fall in love with you

[eleven]

Yan Yang followed the female doctor all the way to the balcony outside the corridor.

I just heard the female doctor say: "It seems that Xiaoye really didn't tell you anything. Let me introduce myself. I am a psychiatrist in this hospital and Xiaoye's attending doctor. I have known him since the first time. It started with a suicide. When he was sent that day, I happened to be involved in the rescue in the emergency room. When he woke up, he was different from the others, and no family members were there. I was very surprised, and he didn’t answer when I asked. So I made further examinations on him and confirmed that he was depressed, and I became his attending doctor. At first he did not cooperate with the treatment and did not communicate with me. Later, he committed suicide from time to time, fortunately because of Studying and living in school, he was always found and sent to the hospital without any major incidents. I had no choice but to force him to write down the names of his parents. I found a way to contact his parents and told them about his condition. It was from there that they found out about Xiao Ye's situation.

In fact, when Xiaoye was a child, her parents divorced because of their emotional disagreement and each had an affair. None of them wanted to live with Xiaoye. Xiaoye thought she was abandoned, so she regarded them as betrayers and lived with her grandmother. From there From then on, he closed the door of his heart.No one but grandma.But his grandmother passed away when he was in high school, and his parents thought about it and wanted to take him back to their side, but at this time, Xiao Ye had already collapsed. He rejected his parents and the whole world, so he chose to commit suicide.

After I understood this, I started to have a direction for communication, and slowly I approached his heart and helped him get out.But after graduation, he still insists on living alone, stays at home all year round, and doesn't eat well, let alone insists on taking medicine.To be honest, it is already a miracle that he survived to this day, and I wouldn't be surprised if he died someday.In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore, and forced him to make an appointment with me to send me messages every day, telling me that he was still alive, and he had to eat something every day, so he couldn't starve himself to death.But he will not take the medicine obediently, so his condition has been repeated over and over again these years, which is really worrying.So I will take some free time every week to visit his house, for fear that something will happen to him.Fortunately, not much has happened in the past few years.

Until a while ago, when I went to his house, I found that he had changed, his whole person became more energetic, he became much clearer, and his brows became more relaxed.I asked him what good things happened to him.He happily told me that he met his own sun, and the warmth made him feel happy to be alive.At that time, I thought he met some beautiful soft girl, and I was happy for him.Who knows... two days ago he stopped sending me messages, and he stopped answering my calls.That's why I went to look for him today, and it turned out... Seeing such a situation, I was almost pissed off by him!When I checked his phone, I accidentally found that there was only one phone number saved, and I understood how important you are to him!So I called you, I was very surprised, I didn't expect that Xiao Ye... the important person... was actually a man...!

However, I still hope that you will come. First, I want you to see him, and second, I also want to see you.Regarding Xiaoye, I think I must tell these things, otherwise, even worse tragedies will happen in the future.So... what I want to say is..." The female doctor stopped looking at Yan Yang when she said this.

[twelve]

"...So it's not that he has no family members, but you want to talk to me! Then, what do you want to say?" After Yan Yang heard this, his heart sank little by little, and his mind was in chaos .He finally understood why Lian Ye refused to go out, ignored people, did not speak, and did not eat.But... such a him, he can still muster up the courage to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and let himself cook for him. There is only one reason for all this...!Then the current situation, can it explain that Xiaoye's suicide this time also happened because he ignored him after that day's incident... If this is the case... Yanyang now has the feeling to kill himself impulse……!What the hell did I do? !What did he do! ! !

The female doctor's expression was very serious, even a little scary: "I don't want what happened between you, I just want to know, what do you think about Xiaoye!? If you have feelings for him and really want to treat him well, Please... take good care of him and stay with him! He is too fragile, even the smallest wounds will shatter him into pieces, and he can no longer stand being betrayed and rejected again and again! If... you are right He has no feelings and doesn't want to be with him, so please stay away from him and never appear in front of him again. Even if I keep him in the hospital for a year or two, I will bring him back from despair !!!So, please make a decision after careful consideration! What are you going to do?"

"...He... no, wake up so soon!... I... I will come again!" Yan Yang didn't say anything, just left With this sentence, he turned around and quickly left here, and left the hospital.

The Women's Hospital looked at the background of his going away, sighed heavily, and cursed in a low voice: "Damn it, I know how stupid it is to pin my hopes on a man!... Poor little night!"

[Thirteen]

In the evening, the female doctor should have left work long ago, but she didn't leave and stayed in front of the small night hospital bed.Over the years, she has always treated Lian Ye like her younger brother, seeing him like this makes her heart ache.Xiaoye, who had been in a coma for a whole day, finally made some movement, and Jing opened her eyes. The female doctor was relieved, but couldn't help but scold her head and face.

Lian Ye struggled to sit up, his body was still weak, the female doctor helped him lean on the head of the bed.Before he could say anything, the door of the ward opened, and Yan Yang rushed in panting.Judging by his appearance, he had already changed his work clothes, took food in one hand, and looked out of breath.When the female doctor saw him like this, she felt inexplicably happy and asked, "You're here? Did you think you won't come!?"

"I said I would come. After all, I still have work in hand, so I need someone to send it on my behalf. Tomorrow... I will accompany Xiao Ye, and I have already asked for leave!" Yan Yang said with a very natural expression.

Lian Ye was surprised for a moment, but after meeting his eyes, he immediately lowered his head, turned to the side and remained silent.

Seeing the situation in front of her, the female doctor stood up immediately, got up quickly, took her bag and left, and left a sentence: "Then, Xiao Ye is in your hands, and I'm leaving."

Yan Yang silently put down his food, and before he could speak, Lian Ye suddenly spoke up: "Yes... I'm sorry, that day... Really, I didn't mean to..., I fell asleep..." Just now, He was so shocked by Yan Yang's sudden hug that he was speechless in a daze.

"Stop talking...it's my fault...you and I don't talk anymore..." Yan Yang murmured in his ear, hugged him tightly, tears flowed from the corners of Lian Ye's eyes, unexpectedly Involuntarily, she hugged him tightly.The two of them hugged so tightly, neither of them wanted to let go first, and neither of them wanted to let go.

[fourteen]

After a long time, Yan Yang whispered in his ear: "Don't you like me? Does it still count?"

"……Um."

Yan Yang said again: "Okay, then, will you listen to what I say? Will you follow it carefully!"

"Of course, as long as it is what you say, I will do it." Lian Ye said seriously.

Yan Yang let go of him, and said seriously: "Okay, then listen carefully: first, from now on, eat on time every day, and don't miss three meals a day. I will buy vegetables and cook for you. Can you cook?" Are you there?" Lian Ye hurriedly nodded.

"Secondly, from now on, you must take medicine on time every day, and you must not miss a single dose. Can you do it?" Yan Yang said again, and Lian Ye still nodded.

"Thirdly, I once said that people don't live only for themselves. Are you willing to live well for me?" Yan Yang said each word sonorously, and looked at him firmly.

"...Well..., I am willing." When Lian Ye answered, he finally showed a happy smile, and tears fell quietly.

"...Okay, good boy! That's it, you are not allowed to renege on your debt!" Yan Yang showed a gentle smile, fondled his face pamperingly, and pressed his forehead against his forehead.

The two were silent for a while, Yanyang ate with him, and finally said: "The doctor said, as long as you wake up, you can go home and rest. Now, can you still go? I will take you home Lian Ye nodded, but he was still staggering when he walked down, Yan Yang grabbed him and said, "Forget it, I'll carry it!"

"...No...don't, it's so ugly." Lian Ye hesitated a little, his face turned red instantly.

Seeing his appearance, Yan Yang couldn't help but smile evilly: "...then...do you want me to carry you out, or carry you out? You choose one."

"...Then... let's memorize it!" Hearing what he said, Yan Yang couldn't help laughing.

The two of them were walking back, Lian Ye still felt that he was in a dream, he leaned on his back and said softly: "Yang..., I like you!"

"……Ok, I know."

"I like you so much!" Lian Ye's voice raised a lot.

"……Ok, I know."

"I, I'm really, really happy~ I like~ you~!" Lian Ye's voice raised a lot, attracting the attention of people around him.

"...Well, I see. Don't be so loud that it will affect other people's rest..."

"...Ha ha... um. Okay." Lian Ye felt that he was the happiest person in the world right now.

[fifteen]

Yan Yang is resting today, and now he is sitting in a coffee shop with an elegant environment and a petty bourgeoisie atmosphere.Sitting next to him were his own mother and an aunt. They were actively discussing something, and they smiled at Yanyang and said, "This Gu Liang is beautiful and has a good job. He doesn't pick anything, as long as he has a good character." .” Yan Yang was silent, just smiled cooperatively.

Just at this moment, a burst of scented powder came over, and a beautiful and amazing woman sat down beside Yan Yang generously.Yan Yang was very surprised. Looking at this woman, she felt familiar, but she couldn't remember who it was.

The woman looked very familiar, put her arms around Yanyang's arm, and introduced to them: "Auntie, I am Yanyang's new girlfriend. My name is Lianye. I originally wanted to tell Auntie you, but Yanyang was embarrassed to hide it." I'm sorry for your..."

"...You, Xiao Ye, what are you doing...?..." Yan Yang was so startled that his heart almost fell out, he reacted very quickly, stood up suddenly, and explained to his mother: "...Yes, it is like this, mother , The situation is like this, I will talk to you slowly when I go back. That’s it for today, we still have something to do, let’s take a step first. Goodbye!” After finishing speaking, he took Lian Ye’s hand and forcibly took him away.

Lian Ye was secretly delighted, and followed obediently.But the more he walked, the more he felt something was wrong, Yanyang hadn't spoken, let alone looked back.Only then did he realize that he might have pissed him off.So he asked cautiously, "Yang, where are you taking me?"

Yan Yang walked for a long time without saying a word, and soon, he finally stopped in front of a small alley and said, "...how do you know that I am on a blind date today?"

"...Yesterday, I accidentally heard you answer the phone, and... I accidentally found the text message, so..., I really found out by accident." No matter how stupid Lian Ye was, he could still hear the gunpowder in these words, and explained carefully , but he also knows that explanations are useless.

"Hmph... so you came to mess with my blind date?... How will you compensate me for losing my girlfriend?" Yan Yang said in a very bad tone.

"...But, but, you obviously..., you know that I like you,...I don't allow you to find another woman..." Lian Ye was also a little angry.

Yan Yang rubbed his temples and said breathlessly: "...I also said that I don't like men. I treat you well, not to respond to your love, but to take care of you...!"

"Come on, you say that every time. I don't believe it...you are so cunning!" Lian Ye said in a muffled voice.

"Since you don't believe me, why are you here to disrupt the situation?... To be honest, the blind date is just for my mother... Really, I have to explain to her when I go back. When did I get you as a girlfriend...!" Yan Yang Seeing that Lian Ye didn't refute, he said again: "By the way, what's the matter with you wearing women's clothes? Let me be clear first, I hate men wearing women's clothes the most."

Lian Ye was startled: "Ah... sorry. I... this is... the first time, and I won't do it again."

"..." Yan Yang probably knew whose masterpiece it was. He had to admit that wearing women's clothes at night was more beautiful than real women. After watching him for a long time, he said: "In the future, you are not allowed to wear women's clothes, unless ...I told you to wear it." After Lian Ye nodded, he realized what he meant.

"So, what are you doing now? It's rare that you went out today, and you're wearing women's clothing. Let's go shopping, or watch a movie. Would you choose one?" Yan Yang turned his face away and asked.

"Uh...? Going shopping? Watching a movie?" Lian Ye obviously wavered.

"...Don't you want to go? Then let's go back!" Yan Yang said again.

"...No, I'm going... This is the first time you... invited me, I'm going..." Lian Ye nodded with great determination, thinking to himself that this is the invitation that he had promised, how could he refuse!

Yan Yang didn't let go of his hand at first, but Yan Yang held it even tighter. How could he easily let him go back and change this woman's attire? He wants to enjoy every moment with Xiao Ye...

[sixteen]

Lian Ye hadn't seen Yan Yang for 2 days, the reason was... his mother had a sudden old illness and was in the hospital for emergency treatment, but just now he finally received a call from Yan Yang, saying that his mother had already left.

Lian Ye could hear that Yan Yang's voice was extremely hoarse, not to mention his mood, what he wanted most at this moment was to go to his side and accompany him through the most difficult moments.

When he arrived at the hospital and saw Yanyang, he was already haggard, but...it was completely impossible to see that he had cried.Lian Ye suddenly felt sadder than Yan Yang. He remembered that when his grandmother passed away, Yan Yang now resembled himself at that time...

Lian Ye walked over, gave him a big hug, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here! Take care of mom's funeral, and send her off for the last time!" Yan Yang nodded, but still didn't say a word .

Reminded by Lian Ye, Yan Yang started calling other family members, contacting funeral matters, asking an onmyoji, etc., and was busy for 3 days. Fortunately, several neighbors and his classmates and friends came to help. And the father who abandoned Yanyang never appeared.In this way, Yan Yang finally buried his mother, kneeling in front of her grave, for a long, long time, he did not move.Lian Ye has been with him for the past few days, never leaving him a single step, and now he is standing quietly by the side.Yan Yang finally got up and walked back.Lian Ye followed him back silently.

When he got home, Yan Yang began to sort out his mother's belongings, and he carefully sorted out each item.It's night when it's done.It's been a day, and they haven't eaten yet. Yanyang has eaten well these days, Lianye is a little worried, and runs to the kitchen by himself, trying to get something, but... the commotion is too loud, so Yanyang should come and cook by himself to eat.Yan Yang still didn't eat anything.

[seventeen]

After Lian Ye finished packing up, Yan Yang sat alone beside his mother's bed, Yan Yang looked up at him and said, "Xiao Ye, thank you for the past few days, if you hadn't been with me all the time..., I... ...I really don't know if I can't hold on..."

"Yang..., don't thank me, I'm also very sad when my mother passed away, it reminds me of my grandma." Lian Ye said carefully.

"..., the matter is over, and you haven't rested for several days. Tonight, you should go home and have a good sleep!" Yan Yang said.

"...Don't care about me, it's you. Will you rest well tonight? Will you eat seriously?... Will you... cry? I don't think you will..." Lian Ye asked back.

Yan Yang glanced at him, didn't speak, lowered his head, shook his head in pain, and said: "...I don't know..., I really feel very painful, but I can't shed a single tear. As long as I close my eyes, I can Reminds me of my mother's smiling face."

Lian Ye walked up to him, hugged his head, put it on his heart and said: "I know, I understand, now there is no one else, you cry, it will be much better if you cry, say everything you want to say , I'll listen..."

Yan Yang didn't speak, but hugged his waist tightly with his hands, buried his face in his back, his body trembled uncontrollably, Lian Ye gently stroked his hair, comforting him silently.

[eighteen]

After Yan Yang had finished crying enough, he let go of Lian Ye after he had recovered his mood, and lay down on Lian Ye's lap and said, "Lend me to lie down for a while! This way, it's very comfortable! ... By the way, have you been doing well these days?" Do you take medicine? If I delay the treatment, the doctor will scold me to death!"

"..., no. She looks fierce, but she is actually the best. Besides, I don't think I need to take medicine anymore. Since I met you, I... have been cured by you...!"

Yan Yang looked at him, his eyes stopped and he didn't leave, Lian Ye's face was a little hot when he saw it, and he only heard him ask: "Speaking of it, you...why did you fall in love with me...?"

"..., do you want to say it?..." Lian Ye felt a little embarrassed, and his face turned even redder.

Yan Yang nodded, his eyes were a little scorching.

Lian Ye avoided his gaze and said: "..., do you remember the first time you delivered a courier to me?" Yan Yang shook his head.

"...I remember, that day, I...stimulated a little bit, and felt more and more uncomfortable. I picked up the medicine bottle...wanted...to commit suicide. Before I could take it, the doorbell rang, and I didn't open the door. There was no movement, and the phone rang again. It was you who called and said it was a courier, so I opened the door. Because usually, the courier is delivered downstairs, and I went down to pick it up. But you just appeared so suddenly, you just Standing there, you were standing in the sun with a gentle smile and warm eyes. Although you were still wearing work clothes, at that moment, I felt that you were like the sun. Being close to you made people feel very warm. At that time You also asked me if I was not feeling well...Since that day, I feel that I was healed by you, I want to see you, think of you every day, every moment,...so...you are my sun...!"

Yan Yang looked at his blushing face, his heart was filled with some kind of emotion, and suddenly he had an impulse,

then………

[nineteen]

So, Yan Yang suddenly raised his body, pressed Lian Ye heavily under his body, looked into his eyes and said, "Did I just hear an incredible confession?...I am in this state, but I will make a mistake." Things that I can't even control myself, if I hurt you, will you...will you be angry?"

Lian Ye looked directly into his eyes, saw the change in his eyes, and slowly said: "...No, because, you are my sun, I like you! Even when you are the most vulnerable, by your side, I also feel very warm... No matter what you do to me, I will not be angry...! As long as I can stay by your side, I am satisfied!"

Yan Yang's eyes were a little blurred, and he whispered softly in his ear: "Xiao Ye... you are really... very cunning, you fell in love with me without authorization, and you did a lot of things for me clumsily, and you confessed to me when I needed you most , I don’t know how to treat you anymore, you are really... bad-hearted! I want...well...to punish you...!"

Yan Yang covered his lips, not giving him a chance to speak, plundering his lips gently and domineeringly, never letting go.

(This is not suitable for children, [-] words are omitted, please make up your own brain!)

When the sun shines in in the early morning, Yan Yang wakes up and sees the person sleeping next to him for the first time. The sleeping face is always hard to get enough of. His heart is full of emotion. He caresses his cheek lovingly and gently kissed on the forehead.Thinking: "How much time will this guy spend pampering him and loving him? Obviously I don't like men,...he is really special!"

[twenty]

Lian Ye woke up, saw Yan Yang looking at him for the first time, smiled at him, and they hugged each other for a long time.

Yan Yang remembered something and asked: "You, are you... all right? Last night...?" It's okay not to mention it, but Lian Ye blushed immediately when he mentioned it, and he didn't know how to answer: "It hurts... no... yes, uh ..., no, in fact......it's okay...!" Yan Yang liked to see his expression, teasing him and said: "It's all your fault, you have to take responsibility for making me like this! "

"...Eh, no, obviously you did that kind of thing to me, even though I'm not a woman, I don't need you to be responsible, this kind of thing doesn't require me to be responsible to you, right?" Lian Ye fought back.

"Huh? It was you who made me like this. I obviously don't like men. You seduced me without authorization. You didn't realize it at all. Besides, even my mother knew that you were my girlfriend. She also Knowing that you are a man! In this way, shouldn't you be responsible to me?" Yan Yang decided to play tricks to the end.

"...Ah?...Okay!, I will be responsible, for the rest of my life, is it enough?" Lian Ye said this without thinking too much, and only after he said it did he realize that his face was as red as a tomato.

Yan Yang chuckled, kissed his lips again, and took a long time to let go.

Lian Ye thought about it for a long time, and finally said: "Yang, why don't you move to live with me!..."

Yan Yang smiled evilly: "What? Asked to live together so soon? This is too soon! It's only done once!"

Lian Ye became a little annoyed and angry: "What cohabitation...! What are you thinking! It's not cohabitation, it's cohabitation! ... I don't worry about you, there are too many memories here, always here, you will keep thinking about it. Move In the past, it was good for you to change the environment. Besides, it is a waste for me to live in such a big house by myself. You said that you would cook for me every day, so it would be much more convenient to move there. If you want to come back here, I will accompany you to live in the house. If it is empty, it will be empty. In the future, we will support each other, and we will gradually get better. I am much better now, can work, and can make money. In addition to the inheritance left by my grandmother and the living expenses given by my parents, And what you earn, we can’t use it up even if we die.”

"... You have been thinking about it for a long time!... Then, you have to strictly abide by our agreement!"

"...Hmm! For the rest of my life..."

(finished)

The author has something to say: it is a short BL novel in the true sense.If there are any articles that have not been edited before, they will be sorted out in the diary.I've been very tired these days, so let's rest for a few days.

As for those who want to see meat, forget it!Not suitable for children, self-shield!Ha ha!

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