[Comprehensive] The Ghost and Animal Aesthetics of the Cruel Madonna

My tangled mood now is like Huang Quan Ersan being seduced by a fool named JC, wanting to open a small account to write small pornography, I want to do it, but I am afraid.It's not clear whether she is afraid of being stabbed by her pig teammates, or whether she is afraid of being caught and taken to the police station to drink tea.Anyway, I am very afraid of Kurapika talking to me, no less than Huang Quan Ersan is afraid of being asked to talk to me by the police.

Just when I was hesitating whether to close the door again, Kurapika took the lead and said, "During the exam yesterday, a black hole suddenly appeared behind You Lan, sucking You Lan in. Does Xiongzi know anything?"

"Black hole?" It wasn't about digging out eggs, so I was at a loss.

It was Bai Yu who solved my confusion for me: "That idiot girl traveled through time and space because of my power, and stayed in a world that didn't belong to her. Without my power, she was naturally rejected by this world. As for being thrown out of the dimension It is not known whether it was crushed into slag or returned to its own world."

I couldn't help looking at Bai Yu a few more times, I didn't notice it when I first got up, but now I found that she seemed to have grown a little bit?Uh, that's the kind... Although the legs and feet are the same, but the buttocks are more rounded...

Immediately afterwards, she kicked me several times on my calf, and the pain made me sweat profusely.

"Do you know anything?" Kurapika asked after observing my expression carefully.

Resisting the urge to roll up my trousers to see, I wanted to tell him to catch the telltale moment on my face, if I was perfunctory at this time, I am afraid that Kurapika would never believe me in the future.

I quickly made a draft in my mind, and said, "You Lan...is not from this world."

Kurapika was stunned for a moment, probably this kind of cognition was beyond common sense for him.I stepped aside and signaled him to enter the room, "It's a long story, let's sit down and talk."

I boiled hot water with the kettle in the room, made two cups of instant coffee and brought them to the table. The aroma of the coffee cleared my mind a lot.

It is easier to believe a lie if it is mixed with the truth.The right amount of incredible and smooth logic, and a little suspense to leave room for thinking.A successful lie is sorted out, and it is easier to win people's trust than the real truth.

Without waiting for Kurapika to continue asking questions, I took the lead in explaining, "I am not considered free now. You know my situation. If you want to survive in this world, you must find a backer. While relying on others, you must also support yourself. Others do things."

"So your current job is to snatch that egg-like object?" Kurapika's tone was a bit sharp. I'm afraid that in his current thoughts, my job is some dirty and despicable content. Emotions like "disappointment" and "distressed" flashed across.

"Please use the word 'recapture'." I was very calm and wanted to tell the truth, but I also made up my mind to obscure the truth. It’s coercion and lure, the eyes of the clansmen can only be soaked in formalin, so why don’t you do nothing and let him go?”

Immediately, Kurapika's expression became a little agitated, obviously what I said was what he cared most about.Someone as smart as he was, absolutely knew this was going to happen someday.

Strike while the iron is hot, if there is any misunderstanding, just take it out and solve it now: "Why did You Lan attack me from the very beginning? You don't really think that I killed her whole family, do you?"

"Of course not..." Kurapika looked a little hesitant, I knew he definitely didn't think so at first, but after seeing the ferocious appearance of me fighting You Lan, he became uncertain.To be honest, I went to the bathroom to take a shower yesterday, and I jumped when I looked in the mirror. I was splashed with blood, which really looked like a murderer.

Thinking of this, I somewhat despised Bai Yu's fighting style, and incidentally got kicked again.

"I'm not lying. Before I took the hunter exam, I had never met her, let alone her family. She attacked me before I found her in the first place. It was obvious that she knew that I was a recycled Man, all her power comes from the one of my boss..." I glanced at Bai Yu, and changed my words: "Egg of Light."

"If Youlan wants to stay in this world and have the power to run amok, she must rely on the Egg of Light. After getting those benefits, she naturally wants to get rid of me, the recycler, so that she can continue to possess things that don't belong to her .Maybe you can not lose your mind by power, but can you say that everyone will not? Once you have experienced the feeling of controlling all life in your hands, you will never let it go."

Kurapika grasped a certain point, and asked: "Since she is not from this world, why did she come to this world? Now that she has gained power, wouldn't it be good to stay in the world she is familiar with?"

Hey, how do I explain to him the unrestrained longing in the middle school girl's heart and the potential fear of the real world? "It's not free... This world even has something like a hunter's certificate to legally kill people. It's much more free than her own world."

Kurapika thought for a while, seemed to understand, but also didn't seem to understand.I pretended to be helpless and said no more.

Anyway, I explained all the doubts that should be plausible, and how to understand it depends on him.After all, I still don't want to have a bad relationship with Kurapika.

Anyway, Kurapika seems to accept my statement.I think it's because I didn't kill You Lan yesterday.And according to my explanation, You Lan's being sucked away by the black hole is just returning to his own world (another possibility that he didn't tell him).Of course, the most important reason why he is willing to trust me is my "red eyes".

I can understand his feeling of being left alone in the world, that kind of isolation and exclusion, reminding himself all the time, the fact that "I am only one person".Red eyes are not just a state transition, but also a sign that separates one's body from all living beings in this world.

Looking at Kurapika's thin figure, I couldn't tell whether it was the sadness I felt, or the motherhood that the author gave me, so I couldn't help but sit beside him and hug him into my arms.

Leaving aside the physical age, in terms of the passage of time alone, I outlived him.

"What I'm most afraid of is that in the long river of time, I will fade away alone." Caressing his smooth blond hair, this feeling reminds me of another person, "Having a bond with others and being loved by others makes me I think I can be saved." Although the reality is cruel, the result is not good at all, "This at least gives me hope for 'alive'."

"I like you, Kurapika. And, I definitely don't want to hurt you."

He leaned quietly in my arms for a long time, and responded to me: "Me too."