Morbid Addiction

After eating the noodles, Chen Yuncheng was not in a hurry to leave, he was still a little excited for this sudden job, he took out his mobile phone, and had the urge to call Ning Junyan, he had already found the other party's name in the address book, ready to dial He hesitated again when he was thinking about whether it was suitable or not.

In the past few days, he has been rushing about Zhou Yan's affairs, so much energy has been taken up, and he has no time to deal with his Ning Junyan's problem.

Ning Junyan's attitude is very clear now, Chen Yuncheng feels that he can't procrastinate, or else he will accept it, or else he will refuse it.

He reached out and picked up the remaining half bottle of mineral water, unscrewed it, gulped it down, put the empty bottle back on the table, and rubbed his forehead with his hand in some pain.

He couldn't refuse Ning Junyan, he had already understood in his heart that he would not feel repelled no matter it was those intimate hugs or even kisses, but he was afraid to accept Ning Junyan, because Ning Junyan was a very important person in his life. Important people, if they can't make it to the end together, he may even lose this friend.

The reason why Chen Yuncheng was still unable to make up his mind to accept it was because he didn't think they would be able to make it to the end.

He is a person who attaches great importance to feelings. Whether it is making friends or falling in love, once he is determined, he will give wholeheartedly. He has paid too much, but in the end he can't grasp anything. It feels too painful. He can't help being afraid, and he can't bear I can't help but flinch.

In the evening, Chen Yuncheng took a shower and packed his suitcase in the room in his thin pajamas. Except for the daily necessities, most of his things were still in the suitcase, as if he was ready to leave at any time.

Ning Junyan knocked on the door lightly and came in, asking him, "What are you doing?"

Chen Yuncheng said, "I'll pack my things."

Ning Junyan walked to him and squatted down, seeing the things in his suitcase.Chen Yuncheng was hastily hiding two old underwear under his clothes, Ning Jun extended his hand to take them out for him, and said, "They are all torn."

Chen Yuncheng snatched it back, "Give it back to me."

Ning Junyan asked, "May I go buy you a new one?"

Chen Yuncheng said, "No need."

Ning Junyan then changed the phrase: "Can I accompany you to buy a new one?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "You can still wear it, there is no need to buy a new one." He covered the box, zipped it up, and asked Ning Junyan: "What's the matter?"

Ning Junyan asked him: "Aren't you going to sleep with me tonight?"

Chen Yuncheng lowered his head weakly and said, "I drank too much last night, I'm sorry."

Ning Junyan looked at his side face and said softly: "So you don't need me when you wake up?"

He obviously had no special tone, but Chen Yuncheng could hear a little grievance, and looked up at him helplessly: "Stop talking nonsense."

Ning Junyan didn't speak, but just looked at him intently.

Chen Yuncheng didn't know what to say, stood up and at the same time stretched out his hand in front of Ning Junyan, pulling him up too.

Ning Junyan stood face to face with him, suddenly leaned into his ear, and said softly: "I bought a bottle of wine—"

"I won't drink!" Chen Yuncheng interrupted him loudly.

Ning Junyan was quite calm, and said: "If you don't drink, don't drink, don't be so excited."

Chen Yuncheng walked to the bed and lay down on his back. He knew that Ning Junyan was sitting beside him, so he didn't bother to get up. He folded his arms under his head and said, "A friend of mine contacted me today and told me to go Help him manage the shop."

"What shop?" Ning Junyan asked him.

Chen Yuncheng said: "He used to be in the wholesale business of tobacco, alcohol and non-staple food. Now he wants to open a new store in the commercial market in the north of the city. He wants me to help him manage it."

Ning Junyan asked, "What do you think?"

Chen Yuncheng said, "I think it's pretty good."

Ning Junyan said: "Then go."

Chen Yuncheng hesitated for a moment, and tentatively said: "It's a bit far over there, it's not convenient for me to continue living here..."

Ning Junyan looked at him sideways.

Chen Yuncheng met his gaze, felt guilty for a few seconds, and continued, "I want to rent a house."

Ning Junyan said blankly, "No."

Although he had thought about it a long time ago, Chen Yuncheng suddenly thought of saying this. He felt that the distance between him and Ning Junyan was too close, and he always told him to be carried away by Ning Junyan. With a distance between the two, can he see his thoughts more clearly.

Chen Yuncheng sighed, "I'm not a child, you can't do this." He actually wanted to say that Ning Junyan had no right to force him, but he still couldn't tell Ning Junyan if it was too serious.

Ning Jun stretched out a hand, caressing Chen Yuncheng's face with his rough and warm palm, and said in a low and slightly cold voice: "I said no."

Chen Yuncheng didn't want to argue with him, so he turned his face away from him.

Ning Junyan pinched Chen Yuncheng's chin with his slender and strong fingers, and forcefully turned his face to look at him, "I told you I won't let you go."

Chen Yuncheng was a little angry, and pushed his hand hard, "Even if it's a relationship, you have no right to imprison my freedom."

Ning Junyan said, "Then go get married."

Chen Yuncheng was angry and funny for a moment, "Let's not talk about whether we can get married, did you get your parents' permission to get married?"

"Why do they have to agree?" Ning Junyan said indifferently, "Did I agree to their marriage?"

Chen Yuncheng was at a loss for words for a moment, blocked by his nonsense, so he just looked at Ning Junyan in silence.

After more than ten seconds, Ning Junyan let go of his jaw.

Chen Yuncheng tried to sit up from the bed with support on his hands.

But Ning Junyan bent down and hugged him at this moment, pressing his whole body on him, and whispered to his ear with his lips: "Don't go."

Chen Yuncheng pushed him: "Get up."

Ning Jun stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly, and said, "What will I do if you leave?"

Chen Yuncheng was not as strong as him, and he couldn't get up under his pressure, so he could only say: "Haven't we been here for so many years? Besides, we are still in the same city, and we can meet each other anytime."

Ning Junyan asked: "Then why do you have to leave?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "Like I said, this place is too far away from where I work."

Ning Junyan was quiet for two seconds and said, "Then I'll move in and live with you?"

Chen Yuncheng collapsed, raised his hand to cover his eyes, lay down silently for a while, and decided to tell the truth: "I just think I still need some space to see our previous relationship clearly."

Ning Junyan asked him: "Is this room not big enough?"

Chen Yuncheng did not answer.

Ning Junyan got up from him, supported his body with his arms and looked down at him from above.

Chen Yuncheng looked at him, and could feel the strong sense of oppression in his eyes.

After a while, Ning Junyan stretched out his hand towards Chen Yuncheng, Chen Yuncheng was afraid that he would grab his jaw again, so he stretched out his hand to block it.

However, this time Ning Junyan obviously didn't have much strength in his hands, and was easily blocked by Chen Yuncheng. His eyelashes drooped, he blinked lightly, and walked away from Chen Yuncheng, then stood up and said, "Go to sleep first."

Chen Yuncheng turned his head and saw Ning Junyan leaving the room.

The door closed with a soft "click", Chen Yuncheng maintained his posture lying on the bed, his mind was full of Ning Junyan's last expression.

He was so annoyed that he tossed and turned on the bed for a while, but couldn't fall asleep at all, so he got up and got out of bed.

Chen Yuncheng came out of the room and found that the living room was lit. He walked over slowly and saw Ning Junyan sitting by the French window in the living room, drinking with a can of beer in his hand.

He walked up to Ning Junyan, squatted down, looked at him and asked, "Why drink alone?"

Ning Junyan looked out the window and said, "You won't drink with me."

Chen Yuncheng felt uncomfortable immediately, he said: "Don't drink, how can you go to work tomorrow when you're drunk."

Ning Junyan turned to look at him, "I won't be on duty tomorrow weekend, and I won't get drunk."

Chen Yuncheng said: "If you drink too much, you will get drunk."

The beer in Ning Junyan's hand was taken out of the refrigerator, and the can was still covered with cold mist. He raised his hand and pressed the beer can to Chen Yuncheng's face, saying: "I will stop before I get drunk. I do not want to hurt you."

Chen Yuncheng was obviously worried that Ning Junyan would do something to him just now, but now he said: "You will not hurt me."

Ning Junyan slowly slid down the hand holding the beer, and pressed the cold body of the can to Chen Yuncheng's neck.

Chen Yuncheng trembled, reached out to grab Ning Junyan's hand, and tilted his head back to avoid it.

Ning Junyan shook the wine in his hand, "I still have a little more, do you want to drink?"

Chen Yuncheng heard the sound of the water inside was very shallow, he nodded, and wanted to take the beer can, but Ning Junyan didn't let go, and directly handed it to his lips, tilting the can of beer to feed Chen Yuncheng the remaining wine.

Forced to drink all the rest of the wine, Chen Yuncheng coughed twice and raised his hand to wipe the beer spilling from the corner of his mouth.

But Ning Junyan suddenly leaned over, kissed his lips, and sucked the drop of wine from the corner of his mouth before stepping away from him, showing a very shallow smile, and said to him: "Good night."

The author says:

I never get tired of the stalks who feed, feed and drink water!