I Love You the Most in the World [Entertainment Circle]

Lin Anlan unconsciously wrapped his coat tightly, but suddenly felt as if he had touched something. He looked down and found that he was still wearing the ring Cheng Yu gave him.

The ring is not big, a small one, the tulips on it are exquisitely carved, low-key and luxurious, just like Cheng Yu, who is affectionate and forbearing.

Lin Anlan looked at it quietly for a long time, put her hands in her pockets, and did not take off the ring.

Cheng Yu was right, he could fall in love with him.

Their beginning was a mistake, Cheng Yu deliberately deceived him, but during this mistake, his love for Cheng Yu was true.

He likes him.

But just because I like it, it's even more uncomfortable.

Lin Anlan clenched her ring-wearing hand, looking out the window at the dark night with complicated emotions.

By the time the taxi stopped again, it was already late.

Lin Anlan stood in her room, looking strange and familiar.

For half a year, he has almost always lived in Cheng Yu's house. The house he used to live in has become a place he was familiar with but now is unfamiliar.

Like, some people in the address book.

Lin Anlan rolled up his sleeves and cleaned the room for a long time, until he was tired, then changed the sheet on the bed and lay down in it.

He had several dreams, the dreams were messy and complicated. He dreamed that Cheng Yu asked him, don't you love me?I also dreamed that the former self told the present self that you didn't love him in the first place.

Lin Anlan didn't sleep well, and woke up at 7 o'clock in the morning.

He sat on the bed for a while, got out of bed, and continued cleaning from last night's work.

After the windows in the house were clear and there was nothing to clean, he sat on the sofa again and ordered a takeaway for himself.

Jiang Xu's text message came at this time.

He received a call like that from Lin Anlan yesterday, so how could he not take it to heart? After hesitating all night, he still chose to send Lin Anlan a text message.

Jiang Xu: [Xiao Lan, how are you doing?Are you still at Cheng Yu's house?May I see you? 】

Lin Anlan thought for a while, then replied: [I'm in my house, come here. 】

He has something to ask Jiang Xu, some things, he wants to confirm with Jiang Xu.

Jiang Xu came very quickly, obviously familiar with this address.

Lin Anlan had just finished eating and was sitting on the sofa eating fruit.

Jiang Xu didn't expect happiness to come so quickly. It's only a few days before the Chinese New Year. Cheng Yu's true face was seen through by Lin Anlan, which is really gratifying.

"Xiao Lan." He sat in front of Lin Anlan, filled with righteous indignation, "I just said that Cheng Yu is not a good person, he is a liar, he has been lying to you all the time."

Lin Anlan took a sip of tea and looked at him, "Did you forget what you said before?"

Jiang Xu was a little startled, "Huh?"

"As you said, you will never speak ill of him in front of me again. You admit that you were wrong, and you should be ashamed of him."

Jiang Xu: ...

"He lied to you, why are you still speaking for him?" Jiang Xu complained dissatisfied.

Lin Anlan was very calm, "One size fits all, he may be sorry for me, but he has nothing to be sorry for you, you have no right to say anything about him."

"Why didn't he apologize to me? If he didn't say my fault in front of you, how could you be angry with me?"

"Am I angry with you because of him?" Lin Anlan looked directly at Jiang Xu, "Tell me again, why am I angry with you?"

Jiang Xu: ...

"Tell me." Lin Anlan asked him, "You kept saying before that you knew you were wrong, but now you tell me where you went wrong?"

Jiang Xu was silent for a moment before bowing his head and admitting, "It's because of me. I went to see Cheng Feng behind your back. I have no guilt towards Cheng Yu. Cheng Yu is not at fault, but I am at fault."

"What else?" Lin Anlan looked at him.

"What else?" Jiang Xu was puzzled.

"As you said before, I went to Cheng Yu's side for you. You want me to go home with him to meet the parents. Isn't this what makes me angry?"

Jiang Xu was stunned when he heard this.

Lin Anlan had already remembered what he said yesterday. He didn't quite understand why he lost his memory, let alone why he went to find Cheng Yu and mistook Cheng Yu for his boyfriend, but if this sentence If the words are true, then he has a less common but plausible explanation.

He stared at Jiang Xu, and asked him word by word, "Did you really tell me such a thing? Do you really want me to do this kind of thing?"

Jiang Xu wanted to deny it, but was unable to say anything.

He didn't deceive Lin Anlan verbally. He concealed that he went to see Cheng Feng. He just concealed it. Lin Anlan didn't ask him if you met Cheng Feng behind my back, so he didn't answer this kind of question, so naturally he didn't lie. over him.

He looked at Lin Anlan, everything was written in his eyes.

Lin Anlan sighed, and asked, "Jiang Xu, what do you think of me?"

He felt that he really couldn't understand Jiang Xu. He thought Jiang Xu didn't care about him before, so he secretly went to see Cheng Feng behind his back.

But when he told Jiang Xu that he would not see him again, Jiang Xu cut off contact with Cheng Feng without hesitation, kept pestering him, and even waited at his door on New Year's Eve, hoping that they could celebrate the New Year together.

He thinks that Jiang Xu should also care about him, after all, they have been friends for so many years, they have known each other for so many years, and they have been with each other for so many years, so they should have feelings.

But Jiang Xu could think of asking him to be Cheng Yu's fake boyfriend, so as to annoy Cheng Feng and seek benefits for himself.

Lin Anlan felt that he couldn't understand Jiang Xu, he didn't know whether Jiang Xu cared about him or not.

He seemed to care, but he didn't seem to care at all.

"You won't stop me from getting in touch with Cheng Yu at this time? You were the one who didn't let me and Cheng Yu be friends at the beginning, but now you're the one who pushed me towards him and asked me to be his boyfriend. Who are you? Do you want me to contact Cheng Yu or not?"

Lin Anlan was very puzzled, "If you follow your expectations, then a few days or a few months ago, I didn't perfectly achieve what you wanted, except that I didn't meet his parents, but in terms of his boyfriend, I did it. Isn't it? Even doing it very successfully, why do you have to put on a posture that I hurt you, and ask why I don't want you? "

"Isn't that what you wished for? Shouldn't you be content and rejoice?"

"It's my fault Xiaolan, I'm sorry for you, I was confused for a while, so I said such a stupid thing, I already know it's wrong, you've scolded me, I also know it's wrong, really."

Lin Anlan felt that what he heard most recently was "I'm sorry" and "It's my fault". Jiang Xu said this to him, Cheng Yu also said this to him, everyone said sorry to him, but he obviously never said sorry them.

Is he not good enough for Jiang Xu?He has worked very hard to hope that Jiang Xu can get rid of his identity dilemma and grow up healthily.

Is he not good enough for Cheng Yu?Although he didn't fall in love with Cheng Yu before he lost his memory, he didn't give Cheng Yu hope either. He kept a distance from him all the time, and there was no ambiguity.

Then why, they all have to apologize to him in turn?

Lin Anlan felt tired, he took a sip of tea from his teacup, and said to Jiang Xu, "Let's go."

"Xiaolan..."

"You said that I scolded you before, so I am still the same now. Although I don't know what happened at that time, I still want to scold you when I think of you saying such things to me. So you go, I don't want to see you now, and I'm not in the mood to perfunctory you."

"Xiao Lan..." Jiang Xu looked at him beggingly.

"Let's go." Lin Anlan said calmly, "Let me calm down for a while, I will be alone."

"Will you forgive me?" Jiang Xu asked him weakly, "Will you give me a chance to make amends?"

Lin Anlan didn't answer him, he didn't know, how could he know?He didn't even know what the specific situation was or how serious the situation was. How could he know whether he would forgive Jiang Xu?

Those memories that he has forgotten must make him painful and irritated, that's why he forgets, and that's why he won't panic after forgetting.

That in itself is not a pleasant memory, in itself, maybe he doesn't want to remember it.

Jiang Xu left, Lin Anlan walked on the sofa, drinking tea quietly, and looking at the posts.

The room was very warm, and his heart was very quiet. He was tired from watching, so he lay down on the sofa and fell asleep for a while.

It was night, and Lin Anlan woke up in a daze.

He didn't want to move very much, and called out "Xiaohua" habitually, wanting Cheng Yu to carry him back to his room.

His voice was very soft, with unconscious dependence and nostalgia, he opened his eyes to see the decorations in front of him after shouting, and vaguely realized that he was not at Cheng Yu's house, he had gone back to his own home.

Cheng Yu lied to him, so he left, and he returned to his home, and there was no Cheng Yu by his side.

Lin Anlan seemed to be stuck, she didn't move, and sat quietly on the sofa.

After a long time, he got off the sofa.

He stood up and went back to his bedroom. The window of the bedroom was not closed, and the wind came in, making the room very cold.

Lin Anlan went to the window and closed it, and saw a vast expanse of whiteness in the yard, glowing brightly under the illumination of the street lamps.

It's snowing, he thought, the snow must be very cold this year.

Lin Anlan drew the curtains, got into her bed, and fell into a deep sleep.

Cheng Yu was lying on the bed with his eyes closed when he received Sun Meng's call.

He hadn't slept for a day and a night. Reason told him that it was time for him to sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway. He closed his eyes, and Lin Anlan was crying in his mind.

He said, "You lied to me."

Cheng Yu opened his eyes, the room was dark, he turned over, but he couldn't see the person who usually lay beside him.

He lay silently, without any strength in his body.

The phone on the bedside table was still ringing, it wasn't the special ringtone he set for Lin Anlan, so he didn't want to answer it.

But the phone kept ringing, and he didn't intend to hang up at all. Cheng Yu had no choice but to reach out for the phone and put it to his ear.

"Your movie will have its premiere tomorrow. I've already posted a Weibo promotion for you today, and I've already booked the tickets for you. I've sent you the detailed information on WeChat. Remember to watch it."

"Okay." Cheng Yu whispered.

"Why is your voice so hoarse? Are you sick?"

"No."

"That's good. I know you're busy during the New Year, so I won't bother you. Take care of yourself."

"Ah."

After Sun Meng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Cheng Yu looked at his phone, clicked into WeChat, and saw the booking information Sun Meng sent him.

The theater he is familiar with, the seats he is familiar with, and the venue he is familiar with.

Cheng Yu put down the phone and closed his eyes again.

He wanted to fall asleep, and he would only be able to go to the movies tomorrow if he fell asleep.

But he couldn't fall asleep anyway, he could only keep opening and closing his eyes, repeating this action again and again.

At eight o'clock in the morning, Cheng Yu finally felt sleepy. He fell asleep very rarely. He had a dream. In the dream, the sky was wide and the sea was wide. forward.

When Cheng Yu woke up, he didn't know whether he had fallen asleep or not. He looked at his watch, and it was past 12 o'clock.

It must have fallen asleep for a while.

He slowly got out of bed, opened the refrigerator, and saw Lin Anlan's favorite sandwiches were still stored in the refrigerator.

Cheng Yu didn't move, he took out a bag of bread, walked to the coffee table, ate bread while drinking water.

If Lin Anlan came back and found that the sandwiches were gone, he would be depressed. He still likes this sandwich very much.

Thinking this way, he finished his bread, put on his coat, and went out.

On the afternoon of the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, there were not many people in the movie theater. Cheng Yu checked the tickets and entered, and sat in the middle seat.

The movie hall was empty, and he was sitting alone, making him even more lonely.

Cheng Yu watched quietly, looking at himself in the movie seriously, he remembered what Lin Anlan told him before, when the movie was released, he would watch it with him.

But now that the movie was released, Lin Anlan left.

They once watched a movie together, and Lin Anlan specially reserved the scene and asked him, "Xiaohua, do you want to go on a date with me?"

His smiling eyebrows were curved, he leaned into his arms, and kissed him tightly in the theater.

They also used to love, but now, the truth of the story is revealed, the plot ends, the prince leaves, and he is the only one left.

After all, he still hasn't watched a movie he starred in with him, after all, he can only sit here by himself, as always, as every time before.

At the end of the movie, the hero turns around and bids farewell to the heroine. He knows that he is going to die, and he doesn't want to delay the girl he likes, so he rejects her and walks away.

The girl asked him, "Do you really not like me? Don't you like me at all?"

The boy waved his hand and said to her, "I don't like it."

He turned around and walked into the distance, to a place where the other party could no longer see.

Cheng Yu watched silently, and in the blink of an eye, something fell.

He doesn't like him, he thought, that's the only thing that can't be forced.

There are all kinds of things in this world, only feelings, which are the most helpless things.

Cheng Yu stood up and walked out of the theater the moment he heard the ending song.