Morbid Addiction

Ning Junyan's cousin is two years younger than him, and he and his wife just gave birth to a son this year.During the meal, the child was carried to the dining table, and the whole family was in harmony, teasing the child.

Shu Rong picked up the child, teased him in her arms for a while, and then suddenly put him in Ning Junyan's arms.

Unprepared, Ning Junyan reached out to take the child, and looked up at Shu Rong.

Shu Rong stood beside him and asked him, "Is it cute?"

Ning Junyan looked down at the child in his arms, and replied indifferently: "It's cute." Then he got up and returned the child to his mother.

At this time, Ning Junyan's second uncle said: "If you are cute, give birth to one yourself."

Ning Junyan smiled when he heard the words, and didn't intend to continue the topic, so he didn't speak.

The family ate this reunion dinner for a long time, and when they were full, the men in the family still sat around the round table smoking and chatting.

Only Ning Junyan stood up, walked out through the living room, put on his coat and walked out into the cold yard.

When he went out, Shu Rong stopped him from behind: "Are you leaving now?"

Ning Junyan said, "Go out and get some fresh air."

After a while, Shu Rong also put on a thick coat and followed.

Shu Rong is in her 50s this year. She is well maintained, her skin is fair and tight, and she is trying to maintain her figure. She looks like she is in her early forties.

About ten years ago, she partnered with a friend to open a cosmetic and plastic surgery hospital, with her as the director. Now, more than ten years have passed, and the business of the hospital has become more and more prosperous, and she has also become more and more beautiful. billboard.

Ning Junyan's father, Ning Zhanghong, is the vice president of another public tertiary hospital in the city. If Shu Rong's character is a typical businessman, Ning Zhanghong is a low-key and dedicated scholar.Part of Ning Junyan's personality is inherited from his father, who is quiet and indifferent, and doesn't talk much. The other part may come from his mother, who has a strong personality and is difficult to control.

He is not close to his parents, even without the experience of being abducted by human traffickers 20 years ago, he is not close to them.

The door light of the living room door can only illuminate a small area of ​​the yard, and other flowers, plants and trees are hidden in the darkness.

Shu Rong wrapped her long coat tightly and asked Ning Junyan, "Are you on duty during the Spring Festival?"

Ning Junyan said, "On duty."

"How many days is it worth?"

Ning Junyan answered her, "The second and sixth day of junior high school."

Shu Rong nodded and said, "Then you come home on the [-]th night and we will celebrate the New Year together, and you will also come back in the third day of junior high school. There will be guests at home that day."

"No," Ning Junyan said, "I have my own arrangements."

Shu Rong frowned, "What are your plans for the Chinese New Year alone? What is more important than going home to celebrate the New Year with your parents?"

Ning Junyan said calmly, "It's not quite a lot. Aren't reading and making money more important than family reunion?" After finishing speaking, he heard movement in the living room, turned around and saw that it was grandpa coming out of the dining room, so he walked inside .

He walked up to his grandfather, bent down and said a few words of New Year's greetings to him, and then said: "I have something to do at home, so I'll go back first."

Unlike his father, his grandfather has a kind personality. He grabbed Ning Junyan's hand and asked, "What's going on at home?"

Ning Junyan said softly: "I hid someone, wait for me at home."

When Grandpa heard this, he wrinkled his face with a smile, patted his hand and said, "Then go quickly."

Ning Junyan said again: "Don't tell others."

Grandpa said: "I promise not to tell."

Ning Junyan went back to the dining room to say goodbye to the others. When Ning Zhanghong heard that he was leaving so soon, he just frowned slightly, but nodded without asking anything.

Only Shu Rong was still dissatisfied, and followed Ning Junyan to the place where he parked his car, "It's fine if you don't come back at thirty, you'd better come back sometime in the third year of junior high school."

Ning Junyan asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Shu Rong said, "I told you that there were guests at home that day."

Ning Junyan opened the car door to get in the car, but he felt that Shu Rong looked very unhappy, probably about to lose his temper, so he said, "Okay, I'll come back as soon as possible."

Shu Rong backed away from the car and stood on the side of the road watching Ning Junyan drive away.

Before the car turned the corner of the driveway in the community, Ning Junyan raised his head and took a look in the rearview mirror. He saw Shu Rong still standing on the side of the road, and then the picture in the rearview mirror changed with the turning of the car. Shu Rong's figure changed from The inside disappeared.

When Ning Junyan arrived home, Chen Yuncheng was setting up a ladder to hang curtains in the living room. He didn't go out today, so he took down all the curtains at home, washed them, dried them and hung them on the windows.

"Isn't there an aunt to do the cleaning?" Ning Junyan walked to the side of the ladder and reached out to support Chen Yuncheng's leg.

There are aunts in his family who come to clean regularly, and a comprehensive cleaning should be done before the Chinese New Year.

Chen Yuncheng had already hung up the curtains, and was holding onto the ladder to get down, "Auntie can't finish it all day, I'm free today, so I took down the curtains and washed them."

As soon as he stepped down the ladder two blocks, Ning Junyan stretched out his hand and hugged him down, put his forehead close to him, and rubbed his face affectionately.

Chen Yuncheng was startled, reached out and hugged his shoulder, and asked, "Why did you come back so early?"

Ning Junyan said: "I came back after dinner, what did you eat last night, why didn't you reply to my message?"

Chen Yuncheng touched the pocket of his trousers subconsciously, only to realize that the mobile phone had been thrown on the bed in the room. He hadn't looked at the mobile phone all night, so he could only say, "I didn't see it. I ate instant noodles at night."

Ning Junyan said, "No instant noodles."

Chen Yuncheng raised his hands to pinch his ears, and said with a smile, "You are really lenient."

Ning Junyan said in a serious tone, "No instant noodles."

Chen Yuncheng smiled and promised him: "Okay, next time I will order takeaway instead of instant noodles."

Ning Junyan went to take a shower, and then dragged Chen Yuncheng who had already returned to his room to his room, lying on the bed and hugging Chen Yuncheng tightly in his arms.

Chen Yuncheng stretched out a hand to feel around his head.

Ning Junyan asked, "Touch what?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "I wonder if the injury on your head is still not healed." When they first met after they became adults, Chen Yuncheng felt that Ning Junyan had completely changed, but after a long time, he felt that Ning Junyan was not at all. Unchanged.

Ning Junyan said to him: "It's not healed yet, the injury is inside, you can't touch it like this."

Chen Yuncheng smiled, he pinched Ning Junyan's nose, and then pinched his ears, he often did this when he was a child, Ning Junyan would just look at him stupidly, never knew how to be angry, now Ning Junyan Not angry, but kissing him hard.

Until he was a little out of breath, Chen Yuncheng pushed Ning Junyan away and asked, "Who are at home for dinner tonight?" He had never heard Ning Junyan mention his family.

Ning Junyan answered his question seriously: "My grandfather, my second uncle's family, my aunt's family, and my parents."

Chen Yuncheng thought of Ning Junyan's parents whom he met 16 years ago. He no longer remembered their looks, but his impression was a tall and handsome middle-aged man and a beautiful and delicate woman, "Do you have a bad relationship with them? ?” He was a little strange, he remembered that Ning Junyan's parents were very emotional when they found him, and his mother even hugged him and cried bitterly.

Ning Junyan said: "It doesn't matter if it's good or not, maybe I haven't met their expectations yet."

"You are so good and you still can't meet their expectations?" Chen Yuncheng thought it was unbelievable, he tried to sit up with his hands.

But Ning Junyan didn't let him move, he must hold him in his arms, and said fiercely: "Don't move."

Chen Yuncheng didn't move anymore.

Only then was Ning Junyan satisfied, rubbed his hair with his hands, and said: "I don't remember things clearly when I was a child, but I remember when they brought me home when I was 14, my mother took me crazy. Make up lessons everywhere, insist on not letting me repeat a grade, and insist that I take the senior high school entrance examination at the age of 15 like everyone else.”

At that time, he almost abandoned his studies for four years, and there was a big gap between him and other peers.

Shu Rong is a person who has a plan for her life. Ning Junyan is her only son. She also loves Ning Junyan very much. Because of love, she has higher expectations.After experiencing the great sorrow and joy of losing and finding her son, she calmed down and began to put as much pressure on herself and her son. She believed that her son was the best, so she took Ning Junyan like crazy to find him in a year. Make up for the missing four years.

Ning Zhanghong may not agree with her ideas, but he never intervenes. Most of the time, he shuts himself in the study, reads documents, or immerses himself in hospitals and laboratories.Occasionally seeing Ning Junyan who stayed up late reading at home, he could only say indifferently: "Come on, don't let your mother down."

Studying is not too painful for Ning Junyan, so most of the time he calmly watched the parents, enduring Shu Rong's hysteria that lasted for a long time.

Until one night, he didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly threw aside the books and exercises in front of him, opened the door and left alone.

He didn't get very far before being taken back by his parents.

Shu Rong asked him where he was going in horror.

Ning Junyan said indifferently to her mother, "I'm going to find Chen Yuncheng."

Ning Zhanghong frowned when he heard this, while Shu Rong grabbed his shoulder and asked him nervously, "What are you looking for?" They all knew that Chen Yuncheng was a child who lived with Ning Junyan in a trafficker's house.

Ning Junyan said: "I miss him."

The couple looked at each other, Shu Rong grabbed Ning Junyan's hand and said to him: "What do you want him to do? He has gone home with his parents, you can't find him."

Ning Junyan said, "He has no parents."

Shu Rong said: "Then he will have other relatives, and he will not miss you. You each have your own life, and you will have new friends in the future. After a long time, he will forget you, and you will too. Forget his."

Ning Junyan shook his head, "I will never forget Chen Yuncheng."

Shu Rong turned cold, "Mom will get angry if you say that again, be good, come back with us, don't think about it anymore."

From that day on, besides taking Ning Junyan to make up lessons, Shu Rong had one more thing in her life, which was to take Ning Junyan to see a psychologist.

She didn't want Ning Junyan to remember that experience, and she didn't want Ning Junyan to mention that experience. She felt that it was Ning Junyan's psychological trauma, and it was also her psychological trauma.As long as Ning Junyan mentioned Chen Yuncheng's name, she would tell Ning Junyan repeatedly that Chen Yuncheng had forgotten about him, and they were unimportant existences to each other, and they would meet more important people in the future.

Ning Junyan didn't like Shu Rong's nervous chatter, and later never mentioned the word Chen Yuncheng again.

The author says:

On the Formation of Ning Junyan's Character