present to the lord

After learning more relevant news, completing the task is already the most important thing. Even if there is no urgency in the soul, Fan Haoran still wants to leave this world as soon as possible.

It's not that Ah Yin doesn't understand his thoughts, he is neither a rock nor a plant, and he is not ruthless, even in the depths of his heart, he has a slight throbbing and hesitation, but it is just hesitation.

He cannot stay.

Eric's traces are too deep, if he agrees rashly, it will only be an insult to Ah Yin.Impure love with other people's traces is not love, and he can't stay here forever.Ah Yin is no longer a human being, he can be said to have endless time.

And he, he will not and cannot stay in this world forever, and more worlds are facing collapse due to the attack of the spiritual power of the main world, all he can do is to complete the task as soon as possible.

It's not that I don't want to stay.Ah Yin is a warm and kind child, what he can do is to cut off the love heart of this young boy as soon as possible.Whether it is reluctance or suffocation, no matter how many complicated emotions are gushing out of his heart at this time, it is impossible for him to obey the slightest desire in his heart.

It is enough.

It was enough to meet such a gentle boy.

Although it is not love yet, he is also a human being, and he will be reluctant to give up, and he will also have feelings for a person because of time, and he will feel helpless when parting.But he can't make impulsive and wrong decisions because of that helplessness.

This is the difference between a grown man and a young boy.It can be said that it is cruel to understand the reality, because he understands that it is impossible for him to accompany the young man forever, so he hopes that Ah Yin can find someone who will truly accompany him.

And that person will never be him.

After a short period of company in the name of love, he had to leave resolutely. Instead of satisfying his own desires so selfishly and viciously, all he could do was let go and push the boy to others.

——This is also selfish.

Lying there slumped, he raised his hand to cover his eyes with the back of his hand.Fan Haoran has already noticed that he has a little fear of feelings.

I don't want to be the one left behind anymore.

"I too... will hurt." The hoarse sigh was like a breeze, and the man's eyes were hidden under the back of his hand.

That was the boy he cherished, how could he play and deceive with a false heart?That boy should taste the taste of falling in love with a girl and experience a more colorful life, instead of entangled with him, the one who is destined to leave, and then be blinded for a lifetime until he dies.

"Sen Bai?" Ah Yin walked slowly from the hillside not far away, with his hands in his trouser pockets, in a very leisurely posture, followed by a little one.

It was the little girl who got lost in the forest.

"Why are you lying here?" The young man came over, looking at the lotus pond under the scorching sun with his black and gray eyes, and there was an astonishing man lying on the edge of the bright red bridge.

"Ah, basking in the sun." Fan Haoran removed the back of his hand that was blocking his eyes, squinted lazily, and noticed Zhuchuanying, who had been carefully keeping a distance behind Ah Yin.

Every time he saw humans approaching Ah Yin, Fan Haoran was deeply terrified.I'm afraid that the child who doesn't understand anything will touch Ah Yin when he is not paying attention because of curiosity.

Until night fell, Fan Haoran finally made a decision.

"Ayin, do you want to be touched by humans?" He asked softly in the dark blue night, the dark tide surged and crowded around him, but this man was as quiet as nothing. He was ready to be the one who was left behind again. The person under "I can help you."

"Really, really?" He was so surprised that he was almost speechless, the boy never wanted such an extravagant hope.

"Yeah." The man smiled slightly, that smile was very calm and gentle.

"Give me all your memories of me." The night wind blew suddenly.

There was the sound of the forest branches and leaves rubbing against each other, and Ah Yin almost thought he heard it wrong.

"What?" The boy's silver hair fluttered on the side of his face. From the hair, he could see the moonlight perched in his eyes. The expression on his face immediately stiffened, obviously reflecting the meaning of that sentence, " Sen Bai, what did you say?"

"I'm leaving soon. It's a good deal to exchange those memories for your ability to touch human beings." The man told lies with an indifferent expression that made it impossible to tell the truth from the fake, as if he was really so ruthless and had no strong nostalgia in his heart.

"No, I don't want it!" The young man turned around and strode quickly up the stone steps. He breathed tightly and suppressed, and said angrily, "I don't want it!"

"What do you mean you're leaving? Why don't you want to take me with you but leave me behind? Why do you want me to forget you? Why do you..." He suddenly stopped, bowed his head weakly, and covered himself with his hands. With tears welling up in his eyes, choked accusations, "Why do you want to do this..."

"I...I..." The young man covered his face with one hand and pressed hard on his choked throat with the other, as if he was about to suffocate, he wanted to say something, he wanted to say something desperately to keep him.

"A Yin." Fan Haoran stood not far away, this was the only way he could think of for the teenager not to be sad, obviously he came to do the mission, but in the end he became the source of the mission's sadness.It was a failure, but there was nothing he could do. He couldn't pretend to be in love to deceive Ah Yin, but seeing him like this now, the act of preparing to plunder his memory by force could no longer be carried out.

In the end he closed his eyes, opened them after a while, walked over and gently hugged the young man in his arms, stroking his hair as gently as he used to comfort him when he was still young.

"Good boy, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving." Pulling down Ah Yin's hand covering his face, helping him wipe off the crystal tears, he had to admit defeat, "Don't cry, I'm not leaving."

After all, he couldn't be cruel to this child.

Ah Yin got into his arms and held on tightly to his lapel. He had a premonition that Sen Bai would not be by his side forever, parting, as long as he thought of such words appearing between him and Sen Bai, he would It hurts so much.

Fan Haoran hugged the slender boy, sighed in defeat, and rubbed the hairy head in his arms, he was very helpless.

Then, let me accompany you until you find your mate.

He makes decisions like this.

That night, Fan Haoran directly helped Ah Yin solve the taboo of not being able to contact humans.Looking at the well-behaved boy lying on the bed, he looked obedient and well-behaved, with his hands placed by his side very peacefully.

Fan Haoran stood by the bed and looked at him for a moment, then left.

Since it was decided in this way, Fan Haoran would not mention leaving again.Wandering in the mountains all day is boring, or limit your ability, and then fight with big monsters, or just make some small gadgets for carving.

Because at the time of The Phantom of the Opera, Eric was very ingenious, and Fan Haoran would naturally make musical instruments or some delicate and ingenious things.

There are many trees in the mountains that are very suitable for making musical instruments.

When summer came again, Ah Yin took the grown-up children and ran to the mountains again. He looked curiously at the sawdust all over the floor, and the man who was sitting on the porch and polishing it meticulously.

The man sitting there was very serious and focused, he didn't care at all that his body was covered with light yellow wood slag, he pressed the neck of the piano with one hand, and polished the surface with an unidentifiable utensil with the other hand.

"What are you doing?" Ah Yin walked over and squatted down, taking a closer look.

Takekawa Hotaru also trotted over, this was her first visit to this mansion, she followed behind the boy nervously, her small hands quietly grabbed the hem of the boy's clothes.She was very happy to be able to touch this monster boy.

"Make a piano." Fan Haoran smiled slightly, his cold attitude is always the softest when facing young people, he brushed off the wood residue with one hand, the shape of the hand bones is the most beautiful and perfect, slender and stylish , strong and fair, the nails that are always trimmed regularly will not be too long, and will not be rude to people, very just right, very clean.

"What qin?" The young man who didn't understand anything tilted his head and looked at the already shaped qin body seriously. He has never been able to understand those things of human beings.

"The violin." He has enough time to do such things, and it doesn't matter how much time he spends. Up to now, Eric's piano and various musical instruments and music scores or It's blueprints. Since the system was fully integrated, Fan Haoran opened up a new place to store them in the collection area.

Now that it is uncertain when he will leave, he can spend countless hours seriously polishing an insignificant violin.

"Hmm..." Ah Yin squatted there for a moment and suddenly became interested, "Sen Bai, I want to learn too."

"Have you mastered your sword skills?" Fan Haoran glanced at him. You must know that monsters are always respected by the strong. With Ah Yin's skills, it's easy to step on a little monster like that, but if you meet a powerful monster Some of them are also for the sake of being beaten, "It seems that you are still very free."

Even though he said so, Fan Haoran did not force Ah Yin to practice sword skills.It's good for Ah Yin to be happier. If you want to learn the piano, you can learn the piano.

In his opinion, selfishly, he still does not want Ah Yin and Hotaru Takekawa to be involved too much. The difference in race represents parting and tragedy in the future. The parting of life and death will still turn those happiness into grief in an instant.

Like him with Eric...

Sweeping away Eric's already aged face in his mind, Fan Haoran began to scrape the guts of the strings thin.

Summer passed, and the figure of the little girl in the forest suddenly disappeared. With the gradual arrival of autumn, the branches and leaves of the trees in the mountains gradually turned yellow with the change of seasons.

Ah Yin finally breathed a sigh of relief after spending the whole summer with the little girl silently and obediently. When the next summer came, the boy finally received the piano handed over by the man.

The body of the carefully polished piano exudes a light moist light, the curvature is soft, and the sound quality is warm. Every part has been touched inch by inch. Even a layman like Ah Yin can feel that this is a rare instrument. piano.

Sitting under the tree in the courtyard, Ah Yin looked at the man who was tuning the piano frame on his collarbone, and he quietly did not make the slightest sound.

The summer light at this time seemed to be spotlights shining from all directions, so Ah Yin could only see that one person, alone between the heaven and the earth, so unique, so gentle, and so powerful and erratic.

Although he has the appearance of a young man, he has lived for more than 60 years. No matter how uninformed he is, he can know that this man still has something he should do, and he is destined to leave.

but……

Not reconciled, so unwilling!

Why was everything forced to end before it even started?Why am I forced to give up before I have spoken my mind, why do you...

— unwilling to give me a chance.

Such intense emotions collided in Ah Yin's thin chest. He wanted to get an answer, but he was also afraid that he would lose the last point of contact with the man. It was as painful as being peeled off alive, and he panicked. , struggling, hissing.

But in the end everything fell into silence.Then he made a decision in silence.

"This one is for me?" Fan Haoran looked at the bouquet of roses in his hand dully, as if he felt that he was dreaming.

"Yeah." Ah Yin's eyes were a little wandering. Although he had made a decision, he was still very shy in implementing it, his face was a little red, but he spoke fluently, "For you."

Fan Haoran held the rose and was speechless for a long time, he was always the one who teased others, this was the first time someone wanted to pursue him with the rose.

It's a very strange experience...

The author has something to say:

I agreed to give it to Ah Yinxing Lake~ Why did I write it like this, it must be because I have been off for too long!

Originally, Fan Haoran was about to leave. Although it cannot be said that he fell in love with Ah Yin, there was still such a trace of heartbeat. After all, Ah Yin is a very good boy~

But after all, he still has some concerns. His heart is also human. He is not a god without emotions.He also knew that he would always be the one left behind, and he had to bear all the sorrows of life and death. After experiencing Eric's death, no matter who it was, it would leave a psychological shadow.In my opinion, it is not cowardly or selfish to escape after being hurt like this. Everyone is afraid of being hurt.

I don't know what you think, but that's how I see it.He is human, no matter how powerful he is now, but his heart is always human.

He will definitely go through this kind of psychological process, but I believe that Ah Yin will let him let go, and he will always understand what happens next.

Speaking of it, I still feel sorry for the protagonist of my family, but don't worry, Ah Yin will definitely open his knot!After all, you all know Ah Yin's gentleness, such a young man must be very warm.

I heard that some people want to see the death room, and the mischievous kiss,

I haven't watched Death Room yet, but Mischievous Kiss is still available. Although I don't know the details, I still know the general plot.

But I searched for it, and the protagonist in the death room is really... Tsk tsk, I love him so much, I must go and save him! (serious face) I want to trample the scumbag!Slag Gong really wants to cut him!