Hanako

No matter what it is, it is not worth mentioning compared to your own life.

Ghost Mai Tsuji Wumi spent day after day in a room full of medicine smell, his mind was full of survival.

He is the most important thing, and other people's lives have nothing to do with him. To survive, to survive, he wants to survive.

And the key to survival is Ghost Dance Tsujika.

His own sister was special, he had always known it.

Her every move is so dazzling, as if it is a perfect combination of all, gathering the favor of all the gods, like the sun, people can't take their eyes off.

I didn't realize it at the beginning, but I gradually discovered the problem when I grew up.The father and mother's attitude towards Hua is definitely not only mixed with love for the child, but the way they look at her is completely different from how they look at themselves, not to mention that their ambitious father has been so pampering such a daughter instead of agreeing to the marriage of other families .

You must know that the families who came to visit even had nobles who had relatives with the royal family, and they were very powerful. There were also nobles who only met Hua once by chance and fell in love at first sight with a sincere attitude, but my father refused without hesitation.

But also, how could such a child be the child of father and mother, obviously so different from the three of them, even the color of eyes and hair is so different, how could he not doubt it.

Hua has a very deep affection for this family. Although she feels so gentle towards everyone, she looks at her family members in a different way.

After knowing that flowers are gods, he felt a touch of joy and inexplicable irritability.

Xinxihua will not belong to any man, she only has herself and her parents in her eyes, Anxietyhua will always be so perfect, but she will eventually become ugly, and may not even survive the age of 20.

Hua was worrying and worrying about his affairs. He thought he would not care about anyone's feelings, but he felt a little uncomfortable and happy, but more of it was the fear of death.

Until the arrival of the doctor, his body changed and his terminal illness was cured. He became a perfect creature who could obtain eternal life. What a wonderful ability. Apart from not being able to see the sun, such trivial things as cannibalism are not worth it to him Mention.

The trivial matter of Hua's death is so insignificant to him...probably.

That child couldn't accept that he would eat people. He never thought that the child, Hua, who loved him deeply, would do something to him for the lives of some ordinary people.

Obviously she is the most important thing to her, isn't she?Obviously she cared so much about herself, why would she rather die together than live with him? !

The only one who can accompany Hua forever is myself!

He looked at the out-of-control flowers, glanced at the Taidao on the cabinet, gritted his teeth, threw the medicine bowl at her and ran out of the room.

As long as Hua can't kill herself, she will compromise. Compared with meaningless things like guilt, survival is the most important thing.

Hua must be able to understand, right, she clearly understands that human life is not equal, why can't she understand him now, her own life is much more important to her than others, isn't it!

While biting the servant under him, he frowned angrily, and his movements became more and more rude.

Could the lives of these people be more important than him?

But he still couldn't ask, because before he had time to say, the flower died in front of him.

Shen Yunqian used his own body to bless these ordinary people-wisteria flowers will protect them from being harmed by ghosts.

Hua has always liked this kind of rare flower so much, so the few wisterias that his mother planted at home, the fragrance of wisteria that he also liked because of flowers, became the poison to restrain him.

Is it that important? !these people!

He killed people like he was venting his anger, and he cursed Ghost Mai Tsuji Hana, but he knew that he had never really blamed Hana.

Obviously she cast a magical spell to make the ghost fear the wisteria, and obviously she wanted to kill herself, but apart from shock and anger, there was no hatred at all.

But none of that matters anymore... the flower is dead, that's all.

He's alive, he's survived.

Even flowers can't make him die.

even flowers...

But why now, the flowers suddenly appeared again...

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Hua walked into the house step by step without any hesitation.

The smell of wisteria on her body should be more unpleasant to ghosts in such a closed room, but there was no reaction in the room.

As expected of someone who can be called an 'adult'.

"We meet again, Hua."

The handsome man sitting at the table making tea said so, he raised his head, and looked at her with a smile that was not a smile, the rose red eyes looked a little strange, dim and unclear under the dim light.

He is the same as the woman outside, his appearance is no different from that of a human being, but after the woman outside approached her, there was a small area of ​​corrosion on her body, while his breath was so stable that it did not change.

"You know me, who are you to me?"

She was standing two meters away from Oni Wu Tsuji Wumi. As early as outside, Hua felt that she had a very close connection with the ancestor of this oni. The fate was chaotic, but except for the death of one party, it was completely cut off.

"I'm your older brother, Ghost Dance Tsuji Mumi."

"Brother?" This was something she never expected... As a god, she would actually have a brother.

"Ah, that's right, your name is Onimai Tsujika, and you are my only younger sister."

Seeing the familiar face in front of her, which was exactly the same as that of hundreds of years ago, Oni Wu Tsuji smiled at her.

Even if it happened hundreds of years ago, even if all the memories of his mother and father are blurred, he still remembers every scene with Hua so clearly.

That's right, this kind of flower is the right one, those who have no memory, forget everything, they can start from scratch.

He can cultivate a god into the appearance of his imagination just like his mother did back then.

But unlike his mother, he will become an existence similar to Hana, who will go to hell, who will be cursed, and who will give birth to a house, and he will smash them all.

"Ghost Mai Tsujika...?" She looked at Wu Mi without any disturbance, "It's just a name given to me by humans. My name is Hua, and there is only Hua."

Mere human beings...

"Really, but you came to see me just because of your past." He raised the corner of his mouth, "Memory with human beings."

He had never seen such a flower before, and it looked like a god in human imagination because no one would pay attention to it.

"The memory of human beings together? You guessed wrong." She descended slowly from the air, and the faint fluorescence on her body disappeared, turning into an entity.

The strength on his body was so weak, Onimai Tsuji felt the breath of flowers.

Such a power that is so weak that it is dying is not even comparable to Hua at the beginning, but why does it always feel that she can use more power now...

"I just want to know why I am in such an ugly posture."

When Hua transformed into a physical body for the first time, she felt that the power of faith in her body seemed to be contained in a leaky bottle. With so many believers, it shouldn't be a problem to barely make up the body.

Then it must be caused by oneself.

Once the divine body is exposed to the world, it will be destroyed by the curse, so she can only be transformed into a physical body for four hours a day, and there is no sign of memory appearing at all.

It is simply unimaginable how big the cause and effect is to directly destroy the body of a god.

But now she knows that everything is definitely because of her 'brother'.

He has a small amount of his own smell on him, and he has obtained her powerful healing ability and immortality, but the power is incomplete. Something must have happened in the middle of the journey, blaspheming the gift of the gods, and turning into such a man-eating monster.

The resentment and the smell of death in Guiwu Tsuji Wuyou had nowhere to escape before her eyes. She had never seen such terrible resentment. This person was simply the embodiment of evil.

Such a soul, not to mention going to heaven, is not even qualified to go to hell.

"Ghosts can't live in the sun, you want to meet me because I can help you?"

While she was speaking calmly and indifferently, she didn't realize that her tears were also streaming down.

"But my elder brother must be a very gentle human being, and he would not test me like this. What's wrong, are you disappointed that I lost my memory?"

"I will always be gentle with flowers." He raised his hand to wipe away her tears.What exactly is Hua thinking... "I will help you find your memory."

Hua felt his icy fingers caressing her cheek, and she could feel that this 'brother' had feelings for her, but... the use of feelings mixed in was also obvious.

Memories are not important, if they are sad memories, it doesn't matter if they are thrown away.

Chuuya is still waiting for him outside, if there is any accident, he will rush in immediately.

Do I really want to recall the previous memories after I understand the cause and effect?Will such a memory be happy?Not at all, she has already foreseen such a future.

"It's a pity." She said, "How can you help me? As long as you die, I can restore my memory. Is that okay?"

Oni Wu Tsuji paused for a moment, his pupils shrunk slightly, and the hand hidden under his sleeve had turned into an attacking blood ghost technique. Looking at her cautiously, Hana could feel his resistance and hostility.

Compared with the sister he loves, the self he loves is the most important.

But so what, she will not feel sad for him, will not feel sorry for him, will not have any feelings for him.

No, she decided, and even if she could recover her memory, she wouldn't.

Does the truth have to be happiness? Does the lost memory have to be retrieved? Since you know it is sad, why do you have to remember it?

She wants to play happily with Yuanyi and Zhongye, and wants her memory to be full of beauty and tenderness.

She wanted to escape if she could.

She is a god, her own happiness is created by herself, the memories she hates will be sealed forever, and those she likes will be blessed.

As long as she wanted to, she could get a new life at any time, so why should she be sad because of someone who made her feel malicious.

Zhongye and Yuanyi are the people she should care about and protect now, and this person... To her, he is just a stranger without emotion...

Always, will be strangers.

"Are you trying to kill me? Hua." His expressionless face was terrifying, and his rose-red vertical pupils, with their backs to the candlelight, glowed red in the dimness.

"I don't want to, I will."

The life of a stranger, the life of a perpetrator who is not qualified to go to hell, is not as important as Chuya Yuanyi and her happiness.

The author has something to say: I think, if you know that memory is painful and unhappy, why remember it? Flowers are gods, and human memory is not important to her, and she has a very good impression of Wu Mi. No, I hope I can live happily with Yuan Yizhong too.

Hua has never been a selfless god, she is gentle and cheerful like the sun, because she likes these beautiful qualities, she will be kind to kind people, and she hopes to have such beautiful qualities in her life, not because of kindness , but pure liking, so I will feel disgusted and disgusted with villains instead of tolerance.

In my opinion, Hua is in a sense a god with self-willedness.The gifts and goodness of the gods are not obligations.