Bamboo horse please don't grow crooked

Ye Zheng's temples were swollen, and he felt that the sky was spinning.

Lu Yu was obviously not taking a bath, he didn't even take off his clothes, he was lying neatly in the bathtub, and the clear water was rippling with blood, which settled at the bottom of the water and then drifted away, like blood-colored flowers unfolding poignantly.

Beside the bathtub, there were a few empty wine bottles and a popsicle stick. The smell of alcohol made the water vapor hotter.

Lu Yu's head was covered with a piece of Ye Zheng's clothes strangely, and was enveloped by his smell. Lu Yu seemed to feel that this would give him the illusion that he died in Ye Zheng's arms.

Even in death, he still wants to get the last trace of satisfaction and warmth.

Ye Zheng cursed in a low voice, then pulled the towel next to him helplessly and picked him up. Fortunately, the water here was still warm, which proved that he didn't come too late.

But it was also because of the warm water that the blood from Lu Yu's wound was draining faster. He carried him to the bed and put him on the bed. He picked up his wrist and saw that it was still bleeding.

Ye Zheng frantically rummaged through boxes and cabinets, but couldn't find anything that could be used for bandaging. After all, this is an old house, and everything that could be moved was moved away, so he had to hold down his hand with a bath towel first, and then went to the next door to borrow a medicine box. By the way, I called the ambulance.

Wrapping Lu Yu's wrist tightly with a bandage temporarily helped him stop the bleeding.

Ye Zheng breathed a sigh of relief, helped him change his wet and cold clothes, borrowed a hair dryer to help him dry his body, and then hugged him tightly in his arms, feeling the still beating heart in his chest, before relaxing his whole body After a while of strength, I was afraid.

In his previous life, he had experienced the loss of relatives and friends because of Lu Yu, but he never imagined that he would lose Lu Yu one day.

He also thought once, if Lu Yu died, would he be able to relax?But whenever he wanted to hate this person, he would use infinite tenderness and bottomless regression to let him indulge in a warm world. Such a greenhouse is hard for anyone to give up.

And now, Ye Zheng thought that his eyes were bright, but the darkness that suddenly fell over the sky took away the shining light in front of him, so he couldn't help but stop and look around, staring at the road he walked.

He grew up with Lu Yu in this life, and he thought he could control him completely, but he was still puzzled, did Lu Yu really suffer so much?Worth his escape with death?He didn't know what went wrong, was he not doing enough, or the two really couldn't be together, so he couldn't change the original trajectory of his life?

Ye Zheng couldn't help sniffling her sour nose.

However, death is not the most terrible thing, because it is the living who suffer.

Fortunately, after being in Ye Zheng's warm embrace for a long time, Lu Yu seemed to have gained some consciousness, and began to shiver in his arms, the pain on his wrist slowly spread to his body, making his body twitch violently .

Ye Zheng immediately woke him up, and carefully used his own temperature to stain his skin with heat.

Lu Yu opened his eyes, focused in the chaos, stared at Ye Zheng, and suddenly showed a very light smile.

"Azheng, I must have arrived in heaven. It's great that you're still here, smiling at me."

Ye Zheng closed her eyes, resisted the sourness welling up, held the man's slender wrist and kissed it to her lips.

"No baby, you're not dead, you're not in heaven, you're still here with me."

Lu Yu's face changed, hot tears fell down all of a sudden, and his slender eyelashes trembled uncontrollably.

The moment the blade slashed, the strength in his body gradually drained, and he seemed to feel that everything didn't matter. An unprecedented relief made him hug Ye Zheng's clothes tightly, and closed his eyes with a smile.

Although he wanted to die, when he saw Ye Zheng now, his thoughts changed drastically, and he felt infinite desire. He was immediately grateful but then afraid.

If he died, wouldn't he be able to see this person again?

Lu Yu grabbed Ye Zheng's skirt suddenly, because of excessive force, the obvious joints on the back of his hand stretched, and his fingertips turned white.

"I have nothing left... Azheng, Azheng, save me..."

His sobbing sound was extremely fragile, and every time it hit Ye Zheng's heart, he kissed Lu Yu's cold cheek, kissed away his tears little by little, and comforted him softly.

"You have me. I'm working hard, but can you not give up so quickly?"

Ye Zheng gritted her teeth, but she didn't dare to increase her tone, she only coaxed him softly, "If you die, you will never see me again, and I will marry someone else and have children, and you will live alone Are you willing to reincarnate?"

He knew that such a stingy person was most nervous.

Lu Yu buried his face in his chest, his body was shaking violently, his words were broken, he could only shake his head frantically, rejecting this possibility.

"I won't. I only know now how good it is to see you again... You can't, you can't be with others... I, I will never let you go even if I am a ghost..."

He sniffled, and added.

"If so, I will die with you too."

"Damn, can't you not die? Can't you live a good life?"

I was reborn to play with you again to die for love?Ye Zheng was full of anger, but there was still nothing he could do about it.

Lu Yu closed his eyes, tears could not stop falling down again.

"You know what? I always think you're tired, and I'm tired too."

Ye Zheng rubbed against his lips, gave his answer with a passionate kiss, and finally made Lu Yu's cold and pale thin lips dyed a light red.

"I didn't. Why do you think so?" He shook his head in denial, but he already agreed in his heart.

It is indeed tiring to love this person, but after loving for a long time, he doesn't know how to give up...Of course, Ye Zheng dare not be honest with this person. Lu Yu's situation is already serious enough at this time, so how dare he provoke him? He thought about it.

"You seem to be forcing yourself to love me. I don't understand why..." Lu Yu shook his head sadly, and took a deep breath of his scent.Urgently needing to absorb the warmth from him, continue to confide.

"But I'm afraid that once I tell you, you will change your appearance, and the stable relationship between us will be broken by my own hands... If this is the case, I might as well pretend that I don't know..."

But now, he is not even afraid of death, so what is he afraid of.After going through the gate of hell, he no longer has any worries, and he is able to face up to his cowardice and vomit it out.

People are indeed greedy, and Lu Yu is even more so. For the emotions that he can't get from other places, he will double the plunder from Ye Zheng until he occupies them all. Therefore, Ye Zheng thinks that there is enough emotion to satisfy him at all.

He always thought that in this relationship, he was humble and weak, because Ye Zheng seemed to be much more free and easy than him, and the loved one was always so confident.

But he didn't know that Ye Zheng was also walking on thin ice in this relationship.

"So you've always thought this way?"

After quietly listening to his words, Ye Zheng's face was also pale.

Lu Yu is indeed sharp enough, nothing can escape his eyes.

He loves Lu Yu, but he did hate this person in his previous life.

The idea of ​​loving him is more like a psychological suggestion. He told himself that he was sorry for Lu Yu, so he wanted to make up for it and use his own way to treat him well, but he was negligent. This kind of impure love Maybe it looks like a dull injury and pain in the eyes of the other party.

Perhaps, just as Lu Yu said, Ye Zheng's love is far from the standard he needs.To be honest, even Ye Zheng himself couldn't believe that his character could make him like Lu Yu, who could love someone so crazy.

But even so, Ye Zheng admits that he has paid a lot. Over the years, Lu Yu has not only been obedient to him. I have done so much, it is impossible to be obliterated by a simple "not enough".

He asked unwillingly, "If I don't love you, I won't touch you. If I don't want to, do you think you can suppress me? Because it's you, it's up to you, do you understand?"

Lu Yu paused for a moment, then nodded slightly, smiling through tears.A cold heart has been thawed, and a steady stream of warm current has poured into the hole.

Seeing that he finally had a tinge of blood, Ye Zheng breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Have you figured it out?"

Lu Yu nodded, raised his head towards him, closed his eyes, like a proud cat asking for a kiss, Ye Zheng kissed him down hard helplessly, and finally caught a glimpse of his wrist with no blood coming out from the corner of his eye, and loosened it. in one breath.

"Shall we do it?"

Lu Yu took a breath, seemed to have recovered, and timidly made a request.

Ye Zheng's head hurt like hell, and she wanted to scold him for knowing what was going on with her, but she could only lower her voice, "You are so weak, what do you want to do? Do you know how much you worry people?"

Hearing this, Lu Yu didn't feel guilty at all, instead he laughed and responded arrogantly: "I like that you worry about me."

He pinched Ye Zheng's waist, blushed with embarrassment, snuggled into his arms, and hummed a little.

"I'm not physically fit, but you can... you... move yourself..."

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Lu Yu was finally brought back safely by Ye Zheng. As for the matter of his wrist cutting, he didn't tell anyone, even his mother.

Not to mention that Lu Yu was determined not to let him and Lu's mother report the news, Ye Zheng saw the happy new family in Lu's mother's home, and couldn't bear to tell the truth.

As their frequent friend, Jiang Liu naturally couldn't fail to see the bandages that Lu Yu had been wearing for several days, so he had already secretly asked Ye Zheng what was going on.

If it was someone else, Ye Zheng would only say that he was injured, but for Jiang Liu, he couldn't hold back and told the truth.The two were silent for a long time, Ye Zheng wiped off his sweat, and asked him to help him watch Lu Yu more when he was free.Jiang Liu handed him a cigarette and nodded.

Apparently, both of them have found that Lu Yu's mental state is not optimistic, and even regarded the setback as an insurmountable difficulty, and even escaped with death. Fortunately, he woke up quickly this time, and Ye Zheng rekindled hope, knowing that I am impulsive, but next time, who will know if he can maintain this sobriety.

Halfway through the conversation between the two, a black figure approached Ye Zheng, and then an embrace fell down, with a touch of joy.

"Azheng, are you waiting for me?"

Ye Zheng froze for a moment. The person behind him wrapped his arms around his shoulders. His skin was smooth and his breathing was cool, like snake tails wrapped around him. He shivered and nodded in reply.

"Well, after school with you, what's for dinner tonight?"

Lu Yu's smile deepened, and he clasped his palm as if no one else was there, put it to his lips and kissed it, and licked his palm ambiguously.

"No hurry, I have a surprise for you, go back and collect your luggage first."

The author has something to say:

Didn't die...no...thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution for me~

Thanks to the little angel who threw [Grenade]: 1 cabbage;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!