[Comprehensive] The Ghost and Animal Aesthetics of the Cruel Madonna

I always have the idea of ​​trying to escape, but in fact it turns out to be head on.

When I was woken up by the barbed whip, I thought I would regret it, but after thinking about it for a long time, I realized that I had nothing to regret at all.

The so-called regret means that there is room for choice, and only when you feel that you have made a wrong choice will you regret it.

From start to finish, I don't get any options.

"Aren't you going to tell me? Did Astoria send you here, or did Alderon send you here?" The boy with different pupils of gold and silver sat in a corner of the room drinking tea and asked, so leisurely that he was so angry .

"Why on earth do you think that these two are the only enemies you have?" I asked honestly and earnestly.

"Don't talk back to the master!!" Standing by the side, J□j Yujie whipped me again. Her breasts were almost bursting through the shirt, and the cup size was much better.

Hiss...it really hurts... "The person who sent me here is Armstrong, Heart Crystal, Bingdiexi, Clear White Feather, Guidenghua." Dear friends, do you still remember Bai Yu's full name?I betrayed her without hesitation, applauding my memory.

Papa, papa, papa... Please don't get me wrong, I haven't done anything H. After I exposed Bai Yu's name, j□j Yujie started to beat me continuously.

—I really am not fooling people.

As much as I wanted to try to explain, the pain made me faint and I couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

Countless small wounds scraped by barbs on my body kept bleeding. The blood volume was not much, but the number of wounds was quite large. I gradually felt a little unconscious.

In my blurred vision, I vaguely saw Yujie's pair of jjjs shaking violently together because of twitching the whip. Long post, full of questions that I find extremely idiotic.

There is a question like this - you have a terrible disease, if you don't have an operation immediately, you will only have one year to live; if the operation has only a 20.00% success rate, if you fail, you will die immediately.Which do you choose?

Which one did I choose at the time, I can't remember.

"Ah...Astoria..." I think the internal organs were probably injured, and there was blood gushing out of my throat. Fortunately, my vague words were heard by the boy with different eyes, and he stopped j□ J Yujie continued to slap me.

The teenager put down his teacup and asked, "What is Astoria's purpose? Where is she now?"

That boy with different pupils still asks me questions, does that mean I'm still useful?At least you can save your life temporarily.Even if I don't lie, according to j□j Yujie's drawing method, I will die at this moment.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and passed out with peace of mind.

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When I woke up again, I found myself in a room that seemed to be a hospital. The wound was carefully bandaged, and there was a bouquet of brightly colored but not pungent flowers on the bedside table.

——Have I been rescued?

Struggling to get up, I found that my hands were handcuffed to the two edges of the bed, well, I was still in the tiger's den.

The door of the room was opened, and a boy with different-colored eyes walked in holding flowers. His expression was the same as I remembered, very leisurely and calm, as if he came to visit me just an old acquaintance with a good relationship, not a gift from the enemy. Come spies.

"Do you want to eat something?" The boy with different pupils took out the words that were originally put in the vase, burned the flowers out of thin air, and then inserted the new flowers he brought into the vase.

...Now tell me that this boy is a magician or even a demon king, I will definitely not be surprised.

I feel that I have been fooled. The name Bai Yu once told me is 100% deceitful. I also feel cheated when I say it. I don’t blame others for thinking I’m fooling people. If I want to blame it, I’m going to blame Bai Yu, which made me almost get whipped die.

"Can I have some water?" I asked in a hoarse voice, thinking about ways to delay time.It is undeniable that I still hope that a miracle will happen, that Bai Yu or some other hero suddenly breaks in and rescues me... Don't say I'm dreaming or something, you must always have hope in life.

The boy with different pupils snapped his fingers, and someone pushed a cart in. There was not only water on it, but also plenty of food.I don't know how long I slept, but looking at those things, my stomach growled.

I was fed a little water, and I thought the boy would let me eat something, but he asked someone to put the food on the small table next to my bed and ate it himself.

Damn, just now you asked me what I want to eat, but now you don’t seem to give me anything to eat, is this considered mental torture! ?

"What's the purpose of Astoria?" the boy asked me after taking a few mouthfuls, wiping his mouth gracefully.

I didn’t see the food and didn’t feel it yet. After I saw it, I started to get hungry, probably because of excessive blood loss, and I was a little dizzy.

"What is the purpose of Astoria?" The boy asked me again with a calm expression and the same speed of speech.

"Ah, that's that, that..." I tried to think of a reason to survive, but I really didn't know who Astoria was?Is it feasible to use Bai Yu's purpose as an answer? "...the egg that Yuno Pharmaceutical Factory is researching..."

The boy with different pupils froze for a moment, lost in thought.

The ward was too quiet, I only heard my own breathing, as if I was the only living person here.I don't know when sweat slid down my forehead.It is undeniable that if I can live, I absolutely do not want to die. I have never been the kind of person who can face death gracefully.Although the end of decay is terrible, even if you are in a mess, you still want to live.

"Humph...huh..." The boy with different pupils pursed his lips and laughed in a low voice, and the more he laughed, the happier he was, "Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..."

I was a little horrified by the other party's suddenly crazy expression, and I couldn't help but think that Astoria couldn't really be Bai Yu, right?Maybe I've hit the truth by mistake?

The boy with different pupils smiled for a long time, and took out the syringe and small medicine bottle from the bedside table. I watched him draw the medicine into the syringe, and then stuck the needle into my body, feeling the medicine in the syringe penetrate into my blood vessels , I don’t know what kind of medicine it was, maybe I was too nervous and too scared, the feeling of dizziness became more and more serious until I lost consciousness again.

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The rest of my life is to spray medicine every day and live by drip.The boy with different pupils treats me like a puppet, wipes my body and piss, he doesn't feel sick at all, and happily changes into various clothes for me, from nurse uniforms to maid outfits, from high-waisted dresses To twelve layers of kimono.

This is a neurosis.

But I think I'm going crazy too.

Seeing the boy with different pupils every day is actually very happy, being treated so tenderly by him still gives me a faint sense of happiness... My reason tells me that something is wrong, but my emotions keep anesthetizing my reason, making me more and more wrong...

help! !This is definitely the Stockholm effect! !My old lady doesn't even have the heart to fall completely to Kise Ryota, so she will fall in such a frustrating situation! ! !

"What are you arguing about again?" The boy with different pupils gently buttoned the last button for me, and even stroked my tense face.

And I, an idiot, trembled a little because of his action, and couldn't help but turn my face to his palm.

Thinking of this, I moved my head away again, and bit my lips hard, trying to use the pain to make my feelings fade away, but because I hadn't eaten for a long time, I was so weak that I couldn't bite myself.

"Why should you resist your own heart? You don't have to make it difficult for yourself. It is not difficult to obey your feelings." The boy with different eyes bewitched me.

——How can you fall in love with this person who doesn't even know his name in this form?

——Why do you care about the formal name, isn't he right in front of my eyes?

——This person is imprisoning me, he is not a normal guy at all!

——So what, the most important thing is my feelings, isn't it?

——Such feelings are not correct!

——How can there be a right or wrong statement about feelings?

"Hey, do you want me to kiss you?" The boy with different pupils lowered his head and moved closer to me. Even at such a close distance, I still couldn't feel his breath. Although his movements were gentle, his skin didn't have any warmth.

It's obviously such a person... I seem to be sucked into a whirlpool, and it's hard to resist.

—Give it up, I'm not a firm person anyway.

——Don't give up, otherwise how will I face Shizuo in the future?

I was shocked immediately, why did I think of Shizuo at this time?

But thanks to the thought of this, I suppressed the rush of emotions in my heart and turned my face away.

The boy with different pupils seemed to want to say something else, suddenly there was a sudden change, and the original silence of the room was broken by the noise outside.

The noisy sound approached the room at a very fast speed, until there was a crack on the wall of the room, and the door was slammed into after the last loud noise, and the boy with different pupils was not seen doing anything, the door and the wall were broken. The rock bounced off just before it hit us.The boy with different pupils looked down, and looked towards the door full of smoke and dust.

The sunlight that I haven't seen for a long time shines in from the big hole in the wall. After the dust has dispersed, the first thing I see is a head of dazzling blond hair, and then... Shizuo with a murderous look on his face! ?

"You bastard, don't let go of your hand!" He gritted his teeth and said to the boy with different pupils.