Morbid Addiction

Until Ning Junyan left the fast food restaurant after finishing his meal, he didn't say what price Chen Yuncheng would pay.

Chen Yuncheng felt a little sorry all the time.From the very beginning, he didn't think that he should seek Ning Junyan's help, and neither he nor Zhou Yan could pay back the more than one hundred thousand yuan he borrowed from Ning Junyan in a short time.Even though Ning Junyan was willing to lend it to him and didn't care about the more than [-] yuan, Chen Yuncheng still felt as if he had used the little friendship between the two to kidnap each other.

"I will return the money to you, but it may take a long time," Chen Yuncheng said.

Ning Junyan didn't speak.

When the two of them reached the intersection, Chen Yuncheng walked towards the zebra crossing absent-mindedly. Ning Jun extended his hand and held his wrist, saying, "Red light."

Chen Yuncheng looked up and saw that the traffic light on the sidewalk was still red.

Ning Junyan did not let him go immediately.

Even though it was winter, Ning Junyan's palm was still warm, he kept holding Chen Yuncheng's wrist, until Chen Yuncheng looked at him a little strangely, then he said: "I know you still don't pay the money."

Chen Yuncheng felt a little embarrassed, he made himself smile deliberately and said: "I promise, I will definitely pay back the money, and I will contact you tomorrow to sell the current store." The other kind of reluctance to make progress.His store doesn't make much money, it just meets his simple living needs. If he really wants to make money, he can obviously choose to work for others, whether it's delivering food or express delivery, as long as he is not afraid of hard work, he can always earn money.

Ning Junyan glanced at the opposite side and said: "The light is green." Then he held Chen Yuncheng's wrist and pulled him to walk towards the opposite side together.

Chen Yuncheng was an arm's length behind Ning Junyan, he looked down at his hand being held, and then turned his head to look at other passers-by around him, feeling a strange feeling.

He couldn't describe it.

They walked across the street, not far from the gate of the hospital, Ning Junyan still did not let go, he stopped, and said to Chen Yuncheng on the side of the road: "It's okay, I don't need you to pay back the money."

Chen Yuncheng suppressed the strange feeling in his heart and looked at Ning Junyan.

Ning Junyan moved closer to him and said, "I can give you as much money as you want. Money is not the important thing. Do you remember that time when the old man beat you?"

The old man he was talking about was godfather, and Ning Junyan had never called that man godfather.

Chen Yuncheng subconsciously said, "Remember."

Ning Junyan said: "When he hit you, I thought I was going to kill him. You see, I'm not even afraid of killing someone for you. What is money?"

At that moment, Chen Yuncheng felt that his face was a little numb. He looked at Ning Junyan, and wanted to make a joke to resolve this weird topic, but the corners of his mouth moved and he didn't smile, and he didn't say what he wanted to say. Because Ning Junyan's expression was too serious.

Ning Junyan almost killed someone for him.At that time, Ning Junyan was over 13 years old and taller than his godfather.

Chen Yuncheng heard the godfather and godmother discussing to send Ning Junyan away more than once, because Ning Junyan didn't talk to them or listen to them, always looked a little gloomy, and they were a little scared in their hearts.But after discussing for a year or two, they didn't really send him away. For the specific reason, Chen Yuncheng didn't know.Maybe it's because Ning Junyan's memory has been incomplete and his head has been in a bad state, and his godfather has never been able to find a suitable way to deal with it.

Then that day, the godfather got angry because of Chen Yuncheng's disobedience, made Chen Yuncheng kneel down, and beat him with a rolling pin.

At that time, Ning Junyan and Zhou Yan were both nearby. Zhou Yan was young and hid in the corner and did not dare to approach, but Ning Junyan rushed over to grab the rolling pin, and knocked his godfather on the shoulder with his backhand.

The godfather was beaten up, and he didn't react at first, but even if he did, he was no match for Ning Junyan at all.

Ning Junyan beat him hard with a rolling pin, forcing him to the wall, and then pressed the rolling pin horizontally against his neck, as if he was about to strangle him to death with a blank expression.

Both Chen Yuncheng and the godmother were terrified, they came forward, the godmother tried her best to grab the rolling pin, and Chen Yuncheng hugged Ning Junyan's waist and dragged him back.

"Let go, let go!" Chen Yuncheng kept calling him.

Ning Junyan finally let go, and he threw the rolling pin on the ground.

The godfather covered his neck and coughed loudly, and the godmother supported him, yelling at Ning Junyan from beginning to end.

Chen Yuncheng grabbed Ning Junyan's hand and pulled him out of the kitchen.

As soon as the godfather caught his breath, he reluctantly picked up the rolling pin and chased after him to hit Ning Junyan. Ning Junyan stopped and turned around to look at him with a gloomy expression.

Chen Yuncheng was still very nervous, and shouted: "Godfather!"

The godfather watched Ning Junyan for a long time, and finally he was probably afraid, so he put down the rolling pin and told them to leave.

Chen Yuncheng brought Ning Junyan back to the room.

Ning Jun stretched his hand and pulled up Chen Yuncheng's T-shirt to see the wound on his back.

Chen Yuncheng said: "I'm fine, you scared me."

Ning Junyan didn't speak, walked to the bed and sat down.

Chen Yuncheng squatted down in front of him, stretched out his hand to hold his hand, raised his head and asked him: "Did you really want to kill godfather just now?"

Ning Junyan nodded.

Chen Yuncheng asked, "Why?"

Ning Junyan said, "He hit you." The boy entered a period of voice change, and his voice became hoarse and unpleasant.

Chen Yuncheng felt a little sad in his heart, and said, "Then you can't kill people."

Ning Jun extended his hand and touched Chen Yuncheng's face, "No one will beat you when he is dead."

Chen Yuncheng shook his head, "No, I don't want it in the future."

Ning Junyan didn't speak.

Chen Yuncheng said, "You promise me that you won't do this kind of thing in the future."

Ning Junyan looked at him for a long time, nodded, and said, "I won't kill him."

Chen Yuncheng still remembers the conversation between the two at that time very clearly. He knew that he was very important to Ning Junyan, but at that time it was Ning Junyan who was not clear-headed and had left his parents and was adopted by human traffickers.

They have been separated for too many years, 16 years is four times the time they have been together, Ning Junyan's head has been cured, he went back to a wealthy family, received a good education, and grew from a teenager with a voice change period to a 30 Chen Yuncheng no longer understood him as a grown man.

He didn't understand what Ning Junyan meant by saying this now. After leaving that environment, Ning Junyan would no longer have the urge to kill, and it would be impossible for him to kill again. So what is he in Ning Junyan's heart now? What is the location?

Ning Junyan finally let go of Chen Yuncheng's wrist at this time, but he did not let go of Chen Yuncheng, but directly held his hand.

"You asked me the price," Ning Jun said slowly, "Actually, I can't say the price, it's just my little attempt. I hope you can always be there when I need it."

It was already difficult for Chen Yuncheng to describe his mood at this time, he just asked: "How long has it been?"

Ning Junyan suddenly clenched his hand tightly, causing him some pain, and then whispered in his ear: "If I don't let go, you are not allowed to go."

Chen Yuncheng's heart skipped a beat, and when he was about to speak, Ning Junyan suddenly let go of him.

Unusual, Ning Junyan showed a faint smile and said to him, "Just kidding."

Chen Yuncheng's expression still couldn't ease for a while.

The smile on Ning Junyan's face lasted for a while, and he said again: "Don't be nervous."

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