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Bai Zhiyan stopped in front of Lan Moxi, and smiled very carefully, Lan Moxi couldn't figure out what was wrong with this woman, how could she still smile so brightly at this time, Lan Moxi was so anxious that she didn't know I'm at a loss, Bai Zhiyan is not only torturing herself, but also using this kind of torture to indirectly make Lan Moxi suffer; it's better to stop quickly, only in front of the doctor can Lan Moxi feel at ease, and can let Lan Moxi feel at ease. My heart no longer suffers.

"Do you still remember what you said?" Bai Zhiyan smiled brightly, and she didn't look hurt at all. It was as normal as reminiscing with old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time. Bai Zhiyan always put a smile on her face In fact, the meaning of that smile is too profound, there is the relief of relaxation, the relief after redemption, the ease of letting go of burdens, and the dignity like a vow; before Lan Moxi could speak, Bai Zhiyan changed into a more excited expression. He said again in a calm tone: "I'm here! I'm here!" After asking and answering herself twice, Lan Moxi couldn't understand what Bai Zhiyan was saying at all.

"I know you're here, let's see a doctor first, okay?" Lan Moxi persuaded Bai Zhiyan with eager pleading.

Obviously, Lan Moxi didn't understand what Bai Zhiyan wanted to express at all. Bai Zhiyan's expression dimmed instantly, and she became a little disappointed and melancholy. Such an expression was very suitable for her current situation; It's like shaking away the expectations for Lan Moxi.Has Lan Moxi finally forgotten, those two shouts, the explosive roar in the dead of night, Bai Zhiyan only hated herself for not responding to Lan Moxi at that time, so, has Lan Moxi changed her mind now?When he should have reacted at that time, he didn't, so the opportunity was quietly missed by himself?

"Do you still remember those two soul-stirring nights, how did you call me?" Bai Zhiyan's question was not very direct, nor was it very cryptic. Bai Zhiyan believed that Lan Moxi could understand what she said, and Lan Moxi had to Understand what you are saying.

Two nights, called Bai Zhiyan?What Lan Moxi remembers most about the night is the stormy night a year ago, which Lan Moxi will never forget and forget; maybe there is a second night brought about by that most painful night , that was also a night related to Bai Zhiyan, Lan Moxi replied with a tentative answer: "Bai, Zhi, Yan?"

"I'm here! I'm here!" Bai Zhiyan grasped Lan Moxi's hand, and replied excitedly, still two repeated words, just because Lan Moxi didn't forget those, Lan Moxi said what she wanted to ask , said what he wanted to answer.

Although Bai Zhiyan's body is covered with scars, her hands are still wrapped in several layers of bandages, and her feet are still walking with difficulty. Bai Zhiyan recuperated at home for a few days, but today Bai Zhiyan is very unwilling to continue recuperating at home. Bai Zhiyan still chooses I came to the school to attend class, because today's class is from Lan Moxi's class.

And Lan Moxi looked normal, at least not in such a mess as herself, everything was going on in an orderly manner, Bai Zhiyan thought that since she made the boldest response that day, Lan Moxi had not said a word. Mo Xi sent herself to the hospital and accompanied her for treatment, but never talked about that matter again, and she didn't have the courage to ask any more questions.

Bai Zhiyan thought that those two responses should be regarded as the bravest confession in her life, but what she got in exchange was Lan Moxi's big escape, neither a positive reply nor any hints, completely like a normal person, Bai Zhiyan Yan Yu died.

Bai Zhiyan was in the heart of taking revenge on Lan Moxi, deliberately ignored those raised hands during class, clicked on Lan Moxi and answered several questions, but after class, Lan Moxi still went her own way, not at all. She was not affected by Bai Zhiyan in class, nor was she affected by a series of things that happened when she and Lan Moxi went out a few days ago.

During the courseware, Bai Zhiyan didn't go anywhere, she even saved going to the office to drink water, just to not miss Lan Moxi's summons, but Bai Zhiyan really waited for Lan Moxi's initiative.Lan Moxi strolled forward, Bai Zhiyan absolutely believed that Lan Moxi came to find her, it was definitely not the only way to go out of the front door of the classroom, Lan Moxi must have something to say to herself, Bai Zhiyan Yan looked extremely nervous, looking forward to and afraid of what Lan Moxi was about to say; she thought that Lan Moxi had something to say, but in the end she just handed over the homework to Bai Zhiyan, and then went back to the office as if nothing had happened. Bai Zhiyan felt a little lost when she lost her seat.

Bai Zhiyan thought, Lan Moxi's silence might not be because she didn't make a statement, but it might be another form of rejection, just like in our normal interpersonal communication, when we say to someone, let's go to dinner together, and the other person is very polite and polite to answer another day. It’s the same, it’s just a tactful rejection; the first time Bai Zhiyan plucked up the courage to confess to someone, it was a girl who was ten years younger than herself, but she was rejected, ashamed, but it was only natural, it was nothing more than normal It is a situation that a normal couple of men and women will encounter when they confess their love, let alone a situation like myself and Lan Moxi.

It's just that the state of mind is different, Bai Zhiyan no longer feels that it is her own impulse that made her do such a shocking thing, Bai Zhiyan truly understands her feelings for Lan Moxi, she had it a year ago If you are tempted, you will still be tempted a year later; otherwise, you won't feel sad when you see Lan Moxi getting close to other girls. This is emotional, and Bai Zhiyan clearly understands this.

But the current problem is no longer the entanglement of temptation, there are still too many problems lying between them, maybe Bai Zhiyan can respond to Lan Moxi's love boldly, but being together is not what the two of them say. In a large group, one must accept the rules of the group. Those who go against the mainstream way of life will inevitably be questioned, disgusted, or even cursed and slandered. These are things Bai Zhiyan does not want to see, and Lan Moxi should not bear these things. It's not something Lan Moxi can bear.

Then, Lan Moxi's speechlessness or refusal became less irritating. It's just that Lan Moxi didn't choose such a remote and bumpy life path. Mo Xi's support and blessings.No matter how Lan Moxi chooses, Bai Zhiyan believes that she will give her full support.

In fact, if Lan Moxi didn't stay silent for a long time when she replied "I'm here", but instead responded with excitement with a little expectation, Bai Zhiyan didn't know how things would develop. Indecent gossip between teachers and their students?A university is surprised to find a different kind of "forgetful friends"?Teachers and students in a certain place have made great contributions to same-sex marriage in my country?Face these shocking rumors with Lan Moxi?Still insisting on being with Lan Moxi even though he was full of doubts and curses?Taking a step back, even if Lan Moxi and Lan Moxi can fight off all the gossip, Bai Zhiyan can't stop her own age. With the huge gap, the physical difference will become more apparent later on. It won't make Lan Moxi detest herself; with so many unknowns, how can Bai Zhiyan feel at ease.

It's just that I don't regret it, I don't regret that I have revealed my heart to Lan Moxi, keeping it in my heart will only make my situation more embarrassing.No matter what kind of relationship with Lan Moxi will be, Bai Zhiyan thinks, at least the way of getting along with Lan Moxi will not change.

Bai Zhiyan cleaned the podium, and almost all the students left to go back, but when she looked up, she saw another person in the almost empty classroom——Lan Moxi, packing her schoolbag. Bai Zhiyan knew that Lan Moxi didn't need to think Xi was slow on purpose, otherwise Lan Moxi would have packed a few books into her schoolbag and walked to the cafeteria at a normal speed.

Since she wanted to stay, she had something to say. Bai Zhiyan looked at Lan Moxi quietly, only waiting for Lan Moxi to speak; Lan Moxi waited for Bai Zhiyan's attention, and hurriedly put the book in and out Put the book in the schoolbag, and then he said hesitantly: "You, do you have anything else? Yes, do you want to go to eat together?"

Of course, Bai Zhiyan would not refuse, the person she admired sent an invitation to her, how could she not go; as for Lan Moxi's excuse to eat, there is no doubt that she wanted to tell her attitude to herself, even if Lan Moxi Xi's statement will not change the current way of getting along with each other, and Bai Zhiyan is also very interested in knowing Lan Moxi's thoughts.

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