Morbid Addiction

Chen Yuncheng woke up very early in the morning, he packed his things for the last time, carried the suitcases to the living room, ate breakfast and washed the dishes by himself, and waited for Ning Junyan to come back.

He knew that Ning Junyan's communication today would not be so smooth, but he didn't plan to leave quietly, without leaving Ning Junyan a word of explanation.

However, this morning, Ning Junyan came back from get off work later than usual.

Chen Yuncheng heard the sound of the key opening the door, glanced at his suitcase at the door, and stood up nervously.

The key turned twice in the door before the door slowly opened. Ning Junyan came back from the outside wearing a dark long trench coat and carrying a toolbox.

After he entered, he stood at the door to change his shoes, and he only needed to look up to see Chen Yuncheng's suitcase, but he didn't seem to see it.

After changing the shoes, Ning Junyan walked in with the toolbox and saw Chen Yuncheng standing next to the sofa.

Chen Yuncheng called him: "Jun Yan."

Ning Junyan casually put down the toolbox against the wall, walked up to Chen Yuncheng, put an arm around him, kissed him on the cheek, and asked, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

Chen Yuncheng could feel that Ning Junyan was still carrying the cold air from the outside, but the kiss was warm, he replied: "I've eaten it." Then he asked: "How about you?"

"Eat in the hospital."

Ning Junyan turned around and went back to pick up the toolbox to walk into the room.

Chen Yuncheng held him back, "I have something to tell you."

Ning Junyan stopped, turned around and looked at him, "What's wrong?"

Chen Yuncheng took a deep breath and said, "I decided to move out." After he finished speaking, he kept looking at Ning Junyan's face, worried that Ning Junyan would be angry.

As a result, Ning Junyan acted calmly and asked him, "Where are you going to move?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "I plan to rent a daily rental house for a few days first, and then live there when the new store in the commercial market opens."

Ning Junyan shook his head, "No." His tone was too flat, like a father rejecting a spoiled son.

Chen Yuncheng knew that his attitude was not firm, and he would not come to a result today, he said: "I didn't discuss it with you, I have already made a decision."

Ning Junyan put down the toolbox, held his hand, and said, "Then I still disagree?"

Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and said uncomfortablely, "I'm sorry."

Ning Junyan kept holding his hand, frowning slightly, as if in distress.

Chen Yuncheng saw that he had been silent, and said: "Even if we don't live together, it doesn't mean that our relationship has changed. We are both in the same city, and we can meet often. If we just keep a distance, whether it's me or you, You can calm down and take a good look at this relationship.”

Ning Junyan still held his hand tightly, as if not listening to him at all.

Chen Yuncheng felt that what he wanted to say had been made very clear. If he compromised because of Ning Junyan's attitude now, he might not be able to get out of this door, so he wanted to break away from Ning Junyan.

"I put the key on the bedside table in the room, you put it away."

Just when Chen Yuncheng had almost pulled out his hand, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist forcefully, this time the strength was much stronger than before, Chen Yuncheng found that he didn't even have room to twist his wrist.

Ning Junyan said, "Let's talk."

It's a good thing that he is willing to talk to himself, Chen Yuncheng stopped struggling, looked at him: "Say it."

Ning Junyan asked him: "Do you think this is too far away from where you will work in the future?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "It's just one reason."

Ning Junyan said: "Then let's buy a house near the commercial market, do you think it's good?"

Chen Yuncheng couldn't help but want to sigh, "No, this is not the way to solve the problem."

"Is leaving me the solution to the problem?" Ning Junyan asked him, his black eyes looked calm, but his tone seemed to be aggrieved.

Chen Yuncheng said: "Isn't it okay to separate temporarily? It's like I used to live in the shop, you can come here often. Originally, I also borrowed it. There is no reason to borrow it and never leave again."

Ning Junyan said, "I don't want you to go."

"Calm down and think about it, not only now, but also in the future, many things should not be hotheaded and reckless."

"You don't want me anymore."

Chen Yuncheng suddenly stopped what he wanted to say.

Ning Junyan repeated again very softly: "You don't want me anymore. Just like at that time, I clearly hugged you, but you still wanted to push me away."

Chen Yuncheng knew that he was talking about the time they separated 16 years ago. Although he was two years younger than Ning Junyan, he always felt that he had the responsibility to take care of Ning Junyan like an older brother.He didn't want to push Ning Junyan away, but what could he do?Let Ning Junyan go to the welfare school with him, and then come out to work at a young age?At that time, the sadness and grievance in his heart were probably no less than that of Ning Junyan, but he was still willing to take responsibility. He said to Ning Junyan, "I'm sorry, I am incapable."

He didn't have enough ability. He watched them take Ning Junyan away, Guan Anlin was arrested and put in jail, and Zhou Yan walked into the police station to surrender. He had too much reluctance, but in the end he was powerless.

Ning Junyan said to him: "It doesn't matter, as long as I don't let go."

Chen Yuncheng wanted to say that was not the case, but before he could speak, Ning Junyan suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the room.

"What are you doing?" Chen Yuncheng was a little panicked. Ning Junyan's strength was too great. He could never beat him in a physical contest. Yan pulls forward.

Ning Junyan kept pulling him into the bedroom, frowned and whispered: "The things I ordered haven't arrived yet."

Chen Yuncheng said, "Let me go!"

Ning Junyan pushed Chen Yuncheng down on the big bed in the bedroom, turned over and asked him to lie on his stomach, with one leg bent and pressed on his back, pulled his hands over his head, pulled off his belt neatly, and put Chen Yuncheng's hands on his wrists. tied up.

Chen Yuncheng was angry and anxious, and shouted loudly: "Ning Junyan, are you crazy?"

Ning Junyan lowered his head and kissed Chen Yuncheng's back neck and ear, "Don't be afraid." Then he straightened up, still pressed Chen Yuncheng with his knees, took off his long coat and threw away the shirt sleeves inside. Pull it up, revealing the forearm with light blue blood vessels.

Then he reached under Chen Yuncheng's body, unbuttoned and zippered Chen Yuncheng's jeans, grasped the edge of the trousers with his slender fingers, and tore off the trousers and underwear together.

During this process, Chen Yuncheng was struggling all the time. He wanted to kick Ning Junyan with his legs, but Ning Junyan stood beside him and avoided it. After taking off Chen Yuncheng's pants, he pulled Chen Yuncheng up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom.

Chen Yuncheng was tumbled by him, and said angrily: "Ning Junyan, are you crazy?"

Ning Junyan didn't speak, he dragged Chen Yuncheng into the bathroom, hugged his waist and put him into the bathtub.

Chen Yuncheng raised his leg and kicked Ning Junyan's hip hard, his foot slipped and fell backwards.

But Ning Junyan just shook his body, then hugged him and said, "Be careful." After finishing speaking, Ning Junyan used Chen Yuncheng's jeans to wrap around the belt on his wrist, and tied him to the water pipe of the bathtub.

Angrily, Chen Yuncheng tried to untie Ning Junyan's knot with his hands, but his hands were tied too tightly, and it was difficult to move his fingers.

Then Ning Junyan turned and left, and walked out of the room.

Chen Yuncheng did not speak, but concentrated on trying to untie his bound hands.

The heating in the room was obviously turned up, Ning Junyan came in from the outside carrying the toolbox and put it directly on the bed.

Panting, Chen Yuncheng looked out from the bathroom door and saw Ning Junyan took out a long metal chain from inside, and then took out an electric drill. Standing by the bed, he compared the diameters of the drill bit and the expansion screw, Then stare at the wall at the head of the bed and choose where to punch the hole.

"Ning Junyan, are you crazy enough?" Chen Yuncheng shouted, "Are you trying to lock me up here? How long can you keep me locked up?"

Ning Junyan didn't answer, plugged in the electric drill, turned on the switch, and soon the room was filled with the loud noise of the electric drill drilling holes.

Chen Yuncheng's voice was also drowned out by the noise. He was in a trance from exhaustion. He waited for the sound of the electric drill to stop, and then said: "Can you detain me forever? My friends will come to me, and they will call the police! Too many people know I live with you, when the police will come, your own future will be ruined, and I will never want to see you!"

Ning Junyan had originally stuffed the expansion screw into the hole, and was about to tap it tightly with a hammer in his hand, but he stopped when he heard Chen Yuncheng's last words, and turned his head to look at Chen Yuncheng.

Chen Yuncheng knelt down in the bathtub with bare legs, his eyes were red, "Is that what you did to me? You? You want me to hate you forever?"

Ning Junyan is not really stupid, he can naturally think of anything Chen Yuncheng can think of.No place is safe, he has no way to make Chen Yuncheng disappear and not let others find him, the most difficult thing is, he has no way to make Chen Yuncheng not hate him because of it.

Seeing Ning Junyan stop, Chen Yuncheng's voice became softer, but his voice was already hoarse. He said, "Let me go. Yanyan, come here and let me go."

Ning Junyan held the hammer in his hand and looked at him quietly. After a while, he walked towards the bathroom.

He walked into the bathroom, and did not rush to let go of Chen Yuncheng, but sat cross-legged on the ground, and asked Chen Yuncheng: "Can you not leave?"

Chen Yuncheng could have been subdued and coaxed Ning Junyan for a while, but what happened today made him firmer in his original thoughts, and he said: "I want to go."

The hammer in Ning Junyan's hand rolled to the ground, he raised his hands to pinch the edge of the bathtub, and looked at Chen Yuncheng: "Then I'll tie you up, you won't be able to leave this room from now on."

Chen Yuncheng said: "Then you must tie me up for the rest of your life and don't let me leave, and you must also be optimistic about me not to let me die, otherwise I will never want to see you again in the future."

Ning Junyan's expression was always indifferent, but his eyes gradually turned red, "You really don't want me anymore?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "If you don't let me go today, I won't want you."

Ning Junyan's gaze turned to Chen Yuncheng's bound hands.