ji Youqing unloaded the things she brought back from her sister's house from the car one by one, and moved them into the house bit by bit, using an empty room to store her sister's things, as if she had never left But, it's just like going on a long journey.

Then, she went to take a shower, and when everything was ready, she leaned against the bed and opened the letter, and read it seriously.

[Yoqing, when you read this letter, I should no longer be in this world. I am sorry to say goodbye to you in such a way. I hope you can forgive me for what I have done and what I want to do. One thing, it's not a momentary brain fever, but after careful consideration, I know that I don't have much time, so I want to do a big thing, something that will eliminate future troubles forever.

Since my parents were gone, our sisters have always been the most dependent people on each other. I know, it must be difficult for you to accept this ending. Death does not mean disappearing. I just went to accompany my parents in advance.

I am most worried about you, you are not married yet, your body is weak and sick, you need someone by your side to take care of you, to accompany you through this life, I think Luming is the best candidate, please believe My sister's vision can't be wrong.

I am leaving, my greatest wish is that you two are together, although I may not be able to see it with my own eyes, but if one day comes, please come to my grave and tell me, okay? Make me happy.

】

When reading this, Ji Youqing couldn't help covering her mouth and crying.

Ji Jingning emphasized it one more time at the end: [I really, really hope that you two are together, I'm already gone, I hope from now on, you can face up to your heart, please, don't say anything against your will. Don't wait until it's too late to start regretting things that go against your will. 】

After reading the letter, Ji Youqing lay down curled up, held the letter to her chest, and sobbed softly. Even at the end, her sister was still thinking about her affairs. Did my sister really want her to be with Lu Ming so much?

Ji Youqing felt it.

The result was that my sister didn't see her until she left. Ji Youqing felt sorry for her sister, but just because of her own awkwardness, she dared not admit it.

three days later.

Ji Jingning's body was cremated, and her funeral was also held in a cemetery outside the city. The people who came to attend included relatives, friends, and business partners. Everyone at the scene wore black clothes and stood together Pray at the grave.

Lu Ming also arrived at the scene, and asked the teacher for a day off. She didn't have black clothes, and Aunt Meng gave her this outfit to change into, but she secretly heard from Aunt Meng that the clothes were actually given by Aunt Ji. prepare.

The funeral ceremony in the city is very different from what Lu Ming has seen in the mountains. The funerals in the mountains are generally more lively, and the funeral band will be invited to play and beat all the way. Here, it is more solemn, solemn, and Quiet.

Everyone was handed out a white flower, and they went forward to offer flowers in front of the tomb one by one. Lu Ming was behind Aunt Meng. In fact, Ji Youqing didn't let Meng Xiaofei come. After all, she was pregnant and had some taboos. Meng Xiaofei She said that she didn't mind these things, and she didn't believe them. She only knew that her most respected eldest sister was buried, and she had to come, and no one could stop her.

After Aunt Meng finished delivering the flowers, it was Luming's turn. Like everyone else, she bent down and placed the flowers in front of the grave, and then said, "Aunt Jingning, I'm here to see you. Don't worry, I will definitely take care of what you told me. I will do it, and I will not let you down."

After Lu Ming finished speaking, she raised her eyes, and found that Aunt Ji who was standing aside seemed to be looking at her, and she also looked at her. Ji Youqing immediately looked back and pretended nothing happened.

The entire process of the funeral was completed, and the whole morning passed.

The guests who came and went dispersed one after another, and in the end only the group of people they were most familiar with remained. Xie Xuan changed from his usual foolishness, and he didn't make any jokes today.

"I really didn't expect this kind of thing to happen after the night of Christmas. If I had known, I wouldn't have drunk with Xie Xuan." Xia Yi blamed herself a little.

"It's not your fault, nor Xie Xuan's. No one can stop what should happen." Ji Youqing said.

"It's a pity that eldest sister is still so young." Xie Xuan shook his head helplessly.

"You all go back, there's nothing wrong here." Ji Youqing said to them.

Seeing that Xia Yi was about to leave, Ji Youqing called her again: "By the way, you can take Meng Xiaofei back too."

Meng Xiaofei, who was standing there, immediately refused when he heard it, "Who said I'm leaving."

"It's over, why don't you go back?" Ji Youqing smacked his lips helplessly.

"I can stay with you." As soon as Meng Xiaofei finished speaking, he noticed Lu Ming standing beside him from the corner of the eye, and immediately changed his words as if thinking of something, "Ah, I suddenly remembered that I would go back There is something else, that, Xia Yi, you can give me a ride."

Seeing this sister change so quickly, Xia Yi was really surprised.

"Okay, Miss Xiaofei."

After seeing everyone off, only Lu Ming and Ji Youqing were left in the cemetery.

"Walk with me." Ji Youqing said proactively.

"Okay." Lu Ming agreed.

The two walked on the road in the middle of the cemetery, surrounded by evergreen trees. It was almost the end of the year, and there were quite a few people who came to visit the grave to visit their relatives. After walking for a certain distance, Ji Youqing took the initiative to speak again.

"you……"

But in the end there was only such a person, Lu Ming waited for a long time but did not wait for her to finish the rest.

Ji Youqing was still a little speechless.

"You...have final exams, right?"

Lu Ming was stunned for a moment, and replied: "Well, there are about ten days left before the exam."

"It's winter vacation after the exam."

"Well, I heard that there are more than 40 days of winter vacation this year."

"Have you bought the ticket to go back?" Ji Youqing asked again.

"bought it."

Ji Youqing nodded slightly when he heard it, and the two of them continued walking like this, walking on the asphalt road, with vehicles passing by from time to time.

"The day after tomorrow is the last day of this year. What are your plans for New Year's Eve?" Lu Ming asked.

"New Year's Eve, I really haven't thought about it." Ji Youqing smiled.

"If possible, let's have dinner together on New Year's Eve." Lu Ming summoned up the courage to say this, and looked forward to the other party's response.

Ji Youqing kept silent, Lu Ming was a little anxious, what if he refused, would he still fight for it?

After walking like this for a while, Ji Youqing suddenly replied to her: "Alright, I just happen to have something to tell you."

Lu Ming was overjoyed, which can be described as overjoyed.

"That's great!"

Ji Youqing felt a little embarrassed, trying to maintain her superficial composure.

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